Simon stroked his beard and bowed.
"There was once a man who had two debtors. One owed him five hundred pence, the other fifty. Both were poor, and because of their poverty the debt of each he forgave."
For an instant Jesus paused and seemed to muse; then, with that indulgence which was to illuminate the world, "Tell me, Simon," he inquired, "which was the more grateful?"
Simon a.s.sumed an air of perplexity, and glanced cunningly from one guest to another. Presently he laughed outright.
"Why, the one who owed the most, of course."
Reulah suppressed a giggle. By the expression of the others it was patent that to them also the jest appealed. Only Judas did not seem to have heard; he sat bolt upright, fumbling Mary with his violent eyes.
The Master made a gesture of a.s.sent, and turned to where Mary crouched.
She was staring at him with that look which the magnetized share with animals.
"You see her?"
Straightening himself, he leaned on his elbow and scrutinized his host.
"Simon, I am your guest. When I entered here there was no kiss to greet me, there was no oil for my head, no water for my feet. But this woman whom you despise has not ceased to embrace them. She has washed them with her tears, anointed them with nard, and dried them with her hair. Her sins, it may be, are many, but, Simon, they are forgiven--"
Simon, Reulah, the others, muttered querulously. To forgive sins was indeed an attribute which no one, save the Eternal, could arrogate to himself.
"-for she has loved much."
And turning again to Mary, who still crouched at his side, he added:
"Your sins are forgiven. Go now, and in peace."
But the fierce surprise of the Pharisees was not to be shocked into silence. Reulah showed his teeth; they were pointed and treacherous as a jackal"s. Simon loudly a.s.serted disapproval and wonder too.
"I am amazed--" he began.
The Master checked him:
"The beginning of truth is amazement. Wonder, then, at what you see; for he that wonders shall reign, and he that reigns shall rest."
The music of his voice heightened the beauty of the speech. On Mary it fell and rested as had the touch of his hand.
"Messiah, my Lord!" she cried. "In your breast is the future, in your heart the confidence of G.o.d. Let me but tell you. There are those that live whose lives are pa.s.sed; the tombs do not hold all of those that are dead. I was dead; you brought me to life. I had no conscience; you gave me one, for I was dead," she insisted. "And yet," she added, with a little moan, so human, so sincere, that it might have stirred a Caesar, let alone a Christ, "not wholly dead. No, no, dear Lord, not wholly dead."
Again her tears gushed forth, profuser and more abundant than before; her frail body shook with sobs, her fingers intertwined.
"Not wholly dead," she kept repeating. "No, no, not wholly dead."
Jesus touched his treasurer.
"She is not herself. Lead her away; see her to her home." And that the others might hear, and profit as well, he added, in a higher key, "Deference to a woman is always due."
And to those words, which were to found chivalry and banish the boor, Judas led Mary from the room.
CHAPTER VI.
VI.
"Are you better?"
The road that skirted the lake had branched to the left, and there an easy ascent led to the hill beyond. On both sides were carpets of flowers and of green, and slender larches that held their arms and hid the sky. Above, an eagle circled, and on the lake a sail flapped idly.
"Yes, I am better," Mary answered.
From her eyes the perils had pa.s.sed, but the splendors remained, accentuated now by vistas visible only to herself. The antimony, too, with which she darkened them had gone, and with it the alkanet she had used on her cheeks. Her dress was olive, and, contrary to custom, her head uncovered.
"You are not strong, perhaps?"
As Judas spoke, he thought of the episode in the synagogue, and wished her again unconscious in his arms.
"I have been so weak," she murmured. And after a moment she added: "I am tired; let me sit awhile."
The carpet of flowers and of green invited, and presently Judas dropped at her side. About his waist a linen girdle had been wound many times; from it a bag of lynx-skin hung. The white garments, the ample turban that he wore, were those of ordinary life, but in his bearing was just that evanescent charm which now and then the Oriental possesses-the subtlety that subjugates and does not last.
"But you must be strong; we need your strength."
Mary turned to him wonderingly.
"Yes," he repeated, "we need your strength. Johanna has joined us, as you know. Susannah too. They do what they can; but we need others-we need you."
"Do you mean--"
Something had tapped at her heart, something which was both joy and dread, and she hesitated, fearing that the possibility which Judas suggested was unreal, that she had not heard his words aright.
"Do you mean that he would let me?"
"He would love you for it. But then he loves everyone, yet best, I think, his enemies."
"They need it most," Mary answered; but her thoughts had wandered.
"And I," Judas added-"I loved you long ago."
Then he too hesitated, as though uncertain what next to say, and glanced at her covertly. She was looking across the lake, over the country of the Gadarenes, beyond even that, perhaps, into some infinite veiled to him.
"I remember," he continued, tentatively, "it was there at Tiberias I saw you first. You were entering the palace. I waited. The sentries ordered me off; one threw a stone. I went to where the garden is; I thought you might be among the flowers. The wall was so high I could not see. The guards drove me away. I ran up the hill through the white and red terraces of the grape. From there I could see the gardens, the elephants with their ears painted, and the oxen with the twisted horns. The wind sung about me like a flute; the sky was a tent of different hues. Something within me had sprung into life. It was love, I knew. It had come before, yes, often, but never as then. For," he added, and the gleam of his eyes was as a fanfare to the thought he was about to express, "love returns to the heart as the leaf returns to the tree."
Mary looked at him vacantly. "What was he saying?" she wondered. From a sea of grief she seemed to be pa.s.sing onto an archipelago of dream.