Publishedat 20th of August 2019 03:55:05 PMChapter 124: 124
2003 .
It has been two years .
Two years since that fateful day .
The day that every plant life on the planet withered up and died .
No one could explain the global phenomenon, logically . No virus or bacteria responsible could ever be found . It just happened as if the world was cursed .
As if we are cursed by G.o.d .
We are cursed by G.o.d!
Without a single plant growing anywhere in the world, the land becomes barren . The animal kingdoms become depopulated within a single month . Plants-eating animals first, then the meat-eating ones .
And within two months, paper money becomes completely worthless as the world economy collapses .
The Government is still holding onto what little power and control they can muster, but at the current rate, they too will be gone .
Everyone h.o.a.rds as much foods and supplies as possible, hoping to wait out this trial – this deadly trial from G.o.d as the Church has repeatedly claimed .
Only the faithful may be given salvation . But the faithful continues to die of starvation each and every single day, no matter how many prayers and atonements were given .
This is no trial from G.o.d, for he has abandoned us .
That is the truth, isn"t it?
Isn"t it?
I am at a loss to what to do now . Joining the ma.s.s and praying did not solve anything .
It never did .
And more and more people are beginning to understand that now, deserting their shepherd as their faith begins to wane while the ravenous hunger takes hold .
We have taken everything for granted . And now there is no food left .
No food for me or my children .
I have sold everything that is worth anything just to survive another day, and I have done thing that I am not too proud of, all to feed myself and my children .
My wife has left me, leaving me heartbroken when she left . She has never loved me! She has told me that herself when I beg her not to leave . She has even taken my oldest daughter with her .
My adopted daughter .
I truly hope that Stephanie have something to eat these days, unlike me and her younger brother and sister .
I am at my limit . I don"t think I can last another day .
"Dad . We are hungry . "
Joshua calls out on the floor . He has become so skinny after all these months . His younger sister, Misha is also the same .
My youngest daughter is too weak to even utter a single coherence word . She lays there on the couch, panting faintly .
"I know that you are, Josh . I am as well . But please try to hang on . I will try to find something for us to eat soon . Just hang on . "
I response and try to hold in my tears . Seeing my children like this simply break my heart . I have failed as father . I have failed as provider . I truly have .
Taking my shotgun, I head back out into the street along with many others, all searching for something to eat . Just something to eat . Just something . Anything .
Water is plenty as it constantly rains and floods thanks to the destruction of the ecosystem, but foods is nowhere be found .
Not even a single bird could be seen or heard . Not even a worm digging in the dirt . Anything that can be eaten have already been eaten .
Likewise, the supermarkets have been stripped absolutely clean months ago . There is nothing left on those selves .
Despite that, people are still wandering and crowding at the supermarket, looking for a deal with what little sc.r.a.ps of food they have . Foods have become the new currency in this new world . With food, a person can buy anything and everything .
Just seeing an expired can of bean for trade makes me drools .
But I have nothing of value to trade . My strength is failing me . I could barely stand upright .
"You look like you won"t last much longer . Where do you live? Anyone is living with you?"
A tall and fairy broad person asks me from behind . He looks like he won"t last much longer either, and his dark eyes show his desperation .
I don"t really want to think too much about it, but many of my neighbors have disappeared .
They obviously didn"t die, and their home seems to be broken into . They were taken . Their family were taken .
Oh G.o.d!
I need to leave . I need to leave here . Leave here as soon as possible .
"Hey Mr . Connors . "
Someone calls for me as I pull myself from the crowd .
I turn towards the young woman, who is dressing far too provocatively . She is a friend of my daughter, Stephanie, back when they were in high school .
However, they have a falling out after graduation over a boy, so the girl doesn"t show up at my house anymore .
"Susan . "
I response as Susan approaches me . Unlike my youngest daughter, Susan still has some meats on her frame . She is faring better than most people thanks to her beautiful look .
"Where are you going, Mr . Connors? Do you have any food? I can make it worth your while . "
Susan asks me, leaning forwards, allowing her long hair to stream around her bare shoulders . And for anyone else younger than me, they probably take a good look at what she is offering under that loose tank top of hers .
But for me, however, I am too preoccupied with my own problem to even notice . Like every girl living in town, she is doing whatever she needed to in order to survive . In order to survive another day, just another day .
Perhaps, tomorrow will be better . Perhaps, tomorrow this nightmare will finally be over . One can only hope . By G.o.d, one can only hope .
I shake my head .
"I am sorry, Susan, but I don"t have anything for you . No anymore . "
I tell her and continue my retreat, without ever looking back .
I have tried to help her as much as I can with what little I have stashed away, but currently, I am in no position to help anyone . And no one will help in return .
Susan will find another person . She always does .
I hope Stephanie isn"t the same . Oh G.o.d . Please don"t let my daughter be the same . Death would have been better .
Darkness slowly descends as I wander the streets and roads, looking for anything to eat . For anything to eat at all . There is nothing to eat . Not even a blade of gra.s.s .
The shotgun in my hands stops anyone with ill intention from getting close to me .
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Rape is rampant now days, and cannibalism is on the rise from the amount of people are missing every day . Young . Old . As long as they have some meats, it didn"t matter .
This is what society has been reduced to . This is what we have been reduced to .
Everywhere I look, houses are emptied and looted and torched . There is nothing left .
Nothing left but enter the merciful night .
I return home emptyhanded like yesterday and the day before . Joshua and Misha have fainted . They are still breathing . Still breathing barely . There is nothing I can do for them except an easy release .
An easy release from this suffering .
G.o.d . Please let my children into your embrace .
Just let their sufferings stop even if I am burning in h.e.l.l .
I pray and pray before spilling gasolines around the house . This is the best I can do since I am unable to give them a proper burial . Even if I have the strength, I don"t want them to fill someone"s stomach .
Oh G.o.d . Oh G.o.d .
Tearfully, I check my shotgun . Two sh.e.l.ls stare back at me . Then one sh.e.l.l . Then there was none . Only ringing sound in my ears accompany my sorrow . My overwhelming sorry .
"Please forgive me, Joshua . Please forgive me, Misha . Please for give this father of yours . "
I call out repeatedly as I load another sh.e.l.l into the shotgun . Flames burn brightly all around me, and they reveal what sins I have committed .
What I have committed!
Oh G.o.d! Oh G.o.d!
Taking a life is a sin . Taking one"s own life is a sin . I am going straight to h.e.l.l for what I am have done, for what I have done .
I truly am, but at least I can send my children to heaven instead .
It is the only thing I can do for them .
It is the last thing I can do for them . Please forgive me . Joshua . Misha . Stephanie .
With the barrel in my mouth, I pull the trigger and enter the night .
I have thought that is the end . I truly have!
But I found myself waking up on the couch with my head and brain completely intact .
They were not splattered all over the wall and floor before a raging inferno takes me into h.e.l.l .
However, they are hurting .
It feels like a ma.s.sive hangover as if I have been drinking my body weight in alcohol last night .
A scream pulls me out of the couch and out into the corridor .
It was Stephanie . She is yelling at her mother .
Tears running down her face along with overwhelming anger .
She is angry . She is furious . She is full of hatred .
Hatred towards her mother . Her adopted mother .
My wife is utterly shocked . It is like she has seen a ghost .
I have the same expression as her, seeing Joshua and Misha standing up the staircase . My beloved son and daughter are as shocked as me .
"How could you! How could you!? You gave me to those monsters! Those f.u.c.king monsters! And for what? For just a can of food!? For just a can of food!?"
I am unable to comprehend what is happening .
It was all a dream, right . All a dream, right?
"Dad! Oh G.o.d Dad! I am so happy to see you! Please don"t let her take me away! Please don"t let her! She is a monster!"
Stephanie hugs me tight, and my wife remains speechless . Utterly speechless .
Guilts and fears plaster on her face, and she immediately run out of the house .
As my wife did so, violence erupts throughout the streets with people cras.h.i.+ng through their windows and rolling on the withering lawn . The lawn that once has been covered with lively green gra.s.ses not just too long .
Countless people are shouting at each other, cursing each other for all the things they have done . For all the things they have committed . No . For all the things that they will committed .
It isn"t a dream . It isn"t a dream . Not a dream at all .
With Stephanie in my arms, my eyes look towards the calendar hanging on the wall . My heart almost gives out .
1st of January 2000 .
It is too late . It is already too late .
The world will fall into ruin after this day, and there is nothing anyone can stop it .
My arms tighten around my daughter, realizing that I will have to kill them again . Not just two of my children, but all three of my children .
I cannot help but cry . But cry at the inevitability .
Why G.o.d!? Why!? Is this my h.e.l.l? My personal h.e.l.l?
But before tears could stream down my eyes like unending waterfall, the world rumbles heavily and the cloudless sky casts a ma.s.sive shadow over the entire neighborhood .
People in the street have stopped what they are doing and stare at the sky in utter shock . This includes my wife, who just didn"t know where to go .
What are they all looking at?
What? What?
I need to know .
Once I slowly exit the front door and stepping on the withering lawn, I look upwards with my children .
All our jaws slacken as a ma.s.sive spherical s.p.a.ces.h.i.+p blocks out the sun and much of the sky itself . Not just one s.h.i.+p, but dozens of t.i.tanic s.h.i.+ps .
They are moving slowly across the sky, and they are shaking the entire world as they did .
"Wow . It"s Independent Day!"