"I can"t--I can"t believe it."
"You would have believed it," Mrs. Lakeman said, slowly, opening her eyes wide, and this time contriving to keep the humor out of them, "if you saw her lying straight and still in her little room at Pitlochry, as she would have been now but for my presence of mind."
"What do you mean?" Margaret asked, a little scared by Mrs. Lakeman"s manner.
"You mustn"t ask me." She dropped her voice, and the words appeared to be dragged from her. "I can"t tell you; it shall never pa.s.s my lips. I shouldn"t dare to tell you," she whispered. "I have left her with a woman I can trust, more dead than alive. I told her I would come and ask her life of you, and I"ve come to ask it, Margaret. You are your father"s child, and will do the straight and just thing by another woman?"
"I don"t know what to do," Margaret said, desperately, and, rising quickly, she walked up and down, clasping her head in her hands, trying to think clearly. The whole thing was theatrical and unreal, and the mocking look in Mrs. Lakeman"s eyes nearly drove her mad.
"It won"t break your heart to give him up; it can"t." Mrs. Lakeman"s tone was a trifle contemptuous. "You were in love with the other young man only a few weeks ago."
"I was never in love with Mr. Garratt," Margaret answered, indignantly--"never for a moment."
"You may think so now, just as Tom thinks he cares for you; but you did care for him. George Stringer saw it directly, and Tom saw it the day he had tea with you all. In fact, he thought it was more on your side than on his," she added, watching the effect of her words with an amus.e.m.e.nt she could scarcely control. "He came and told us about it at once--he tells us everything--he was so funny when he described it all to us,"
Mrs. Lakeman added, as if the remembrance were highly diverting. Then recovering, she asked, in a deep voice: "What are you going to do, Margaret; are you going to give me back my child"s life?"
"I am going to wait and see Tom, and hear what he says."
"I can"t believe you will be so cruel."
"I don"t understand," Margaret cried, desperately. "If Lena is so very ill, if she is dying, why have you left her?"
"Because I knew that there was only one thing that could save her."
"You must have started directly you got the telegram."
"I did--as soon as she recovered her senses. I told you she was with some one I could trust; I have been in the train all night." From her tone it might have been a torture-chamber. "I have come to throw myself on your mercy. I felt that for a fortnight"s foolish infatuation you couldn"t be so cruel as to wreck my child"s whole life. Your father would not let you do it, Margaret. Be worthy of him, dear; be the n.o.ble woman you ought to be and give him up."
Mrs. Gilman entered with two telegrams. Mrs. Lakeman gave a little suppressed shriek; but there was unreality in it, and Margaret felt it at the back of her head.
"There"s one for you, ma"am, and one for Miss Vincent," Mrs. Gilman said.
Mrs. Lakeman chattered her teeth till Mrs. Gilman had left the room. "I can"t open it," she said, and tried to make her hand tremble. But Margaret had read hers already.
"_Forgive me, dear_," it ran, "_I am here with Lena_. _Better go home._--_Tom._" She stood rigid and scarcely able to believe her eyes.
Was it true, then?
"Thank G.o.d!" exclaimed Mrs. Lakeman, holding out her telegram to Margaret. "_We are together again and happy, darling. Be gentle to little Margaret._--_Lena._"
"Now do you see?" said Mrs. Lakeman, triumphantly.
"Yes, I see," Margaret said. "You needn"t have come," she added, with white lips that almost refused to move.
"I came partly out of love for you," Mrs. Lakeman began, and then seeing how ill this chimed in with her previous remarks, she added, lamely, "I couldn"t let my child die, could I?"
"What do you want me to do?" Margaret was in despair.
"Will you go to Paris for a time as my guest. You might start to-night.
A former maid of mine could go with you. It would do you a world of good. It would be better to go away for a time, dear."
"I won"t," Margaret answered, quite simply and doggedly. "If Tom loves Lena better than he does me let him go to her, but I shall stay here."
Then Mrs. Lakeman had an inspiration, and, as usual, she was practical.
"Go out to your father," she said, "in Australia. A cousin of mine is a director of one of the largest lines of steamers; I"ll make him put a state-room at your disposal. You"ll come back in a vastly different position from your present one. Cyril can"t live many months--I shouldn"t be surprised if he"s dead already--and you, of course, will be the daughter of Lord Eastleigh." She stopped, for Mrs. Gilman entered again with a cablegram. Perhaps the G.o.ds were listening and thought the moment an apt one for its arrival.
"It is from my father," Margaret said, with a quivering lip. "We cabled to him yesterday." She opened it, and the violent effort to keep back her tears brought the color to her face. It contained the one word--_delighted_.
"What does he say?" Mrs. Lakeman asked.
"It doesn"t matter; it makes no difference," Margaret answered, crushing it in her hand; and then she said, gently and sweetly, so that it was impossible to take offence: "I will give up Tom, Mrs. Lakeman, but you must go away now, for I feel as if I can"t bear any one"s presence. And I can"t go away; you must manage as you please, but I shall stay here."
"But there"s something else I want you to do," Mrs. Lakeman said. "I want you to keep this visit of mine a secret from Tom--for Lena"s sake."
"Doesn"t he know that you have come?"
"He doesn"t dream it; and I"m going back to Pitlochry this evening."
"But I don"t understand! Where is Tom, and where does he think you are?"
"Tom is with Lena," Mrs. Lakeman said, with a confident smile, "and he doesn"t miss me; he is too happy. I couldn"t humiliate my child in her future husband"s eyes"--Margaret quailed at the word--"by letting him know that I had come to beg her life of a woman for whom he had had a pa.s.sing infatuation. Now," she added, and her manner showed her alertness for practical detail. "Why won"t you go to Australia?"
"I don"t wish to go," Margaret answered, positively. "I don"t wish to leave my mother."
"Your dear mother," Mrs. Lakeman said, with a funny little twitch. "Go home to her, Margaret; let me drive you to the station and know that you are on your way back to the farm?"
"I can"t go home now," Margaret answered. "I will do as you wish about Tom, and I will not tell him that you came to me; but you must leave the rest in my hands."
"But how is he to know?" said Mrs. Lakeman, feeling in a moment that her house of cards might fall. "How is he to know that you give him up?"
"I will write to him," she said, bitterly.
"You had better telegraph at once."
Margaret felt as if these telegrams were becoming a nightmare; but, at any cost, she must get rid of Mrs. Lakeman.
"Oh yes; I will telegraph if you like." She crossed over to the table at which Tom had sat so joyfully only yesterday.
"Tell him you are going away," Mrs. Lakeman said. "Oh, Margaret, you don"t know how they have loved each other all these years."
"You said he"d been infatuated so often?"
"He has always laughed at it afterwards."
Margaret took up her pen and wrote: "_Stay with Lena; I do not want you.
I am going away._--_Margaret._"
"You had better put your surname, too," Mrs. Lakeman said, and she wrote it. "I"ll take it for you, dear," she said; "you don"t want to go out just yet, and you don"t want the landlady to see it. Now, tell me what you mean to do?" she asked, in a good, businesslike tone.