Since Guan Xin Mu"s face full of pimples, Fei Jun started to control her diet strictly, he asked her to eat healthy food, but not allow her to eat any unhealthy snacks. There was even a quota for her to have the sweets, this late certain Guan to be very gloomy. After dinner, she took a snowy pear that was peeled by Fei Jun, yet inside her heart she was longing for fish jerky.
Once in a while, she would secretly went to the small store in the opposite of the small area to buy salty crunchy chicken and placed it inside the drawer, for prevented it to be smelt she covered it with two layers of tissues, but repeatedly discovered by omnipotent Fei Jun. He frowned and looked at it disgustedly. He threw it to the trash bin firmly and swiftly.
"Couldn"t I eat once?" Guan Xin Mu said softly, attempted to act coquettishly.
"No." He said straightly.
"My life really uninterested."
"This statement has been said by you for one hundred four times." Fei Jun used his forefinger to knock her forehead, "Even you said it a hundred times more, you also couldn"t eat these."
Guan Xin Mu"s eyes changed from sadness to despair.
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In the end of the month was the anniversary of a death of Fei Jun"s father, Fei Mao Lin, Guan Xin Mu mentioned to go together with him to clean the tombs, but Fei Jun rejected her idea. He said that the mountain is too high, the weather is too hot, she would be tired.
As a result, Fei Jun drove his car and took his mother, Chen Wan, to go to the tomb.
Fei Mao Lin"s tomb located Si Zhu park, it has a beautiful scenery, the landscape design is following a traditional direction layout, the whole park full of trees, lush and flourishing of flowers and plants.
The car stopped on the waist of the mountain"s parking area, Fei Jun and Chen Wan walked to the top of the mountain and arrived at the front of Fei Mao Lin"s tomb, they both arranged the liquor, foods and fruits in front of his tombs, then also burnt incense and paper offerings to hold memorial service for him. Chen Wan said something to him for awhile, Fei Jun also said some words. The most important thing he told him that the Fei company is in good condition, Guan Xin Mu is pregnant and he would have his grandkid soon.
During the time they went down, the weather indeed had became really hot and stuffy, Chen Wan pulled off the scarf on her neck, she fanned herself, and looked Fei Jun beside her. She couldn"t restrain herself but to ask him: "Now she is pregnant, does she change her habit? Does she still eat that unhealthy food?"
"I will protect her." Fei Jun"s face didn"t show any slightest of exhaustion, his eyes were so bright.
"I really don"t know what do you like so much about her." Chen Wan sighed.
"It"s okay if I now it." Fei Jun smiled, he turned his body to the side and said to Chen Wan: "The matter about feeling, it would be okay if one know, right?"
Chen Wan choke off the speech, she didn"t say anything more.
She really understands that Fei Jun is stubborn as his father. Fei Mao Lin also an idealist, also the one that stresses the importance of relations, doesn"t say much, but a man with principle.
She also understands that year Fei Mao Lin agreed to marry her completely because of her father is Fei Mao Lin"s greatly respected teacher. Her father because of making several poetries, he was sent away to serve a penal sentence to the remote mountain area. When he went back, his health was declining. That time the family was in poor condition, all the siblings and relatives turned away from them. Only Fei Mao Lin still be concerned about this great respected teacher, he frequently came to bring fruits and medicine to look at her father. Her father"s illness were getting critical day by day, in his selfishness, he asked Fei Mao Li to take care of her, didn"t expect that Fei Mao Lin would agree to it happily, he completely didn"t care of their family situation.
"Teacher Chen, don"t you worry. I would take care of Sister Chen."
That year Fei Mao Lin said that, he also did it.
But Chen Wan and Fei Mao Lin"s marriage was not based on love, they never said that they loved each other, also didn"t dare to say it. For Chen Wan, the simple and honest Fei Mao Lin is not her type. Before her relation with Fei Mao Lin, she had been in touch with a man that was like her father who liked to write beautiful poetry. He wrote wonderful poetry for her, both of them would sit down on the little hill and read it under the sunset.
But her father insisted that she need to marry to Fei Mao Lin, because Fei Mao Lin worked nationalized business of technology, he had better prospect than the man she liked. That time her family really couldn"t bear anymore suffering, Fei Mao Lin willingly accepted her, it was a surprise and joyous thing for her father. It was a cardiac stimulant for him that she couldn"t say no to it.
Fei Mao Lin, couldn"t write poetry couldn"t drink alcohol, couldn"t grow flowers of plants, couldn"t do sweet-talks, he was like a senior that took care of her. She indeed enjoy the substantial material and warmth from him, but inside her heart still be empty. She liked the man that could read poetry, would hold her hand and said something sweet.
Then Fei Mao Lin left the company and started his own business, she opposed the ideas. During establishment of his own business, he encountered of a lot of setbacks and challenges, but she only said, "I"ve said it from earlier, you don"t suit for do this. You didn"t listen to me." Toward him, she never gave him any supports or confidences, yet he always proved to her that he would be successful. That time even though he was mocked and ridiculed at last his dream was achieved. He is successfully to prove himself to all people who mocked him, including her.
She didn"t know whether the marriage generation was like them or not, calmly be together forever, but inside her heart, she is not satisfied. Her longing of love was never been satisfied so simply changed her heart to be cold.
The other reason she didn"t like Guan Xin Mu, except fundamentally sense of superiority that she had, actually because this, in her heart, she was in jealousy in looking at their relationship, jealous because of their so-called love, she doesn"t have it.
Chen Wan sighed, she inclined her head to the side and looked at the scenery.
Fei Jun drove the car slowly, and looked at Chen Wan from the rearview mirror, and said: "These days I always dreamt about Papa."
"O? What was he doing in you dream? What was he saying?" Chen Wan asked lazily.
"He is the same like in the past. He was reading his book with his gla.s.ses. He just said usual thing that the most important thing for a man is to have responsibility. A man should responsible to his own matter, to his own family, especially for family members. Even it"s hard should be readily to do, wife and children should be the most important."
Chen Wan thought it was indeed Fei Mao Lin"s words.
"He also said to me this forever for him, the most important person in his life is mother, you."
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"Everything that he was doing was for giving you the best life."
Chen Jing was feeling a bit awkward that she pulled her collar and said: "Really."
"Really."
"He never said that kind of thing to me."
Fei Jun was silent then said: "He just not expert to expess it."
Indeed, when Fei Mao Lin married her, it was really facing opprobrium. That time Chen family already became the family that was avoided by everyone. He is a good man with good prospect unexpectedly agreed to marry her, except the teacher"s blessing, it always because the purest reason such as love. Perhaps also love this simple.
"He….. He always like that." Chen Wan suddenly felt the tears on her eyes. She immediately lowered her head and pretended to cough, and seized the opportunity to wipe the tears.
She suddenly remembered his kindness and care for her, she is afraid of cold. During the winter, she really afraid of cold, before sleep, he always already stuffed in a hot-water bag inside her blanket. When her reading chair was not high enough, and her neck was stiff because of it, he would smile and made a new one for her. During her pregnancy and she was in bad mood for a whole day, he would just smiled and endured it, he would cook a porridge for her…."
The most difficult moment, most ordinary kind of caring and companion, is it not the most important? She was at loss, she really thought about it, isn"t it love?
At night Fei residence let out an anguished wailing of certain Guan.
"Why did you hit my b.u.t.t?"
"Because you ate on the sly/"
"It was just a small bite, a small one…."
"Even a small you couldn"t." His big palm continued to hit her b.u.t.t.
"Husband."
"Acting coquettishly would be ineffective."
………
Guan Xin Mu was in her office and sorted out doc.u.ments. She sighed: "I really want to eat chili chicken, fry oriental whitebait, beef satay, Mala hotpot…."
Xu Shuai laughed at her: "You had been nagged for a whole morning. To speak realistically, it is unhealthy, why couldn"t you control yourself?"
"I"m in control, try hard to control it." Guan Xin Mu narrowed her eyes and fixed her gaze to the computer. Then she yawned, she was in frustration, "But I"m really hungry… really hungry….. Didn"t you just eat your lunch?"
"That amount of lunch how could that be enough?"
…….. Xu Shuai muttered: "Pregnant woman is really terrifying."
When Mai Ke came to her, she brought a pile of things. Guan Xin Mu"s eyes brighten, immediately took it: "It"s you that understand me the best!" She opened the plastic, "What is this? Nourishment oats, oriental grapefruit, sugar-free toast and big pack of red date."
"I don"t dare to give you any unhealthy snacks. Your Uncle Fei would kill me." Mai Ke smiled, "How is the baby?"
"I don"t any feeling." Guan Xin Mu pushed the plastic away disappointingly.
As usual Mai Ke would rub her belly, then said: "Baby, I"m your G.o.dmother, G.o.dmother come to visit you."
As usual Mai Ke also reported her progress of pursuing Chu Wei Ran. Chu Wei Ran absolutely didn"t pay attention to her, for avoiding her, he went on business trip to Hong Kong. If she was not in menstrual cycle, she would directly follow him to Hong Kong. Now his phone was turned off, she couldn"t reach him. She was so ma that she went to eat hot chili crab.
"Hot chili crab…." Guan Xin Mu swallowed her saliva.
"Regardless of this, I definitely would get him!" Mai Ke clenched her fist, "I want to be with him once!"
"Ke Ke, how could your G.o.dmother said something without filter?"
During the fifth month of pregnancy, Fei Jun took Guan Xin Mu to the hospital to do check up. By lucky coincidence, the Doctor Sun there is Fei Jun"s friend. He suggested the idea to tell Fei Jun secretly about the gender of their baby.
Fei Jun was insensitive: "Doctor Xu, don"t you have work ethic?"
"What is that thing, now as long as we know each other, then we could know. This is usual thing." Sun Hua smiled, "Do you want to know or not?"
"No."
"This is the rare thing. As a father you don"t curious about it?" Sun Hua wore his mask.
"It has no difference for me whether it is a boy or girl." Fei Jun said, "I"m not curious about."
Sun Hua looked at him with disdainfulness, "You are just pretending."
They got the result of it, and it showed all is in normal state. Guan Xin Mu released a breath.
Fei Jun"s palm slightly rubbed her belly, he said softly: "Kid."
"Do you love him?" Guan Xin Mu asked.
Fei Jun"s eyes suddenly became soft, and brought some in love expression of paternal love.
"He is important or his mother important?" Guan Xin Mu asked.
Fei Jun thought about it and said: "One day he wouldn"t belong to me, but you are belong to me forever, so you are more important."