When Guan Xin Mu got off the work, she didn"t directly go back home, she was strolling around to the food stall and food vendor"s stand of XX street. She searched for a barbecue shop, and ordered roasted beef, squid, venison and plus two bottles of pineapple beer. The store was crowded and full of different kind voices of people interaction and the sizzling oils sound. Guan Xin Mu took a bite of a skewer of roasted squid and drank a mouthful of pineapple beer, and felt very pleasurable.
"Don"t be like this~ I wanted you to feed me~ if not I don"t want to eat it~" A cute voice raised behind her.
Guan Xin Mu heard that voice and turned her head, it was a couple of youngster that were feeding each other, the girl wore a cute western-style dress, she looked beautiful like baby doll. The girl was pouting her pink lips, and requested the boyfriend to feed her the chicken"s heart skewer. The boyfriend naturally obeyed her orders, very patiently fed the girlfriend.
Suddenly she remembered someone who is incomparable arrogant and delicate, Fei Jun. Guan Xin Mu was deeply provoked, she thought why before her marriage, she never be in romantic relationship? She never enjoyed a moment of holding hands when watching in the cinema, feeding each other in the food stand, go together to the bottom of the ocean, enjoyed fireworks, those romantic plot in the novel she never experienced it all. She was like a white clear paper, then let Fei Jun wantonly wrote on it, shameless he is printing and dyeing his mark on it.
The roasted squid inside her mouth suddenly turned unappetizing, Guan Xin Mu put down her chopstick and drank a mouthful of pineapple juice. When she about to hiccup without the slightest scruple, she noticed beside her stool there was someone familiar. This immaculately dressed, on his body floated Gu Long"s scent isn"t it Chu Wei Ran?
"Chief Chu! How could come to this kind of place?" Guan Xin Mu was surprised, in her mind, Chu Wei Ran should be dine in 63th floor restaurant.
"I pa.s.s by." Chu Wei Ran pursed his lips to smile, lowered his head and looked at the table full of food, "You eat all this alone?"
"If you have a good food and appet.i.te then your mood will improve, what do you want to eat? I treat you."
"Give me roasted vegetables and roasted beer, and a cup of barley tea." Chu Wei Ran said.
Chu Wei Ran"s table manner was very graceful, even though in this terrible environment, other people was eating in a frenzy and wished one could take off their jacket. Yet he calmly wrapped with his thick jacket, there was even no sweat in his face. He calmly enjoyed his roasted vegetable skewer, and sometimes sipped the barley tea. Then glanced to Guan Xin Mu.
"You look as if you are not in good mood?" Chu Wei Ran could see some hurt in Guan Xin Mu"s eyes, and pointed out, "Are you having a fight with husband?"
"Is that really evident?"
"Looking at how you are sitting alone in here, I already know it." Chu Wei Ran put down his chopsticks, and fished out handkerchief to wipe his corner of lips, then look at the little oils under her chin.
Guan Xin Mu startled, and immediately understood it as one of gentlemanly act. In Guan Xin Mu"s eyes, Chu Wei Ran was completely gentleman man. In the past in his car, he will also personally helped her to open the car"s door. This act was in normal limit, can"t help but to said his handkerchief was really soft, and brought a mild scent of fragrance, it made Guan Xin Mu felt comfortable.
"Actually I don"t understand, a woman like this, every man…." Chu Wei Ran raised his eyebrow, then continued, "should be unrestricted tolerate and cherish, how can he fight with you?"
"Thank you for your comfort." Guan Xin Mu knew he was complimenting, it was a set of interaction arguments, didn"t really mind about it.
Being in interaction with Guan Xin Mu with long period of time, Chu Wei Ran already clear understood she has a crude mental state girl. After a second, he smiled, his voice was still pleasant to ear and said: "Guan Xin Mu, in the past we have met, you have forgotten it, but I always remembered it."
"What?" Guan Xin Mu was surprised, "When did we meet in the past? Is is before Bo Da"s contract? Or is it during I smashed my shoes to you?"
Chu Wei Ran shook his head: "No those, that day was winter time. You are on the road road side market, sold a kind of rainbow sweet. I pa.s.sed by, you insisted me to taste a bite. I remembered that day you wore a bright red jacket and snow white knitted hat. Your skin was white, yet your cheeks has a small scar, and on your neck was a long brown shawl.
Guan Xin Mu already forgot, during her college every winter and summer vacations, she always went to the large market to be on probation and internship, took the newest product in the store to the roadside and sale it to other people. Everyday a lot of people was pa.s.sing by, so she really didn"t remember him.
"That day for me was really special day, because that day my grandmother pa.s.sed away. I just went out from the hospital I was like walking in the icehouse, my whole body was cold. Grandma was really good to me, from my little age, she always accompany more than my parents. She loved me very much, always laughing with her narrow eyes, and for me, she really important." Chu Wei Ran continued, "So her death was a huge attack for me, I cried for a long time, went out the hospital and strolled around spiritlessly. Then I met you, you wore like a little red riding hood on the fairy tales. Your smile really sweetly, and pa.s.sed a rainbow candy to me. That candy"s color was very beautiful, and glistening under the sun. I ate it, and felt it was sour and sweet, and smelled really good. You don"t know your appearance gave me a lot of warmth. During that frozen winter, your red clothes was like over, warming me up."
Guan Xin Mu listened to him earnestly, she thought she unexpectedly had that kind of achievement and virtue.
"From that time, I already fall in love with you."
Guan Xin Mu"s chin was fell down.
"My biggest regret was I don"t ask for your phone number. In this large sea of people I couldn"t find you." Chu Wei Ran"s smile changed to be bitter, "These two years I had relationship with some girls, but I never felt moved. Even they are more beautiful and better personality, but in my eyes they are nothing than you. Guan Xin Mu, I like you, until now, I am still as before like you."
Chu Wei Ran"s hand suddenly covered Guan Xin Mu"s hand, she immediately tried to take her hand, half-jokingly said: "Chief Chu, you really able to comfort people. This is a really good tales."
Chu Wei Ran"s bright eyes suddenly turned darks: "This is reality, don"t you avoid it."
"But I am married!" Guan Xin Mu hurriedly showed her wedding ring on her lef hands, but noticed that she forgot to wear her wedding ring.
"I know." Chu Wei Ran smiled, "But I don"t believe I was inferior that Fei Jun. Towards you, I can be ten more times better than him. Guan Xin Mu, I felt G.o.d is unfair, to let you disappear from me for a long of times. If I and Fei Jun could compete, I will not lose to him. What can he give to you, I also could give it to you too. The one that he couldn"t give to you, I could give to you. Do you believe it?"
"Whether I believe or not, it is not important! The main point I am married! I was a wife!" Guan Xin Mu raised her voice, "Why should you tell me these, you didn"t the right to dally me!"
"I don"t dally, once again I emphasized, I am serious." Chu Wei Ran said, "I"m Chu Wei Ran, 29 years old, height 184 cm, have house and car, my bank card store up abundantly, and currently hold a high position in Bo Da, don"t drink or smoke, none lacking of interest, IQ more than 200, you can consider me."
"I said I am married." Guan Xin Mu once again reminded him, at first she thought Chu Wei Ran was joking, but he was getting more and more serious, "Your good qualities were unrelated to me, your blind-date statement should be toward single lady."
"Perhaps there could be a relation?" Chu Wei Ran remained calm and collected and leaned toward Guan Xin Mu, "Maybe you will not be together forever with Fei Jun?"
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Guan Xin Mu jumped out her chair, swiftly yelled to the boss to pay. She decided to through leave this truly dangerous person. She is a married woman, she couldn"t play vaguely, let alone this Chu Wei Ran. She was clearly, she was impatient, dared to provoke him? After settle the bill, she rapidly turned her body to go. When she just took a few steps, her arm was dragged by him powerfully. After a second, she was forced and hooped into his embrace. He lowered his head to her forehead: "Is it necessary to avoid me that hurriedly? My confession let you to be that hate me that much?"
"Release me!" Guan Xin Mu said loudly, but she was helpless, Chu Wei Ran hooped her more tightly, she unable to move, then she kicked his knee.
Chu Wei Ran was hurt, he released her. Guan Xin Mu took advantage of this situation to hit him and said: "Don"t think that you can take liberties with every woman! Married woman"s might is very intrepid! If you dare to grope me, I will let my husband to beat you up. My husband"s temperament was scary, he will hit you deathly!"
"If Fei Jun really sincerely loved you, he will not let you to be here alone." Chu Wei Rain said, "I could notice clearly, the distressed feeling in your eyes."
Guan Xin Mu paused, immediately clutched her extremely frowning cheeks, seriously said: "You are unable to control and manage my matter with Fei Jun."
She was done and turned her body to leave, she paced quickly and square her shoulder to leave.
"The kitten unexpectedly has claw." Chu Wei Ran laughed coldly, lowered to see his injury.
Guan Xin Mu"s violent act complete end, then she went outside to the alley, and suddenly she felt regret. She unexpectedly inflicted serious damage to Chu Wei Ran, that crucial point. Will he have something after effect for example unable to lift up? She shook her head, who ask him to grope her, she should used action to tell him, that not everywoman could be treated as his wish. Even he had good body and qualities and his stories whether it is true or not, it was in the past. Now, she already a married woman, a sacred woman.
Returned home, Fei Jun was raised up from the sofa, he smelled a barbecue scent from Guan Xin Mu"s whole body, said: "Why your phone is turned off? You can go outside to play, but you need to say it to me."
"It should be applied both ways, have you ever reported to me that you go outside to play?" Guan Xin Mu said, why should I tell you, just because you are older than me?" She dragged and stressed the word "old". Fei Jun couldn"t help but to crooked his lips, he knew she still p.i.s.sed off, and somewhat helplessly shook head.
She went upstairs to take bath, because didn"t want to face Fei Jun. She took a really long bath, she looked at the magazine in the bathtub and drank her juice. Waited until it was a hour long, she raised her hand. She wore her bathrobe and opened the door. Fei Jun was like a wall stood tall in front of her.
"Move away! Rogue!" Guan Xin Mu hurriedly cover her chest. Although she was covered with bathrobe, but facing Fei Jun, this cover is needed.
Indeed, Fei Jun"s gave shifted toward Guan Xin Mu"s body, lightly said: "You don"t want to hear to my explanation?"
"Now I don"t want to hear it anymore." She brushed past Fei Jun"s body, but not yet walked more than three steps, she was stopped by Fei Jun. In one spin, her whole body was sticked to Fei Jun"s scorching hot body. Her face couldn"t help but to blushed, with a crash, her bathrobe was fell down. Fei Jun"s gaze became dark, and shifted lower.
"Rogue, what are you looking at!"
…..
Didn"t care of Guan Xin Mu"s struggle, Fei Jun looked like he was picked a little chicken as he carried Guan Xin Mu toward the sofa. He collected a towel from the ground and helped her to wipe her wet hairs, then without concern whether she listen or not, he told the stories of that night. Guan Xin Mu was not in the mood, but Fei Jun clearly very patience, his voice was very calm. At last, he was done wiping. Then he said: "The matter is that simple, only your thinking is too complicated."
Last night when he went downstairs and looked at Guan Xin Mu curled up on the sofa and hugged a pillow, Fei Jun"s heart unknowingly soften, in his eyes, she looked like a hurt little animal. He didn"t want to see that side of her, actually he wanted to explain, but yesterday her mood was too emotional. That time he also not too patient to pamper her, but today during working time, his mind kept on showing that image of her curled up on the sofa. He regretted, he should be explain clearly to her. He and Gu Xi Ran was unrelated, he also never loved Gu Xi Ran. He indeed had two to three girlfriends in the past, but they were completely different with her. He never responded to them, he never pampered any girlfriend, so he chose to let her calm down, then he would explain to her about the reality. Who knows she was that temperamental, started a cold war with him.
"You take me as three years old kid right! How could it be too coincidental? Do you think it was a drama?!" Guan Xin Mu panted, "Fei Jun, you still think of her, she didn"t want to service you, so you didn"t want her anymore. You carelessly chose me, that is that is!"
…….
"You don"t have confidence for yourself?" Fei Jun said, "I carelessly chose you?"
….. Guan Xin Mu was speechless.
"I don"t ever miss her, my heart didn"t have her. This point is really clear for me, I truthfully tell you." Fei Jun said, "As for you believe or not, I couldn"t force you."
"Now you said you never love her?" Guan Xin Mu asked. Not easily get Fei Jun"s soft moment, she couldn"t miss it.
"Yes."
"Then why should you want to be with her?"
"Because I need a girlfriend." He straightly said.
"And she was suitable, she was pretty, young, have a good manner, and moreover she is smart?"
"Right." Fei Jun said, "What you say its true."
"Then you are together with me, because you think you need a wife?" Guan Xin Mu responded while frowning, she felt her mood became low.
"Yes, but also not completely yes."
"What does it mean?" Not completely yes what is it mean! Fei Jun, your word is too hard to understand, and also not the one I wanted to hear!" Guan Xin Mu suddenly raised her leg to kick toward Fei Jun.
Fei Jun relaxingly and swiftly caught Guan Xin Mu"s ankle, crudely and cleanly his palm took the opportunity to ma.s.sage it for a while: "Yes, I need a wife. Every man needs a wife, right?"
"No! Xu Shuai needs a man!" Guan Xin Mu prepared attack back.
"Okay, except the gay. I honor everyone"s choice of their s.e.xual orientation." Fei Jun"s voice was calm, and eyes looked toward Guan Xin Mu. He continued, "What I mean I need a wife and you are fit. Yet I married you, not only because you are suitable."
"Then what is the reason!" Guan Xin Mu almost raved, why Fei Jun"s word never as what she wished.
"Because I want to protect you."
….
"Moreover because I want to be together with you."
……
"Is that enough?"
Guan Xin Mu startled, because Fei Jun"s voice was too soft, his eyes were gentle and covered her whole body. Her foot was placed on Fei Jun"s scorching hot thigh, immediately she felt hot and itchy. Fei Jun"s word let her rage immediately gone, and transformed into indescribable moving and happiness feeling.
"It"s not enough!: Guan Xin Mu suddenly raised up uncomfortable, and said, "Fei Jun, don"t you think your few words and sweat-talk will just comfort me, I"m not a kid…. Your meaning that your togetherness with Gu Xi Ran is because you need a girlfriend, and you be together with me because you wanted to be together with me? How can you prove it? How can I know you don"t lie to me?"
"The day of your 19th birthday, wore a pair of black sheepskin shoes, on top of it a pearl, then it lost, right?" Fei Jun methodically said it, apparently he had prepared it before.
"Right." Guan Xin Mu remembered that was her favorite black shoes, her dad"s client bought it from Italy. On top of it embed two very big pearl. The 19 years old she specially wore it, that day Fei Jun also came. Moreover she showed up to his face to show off, at last Fei Jun said: "This is the shoes wise and virtuous woman"s shoes, do you think it suits you?" She was mad at him and ignored him.
"That pearl was placed inside the drawer of my study room." Fei Jun said.
Guan Xin Mu completely disbelief Fei Jun could h.o.a.rd woman"s things. She ran to his study room, opened his drawer, and took out of his fountain pen case. She opened it to look, indeed there was a pearl inside, it only lost it color.
"You are pervert! Why did you secretly take the pearl!
…. Fei Jun raised his brows, it because in the past you said you will not wear that shoes again, so I picked it.
"Isn"t it because you said that I"m not a virtuous woman, I didn"t fit to wear that kind of shoes!"
Actually you were cute wearing that shoes." Fei Jun slightly smiled.
….. Guan Xin Mu pressed him, "You said straightly said why you secretly took my pearl!"
"Because it was you." Fei Jun said, "so I need to take it."
…..
"You should not already fall in love with me when I was nine years old?"
"What if it yes?" Fei Jun felt Guan Xin Mu is his woman, it"s okay to admit it.