Chapter 18: It is stupidAuthor"s note
I am vacant but it is a post!
I forgot how to write a bit…
“Kyousai- sama”
“What is it?”
Kyousai"s party that already had almost gone out of the forest had camped out. Misha and Leia spoke to Kyousai who is watching late at night.
“What is the purpose of Kyousai-sama?”
“I was curious, too. Goshujin-sama, you have reached the castle town of the Kingdom of Sicca, and you plan on traveling again, right?"
(How do you know?)
Yes, he was not traveling without any purpose. Certainly, there was sightseeing, but the real purpose was–
(It’s my purpose … … That’s right …… My goal is to return to the earth. For that, I traveled … … I was aiming at the Devil…)
So Kyousai saw Misha and Leia.
(What would they do if I go home?)
Kyousai realized that at this time.
(No, I did not think about it at all … … just because I was unconsciously running away.)
So, Kyousai sighs. Misha and Leia interpreted the behavior in a different way.
“Was it different?”
“No, Misha, it is true, it’s definitely true after I get to the castle town, then I will take a trip after a while”
“Then, the sigh just before …”
“That was because I was amazed by my incompetence, so it came out a sigh."
“Goshujin-sama!"
Leia gave a loud voice.
“Goshujin-sama, you do not have to push yourself anymore, because we know it.”
In response to that word, Misha stared at Kyousai strongly, did she sense something?
Kyousai was thinking…….
(Eh? Know? What?)
He was a bit confused. But, when he arranged from the conversation he just said…….
What is the purpose → He is going to return to the earth, and then think about what to do with the slaves → I do not have to force it, I know because I know → I am from another world.
(No, no, no, no! There would be no that! Even if I speak about that they probably don"t believe it. No, but other than that……)
When worrying so, Misha began to speak.
“Though it was impolite, when we were attacked by the thieves, I saw the moment when Kyousai-sama gave the final blow to the thief.”
“Oh!”
So he was wrapped in mysterious feelings.
(What’s this … ….? It’s uncomfortable … …)
It was Misha that answered that question.
“Well, it looks like you didn"t even notice it.”
Although he was thinking what to do with the slaves if he returned to the Earth until a while ago, but he had been nearly crushed by the dramatically uncomfortable feelings and had stopped thinking.
“Kyousai-sama was the first time … when we fainted, you killed a bandit for the first time, were not you?”
Misha said it with blame in her tone. Leia slightly glares at Misha. But Misha continued talking, ignoring Leia"s eyes.
“It seems that Kyousai-sama is unconsciously thinking it is a sin.”
“…… A sin?”
“Yes, it is a sin decided by you”
“… ….”
“You do not notice, but Kyousai-sama is occasionally haunted at night from that, do you know how much it makes us uneasy?”
Misha speaks lightly in a tone of mixed with anger.
“… … Sorry”
Although Misha tried to say something to Kyousai who apologized easily, Leia stopped it.
“Leia!”
“I fully understand Misha’s feelings, but I will not allow you to afflict Goshujin-sama anymore”
“But, if this condition continues, Kyousai-sama…”
“I know, even if it’s worried once, but it doesn’t change.”
” …… ”
“Goshujinsama.”
Even if Misha was silent, Leia began to speak.
“Goshujinsama is certainly strong, the most in this world, but —-”
At that time, Leia looked at Kyousai with a sad face for a moment.
“You are a gentle human being and your heart is kind because we are beastmen, I think there is no persuasive power, but the human heart is so fragile. So … …”
A tear dropped from Leia´s eye, she wiped it quickly and stared at Kyousai again.
“Please tell me it is tough when it’s hard … … Misha said, too, but I do not feel confident that Goshujinsama will be cheerful when goshujinsama has a nightmare night after night. And although you are suffering I cannot do anything…… I … somehow … I have to deal with it ……"
She started to shed tears and wiped them every time, but still, it did not stop so Leia crouched and covered her face with the hand.
Kyousai was surprised at the action, but at the same time, he felt like he got easier somewhere.
(What am I doing ……?)
Kyousai came close to Leia and gently stroked her head.
“Thank you, I feel little better.”
Then, a soft touch is felt on the back of Kyousai.
“Misha?”
“Kyousai-sama, I was also worried a lot too.”
Those words were a little close to tears.
“Oh, I am sorry."
So Kyousai held the two of them.
“Can you both just listen to me?"
Misha and Leia gave a small nod.
“I was scared. I killed a man. I could be hated by you both. Besides, I can’t say it well. I was just scared."
He gently separated them.
“But you girls came to me like that."
… And so, he took a bitter smile.
“Can you keep up with me from now on?”
The reaction of Misha and Leia after that was natural.
………
… …
…
“Kyousai-sama, I am not hurt anymore”
“Oh, I feel somehow relieved.”
Looking at Kyousai’s sleeping face; they remembered the interaction and their faces turned red.
“Misha” “Leia”
It was simultaneous that they spoke to the other.
“What, what’s wrong Leia?”
“What is it, Misha?”
And the silence continued for a while.
Leia muttered just a few words.
“We were loved.”
“Yes, not as a night toy but as an existence”
“After all, I’m happy…”
“Yes, extremely……”
And two saw Kyousai again.
“But in the end, I could not listen to Goshujinsama"s purpose.”
“Because Leia changed the subject.”
“But it was a good result"
“Well, that’s right … but …”
Then, the both of them recalled the thing before they went to bed.
“That was … … was cowardly …”
“Yeah … …”
The two of them hit their forehead.
( (… You kiss suddenly here…))
Misha"s and Leia"s faces turned red.
………
…
… … …
“Oh, Kyousai-sama! I can see it!”
“That is the Sicca"s Kingdom´s castle…… It’s big!”
“Oh! Goshujinsama! Let’s go quickly!”
“Yes, let’s go! ”
Thus, Kyousai"s party headed for the castle town.
Author"s note
Was there something wrong?
I forgot to write a little, so I think there is.
I’m waiting for your thoughts!
Oh, the event of this ship started! Plodding and doing W