"And I, Miss King, am another!" added Percy. "A more confirmed bachelor never lived. Marriage seems to me a pitiful bondage, always for one, often for both. And a happy union is merely a fortunate accident.
Whenever I hear the ringing of marriage bells, I think with Byron, that
"Each stroke peals for a hope the less--the funeral note Of love deep buried without resurrection In the grave of possession.""
A smile that warmed her features like a burst of sunlight illumined Miss King"s lovely face.
"I am sure we should agree famously on this subject, at least, Mr.
Durand," she said. "It is seldom I meet a gentleman whose ideas accord so perfectly with my own."
"You are two foolish children," interposed Mrs. Butler, "and your ideas are quite too extreme. Marriage is not the wretched bondage you describe it. Some one has said very truthfully, "If nothing is perfect in this world, marriage is perhaps the best thing amid much evil. If a fickle husband goes, he returns: but the lover--once gone he never returns." I am sure, Mr. Durand, that you would make some woman an excellent husband."
Percy shook his head. "That is because you do not know me," he replied.
"Whatever my nature was originally, my experiences in the world have left me incapable of unselfish devotion, or absorbing love."
"Oh, oh!" cried Mrs. Butler, "I will not hear you so malign yourself.
Any man who was so kind as you were to your cousin, must have a heart."
"Perhaps I had, once upon a time. But there is such a thing as frittering away one"s best emotions. Certainly, now, I cannot imagine a woman so good, so beautiful, or so endowed with graces, that I should wish to make her my wife. If I did, I know her goodness would be a reproach to me, her beauty would pall upon me, and her constancy would irritate me. And yet, the absence of any of these qualities would displease me. So you see I am better off single. I think my cousin considers me a good sort of relative! I am sure I am faithful in my friendships: but the requisites of a desirable husband, I do not possess. Besides, begging the pardon of both my lady listeners, I must say, while I have so little faith in myself, I have even less in womankind. I do not care to risk my future in the hands of an unreliable woman."
"A man of your experience and judgment would not be apt to make that error," Mrs. Butler replied. "And women are proverbially faithful by nature, you know--even clinging to the men who maltreat them."
"Judgment and experience are not of the slightest use in selecting a wife or husband," responded Percy. "First, because it is only in the daily intimacies of constant companionship that we can learn another"s peculiarities; and secondly--in the case of the woman, at least--the maiden and wife are two distinct beings. I have seen the most amiable and charming girl develope into a veritable Xantippe of a wife. Then, as for the proverbial faithfulness of woman--it is the poet"s idea of the s.e.x, I know, but it is not verified in reality. Women are quite as faulty as men, and even more easily a.s.sailed by temptation. But they are more discreet, and make a greater show of good qualities than we do.
Men boast of their infidelities, women conceal them."
"Rouen!" shouted the guard, flinging open the door of the compartment.
"Impossible!" cried Percy, springing up--"and I am obliged to stop here!
This is altogether too bad. But I hope you will kindly send your address to me at the Grand Hotel, where I shall register next week. I shall be glad to be of any service to you I can, during my few weeks in Paris."
And with that inimitable grace of the polished New Yorker, Percy bowed himself from the presence of the ladies.
And the first chapter was written in a romance which was to end in a tragedy.
CHAPTER VIII.
SWEET DANGER.
"My Dear," said Mrs. Butler, one morning at the breakfast table, ten days later, as she looked up from her letters to the vision of blonde loveliness opposite, "here is a note from Mr. Durand--the American gentleman we met, you remember. He is in Paris, and wishes to call."
"That is pleasant news," Dolores answered, smiling, "and I hope you will forward our united permission and compliments by return mail."
"Really, Dolores, you quite astonish me!" e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed Mrs. Butler. "When were you ever known to be so amiably disposed toward any gentleman before? What spell has Mr. Durand exercised over you, I wonder?"
"The spell of sincerity and good sense!" responded Dolores, as she sipped her coffee. "Two virtues so rare in mankind that it is no wonder if they left an indelible impression upon me. Mr. Durand is, almost without exception, the only gentleman I have met since my uncle died who did not feel it his duty to express, in words or manner, a disbelief in the sincerity of my views concerning marriage. You very well know, Mrs.
Butler, how discouraging have been my attempts at friendship with the opposite s.e.x, owing to this fact."
"Owing to your own charms, rather," Mrs. Butler corrected, "and to your hatred for the s.e.x. Men are not easily satisfied with the cold indifference which you term friendship of a woman as fair as yourself."
"But I am not cold or indifferent to those who treat my opinions with respect," Dolores insisted. "And I am not a man-hater. I would like the companionship of men right well. I enjoy their society more than I enjoy the society of most women. They have broader views; they get outside of themselves far more than women do; they dwell less in their own emotions; and are, consequently, more interesting. But the selfishness, conceit and sensuality of men render them impossible friends for unprotected women."
"You must not include all men in that sweeping sarcasm, Dolores. There are exceptions."
"Possibly. I hope Mr. Durand is one. I speak of men as I have found them. You remember Clarence Walker, and how positive I was that I had found a loyal friend in him? And you know the result."
"Yes; he became madly in love with you. I do not see how either of those three condemnatory terms apply to him, however."
"But I do. Since he knew from the outset my firm resolve to never marry, he ought not to have allowed himself to think of me as a possible wife.
But in his masculine conceit he really believed he could overcome the principles of a lifetime. Each man considers himself the Prince Charming, who holds the key to the enchanted palace of a woman"s heart.
Positively, the vanity of the sterner s.e.x is colossal in its magnitude.
Then, you know, there was Count D"Estey, with his really charming sister and picturesque mother. You remember my experience with him?"
"Certainly. He imagined you to be much wealthier than you are, my dear; and your fortune and your beauty were great temptations. It is no wonder he made an effort to win you. Foreign counts are born to be supported by American heiresses."
"And he ruined three delightful friendships by the futile effort. Yet that was the selfishness of the man"s nature. Last of all, you know the result of my acquaintance with General Veddars?"
"Pardon me; but I do not. I only know that you returned from their country seat unexpectedly, joined me in London, and never referred to the subject of your acquaintance with the family again. I confess that I have often wondered what occurred to break up the intimacy which seemed so pleasant at one time."
"Well, then, I will tell you what happened," answered Dolores, with fine scorn in her face and voice. "Because I was outspoken and frank upon the subject of marriage, because I repeatedly declared that I should never be the wife of any man, General Veddars, it seems, imagined I was utterly lacking in mental and moral balance. At all events, he forgot himself--forgot that he was old enough to be my father, and that his wife was my devoted friend; and he embarra.s.sed me with his attentions.
Is it any wonder that I left his house, angry, shocked, and with a greater contempt for men and husbands than ever?"
Mrs. Butler shook her head. "There is no object in life more disgusting," she said, "than a man who carries the fires of an unlicensed youth into old age. I confess you have good cause to feel disappointed in your masculine friends. Let us hope that Mr. Durand will prove a success. One thing is certain--he comes of an excellent family; and he bears the best of reputations among men, and while he is not a ladies" man, he is very popular with our s.e.x."
Dolores laughed lightly.
"The fact that his family is excellent, does not necessarily speak well for him," she said. "Many a low rascal on earth boasts of his n.o.ble ancestors under ground. And that he bears the best of reputations among men, is no proof that he may not be the worst companion possible for a woman. I am relieved to hear you say that he is not a ladies" man. That term always suggests to me a frivolous nature, something even more intolerable in a man than a woman. But really, _ma chere_, we are devoting more time to the discussion of this stranger, than is profitable. If we are to see the World"s Fair in detail, as we have determined, _allons a l"Exhibition_."
A few hours later, as the two ladies sauntered under the gorgeous Oriental canopies known as the "India House," they came face to face with the very subject of their morning dissertation--Mr. Percy Durand.
They exchanged cordial greetings, and it seemed to Mrs. Butler that a tint as delicate as the first faint hue of dawn, colored the creamy pallor of Dolores"s cheek.
"I wonder what it means?" she asked herself. "Marriage no doubt, that final Nirvana which covers so many theorists with oblivion. Heaven speed the wooing!"
At the same time Percy was thinking, "How delightful to meet a lovely and companionable girl who is entirely free to receive your polite attentions, and whom you positively know expects and desires nothing more from you. It gives a fellow such a comfortable sensation."
In view of the fact that Mr. Durand had, several times in his life, been obliged to flee from designing Mammas, and too willing maidens, we can forgive his somewhat egotistical soliloquy.
Dolores felt an agreeable sense of being perfectly at ease in the presence of Mr. Durand, and rendered herself unusually charming. Percy sauntered by the ladies while they visited various departments, and they finally lunched together. Both he and Dolores were gifted with refined wit, and ready powers of repartee, and Mrs. Butler was an appreciative listener to their gay sallies and bright criticisms.
"Positively I feel as if I had known both of you ladies all my life!"
Percy said, as the day wore on. "It would require months, or years, in our own land to arrive at this pleasant feeling of comradeship. There is nothing like a rencontre in a foreign country, to break the ice of reserve."
"Quite true," Mrs. Butler responded. "We enjoy each other"s society better here, too, I think, because we all indulge the vein of Bohemianism which exists in us, and which we carefully hide from view at home. For instance: I met a party of staid and respectable men and matrons from Boston the other day. They had just paid a visit to the Mabille. "A very wicked place," they said; "yet everybody seems to go, so we went." These same people would no sooner visit a concert garden in America than they would deliberately walk into Purgatory."
"I could relate similar experiences," was Percy"s laughing rejoinder.