I left it for the joy Of wandering the world, And heathen-hearted lands have I beheld!
But when at last cloy Of delight brought sadness Like lotus to my veins, And forgetfulness seemed fate, I had fared unto this shrine And the moon as now was beaming, And here have I awaited--and await.
But not for any gift Of its G.o.d, or any grace That in living or in dying Men in text or sutra sigh for.
And not for any shrift Nirvana has, or skies Where Paradise imperishably smiles.
But only for the sift Of the wind, that seems to die for My soul"s enduring peace In the dwelling of the Tomb.
And only for the drift Of the moon that comes denying Eternity to everything but Doom.
IN A SHINTO TEMPLE GARDEN
Under the torii, robed in green, The old priest creeps to the shrine.
Over the bridge the still stork stands, The crow caws not in the pine.
Far in the distance bugles blow, War"s b.l.o.o.d.y memory wakes.
The priest prays on--for his sons that are dead, And the heart within him breaks.
FAR FUJIYAMA
Against the phantom gold of failing skies I see the ghost of Fujiyama rise And think of the innumerable eyes That have beheld its vision sunset-crowned.
The peasant in his field of rice or tea, The prince in gardens dreaming by the sea, The priest to whom the semi in the tree Was but some shrilling soul"s incarnate sound.
And as I think upon them, lo, the trance Of backward time and distant circ.u.mstance, Of Karma"s all-remembering necromance, Lies suddenly before my boundless sight.
It is as if, a moment, Buddhahood Were given to me; as if understood At last were vague Nirvana"s vaguer good; As if time were dissolved in living light.
ON MIYAJIMA MOUNTAIN
(_To A. H. R._)
Out on the sea the sampans ride And the mountains brim with mist and sun.
O we are in j.a.pan again And the spell is about us spun!
The spell of the old enchanting East, Of Buddha and many a blissful priest, The spell that has never, never ceased To haunt us!
Glad we behold the temple-tops And the lanterns in religious row Standing, like acolytes of stone, Where the pine and camphor grow.
And o"er them the old paG.o.da prays Blessing upon their dreaming days, And upon the eightfold sacred ways From Sorrow!
Ah, and the torii too is there Where the tranced sea enters to his shrine Daily, with tidal mystery And majesty divine.
He enters now, as the nuptial sea Of love first entered our hearts, to be Lord of their tides eternally, And Master!
OLD AGE
I have heard the wild geese, I have seen the leaves fall, There was frost last night On the garden wall.
It is gone to-day And I hear the wind call.
The wind?... that is all.
If the swallow will light When evening is near; If the crane will not scream Like a soul in fear; I will think no more Of the dying year, And the wind, its seer.
ON THE YANG-TSE-KIANG
Down the Yang-tse bat-wing junk And tatterdemalion sampan glide, Sails of brown and black and yellow swinging.
Down the Yang-tse bat-wing junks Fish-eyed and gaudy take the tide, Forth to the sea in sloth they ride, The coolies singing.
Off in the field the peasant toils And along the ca.n.a.l the low tows slip, Fruit of the red persimmon piled upon them.
Off in the field the peasant toils-- With lip and brow the dull years strip Bare of the dreams of life, whose grip Has grimly drawn them.
High on the hill the yamen rests And the temple beside it sleeps in sun, Far in the distance faints the city dreary.
High on the hill the yamen rests, And dun dead shadows o"er it run: This is the land where Time begun And now grows weary.
THE SEA-ARMIES
The wild sea-armies led by the wind Are following in our wake, White-crested shouting millions moving on.
They have broken their camp of Calm and o"er The world rebellion make, With banner of cloud and mist above them drawn.
They have heard the call of infinite Death, The ordering of his word, "Arise, go forth and conquer where ye can; For that is the only law ye know, Its mandate men have heard, Let them beware when they your path would span.
"Let them beware, for I am lord Of all that on earth has name, And unto you is given most my might.
Ride on, ye have many a ship to rend, And many a mast to maim, And many a land to lash and soul to fright."
So on they ride, a ravaging horde, From sh.o.r.e to shuddering sh.o.r.e, Beyond us in the bleak star-buried dawn; Nor know that when they have camped again And sleep, Life will restore Unto her world the hope they have withdrawn.
THE CHRISTIAN IN EXILE
(_Mandalay_)