"Directly, ma"am," he returned, as he was looking for change for a sovereign wherewith to accommodate Colonel Damer--but the lady lingered until he was at leisure. Then he shouldered the box next to the one she had indicated, and she directed his attention to the fact, and made him change his burden.
"They"ll all go up in time, ma"am," the man remarked; but Mrs. Damer, answering nothing, did not set her foot upon the stairs until he was halfway up them, with the trunk she had desired him to take first.
Then she leaned wearily upon Bella Clayton"s arm, pressing it fondly to her side, and so the two went together to the bedroom which had been appointed for the reception of the new guests. It was a large and cosily-furnished apartment, with a dressing-room opening from it. When the ladies arrived there they found the servant awaiting them with the box in question.
"Where will you have it placed, ma"am?" he demanded of Mrs. Damer.
"Under the bed, please."
But the bedstead was a French one, and the mahogany sides were so deep that nothing could get beneath them but dust; and the trunk, although small, was heavy and strong and clamped with iron, not at all the sort of trunk that would go _anywhere_.
"Nothing will go under the bed, ma"am!" said the servant in reply.
Mrs. Damer slightly changed colour.
"Never mind then: leave it there. Oh! what a comfort a good fire is,"
she continued, turning to the hearth-rug, and throwing herself into an arm-chair. "We have had such a cold drive from the station."
"But about your box, Blanche?" said Mrs. Clayton, who had no idea of her friends being put to any inconvenience. "It can"t stand there; you"ll unpack it, won"t you? or shall I have it moved into the pa.s.sage?"
"Oh, no, thank you, Bella--please let it stand where it is: it will do very well indeed."
"What will do very well?" exclaimed Colonel Damer, who now entered the bedroom, followed by a servant with another trunk.
"Only Blanche"s box, Colonel Damer," said Bella Clayton. "She doesn"t wish to unpack it, and it will be in her way here, I"m afraid. It _might_ stand in your dressing-room."--This she said as a "feeler,"
knowing that some gentlemen do not like to be inconvenienced, even in their dressing-rooms.
But Colonel Damer was as unselfish as it was possible for an old Indian to be.
"Of course it can," he replied. "Here (to the servant), just shoulder that box, will you, and move it into the next room."
The man took up the article in question rather carelessly, and nearly let it fall again. Mrs. Damer darted forward as if to save it.
"Pray put it down," she said, nervously. "I have no wish to have it moved--I shall require it by-and-by; it will be no inconvenience--"
"Just as you like, dear," said Mrs. Clayton, who was becoming rather tired of the little discussion. "And now take off your things, dear Blanche, and let me ring for some tea."
Colonel Damer walked into his dressing-room and left the two ladies alone. The remainder of the luggage was brought upstairs; the tea was ordered and served, and whilst Mrs. Clayton busied herself in pouring it out, Mrs. Damer sank back upon a sofa which stood by the fire, and conversed with her cousin.
She had been beautiful, this woman, in her earlier youth, though no one would have thought it to see her now. As Bella handed her the tea she glanced towards the thin hand stretched out to receive it, and from thence to the worn face and hollow eyes, and could scarcely believe she saw the same person she had parted from three years before.
But she had not been so intimate with her of late, and she was almost afraid of commenting upon her cousin"s altered appearance, for fear it might wound her; all she said was:
"You look very delicate still, dear Blanche; I was in hopes the change to the Continent would have set you up and made you stronger than you were when you left England."
"Oh, no; I never shall be well again," was Mrs. Damer"s careless reply: "it"s an old story now, Bella, and it"s no use talking about it. Whom have you staying in the house at present, dear?"
"Well, we are nearly full," rejoined Mrs. Clayton. "There is my old G.o.dfather, General Knox--you remember him, I know--and his son and daughter; and the Ainsleys and their family; ditto, the Bayleys and the Armstrongs, and then, for single men, we have young Brooke, and Harry"s old friend, Charley Moss, and Herbert Laurence, and--are you ill, Blanchey?"
An exclamation had burst from Mrs. Damer--hardly an exclamation, so much as a half-smothered cry--but whether of pain or fear, it was hard to determine.
"Are you ill?" reiterated Mrs. Clayton, full of anxiety for her fragile-looking cousin.
"No," replied Blanche Damer, pressing her hand to her side, but still deadly pale from the effect of whatever emotion she had gone through; "it is nothing; I feel faint after our long journey."
Colonel Damer had also heard the sound, and now appeared upon the threshold of his dressing-room. He was one of those well-meaning, but fussy men, who can never have two women alone for a quarter of an hour without intruding on their privacy.
"Did you call, my dearest?" he asked of his wife. "Do you want anything?"
"Nothing, thank you," replied Bella for her cousin; "Blanche is only a little tired and overcome by her travelling."
"I think, after all, that I will move that trunk away for you into my room," he said, advancing towards the box which had already been the subject of discussion. Mrs. Damer started from the sofa with a face of crimson.
"I _beg_ you will leave my boxes alone," she said, with an imploring tone in her voice which was quite unfitted to the occasion. "I have not brought one more than I need, and I wish them to remain under my own eye."
"There must be something very valuable in that receptacle," said Colonel Damer, facetiously, as he beat a retreat to his own quarters.
"Is it your linen box?" demanded Mrs. Clayton of her cousin.
"Yes," in a hesitating manner; "that is, it contains several things that I have in daily use; but go on about your visitors, Bella: are there any more?"
"I don"t think so: where had I got to?--oh! to the bachelors: well, there are Mr. Brooke and Captain Moss, and Mr. Laurence (the poet, you know; Harry was introduced to him last season by Captain Moss), and my brother Alfred; and that"s all."
"A very respectable list," said Mrs. Damer, languidly. "What kind of a man is the--the poet you spoke of?"
"Laurence?--oh, he seems a very pleasant man; but he is very silent and abstracted, as I suppose a poet should be. My sister Carrie is here, and they have quite got up a flirtation together; however, I don"t suppose it will come to anything."
"And your nursery department?"
"Thriving, thank you; I think you _will_ be astonished to see my boy.
Old Mrs. Clayton says he is twice the size that Harry was at that age; and the little girls can run about and talk almost as well as I can. But I must not expect you, Blanche, to take the same interest in babies that I do."
This she added, remembering that the woman before her was childless.
Mrs. Damer moved uneasily on her couch, but she said nothing; and soon after the sound of a gong reverberating through the hall warned Mrs.
Clayton that the dinner was not far off and the riding-party must have returned; so, leaving her friend to her toilet, she took her departure.
As she left the room, Mrs. Damer was alone. She had no maid of her own, and she had refused the offices of Mrs. Clayton, a.s.suring her that she was used to dress herself; but she made little progress in that department, as she lay on the couch in the firelight, with her face buried in her hands, and thoughts coursing through her mind of which heaven alone knew the tendency.
"Come, my darling," said the kind, coaxing voice of her husband, as, after knocking more than once without receiving any answer, he entered her room, fully dressed, and found her still arrayed in her travelling things, and none of her boxes unpacked. "You will never be ready for dinner at this rate. Shall I make an excuse for your not appearing at table this evening? I am sure Mrs. Clayton would wish you to keep your room if you are too tired to dress."
"I am not too tired, Harry," said Mrs. Damer, rising from the couch, "and I shall be ready in ten minutes," unlocking and turning over the contents of a box as she spoke.
"Better not, perhaps, my love," interposed the colonel, in mild expostulation; "you will be better in bed, and can see your kind friends to-morrow morning."
"I am going down to dinner to-night," she answered, gently, but decisively. She was a graceful woman now she stood on her feet, and threw off the heavy wraps in which she had travelled, with a slight, willowy figure, and a complexion which was almost transparent in its delicacy; but her face was very thin, and her large blue eyes had a scared and haggard look in them, which was scarcely less painful to witness than the appearance of anxiety which was expressed by the knitted brows by which they were surmounted. As she now raised her fair attenuated hands to rearrange her hair, which had once been abundant and glossy, her husband could not avoid remarking upon the change which had pa.s.sed over it.
"I had no idea you had lost your hair so much, darling," he said; "I have not seen it down before to-night. Why, where is it all gone to?" he continued, as he lifted the light ma.s.s in his hands, and remembered of what a length and weight it used to be, when he last parted from her.
"Oh, I don"t know," she rejoined, sadly; "gone, with my youth, I suppose, Henry."