"I am quite sure to do that," she said; "but I made the promise. What shall I do?"
"You made it under a certain set of circ.u.mstances," said Lady Ridsdale "and they no longer exist. You may, I think, in all honor, defer the keeping of it, until you have a house of your own."
But Marion still looked as she felt--uncomfortable. Lord Ridsdale had gone to superintend some arrangements for their departure, leaving the two ladies alone.
"You think the young person will be disappointed?" said Lady Ridsdale, kindly.
"I am sure she will," replied Marion wincing at the words "young person."
"Let me see her; ask her to come here, and I will speak to her. After all, my dear, you are not in the least to blame if you cannot keep your promise--you must remember that."
A few more minutes and Miss Lyster, dressed in her most becoming costume, stood before Lady Ridsdale.
A few words pa.s.sed, and then Lady Ridsdale began;
"My ward is in some distress, Miss Lyster. I find that she has promised you that you shall live with her as companion."
"She certainly did so, and I have made all arrangements for that purpose."
"We will hope you have not made many arrangements," said Lady Ridsdale, suavely, "as Miss Arleigh"s movements have been so very uncertain. Of course, when Miss Arleigh is of age, and makes her own arrangements--forms her own household--she will do as she likes. It will be utterly impossible for her to carry out her promise in Lord Ridsdale"s house, as I am sure you will have the good sense to perceive."
Now, Miss Lyster was not wanting in good sense. She was taken by surprise, as was every one else, by this sudden movement. She had had no time to think what was best under the circ.u.mstances; the only idea that occurred to her was how more than useless it would be to offend Lady Ridsdale. Unless she managed to secure her good opinions there would be no invitations to Ridsdale house. These ideas flashed through her mind with the rapidity of lightning; then Miss Lyster, with an expression on her face that was a most perfect mixture of reverence and humility, said:
"I hope Miss Arleigh will study herself and your ladyship, not me."
"You must not look at it in that light. Miss Arleigh studies every one most kindly, I am sure. It is simply this: that there would never be the least objection to Miss Arleigh following out any wish or any idea that should occur to her, but that in this case it would be impossible to carry out her wish. Miss Arleigh will soon be surrounded by friends and companions of her own age, and then she will not feel lonely."
Miss Lyster"s reply was a deep, silent bow. To herself she said:
"If she thinks to take Marion from me, she is mistaken. I will never lose my hold on her."
Lady Ridsdale was touched by the companion"s resignation to circ.u.mstances.
"We shall be very pleased to see you at Thorpe Castle during the vacation, Miss Lyster," said Lady Ridsdale, "and we owe you a deep debt of grat.i.tude for your unfailing kindness to Miss Arleigh."
Then the interview ended.
Miss Lyster, after a few more words, quitted the room.
"My dear Marion," said Lady Ridsdale, "I am almost glad that circ.u.mstances do prevent you from carrying out this arrangement."
"Why?" she asked simply.
"Because I have lived in the world long enough to be a judge of character, and your friend"s face does not please me. Do not trust her too far."
CHAPTER IX.
Life at Miss Carleton"s and life at Thorpe Castle were very different.
Marion had not been there very long before she began to feel most perfectly happy, and to wonder how she endured the monotonous routine of school.
The parting from Allan had really been terrible to her, his love had for so long been her chief comfort and her only pleasure. She said to herself that she should miss him most terribly; yet, if she had looked into her own heart, she would have seen it was not so much him she should miss as it was the novelty of his letters, his plotting, his poetry, the stolen interviews, the hidden romance that she thought so beautiful.
"You will not forget me, darling?" he said, pleadingly. "You will write to me, and you will let me sometimes see you?" She promised faithfully.
She wept over leaving him, yet in some unaccountable way her spirits rose when she came away; she felt more free, more at ease than she had done for a long time.
"You must make the best use of the sunny days," said Lady Ridsdale.
"There is one advantage in having been so long at school--you will be perfectly fresh to the world, and that is always a charm in itself. You must give yourself up entirely to my guidance for a time."
Marion did so most willingly. Lady Ridsdale engaged a pretty, quick Parisian as lady"s maid; she invited young ladies of her own rank and position to stay at the castle; she obtained every possible enjoyment and pleasure for the girl.
This was something like. The hours seemed to fly like golden moments, the very atmosphere was different. Here all was refinement, grace, courtesy and kindness. Lady Ridsdale knew some delightful people, and nothing pleased her so much as filling Thorpe Castle with visitors.
One and all were delighted with the young heiress. Her beauty, her brilliant accomplishments, her simplicity, her frankness of character and sweetness of temper made her a general favorite. She soon made up for lost time. She learned to drive, to ride, to row, to do all the hundred and one pretty things that mark the young lady of the world.
The gentlemen admired her exceedingly, she was so lovely, so candid. She was never left alone. If she entered the drawing-room she was instantly surrounded with a little court of admirers. When she wished to ride or walk there was always some little contention as to who should accompany her. It was very pleasant. Before she had been at Thorpe Castle long Marion Arleigh was queen of the new world. In the midst of all her happiness the first letter from Allan Lyster came like a thunderbolt.
She was naturally so frank, so candid, that the keeping of a secret was most difficult to her. Her first impulse was to go to Lady Ridsdale and tell her everything. Then she remembered that she had given a solemn pledge of secrecy, and that she must not say one word.
It made her very unhappy. She did not like the sense of concealment. She did not like having a secret of so much importance that she could share with no one. Then it struck her, too, that the tone of the letter was not quite what she liked; it was in some vague way different from the tone of the people she was living with. She did not like that reiterated pet.i.tion, for secrecy was weighing heavily on her heart and soul. She waited two days before answering that letter. She said to herself that she ought to be very pleased to receive it, and that she was pleased; yet something weighed on her mind and shadowed the perfect happiness she had expected to feel.
Then she answered him, and again, for the first time in her life, she sat with her pen in her hand, hardly knowing what to say. She had been accustomed to writing page after page and never pausing. Since then something seemed to have arisen in her life and to stand between them.
She did not care to tell him of the luxury of Thorpe Castle, the number of visitors, the splendor of the entertainments.
"That will not interest him," she said; "his life is so different." A strange sensation of uneasiness came over her as she remembered how different it was. So she wrote a letter full of commonplaces, and when Allan Lyster read it he bit his lips in fierce, hot anger.
"She is learning not to care for me already," he said. "She has never written so coldly to me before."
Adelaide bade him to be of good cheer.
"I shall go to the castle at Christmas," she said, "and, rely upon it, Allan, I will find an opportunity of sending for you. You need not be anxious; there is no possible plea on which she can escape you now. If you will take my advice you will not draw the chain too tightly; let her feel that she is free."
Allan took her advice. He did not persecute her with letters; he wrote, and filled his pages with love and flattery so sweet it could not tease her.
And then when Christmas came around Adelaide filled the grand purpose of her life--she went to Thorpe Castle. Her behavior there might have been taken as a model. She was quite sure of Marion"s affection, so she devoted herself entirely to Lady Ridsdale; she waited upon her, she solicited her advice, she administered to her the most delicate doses of flattery. In short, she set herself to work to win Lady Ridsdale"s heart; but she did not succeed.
The mistress of Thorpe Castle did not like Miss Lyster; she merely tolerated her, and that was for Marion"s sake. With Lord Ridsdale she succeeded better. Her subtle flattery and constant attentions made some impression on him. He told his wife that Miss Lyster was a very amiable girl, and he hoped she would often pa.s.s her vacation at Thorpe Castle.
My lady smiled suavely, and made no reply.
Adelaide wrote to her brother that he had no cause for fear.
"The first morning of my arrival," she said, "Marion took me to her room, and we had a long talk about you. Have no fear; she is quite true to you, and I have a scheme in my mind for getting you invited to the castle."
One morning when Lady Ridsdale and Miss Arleigh were engaged with visitors Adelaide asked if she might go through the picture-gallery.
Lord Ridsdale, flattered by the request, offered to go with her and show her some of his especial favorites.
Miss Lyster was all enthusiasm, and she was tolerably well acquainted with the first principles of art. She made some remarks that pleased and interested his lordship. Then she was quite silent for some minutes, and afterward sighed deeply. Lord Ridsdale looked at her. The sigh had been such a profound one that he could not help taking some notice of it.