"I am so sorry," he stammered--"is there any way in which I can be of use to you?"
She sat before him with her hands clasped, her eyes fixed on his in a terrible intensity of appeal. "If you would--if you would! Oh, there is nothing I would not do for you. I have still a great deal of influence with my mother, and what my mother commands we all do.
I could help you--I am sure I could help you; but not if my own situation were known. And if nothing can be done it must be known in a few days."
Durham had reseated himself at her side. "Tell me what I can do," he said in a low tone, forgetting his own preoccupations in his genuine concern for her distress.
She looked up at him through tears. "How dare I? Your race is so cautious, so self-controlled--you have so little indulgence for the extravagances of the heart. And my folly has been incredible--and unrewarded." She paused, and as Durham waited in a silence which she guessed to be compa.s.sionate, she brought out below her breath: "I have lent money--my husband"s, my brother"s--money that was not mine, and now I have nothing to repay it with."
Durham gazed at her in genuine astonishment. The turn the conversation had taken led quite beyond his uncomplicated experiences with the other s.e.x. She saw his surprise, and extended her hands in deprecation and entreaty. "Alas, what must you think of me? How can I explain my humiliating myself before a stranger? Only by telling you the whole truth--the fact that I am not alone in this disaster, that I could not confess my situation to my family without ruining myself, and involving in my ruin some one who, however undeservedly, has been as dear to me as--as you are to--"
Durham pushed his chair back with a sharp exclamation.
"Ah, even that does not move you!" she said.
The cry restored him to his senses by the long shaft of light it sent down the dark windings of the situation. He seemed suddenly to know Madame de Treymes as if he had been brought up with her in the inscrutable shades of the Hotel de Malrive.
She, on her side, appeared to have a startled but uncomprehending sense of the fact that his silence was no longer completely sympathetic, that her touch called forth no answering vibration; and she made a desperate clutch at the one chord she could be certain of sounding.
"You have asked a great deal of me--much more than you can guess. Do you mean to give me nothing--not even your sympathy--in return? Is it because you have heard horrors of me? When are they not said of a woman who is married unhappily? Perhaps not in your fortunate country, where she may seek liberation without dishonour. But here--! You who have seen the consequences of our disastrous marriages--you who may yet be the victim of our cruel and abominable system; have you no pity for one who has suffered in the same way, and without the possibility of release?" She paused, laying her hand on his arm with a smile of deprecating irony. "It is not because you are not rich. At such times the crudest way is the shortest, and I don"t pretend to deny that I know I am asking you a trifle. You Americans, when you want a thing, always pay ten times what it is worth, and I am giving you the wonderful chance to get what you most want at a bargain."
Durham sat silent, her little gloved hand burning his coat-sleeve as if it had been a hot iron. His brain was tingling with the shock of her confession. She wanted money, a great deal of money: that was clear, but it was not the point. She was ready to sell her influence, and he fancied she could be counted on to fulfil her side of the bargain. The fact that he could so trust her seemed only to make her more terrible to him--more supernaturally dauntless and baleful. For what was it that she exacted of him? She had said she must have money to pay her debts; but he knew that was only a pre-text which she scarcely expected him to believe. She wanted the money for some one else; that was what her allusion to a fellow-victim meant. She wanted it to pay the Prince"s gambling debts--it was at that price that Durham was to buy the right to marry f.a.n.n.y de Malrive.
Once the situation had worked itself out in his mind, he found himself unexpectedly relieved of the necessity of weighing the arguments for and against it. All the traditional forces of his blood were in revolt, and he could only surrender himself to their pressure, without thought of compromise or parley.
He stood up in silence, and the abruptness of his movement caused Madame de Treymes" hand to slip from his arm.
"You refuse?" she exclaimed; and he answered with a bow: "Only because of the return you propose to make me."
She stood staring at him, in a perplexity so genuine and profound that he could almost have smiled at it through his disgust.
"Ah, you are all incredible," she murmured at last, stooping to repossess herself of her fan; and as she moved past him to rejoin the group in the farther room, she added in an incisive undertone: "You are quite at liberty to repeat our conversation to your friend!"
VII
Durham did not take advantage of the permission thus strangely flung at him: of his talk with her sister-in-law he gave to Madame de Malrive only that part which concerned her.
Presenting himself for this purpose, the day after Mrs. Boykin"s dinner, he found his friend alone with her son; and the sight of the child had the effect of dispelling whatever illusive hopes had attended him to the threshold. Even after the governess"s descent upon the scene had left Madame de Malrive and her visitor alone, the little boy"s presence seemed to hover admonishingly between them, reducing to a bare statement of fact Durham"s confession of the total failure of his errand.
Madame de Malrive heard the confession calmly; she had been too prepared for it not to have prepared a countenance to receive it.
Her first comment was: "I have never known them to declare themselves so plainly--" and Durham"s baffled hopes fastened themselves eagerly on the words. Had she not always warned him that there was nothing so misleading as their plainness? And might it not be that, in spite of his advisedness, he had suffered too easy a rebuff? But second thoughts reminded him that the refusal had not been as unconditional as his necessary reservations made it seem in the repet.i.tion; and that, furthermore, it was his own act, and not that of his opponents, which had determined it. The impossibility of revealing this to Madame de Malrive only made the difficulty shut in more darkly around him, and in the completeness of his discouragement he scarcely needed her reminder of his promise to regard the subject as closed when once the other side had defined its position.
He was secretly confirmed in this acceptance of his fate by the knowledge that it was really he who had defined the position. Even now that he was alone with Madame de Malrive, and subtly aware of the struggle under her composure, he felt no temptation to abate his stand by a jot. He had not yet formulated a reason for his resistance: he simply went on feeling, more and more strongly with every precious sign of her partic.i.p.ation in his unhappiness, that he could neither owe his escape from it to such a transaction, nor suffer her, innocently, to owe hers.
The only mitigating effect of his determination was in an increase of helpless tenderness toward her; so that, when she exclaimed, in answer to his announcement that he meant to leave Paris the next night: "Oh, give me a day or two longer!" he at once resigned himself to saying: "If I can be of the least use, I"ll give you a hundred."
She answered sadly that all he could do would be to let her feel that he was there--just for a day or two, till she had readjusted herself to the idea of going on in the old way; and on this note of renunciation they parted.
But Durham, however pledged to the pa.s.sive part, could not long sustain it without rebellion. To "hang round" the shut door of his hopes seemed, after two long days, more than even his pa.s.sion required of him; and on the third he despatched a note of goodbye to his friend. He was going off for a few weeks, he explained--his mother and sisters wished to be taken to the Italian lakes: but he would return to Paris, and say his real farewell to her, before sailing for America in July.
He had not intended his note to act as an ultimatum: he had no wish to surprise Madame de Malrive into unconsidered surrender. When, almost immediately, his own messenger returned with a reply from her, he even felt a pang of disappointment, a momentary fear lest she should have stooped a little from the high place where his pa.s.sion had preferred to leave her; but her first words turned his fear into rejoicing.
"Let me see you before you go: something extraordinary has happened," she wrote.
What had happened, as he heard from her a few hours later--finding her in a tremor of frightened gladness, with her door boldly closed to all the world but himself--was nothing less extraordinary than a visit from Madame de Treymes, who had come, officially delegated by the family, to announce that Monsieur de Malrive had decided not to oppose his wife"s suit for divorce. Durham, at the news, was almost afraid to show himself too amazed; but his small signs of alarm and wonder were swallowed up in the flush of Madame de Malrive"s incredulous joy.
"It"s the long habit, you know, of not believing them--of looking for the truth always in what they _don"t_ say. It took me hours and hours to convince myself that there"s no trick under it, that there can"t be any," she explained.
"Then you _are_ convinced now?" escaped from Durham; but the shadow of his question lingered no more than the flit of a wing across her face.
"I am convinced because the facts are there to rea.s.sure me.
Christiane tells me that Monsieur de Malrive has consulted his lawyers, and that they have advised him to free me. Maitre Enguerrand has been instructed to see my lawyer whenever I wish it.
They quite understand that I never should have taken the step in face of any opposition on their part--I am so thankful to you for making that perfectly clear to them!--and I suppose this is the return their pride makes to mine. For they _can_ be proud collectively--" She broke off and added, with happy hands outstretched: "And I owe it all to you--Christiane said it was your talk with her that had convinced them."
Durham, at this statement, had to repress a fresh sound of amazement; but with her hands in his, and, a moment after, her whole self drawn to him in the first yielding of her lips, doubt perforce gave way to the lover"s happy conviction that such love was after all too strong for the powers of darkness.
It was only when they sat again in the blissful after-calm of their understanding, that he felt the p.r.i.c.king of an unappeased distrust.
"Did Madame de Treymes give you any reason for this change of front?" he risked asking, when he found the distrust was not otherwise to be quelled.
"Oh, yes: just what I"ve said. It was really her admiration of _you_--of your att.i.tude--your delicacy. She said that at first she hadn"t believed in it: they"re always looking for a hidden motive.
And when she found that yours was staring at her in the actual words you said: that you really respected my scruples, and would never, never try to coerce or entrap me--something in her--poor Christiane!--answered to it, she told me, and she wanted to prove to us that she was capable of understanding us too. If you knew her history you"d find it wonderful and pathetic that she can!"
Durham thought he knew enough of it to infer that Madame de Treymes had not been the object of many conscientious scruples on the part of the opposite s.e.x; but this increased rather his sense of the strangeness than of the pathos of her action. Yet Madame de Malrive, whom he had once inwardly taxed with the morbid raising of obstacles, seemed to see none now; and he could only infer that her sister-in-law"s actual words had carried more conviction than reached him in the repet.i.tion of them. The mere fact that he had so much to gain by leaving his friend"s faith undisturbed was no doubt stirring his own suspicions to unnatural activity; and this sense gradually reasoned him back into acceptance of her view, as the most normal as well as the pleasantest he could take.
VIII
The uneasiness thus temporarily repressed slipped into the final disguise of hoping he should not again meet Madame de Treymes; and in this wish he was seconded by the decision, in which Madame de Malrive concurred, that it would be well for him to leave Paris while the preliminary negotiations were going on. He committed her interests to the best professional care, and his mother, resigning her dream of the lakes, remained to fortify Madame de Malrive by her mild unimaginative view of the transaction, as an uncomfortable but commonplace necessity, like house-cleaning or dentistry. Mrs. Durham would doubtless have preferred that her only son, even with his hair turning gray, should have chosen a f.a.n.n.y Frisbee rather than a f.a.n.n.y de Malrive; but it was a part of her acceptance of life on a general basis of innocence and kindliness, that she entered generously into his dream of rescue and renewal, and devoted herself without after-thought to keeping up f.a.n.n.y"s courage with so little to spare for herself.
The process, the lawyers declared, would not be a long one, since Monsieur de Malrive"s acquiescence reduced it to a formality; and when, at the end of June, Durham returned from Italy with Katy and Nannie, there seemed no reason why he should not stop in Paris long enough to learn what progress had been made.
But before he could learn this he was to hear, on entering Madame de Malrive"s presence, news more immediate if less personal. He found her, in spite of her gladness in his return, so evidently preoccupied and distressed that his first thought was one of fear for their own future. But she read and dispelled this by saying, before he could put his question: "Poor Christiane is here. She is very unhappy. You have seen in the papers--?"
"I have seen no papers since we left Turin. What has happened?"
"The Prince d"Armillac has come to grief. There has been some terrible scandal about money and he has been obliged to leave France to escape arrest."
"And Madame de Treymes has left her husband?"
"Ah, no, poor creature: they don"t leave their husbands--they can"t.
But de Treymes has gone down to their place in Brittany, and as my mother-in-law is with another daughter in Auvergne, Christiane came here for a few days. With me, you see, she need not pretend--she can cry her eyes out."