"Oh, Aunt Philippa, that is a horrible story," I cried, recoiling with a shiver over the gruesomeness of it.
""Course it is, but what would you expect of a man?" retorted Aunt Philippa.
Somehow, her stories began to affect me in spite of myself. There were times when I felt very dreary. Perhaps Aunt Philippa was right.
Perhaps men possessed neither truth nor constancy. Certainly Mark had forgotten me. I was ashamed of myself because this hurt me so much, but I could not help it. I grew pale and listless. Aunt Philippa sometimes peered at me sharply, but she held her peace. I was grateful for this.
But one day a letter did come from Mark. I dared not read it until I was safely in my own room. Then I opened it with trembling fingers.
The letter was a little stiff. Evidently Mark was feeling sore enough over things. He made no reference to our quarrel or to my sojourn in Prince Edward Island. He wrote that his firm was sending him to South Africa to take charge of their interests there. He would leave in three weeks" time and could not return for five years. If I still cared anything for him, would I meet him in Halifax, marry him, and go to South Africa with him? If I would not, he would understand that I had ceased to love him and that all was over between us.
That, boiled down, was the gist of Mark"s letter. When I had read it I cast myself on the bed and wept out all the tears I had refused to let myself shed during my weeks of exile.
For I could not do what Mark asked--I _could not_. I couldn"t run away to be married in that desolate, unbefriended fashion. It would be a disgrace. I would feel ashamed of it all my life and be unhappy over it. I thought that Mark was rather unreasonable. He knew what my feelings about run-away marriages were. And was it absolutely necessary for him to go to South Africa? Of course his father was behind it somewhere, but surely he could have got out of it if he had really tried.
Well, if he went to South Africa he must go alone. But my heart would break.
I cried the whole afternoon, cowering among my pillows. I never wanted to go out of that room again. I never wanted to see anybody again. I hated the thought of facing Aunt Philippa with her cold eyes and her miserable stories that seemed to strip life of all beauty and love of all reality. I could hear her scornful, "That"s the men for you," if she heard what was in Mark"s letter.
"What is the matter, Ursula?"
Aunt Philippa was standing by my bed. I was too abject to resent her coming in without knocking.
"Nothing," I said spiritlessly.
"If you"ve been crying for three mortal hours over nothing you want a good spanking and you"ll get it," observed Aunt Philippa placidly, sitting down on my trunk. "Get right up off that bed this minute and tell me what the trouble is. I"m bound to know, for I"m in your father"s place at present."
"There, then!" I flung her Mark"s letter. There wasn"t anything in it that it was sacrilege to let another person see. That was one reason why I had been crying.
Aunt Philippa read it over twice. Then she folded it up deliberately and put it back in the envelope.
"What are you going to do?" she asked in a matter-of-fact tone.
"I"m not going to run away to be married," I answered sullenly.
"Well, no, I wouldn"t advise you to," said Aunt Philippa reflectively.
"It"s a kind of low-down thing to do, though there"s been a terrible lot of romantic nonsense talked and writ about eloping. It may be a painful necessity sometimes, but it ain"t in this case. You write to your young man and tell him to come here and be married respectable under my roof, same as a Goodwin ought to."
I sat up and stared at Aunt Philippa. I was so amazed that it is useless to try to express my amazement.
"Aunt--Philippa," I gasped. "I thought--I thought--"
"You thought I was a hard old customer, and so I am," said Aunt Philippa. "But I don"t take my opinions from your father nor anybody else. It didn"t prejudice me any against your young man that your father didn"t like him. I knew your father of old. I have some other friends in Montreal and I writ to them and asked them what he was like. From what they said I judged he was decent enough as men go.
You"re too young to be married, but if you let him go off to South Africa he"ll slip through your fingers for sure, and I s"pose you"re like some of the rest of us--n.o.body"ll do you but the one. So tell him to come here and be married."
"I don"t see how I can," I gasped. "I can"t get ready to be married in three weeks. I can"t--"
"I should think you have enough clothes in that trunk to do you for a spell," said Aunt Philippa sarcastically. "You"ve more than my mother ever had in all her life. We"ll get you a wedding dress of some kind.
You can get it made in Charlottetown, if country dressmakers aren"t good enough for you, and I"ll bake you a wedding cake that"ll taste as good as anything you could get in Montreal, even if it won"t look so stylish."
"What will Father say?" I questioned.
"Lots o" things," conceded Aunt Philippa grimly. "But I don"t see as it matters when neither you nor me"ll be there to have our feelings hurt. I"ll write a few things to your father. He hasn"t got much sense. He ought to be thankful to get a decent young man for his son-in-law in a world where most every man is a wolf in sheep"s clothing. But that"s the men for you."
And that was Aunt Philippa for you. For the next three weeks she was a blissfully excited, busy woman. I was allowed to choose the material and fashion of my wedding suit and hat myself, but almost everything else was settled by Aunt Philippa. I didn"t mind; it was a relief to be rid of all responsibility; I did protest when she declared her intention of having a big wedding and asking all the cousins and semi-cousins on the island, but Aunt Philippa swept my objections lightly aside.
"I"m bound to have one good wedding in this house," she said. "Not likely I"ll ever have another chance."
She found time amid all the baking and concocting to warn me frequently not to take it too much to heart if Mark failed to come after all.
"I know a man who jilted a girl on her wedding day. That"s the men for you. It"s best to be prepared."
But Mark did come, getting there the evening before our wedding day.
And then a severe blow fell on Aunt Philippa. Word came from the manse that Mr. Bentwell had been suddenly summoned to Nova Scotia to his mother"s deathbed; he had started that night.
"That"s the men for you," said Aunt Philippa bitterly. "Never can depend on one of them, not even on a minister. What"s to be done now?"
"Get another minister," said Mark easily.
"Where"ll you get him?" demanded Aunt Philippa. "The minister at Cliftonville is away on his vacation, and Mercer is vacant, and that leaves none nearer than town. It won"t do to depend on a town minister being able to come. No, there"s no help for it. You"ll have to have that Methodist man."
Aunt Philippa"s tone was tragic. Plainly she thought the ceremony would scarcely be legal if that Methodist man married us. But neither Mark nor I cared. We were too happy to be disturbed by any such trifles.
The young Methodist minister married us the next day in the presence of many beaming guests. Aunt Philippa, splendid in black silk and point-lace collar, neither of which lost a whit of dignity or l.u.s.tre by being made ten years before, was composure itself while the ceremony was going on. But no sooner had the minister p.r.o.nounced us man and wife than she spoke up.
"Now that"s over I want someone to go right out and put out the fire on the kitchen roof. It"s been on fire for the last ten minutes."
Minister and bridegroom headed the emergency brigade, and Aunt Philippa pumped the water for them. In a short time the fire was out, all was safe, and we were receiving our deferred congratulations.
"Now, young man," said Aunt Philippa solemnly as she shook hands with Mark, "don"t you ever try to get out of this, even if a Methodist minister did marry you."
She insisted on driving us to the train and said goodbye to us as we stood on the car steps. She had caught more of the shower of rice than I had, and as the day was hot and sunny she had tied over her head, atop of that festal silk dress, a huge, home-made, untrimmed straw hat. But she did not look ridiculous. There was a certain dignity about Aunt Philippa in any costume and under any circ.u.mstance.
"Aunt Philippa," I said, "tell me this: why have you helped me to be married?"
The train began to move.
"I refused once to run away myself, and I"ve repented it ever since."
Then, as the train gathered speed and the distance between us widened, she shouted after us, "But I s"pose if I had run away I"d have repented of that too."
Bessie"s Doll
Tommy Puffer, sauntering up the street, stopped to look at Miss Octavia"s geraniums. Tommy never could help stopping to look at Miss Octavia"s flowers, much as he hated Miss Octavia. Today they were certainly worth looking at. Miss Octavia had set them all out on her verandah--rows upon rows of them, overflowing down the steps in waves of blossom and colour. Miss Octavia"s geraniums were famous in Arundel, and she was very proud of them. But it was her garden which was really the delight of her heart. Miss Octavia always had the prettiest garden in Arundel, especially as far as annuals were concerned. Just now it was like faith--the substance of things hoped for. The poppies and nasturtiums and balsams and morning glories and sweet peas had been sown in the brown beds on the lawn, but they had not yet begun to come up.