One evening she came home late from a neighbor"s. Cromwell Biron pa.s.sed her in the hollow under the bare boughs of the maple that were outlined against the silvery moonlit sky.
When Cecily went into the house, Lucy Ellen opened the parlor door.
She was very pale, but her eyes burned in her face and her hands were clasped before her.
"I wish you"d come in here for a few minutes, Cecily," she said feverishly.
Cecily followed silently into the room.
"Cecily," she said faintly, "Cromwell was here to-night. He asked me to marry him. I told him to come to-morrow night for his answer."
She paused and looked imploringly at Cecily. Cecily did not speak. She stood tall and unrelenting by the table. The rigidity of her face and figure smote Lucy Ellen like a blow. She threw out her bleached little hands and spoke with a sudden pa.s.sion utterly foreign to her.
"Cecily, I want to marry him. I--I--love him. I always have. I never thought of this when I promised. Oh, Cecily, you"ll let me off my promise, won"t you?"
"No," said Cecily. It was all she said. Lucy Ellen"s hands fell to her sides, and the light went out of her face.
"You won"t?" she said hopelessly.
Cecily went out. At the door she turned.
"When John Edwards asked me to marry him six years ago, I said no for your sake. To my mind a promise is a promise. But you were always weak and romantic, Lucy Ellen."
Lucy Ellen made no response. She stood limply on the hearth-rug like a faded blossom bitten by frost.
After Cromwell Biron had gone away the next evening, with all his brisk jauntiness shorn from him for the time, Lucy Ellen went up to Cecily"s room. She stood for a moment in the narrow doorway, with the lamplight striking upward with a gruesome effect on her wan face.
"I"ve sent him away," she said lifelessly. "I"ve kept my promise, Cecily."
There was silence for a moment. Cecily did not know what to say.
Suddenly Lucy Ellen burst out bitterly.
"I wish I was dead!"
Then she turned swiftly and ran across the hall to her own room.
Cecily gave a little moan of pain. This was her reward for all the love she had lavished on Lucy Ellen.
"Anyway, it is all over," she said, looking dourly into the moonlit boughs of the firs; "Lucy Ellen"ll get over it. When Cromwell is gone she"ll forget all about him. I"m not going to fret. She promised, and she wanted the promise first."
During the next fortnight tragedy held grim sway in the little weather-gray house among the firs--a tragedy tempered with grim comedy for Cecily, who, amid all her agony, could not help being amused at Lucy Ellen"s romantic way of sorrowing.
Lucy Ellen did her mornings" work listlessly and drooped through the afternoons. Cecily would have felt it as a relief if Lucy Ellen had upbraided her, but after her outburst on the night she sent Cromwell away, Lucy Ellen never uttered a word of reproach or complaint.
One evening Cecily made a neighborly call in the village. Cromwell Biron happened to be there and gallantly insisted upon seeing her home.
She understood from Cromwell"s unaltered manner that Lucy Ellen had not told him why she had refused him. She felt a sudden admiration for her cousin.
When they reached the house Cromwell halted suddenly in the banner of light that streamed from the sitting-room window. They saw Lucy Ellen sitting alone before the fire, her arms folded on the table, and her head bowed on them. Her white cat sat unnoticed at the table beside her. Cecily gave a gasp of surrender.
"You"d better come in," she said, harshly. "Lucy Ellen looks lonesome."
Cromwell muttered sheepishly, "I"m afraid I wouldn"t be company for her. Lucy Ellen doesn"t like me much--"
"Oh, doesn"t she!" said Cecily, bitterly. "She likes you better than she likes me for all I"ve--but it"s no matter. It"s been all my fault--she"ll explain. Tell her I said she could. Come in, I say."
She caught the still reluctant Cromwell by the arm and fairly dragged him over the geranium beds and through the front door. She opened the sitting-room door and pushed him in. Lucy Ellen rose in amazement.
Over Cromwell"s bald head loomed Cecily"s dark face, tragic and determined.
"Here"s your beau, Lucy Ellen," she said, "and I give you back your promise."
She shut the door upon the sudden illumination of Lucy Ellen"s face and went up-stairs with the tears rolling down her cheeks.
"It"s my turn to wish I was dead," she muttered. Then she laughed hysterically.
"That goose of a Cromwell! How queer he did look standing there, frightened to death of Lucy Ellen. Poor little Lucy Ellen! Well, I hope he"ll be good to her."
The Pursuit of the Ideal
Freda"s snuggery was aglow with the rose-red splendour of an open fire which was triumphantly warding off the stealthy approaches of the dull grey autumn twilight. Roger St. Clair stretched himself out luxuriously in an easy-chair with a sigh of pleasure.
"Freda, your armchairs are the most comfy in the world. How do you get them to fit into a fellow"s kinks so splendidly?"
Freda smiled at him out of big, owlish eyes that were the same tint as the coppery grey sea upon which the north window of the snuggery looked.
"Any armchair will fit a lazy fellow"s kinks," she said.
"I"m not lazy," protested Roger. "That you should say so, Freda, when I have wheeled all the way out of town this dismal afternoon over the worst bicycle road in three kingdoms to see you, bonnie maid!"
"I like lazy people," said Freda softly, tilting her spoon on a cup of chocolate with a slender brown hand.
Roger smiled at her chummily.
"You are such a comfortable girl," he said. "I like to talk to you and tell you things."
"You have something to tell me today. It has been fairly sticking out of your eyes ever since you came. Now, "fess."
Freda put away her cup and saucer, got up, and stood by the fireplace, with one arm outstretched along the quaintly carved old mantel. She laid her head down on its curve and looked expectantly at Roger.
"I have seen my ideal, Freda," said Roger gravely.
Freda lifted her head and then laid it down again. She did not speak.
Roger was glad of it. Even at the moment he found himself thinking that Freda had a genius for silence. Any other girl he knew would have broken in at once with surprised exclamations and questions and spoiled his story.
"You have not forgotten what my ideal woman is like?" he said.
Freda shook her head. She was not likely to forget. She remembered only too keenly the afternoon he had told her. They had been sitting in the snuggery, herself in the inglenook, and Roger coiled up in his big pet chair that n.o.body else ever sat in.