IN AGE
THE wine of life was rough and new, But sweet beyond belief, And wrong was false, and right was true- The rose was in the leaf.
In that good sunlight well we knew The hues of wrong and right; We slept among the roses through The long enchanted night.
Now to our eyes, made dim with years, Right intertwines with wrong.
How can we hear, with these tired ears, The old, the magic song?
But this we know-wine once was red, Roses were red and dear; Once in our ears the truths were said That now the young men hear!
WHITE MAGIC
THIS is the room to which she came, And Spring itself came with her; She stirred the fire of life to flame, She called all music hither.
Her glance upon the lean white walls Hung them with cloth of splendour, And still the rose she dropped recalls The graces that attend her.
The same poor room, so dull and bare Before, in consecration, She breathed upon its common air The true transfiguration . . .?
This room the same to which she came For one immortal minute?- How can it ever be the same Since she has once been in it!
FROM THE PORTUGUESE
I
WHEN I lived in the village of youth There were lilies in all the orchards, Flowers in the orange-gardens For brides to wear in their hair.
It was always sunshine and summer, Roses at every lattice, Dreams in the eyes of maidens, Love in the eyes of men.
When I lived in the village of youth The doors, all the doors, stood open; We went in and out of them laughing, Laughing and calling each other To shew each other our fairings, The new shawl, the new comb, the new fan, The new rose, the new lover.
Now I live in the town of age Where are no orchards, no gardens.
Here, too, all the doors stand open, But no one goes in or goes out.
We sit alone by the hearthstone Where memories lie like ashes Upon a hearth that is cold;
And they from the village of youth Run by our doorsteps laughing, Calling, to shew each other The new shawl, the new comb, the new fan, The new rose, the new lover.
Once we had all these things- We kept them from the old people, And now the young people have them And will not shew them to us- To us who are old and have nothing But the white, still, heaped-up ashes On the hearth where the fire went out A very long time ago.
II
I HAD a mistress; I loved her.
She left me with memories bitter, Corroding, eating my heart As the acid eats into the steel Etching the portrait triumphant.
Intolerable, indelible, Never to be effaced.
A wife was mine to my heart, Beautiful flower of my garden, Lily I worshipped by day, Scented rose of my nights.
Now the night wind sighing Blows white rose petals only Over the bed where she sleeps Dreamless alone.
I had a son; I loved him.
Mother of G.o.d, bear witness How all my manhood loved him As thy womanhood loved thy Son!
When he was grown to his manhood He crucified my heart, And even as it hung bleeding He laughed with his bold companions, Mocked and turned away With laughter into the night.
Those three I loved and lost; But there was one who loved me With all the fire of her heart.
Mine was the sacred altar Where she burnt her life for my worship.
She was my slave, my servant; Mine all she had, all she was, All she could suffer, could be.
That was the love of my life, I did not say, "She loves me"; I was so used to her love I never asked its name, Till, feeling the wind blow cold Where all the doors were left open, And seeing a fireless hearth And the garden deserted and weed-grown That once was full of flowers for me, I said, "What has changed? What is it That has made all the clocks stop?"
Thus I asked and they answered: "It is thy mother who is dead."
And now I am alone.
My son, too, some day will stand Here, where I stand and weep.
He too will weep, knowing too late The love that wrapped round his life.
Dear G.o.d spare him this: Let him never know how I loved him, For he was always weak.
He could not endure as I can.
Mother, my dear, ask G.o.d To grant me this, for my son!
THE NEST
THAT was the skylark we heard Singing so high, The little quivering bird We saw, and the sky.
The earth was drenched with sun, The sky was drenched with song; We lay in the gra.s.s and listened, Long and long and long.
I said, "What a spell it is Has made her rise To pour out her world of bliss In that world of skies!"
You said, "What a spell must pa.s.s Between sky and plain, Since she finds in this world of gra.s.s Her nest again!"
THE OLD MAGIC
GRAY is the sea, and the skies are gray; They are ghosts of our blue, bright yesterday; And gray are the b.r.e.a.s.t.s of the gulls that scream Like tortured souls in an evil dream.
There is white on the wings of the sea and sky, And white are the gulls" wings wheeling by, And white, like snow, is the pall that lies Where love weeps over his memories.
For the dead is dead, and its shroud is wrought Of good unfound and of wrong unsought; Yet from G.o.d"s good magic there ever springs The resurrection of holy things.