The boys stood for a moment as though turned into stone. Then the elder one took to his heels with all his strength. The younger followed, crying, "Wait for me! Say, Anton, do not run away from me!" He burst into tears. They disappeared behind the carriage-shed; but for a long time I heard the sobbing of the younger one.
CHAPTER V.
I felt quite out of spirits, and determined to leave at once; but as I entered the sitting-room my hostess was seated on the large gothic settee or sofa, near the dining-room door, and no sooner did she perceive me than she leaned forward across the table in front of her and asked,--
"What do _you_ think of Spencer"s theory of education? Do you believe we can put it into practice?"
I did not wish to be drawn into an argument, and so merely answered,--
"Your husband"s practice, at all events, does not accord with Spencer"s teachings."
"My husband"s practice? Why, he has none."
Here she smiled.
"You mean he takes no interest in the children?"
"Oh, he is like most other men, I suppose," she replied; "they amuse themselves with their children, now and then, and whip them occasionally, too, when anything occurs to annoy them."
"You believe that husband and wife should have equal responsibilities in such matters?"
"Yes, to be sure I do. But even in this respect men have made what division they chose."
I expressed a desire to take my leave. She appeared much astonished, and asked if I would not first drink coffee; "but, it is true," she added, "you have no one to talk with."
She is not the first married woman, I thought, who makes covert attacks on her husband.
"Fru Atlung!" I said, "you have no reason to speak so to me."
"No, I have not. You must excuse me."
It was growing dusk; but unless I was greatly in error, she was almost ready to weep.
So I took my seat on the other side of the table. "I have a feeling, dear Fru Atlung, that you desire to talk to some one; but I am surely not the right person."
"And why not?" she asked.
She sat with both elbows on the table, looking into my face.
"Well, if for no other reason, at least because such a conversation needs to be entered into more than once, because there are so many things to consider, and I am going away again to-day."
"But cannot you come again?"
"Do you wish it?"
She was silent a moment, then she said slowly: "As a rule, I have but one great wish at a time. And it was fully in keeping with the one I now have that _you_ should come here."
"What is it, my dear lady?"
"Ah, that I cannot tell you, unless you will promise me to come again."
"Well, then, I will promise you to do so."
She extended her hand across the table with the words: "Thank you."
I turned on my chair toward her, and took her hand.
"What is it, my dear lady?"
"No, not now," she replied; "but when you come again. You must help me--if you believe it to be right to do so."
"Of course."
"Because you, I know, think in many particulars as Atlung does. He will listen to _you_."
"Do you think so?"
"He will not listen to me, at all events."
"Did you ever make an effort to be heard?"
"No, that would be the worst thing I could do. With Atlung everything must come as by chance."
"But, dear me! I noticed that on the whole you seemed to hold most blessed relations with each other."
"Yes, to be sure we do! We often amuse ourselves exceedingly well together."
I had a feeling that she did not wish me to look at her, and I had turned away, so that I sat with my side to the table as before. The twilight deepened about us.
"You remember us, I dare say, as we were in Dresden?"
"Yes."
"We were two young people who were playing with life; it had been very amusing to be engaged, but to be married must be still more diverting, and then to come home and keep house, oh! so immensely entertaining; but not equal to having children. Well, here I am now with a house which I am utterly powerless to manage, and two children which neither of us can educate; at least Atlung thinks so."
"But do not you try to take hold?"
"Of the house, do you mean?"
"Well, yes, of the house."
"Dear me! of what use would that be? I usually get a scolding when I try."
"But you have plenty of help, I suppose?"