And as she sat up in her berth, trying to compose herself, she recalled the last time she had seen him at Philadelphia--a painful scene--and his last broken words to her, as he turned back from the door to speak them:--
"As to Beatty, I hold you responsible! She is my child, no less than yours. You shall answer to me! Remember that!"
Answer to him? Beatty was dead--in spite of all that love and science could do. Involuntarily she began to weep as she remembered the child"s last days; the little choked cry, once or twice, for "Daddy!" followed, so long as life maintained its struggle, by a childish anger that he did not come. And then the silencing of the cry, and the last change and settling in the small face, so instinct already with feeling and character, so prophetic of the woman to be.
A grief, of course, never to be got over; but for which she, Daphne, deserved pity and tenderness, not reproaches. She hardened herself to meet the coming trial.
She arrived in London in the first week of July, and her first act was to post a letter to Herbert French, addressed to his East-End vicarage, a letter formally expressed and merely asking him to give the writer "twenty minutes" conversation on a subject of common interest to us both." The letter was signed "Daphne Floyd," and a stamped envelope addressed to "Mrs. Floyd" was enclosed. By return of post she received a letter from a person unknown to her, the curate, apparently, in charge of Mr. French"s parish. The letter informed her that her own communication had not been forwarded, as Mr. French had gone away for a holiday after a threat of nervous breakdown in consequence of overwork; and business letters and interviews were being spared him as much as possible. "He is, however, much better, I am glad to say, and if the subject on which you wish to speak to him is really urgent, his present address is Prospect House, St. Damian"s, Ventnor. But unless it is urgent it would be a kindness not to trouble him with it until he returns to town, which will not be for another fortnight."
Daphne walked restlessly up and down her hotel sitting-room. Of course the matter was urgent. The health of an East-End clergyman--already, it appeared, much amended--was not likely to seem of much importance to a woman of her temperament, when it stood in the way of her plans.
But she would not write, she would go. She had good reason to suppose that Herbert French would not welcome a visit from her; he might indeed very easily use his health as an excuse for not seeing her. But she must see him.
By mid-day she was already on her way to the Isle of Wight. About five o"clock she arrived at Ventnor, where she deposited maid and luggage.
She then drove out alone to St. Damian"s, a village a few miles north, through a radiant evening. The twinkling sea was alive with craft of all sizes, from the great liner leaving its trail of smoke along the horizon, to the white-sailed yachts close upon the land. The woods of the Undercliff sank softly to the blues and purple, the silver streaks and gorgeous shadows of the sea floor. The lights were broad and rich.
After a hot day, coolness had come and the air was delightful.
But Daphne sat erect, noticing nothing but the relief of the lowered temperature after her hot and tiresome journey. She applied herself occasionally to natural beauty, as she applied herself to music or literature, but it is not to women of her type that the true pa.s.sion of it--"the soul"s bridegroom"--comes. And she was absorbed in thinking how she should open her business to Herbert French.
Prospect House turned out to be a detached villa standing in a garden, with a broad view of the Channel. Daphne sent her carriage back to the inn and climbed the steep drive which led up to the verandaed house. The front garden was empty, but voices--voices, it seemed, of children--came from behind the house where there was a grove of trees.
"Is Mr. Herbert French at home?" she asked of the maid who answered her bell.
The girl looked at her doubtfully.
"Yes, ma"am--but he doesn"t see visitors yet. Shall I tell Mrs. French?
She"s in the garden with the children."
"No, thank you," said Daphne, firmly. "It"s Mr. French I have come to see, and I am sure that he will wish to see me. Will you kindly give him my card? I will come in and wait."
And she brushed past the maid, who was intimidated by the visitor"s fashionable dress and by the drooping feathers of her Paris hat, in which the sharp olive-skinned face with its magnificent eyes was picturesquely framed. The girl gave way unwillingly, showed Mrs. Floyd into a small study looking on the front garden, and left her.
"Elsie!" cried Herbert French, springing from the low chair in which he had been lounging in his shirt-sleeves with a book when the parlour-maid found him, "Elsie!"
His wife, who was at the other end of the lawn, playing with the children, the boy on her back and a pair of girl twins clinging to her skirts, turned in astonishment and hurried back to him.
"Mrs. Floyd?" They both looked at the card in bewilderment. "Who is it?
Mrs. Floyd?"
Then French"s face changed.
"What is this lady like?" he asked peremptorily of the parlour-maid.
"Well, sir, she"s a dark lady, dressed very smart----"
"Has she very black eyes?"
"Oh yes, sir!"
"Young?"
The girl promptly replied in the negative, qualifying it a moment afterward by a perplexed "Well, I shouldn"t say so, sir."
French thought a moment.
"Thank you. I will come in."
He turned to his wife with a rapid question, under his breath. "Where is Roger?"
Elsie stared at him, her colour paling.
"Herbert!--it can"t--it can"t----"
"I suspect it is--Mrs. Barnes," said French slowly. "Help me on with my coat, darling. Now then, what shall we do?"
"She can"t have come to force herself on him!" cried his wife pa.s.sionately.
"Probably she knows nothing of his being here. Did he go for a walk?"
"Yes, towards Sandown. But he will be back directly."
A quick shade of expression crossed French"s face, which his wife knew to mean that whenever Roger was out by himself there was cause for anxiety. But the familiar trouble was immediately swallowed up in the new and pressing one.
"What can that woman have come to say?" he asked, half of himself, half of his wife, as he walked slowly back to the house. Elsie had conveyed the children to their nurse, and was beside him.
"Perhaps she repents!" The tone was dry and short; it flung a challenge to misdoing.
"I doubt it! But Roger?" French stood still, pondering. "Keep him, darling--intercept him if you can. If he must see her, I will come out.
But we mustn"t risk a shock."
They consulted a little in low voices. Then French went into the house and Elsie came back to her children. She stood thinking, her fine face, so open-browed and purely lined, frowning and distressed.
"You wished to see me, Mrs. Barnes?"
French had closed the door of the study behind him and stood without offering to shake hands with his visitor, coldly regarding her.
Daphne rose from her seat, reddening involuntarily.
"My name is no longer what you once knew it, Mr. French. I sent you my card."
French made a slight inclination and pointed to the chair from which she had risen.