"He must consider his work before anything else. Was she very ill?"
"Oh! terribly ill!"
In spite of her objections he sent for a doctor. The doctor declared that there was nothing much the matter; it was quite unnecessary for the husband to stay at home. The green forester returned towards morning.
He was in high spirits. He had enjoyed himself immensely! He had not had such a day for a long, long time.
The storm burst. Huhuhu! This struggle was too much for her! He must swear a solemn oath never to love any woman but her. Never!
She had convulsions; he ran for the smelling salts.
He was too generous to give her details of the supper with the schoolgirls, but he could not forego the pleasure of mentioning his former simile anent dogs and possession, and he took the occasion to draw her attention to the fact that love without the conception of a right to possession--on both sides--was not thinkable. What was making her cry? The same thing which had made him swear, when she went out with twenty men. The fear of losing him! But one can lose only that which one possesses! Possesses!
Thus the rent was repaired. But goods department and girls" school were ready with their scissors to undo the laborious mending.
The harmony was disturbed.
The wife fell ill.
She was sure that she had hurt herself in lifting a case which was too heavy for her. She was so keen on her work that she could not bear to wait while the porters stood about and did nothing. She was compelled to lend a hand. Now she must have ruptured herself.
Yes, indeed, there was something the matter!
How angry she was! Angry with her husband who alone was to blame. What were they going to do with the baby? It would have to be boarded out!
Rousseau had done that. It was true, he was a fool, but on this particular point he was right.
She was full of fads and fancies. The forester had to resign his lessons at the girls" school at once.
She chafed and fretted because she was no longer able to go into the store rooms, but compelled to stay in the counting-house all day long and make entries. But the worst blow which befell her was the arrival of an a.s.sistant whose secret mission it was to take her place when she would be laid up.
The manner of her colleagues had changed, too. The porters grinned.
She felt ashamed and longed to hide herself. It would be better to stay at home and cook her husband"s dinner than sit here and be stared at. Oh! What black chasms of prejudice lay concealed in the deceitful hearts of men!
She stayed at home for the last month, for the walk to and from her office four times a day was too much for her. And she was always so hungry! She had to send out for sandwiches in the morning. And every now and then she felt faint and had to take a rest. What a life! A woman"s lot was indeed a miserable one.
The baby was born.
"Shall we board it out?" asked the father.
"Had he no heart?"
"Oh! yes, of course he had!"
And the baby remained at home.
Then a very polite letter arrived from the head office, enquiring after the young mother"s health.
"She was very well and would be back at the office on the day after to-morrow."
She was still a little weak and had to take a cab; but she soon picked up her strength. However, a new difficulty now presented itself. She must be kept informed of the baby"s condition; a messenger boy was despatched to her home, at first twice a day, then every two hours.
And when she was told that the baby had been crying, she put on her hat and rushed home at once. But the a.s.sistant was there, ready to take her place. The head clerk was very civil and made no comment.
One day the young mother discovered accidentally that the nurse was unable to feed the baby, but had concealed the fact for fear of losing her place. She had to take a day off in order to find a new foster mother.
But they were all alike; brutal egoists every one of them, who took no interest in the children of strangers. No one could ever depend on them.
"No," agreed the husband, "in a case of this sort one can only depend on oneself."
"Do you mean to insinuate that I ought to give up my work?"
"Oh! You must do as you like about that!"
"And become your slave!"
"No, I don"t mean that at all!"
The little one was not at all well; all children are ill occasionally.
He was teething! One day"s leave after another! The poor baby suffered from toothache. She had to soothe him at night, work at the office during the day, sleepy, tired, anxious, and again take a day off.
The green forester did his best and carried the baby about in his arms half the night, but he never said a word about his wife"s work at the goods department.
Nevertheless she knew what was in his mind. He was waiting for her to give in; but he was deceitful and so he said nothing! How treacherous men were! She hated him; she would sooner kill herself than throw up her work and "be his slave."
The forester saw quite clearly now that it was impossible for any woman to emanc.i.p.ate herself from the laws of nature; _under present circ.u.mstances_, he was shrewd enough to add.
When the baby was five months old, it was plainly evident that the whole thing would before very long repeat itself.
What a catastrophe!
But when that sort of thing once begins....
The forester was obliged to resume his lessons at the girls" school to augment their income, and now--she laid down her arms.
"I am your slave, now," she groaned, when she came home with her discharge.
Nevertheless she is the head of the house, and he gives her every penny he earns. When he wants to buy a cigar he makes a long speech before he ventures to ask for the money. She never refuses it to him, but all the same he finds the asking for it unpleasant. He is allowed to attend meetings, but no dinners, and all botanising with girls is strictly forbidden. He does not miss it much, for he prefers playing with his children.
His colleagues call him henpecked; but he smiles, and tells them that he is happy in spite of it, because he has in his wife a very sweet and sensible companion.
She, on her part, obstinately maintains that she is nothing but his slave, whatever he might say to the contrary. It is her one comfort, poor, little woman!
A DOLL"S HOUSE
They had been married for six years, but they were still more like lovers than husband and wife. He was a captain in the navy, and every summer he was obliged to leave her for a few months; twice he had been away on a long voyage. But his short absences were a blessing in disguise, for if their relations had grown a little stale during the winter, the summer trip invariably restored them to their former freshness and delightfulness.
During the first summer he wrote veritable love-letters to her and never pa.s.sed a sailing ship without signalling: "Will you take letters?" And when he came in sight of the landmarks of the Stockholm Archipelago, he did not know how to get to her quickly enough. But she found a way. She wired him to Landsort that she would meet him at Dalaro. When he anch.o.r.ed, he saw a little blue scarf fluttering on the verandah of the hotel: then he knew that it was she. But there was so much to do aboard that it was evening before he could go ash.o.r.e. He saw her from his gig on the landing-stage as the bow held out his oar to fend off; she was every bit as young, as pretty and as strong as she had been when he left her; it was exactly as if they were re-living the first spring days of their love. A delicious little supper waited for him in the two little rooms she had engaged. What a lot they had to talk about! The voyage, the children, the future! The wine sparkled in the gla.s.ses and his kisses brought the blood to her cheeks.