Chapter 3946: he jinsi, you b.a.s.t.a.r.d!
Translator: 549690339
teng siqing’s heart was burning with anger. when she hit he jinsi, she used a lot of strength.
however, he jinsi seemed to be completely unaware of it. he hugged her tightly and refused to let go.
after struggling for a while, teng siqing gradually lost the mood to resist. she directly put down her hand and snorted coldly,”let go!” he jinsi still didn’t move.
his deep voice came from the top of teng siqing’s head, “i’m sorry, siqing. i’ve let you down. six years ago … it was all my fault. i was too full of myself and caused you and qingze to be hurt. i know that no matter what i say, i can not make up for my past mistakes, but … i still want to say that i’m sorry.”
teng siqing’s body trembled slightly. then, as if she had suddenly frozen, she stopped moving.
he jinsi pursed his lips and did not dare to look down at her expression at that moment.
he paused for a moment before continuing.
” ever since … we separated at the airport some time ago, i’ve reflected on a lot of things and deeply realized what a serious mistake i’ve made. ‘
he laughed at himself. ” i’m not afraid of you laughing at me, but before you got on the plane and fled, i was still deeply immersed in my own narcissism. i felt that although it was wrong of me to disappear back then, my intentions were good. i did it so that you wouldn’t be dragged down by me and have a better future. at most, i ignored your feelings. but now, i finally understand that i’m a self-righteous sc.u.m!”
“i’ve always been immersed in the halo of being a superstar and the young master of a rich family. i feel that whatever i do is right, and it’s only natural for you to like me. that’s why i never understood what you needed, and how do you know about relationships? even when i left, i said that it was for you, but it was more for my own face. i felt that protecting my perfect image in your heart was much more important than spending the last days of my life with you. “as for what you think and what you choose, i’ve never thought about it …”
“i’m a selfish sc.u.mbag. you were right to reject me. i’m not worthy of you at all.
he jinsi’s voice trembled slightly, and his heart felt extremely heavy.
at the airport, teng siqing and han tuoyu’s scolding had woken him up.
after returning home, he kept recalling the scene from that year. his despicable heart was completely opened up, and a sense of shame and guilt surged up one after another, even making him not dare to face the real world with a clear mind for a time.
he started to drink heavily. only when he was drunk would he start to hallucinate and imagine that teng siqing and teng qingze had returned to his side.
but once he came to his senses, he knew that he was not worthy.
teng siqing and teng qingze would not want to see him appear in front of them.
he didn’t even have the right to make up for his mistakes.
until that day …
mu yichen arrived at his villa.
in fact, after he hung up the phone that day, he already knew that teng qingze was pretending to be sick to lie to him.
however, he still decided to rush to the island.
this was because he finally realized that teng qingze really wanted to be with his father. in order to achieve this goal, that honest and obedient little fellow actually feigned illness to deceive people …
he had already made a mistake once, self-righteously leaving the lover who needed him.
this time, he could no longer ignore the needs of his son, who was already so fragile.
there was not a single person in the nearby field. other than the chirping of seabirds nearby, there was only silence.
after he jinsi finished speaking, he quietly hugged teng siqing and didn’t move.
after an unknown period of time, he suddenly felt a sharp pain on his neck.
teng siqing had pounced over and bit him ruthlessly. “he jinsi! you b.a.s.t.a.r.d! you’re a complete b.a.s.t.a.r.d!”