She had not the faintest comprehension of the mighty magnitude or the exalted nature of the love which had sprung to life in Percy"s heart for Helena. She believed it to be the pa.s.sing fancy of the hour--a sudden pa.s.sion of the senses. She remembered the subtle magnetism which Helena possessed in days of old--a peculiar power of drawing people to her--of attracting them and winning their confidence with no seeming effort of her own. She remembered how popular she was in Madame Scranton"s Academy--and in those days she had believed it to be the mesmerism of her eyes, that won the hearts of her companions. Percy was, no doubt, affected by this mysterious influence which fascinated every one who lingered long in Helena"s presence. But it would pa.s.s away--and his love for her, his ideal mate and comrade, would burn again with greater l.u.s.tre, if she waited patiently.
She wrote a note, full of humility, begging his forgiveness for her conduct during their last interview, and asking him to grant her a few moments" conversation during the day. She sent for a messenger to carry the note, and then she dismissed Lorette for the day and began to prepare herself for the expected guest.
Lorette took her departure reluctantly. "Madame is not herself; Madame is ill, and needs looking after!" she muttered, as she went out, and many times during the day and in succeeding days and weeks, her light volatile French spirits were shadowed by the recollection of her mistress"s face, as she last saw it.
Dolores was one of the few women who can be beautiful even when suffering mental and physical pain. As a rule, happiness and health are necessary cosmetics to beauty; but hers was a face that even much weeping, and sleepless nights of torturing pain could not disfigure.
She robed herself all in white, as Percy best loved to see her. She wore his favorite jewels, and a bright knot of ribbon he had once admired, at her throat. Suddenly, in the midst of her preparation, she paused. The full consciousness of her humiliating position dawned upon her with startling force.
"My G.o.d! how low I have fallen!" she sobbed, and yet she did not draw back from the resolution she had formed, to throw herself upon the pity of the man she loved.
She had been Queen of the feast; and now she was about to beg for crumbs from the table presided over by another.
The hours lagged by on leaden wings. Why did not the messenger return?
It was late in the afternoon when he made his appearance. He was out of breath from running up the flight of stairs, and he handed her back--her own note.
"Could you not find the gentleman? I told you to leave the note if he was not in!" she said sharply, so keen was her disappointment.
"Yes"m, I know you did," the boy answered, "but there was people there, and a doctor. And the doctor he came to the door, and he said as the gentleman mustn"t be disturbed--he was sick, and goin" to die before mornin", perhaps. And I felt scared like, and come off without leaving the letter."
The boy turned away, and Dolores closed the door upon him, quickly, as if to shut out his evil message with him.
Sick, dying! and who were the people with him? who had the right to be with him and minister to his needs, save herself? It was her place--hers only. She must go to him--she must save him by the strength of her love.
She did not wait to make any change in her attire. She seized the nearest garment at hand--a soft white shawl, and a hat with nodding white plumes, and hurried forth.
When she reached the building in which Percy"s apartments were situated, she met the physician just emerging from the street door. She forced a calm exterior as she addressed him.
"I came to ask after your patient," she said. "Is it true that he is not expected to live?"
He looked at her sharply. Her white attire, her beauty and her pallor made her a remarkable picture as she stood there in the gathering dusk.
"Are you a relative of his?" he asked.
She shook her head. "No, only a friend; one to whom he has been very kind," she answered. "But I want you to tell me the truth. Will he die?"
"I fear he will," the old physician answered, gravely. "There is small chance that he can live through the night. If he lives, it will be a miracle." Then he pa.s.sed on.
She glided through the entrance he had left open, and hurried up the flight of stairs that led to his rooms. The door stood ajar upon the landing. She pushed it open and entered; no one was visible in the outer room which served as a parlor. At one side, in a sort of study, sat a gentleman and lady engaged in low conversation; but they did not hear her light footsteps as she walked across the yielding carpet, and stood between the velvet portieres which curtained his sleeping-room.
Through the colored globe the gas-light shone with subdued l.u.s.tre, filling the apartment with the mellow halo of an autumn sunset.
Propped up on pillows lay Percy, while above him leaned the shapely figure of a woman clothed all in black; her dusky hair and brunette face showing in marked contrast to the blond locks and marble pallor of the patient.
Her hand was making light soothing pa.s.ses across his brow; her eyes were full of unutterable love and sorrow. Gently she drooped over his pillow and pressed a light kiss upon his closed lids, as she murmured--"My love--my husband."
Dolores drew a deep, gasping breath, like one who has been struck suddenly by an unseen foe.
Helena heard the sound, and turned a startled glance in the direction from which it came.
Standing between the velvet curtains, she saw the motionless figure of Dolores, majestic in her beauty, her white garments and her golden hair clearly defined against the crimson background of the draperies.
Just for one breathless, pained second the two women who had been schoolmates and dear friends, looked into each other"s eyes again. Then, as Helena made a movement toward her, Dolores turned her glance upon Percy--a strange, radiant, triumphant smile illuminating her face--and vanished as suddenly as she had appeared.
As she made her way through the city streets, many turned to look upon the white-robed figure, and the strangely-beautiful smiling face under the nodding plumes of her hat. But no man dared speak to her. There was something in her face that awed them, and protected her from insult.
She was still smiling when she entered her own apartment again.
Carefully laying aside her wraps, she proceeded to set the room in perfect order. Then she brought out a little ebony box, in which she kept many curious souvenirs of her life abroad. In one corner lay a small chamois-skin bag. She opened it, and into a corner of a snowy cambric handkerchief, she shook a portion of its contents--a brilliant, crystallized substance--and then replaced the bag and locked the ebony box away in her cabinet again.
Laying the handkerchief on the pillow of her couch, she disrobed, brushed out her beautiful hair, and leaving the gas jet turned low, she crept into her snowy bed. Bringing the handkerchief close to her face, she looked smilingly down on the tiny crystals of the powder, as she murmured, "If only Madame Volkenburg was not mistaken--if only it is swift and sure, as she said! Oh Love, Love! even in death we shall not be parted. She will mourn over your cold clay; but your spirit will be with me, with _me_! You would have lived for her, but I die for you. Ah, G.o.d! how much sweeter death is, than life. Oh, my Love, my Love, you shall not take the journey alone! Whatever the great mystery is, we will solve it--together. May Christ receive our spirits."
She emptied the powder into her sweetly-parted lips, folded the handkerchief under her cheek, and lay quite still, as if she slept.
When Lorette came in the morning, she found her lying in the same position, the handkerchief under her cheek, and a sweet, glad smile upon her dead face.
The papers, on the following day, reported the sudden death, by heart disease, of beautiful Madame Percy, a young French lady.
CHAPTER XXIII.
BITTER SWEET.
In the afternoon of the next day, Homer Orton presented himself at Percy"s apartments, only to be met by Mrs. Griffith, and informed of that young man"s critical condition.
"He is slightly easier to-day," she said, "but we are instructed to keep him very quiet. There is little hope entertained of his recovery."
The journalist stood for a moment silent, shocked, bewildered. Then he spoke:
"I wish to consult him upon a matter of the gravest importance. Can you direct me to his most intimate friend or relative, to whom I might impart some very serious information? It is a matter which cannot wait."
Mrs. Griffith was impressed with the earnestness of the young man"s manner. Reluctantly she stepped into the adjoining study, where Helena"s shapely form lay stretched upon a broad lounge. It was the first respite she had taken from her position as watcher. She seemed to be sleeping, and Mrs. Griffith spoke her name softly, unwilling to disturb her.
But Helena was not sleeping. Though worn out with fatigue and excitement, the memory of Dolores" face, as it appeared for one brief, terrible second at the door of Percy"s apartment, drove slumber from her pillow.
The consciousness that her old friend was in the city, near to her, suffering all the agonies of slighted wounded love, wrung her gentle heart with inexpressible pain. She longed to go to her, to take her in her arms, to comfort her. She longed to bring her to Percy"s bed-side, and to say: "Stay here with me; together we will minister to his dying needs; it is our mutual right, our mutual sorrow." But even if she could find Dolores, that suffering tortured woman would turn from her, in bitterness and anger. And Percy must not know that she was in the city; the knowledge might prove fatal to him in his weak, exhausted condition.
She arose wearily as Mrs. Griffith made known her errand.
"Do not let Percy know, that I am disturbed:" she said. "He made me promise to sleep until evening, without once leaving my couch. He would be annoyed if he knew I had disobeyed him."
"What! using authority so _soon_?" playfully asked Mrs. Griffith.
Helena answered only by a sad smile, as she pa.s.sed out to meet Homer Orton. He arose with surprise, confusion, and distress mingled in his expression, as his eyes fell upon a comely young woman.