And a sudden painful expression--of moral worry, remorse--pa.s.sed across the girl"s face. Wharton knew that she had often been impatient of late with her father, and incredulous of his complaints. He thought he understood.
"One can often be of more use to a sick person if one is not too well acquainted with what ails them," he said. "Hope and cheerfulness are everything in a case like your father"s. He will do well."
"If he does he won"t owe any of it--"
She stopped as impulsively as she had begun. "To me," she meant to have said; then had retreated hastily, before her own sense of something unduly intimate and personal. Wharton stood quietly beside her, saying nothing, but receiving and soothing her self-reproach just as surely as though she had put it into words.
"You are crushing your flowers, I think," he said suddenly.
And indeed her roses were dangling against her dress, as if she had forgotten all about them.
She raised them carelessly, but he bent to smell them, and she held them out.
"Summer!" he said, plunging his face into them with a long breath of sensuous enjoyment. "How the year sweeps round in an instant! And all the effect of a little heat and a little money. Will you allow me a philosopher"s remark?"
He drew back from her. His quick inquisitive but still respectful eye took in every delightful detail.
"If I don"t give you leave, my experience is that you will take it!" she said, half laughing, half resentful, as though she had old aggressions in mind.
"You admit the strength of the temptation? It is very simple, no one could help making it. To be spectator of the _height_ of anything--the best, the climax--makes any mortal"s pulses run. Beauty, success, happiness, for instance?"
He paused smiling. She leant a thin hand on the mantelpiece and looked away; Aldous"s pearls slipped backwards along her white arm.
"Do you suppose to-night will be the height of happiness?" she said at last with a little scorn. "These functions don"t present themselves to _me_ in such a light."
Wharton could have laughed out--her pedantry was so young and unconscious. But he restrained himself.
"I shall be with the majority to-night," he said demurely. "I may as well warn you."
Her colour rose. No other man had ever dared to speak to her with this a.s.surance, this cool scrutinising air. She told herself to be indignant; the next moment she _was_ indignant, but with herself for remembering conventionalities.
"Tell me one thing," said Wharton, changing his tone wholly. "I know you went down hurriedly to the village before dinner. Was anything wrong?"
"Old Patton is very ill," she said, sighing. "I went to ask after him; he may die any moment. And the Hurds" boy too."
He leant against the mantelpiece, talking to her about both cases with a quick incisive common-sense--not unkind, but without a touch of unnecessary sentiment, still less of the superior person--which represented one of the moods she liked best in him. In speaking of the poor he always took the tone of comradeship, of a plain equality, and the tone was, in fact, genuine.
"Do you know," he said presently, "I did not tell you before, but I am certain that Hurd"s wife is afraid of you, that she has a secret from you?"
"From me! how could she? I know every detail of their affairs."
"No matter. I listened to what she said that day in the cottage when I had the boy on my knee. I noticed her face, and I am quite certain. She has a secret, and above all a secret from you."
Marcella looked disturbed for a moment, then she laughed.
"Oh, no!" she said, with a little superior air. "I a.s.sure you I know her better than you."
Wharton said no more.
"Marcella!" called a distant voice from the hall.
The girl gathered up her white skirts and her flowers in haste.
"Good-night!"
"Good-night! I shall hear you come home and wonder how you have sped.
One word, if I may! Take your _role_ and play it. There is nothing subjects dislike so much as to see royalty decline its part."
She laughed, blushed, a little proudly and uncertainly, and went without reply. As she shut the door behind her, a sudden flatness fell upon her.
She walked through the dark Stone Parlour outside, seeing still the firmly-knit lightly-made figure--boyish, middle-sized, yet never insignificant--the tumbled waves of fair hair, the eyes so keenly blue, the face with its sharp mocking lines, its powers of sudden charm. Then self-reproach leapt, and possessed her. She quickened her pace, hurrying into the hall, as though from something she was ashamed or afraid of.
In the hall a new sensation awaited her. Her mother, fully dressed, stood waiting by the old billiard-table for her maid, who had gone to fetch her a cloak.
Marcella stopped an instant in surprise and delight, then ran up to her.
"Mamma, how _lovely_ you look! I haven"t seen you like that, not since I was a child. I remember you then once, in a low dress, a white dress, with flowers, coming into the nursery. But that black becomes you so well, and Deacon has done your hair beautifully!"
She took her mother"s hand and kissed her cheek, touched by an emotion which had many roots. There was infinite relief in this tender natural outlet; she seemed to recover possession of herself.
Mrs. Boyce bore the kiss quietly. Her face was a little pinched and white. But the unusual display Deacon had been allowed to make of her pale golden hair, still long and abundant; the unveiling of the shapely shoulders and neck, little less beautiful than her daughter"s; the elegant lines of the velvet dress, all these things, had very n.o.bly transformed her. Marcella could not restrain her admiration and delight.
Mrs. Boyce winced, and, looking upward to the gallery, which ran round the hall, called Deacon impatiently.
"Only, mamma," said Marcella, discontentedly, "I don"t like that little chain round your neck. It is not equal to the rest, not worthy of it."
"I have nothing else, my dear," said Mrs. Boyce, drily. "Now, Deacon, don"t be all night!"
Nothing else? Yet, if she shut her eyes, Marcella could perfectly recall the diamonds on the neck and arms of that white figure of her childhood--could see herself as a baby playing with the treasures of her mother"s jewel-box.
Nowadays, Mrs. Boyce was very secretive and reserved about her personal possessions. Marcella never went into her room unless she was asked, and would never have thought of treating it or its contents with any freedom.
The mean chain which went so ill with the costly h.o.a.rded dress--it recalled to Marcella all the inexorable silent miseries of her mother"s past life, and all the sordid disadvantages and troubles of her own youth. She followed Mrs. Boyce out to the carriage in silence--once more in a tumult of sore pride and doubtful feeling.
Four weeks to her wedding-day! The words dinned in her ears as they drove along. Yet they sounded strange to her, incredible almost. How much did she know of Aldous, of her life that was to be--above all, how much of herself? She was not happy--had not been happy or at ease for many days. Yet in her restlessness she could think nothing out.
Moreover, the chain that galled and curbed her was a chain of character.
In spite of her modernness, and the complexity of many of her motives, there was certain inherited simplicities of nature at the bottom of her.
In her wild demonic childhood you could always trust Marcie Boyce, if she had given you her word--her schoolfellows knew that. If her pa.s.sions were half-civilised and southern, her way of understanding the point of honour was curiously English, sober, tenacious. So now. Her sense of bond to Aldous had never been in the least touched by any of her dissatisfactions and revolts. Yet it rushed upon her to-night with amazement, and that in four weeks she was going to marry him! Why?
how?--what would it really _mean_ for him and for her? It was as though in mid-stream, she were trying to pit herself for an instant against the current which had so far carried them all on, to see what it might be like to retrace a step, and could only realise with dismay the force and rapidity of the water.
Yet all the time another side of her was well aware that she was at that moment the envy of half a county, that in another ten minutes hundreds of eager and critical eyes would be upon her; and her pride was rising to her part. The little incident of the chain had somehow for the moment made the ball and her place in it more attractive to her.
They had no sooner stepped from their carriage than Aldous, who was waiting in the outer hall, joyously discovered them. Till then he had been walking aimlessly amid the crowd of his own guests, wondering when she would come, how she would like it. This splendid function had been his grandfather"s idea; it would never have entered his own head for a moment. Yet he understood his grandfather"s wish to present his heir"s promised bride in this public ceremonious way to the society of which she would some day be the natural leader. He understood, too, that there was more in the wish than met the ear; that the occasion meant to Lord Maxwell, whether d.i.c.k Boyce were there or no, the final condoning of things past and done with, a final throwing of the Maxwell shield over the Boyce weakness, and full adoption of Marcella into her new family.
All this he understood and was grateful for. But how would _she_ respond? How would she like it--this parade that was to be made of her--these people that must be introduced to her? He was full of anxieties.
Yet in many ways his mind had been easier of late. During the last week she had been very gentle and good to him--even Miss Raeburn had been pleased with her. There had been no quoting of Wharton when they met; and he had done his philosopher"s best to forget him. He trusted her proudly, intensely; and in four weeks she would be his wife.