"I don"t know that I have any."
"Oh! we shall see--and if you have not any abroad," he added, "you must put up with the old one at home, Sid."
"He will put up with me, I hope; he will remember that I have only him yet awhile to tell my hopes and fears to, standing in the place of the mother."
"Ah! the good mother, lost so early to us!--she should have heard this story, Sid."
The old man s.n.a.t.c.hed up the paper and began reading; the son turned to his own work at last, and was soon buried in accounts. But the paper was uninteresting, and the accounts foggy; after awhile both gave it up, and talked again of the old subject. Sid"s full heart overflowed that night, and his reticence belonged not to it; he was sure of sympathy with his feelings, and had the mother--ever a gentle and dear listener--been at his side, he could not have more fully dwelt upon the love which had troubled him so long, and which he had kept so well concealed. It had grown with his growth; Harriet"s playfellow, Harriet"s brother, finally Harriet"s lover. Page after page, chapter after chapter of the story which begins ever the same, and only darts off at a tangent when the crisis, such as his, comes in due course, to end in various ways--happily, deplorably--in the sunshine of comedy, the mystery of melodrama, the darkness of tragedy, taking its hues from the "surroundings," and giving us poor scribes no end of subjects to write upon.
Mr. Hinchford was a patient listener; other men might have been wearied by the romantic side to a love-sick youth"s character; but Sid was a part of himself, and he had no ambition, no hope in which his son did not stand in the foreground, a bright figure to keep him rejoicing.
Supper served and over, Sidney retired to his share in the double-bedded room at the back--the shabby room with which Mr. Hinchford had lately grown disgusted, and even wished to quit, knowing not his son"s reason for remaining--leaving the father to fill his after-supper pipe before the fire. Mr. Hinchford was in a reflective, wide-awake mood, and not inclined for rest just then; he sat with his slippered feet on the fender, puffing away at his meerschaum. Had he not promised his son to keep away from Mr. Wesden until the _denouement_ had been brought about by Sid"s own method, he would have gone down stairs and talked it over with the old people; but the promise given, he would sit there and think of his son"s chances, and pray for them, as they were nearest his heart then.
He was a father who understood human nature a little, not so much as he fancied himself, but who was, nevertheless, a man of discernment, when his simple vanity did not stand in the way.
He had not thought deeply of Harriet Wesden before; now that there loomed before him the prospect of calling her "daughter," he conjured up every reminiscence connected with her, and set himself to think whether such a girl were likely to make Sid happy, or to love Sid as that pure-hearted, honest lad deserved. He was astonished, after a while, at the depth of his researches into the past; he could remember her a light-hearted child, a vivacious girl, now, presto, a woman, whom Sid sought for a wife; he could see her flitting before him, a pretty girl, swayed a little by the impulse of the hour, and verging on extremes; he called to mind certain traits of character that had struck him more than once, and had then been forgotten in the hurrying pa.s.sage of events foreign to her; he sat studying an abstruse volume, and perplexing himself with its faintly written characters. Mothers have had such thoughts, and made them the business of a life, sorrowing and rejoicing over them, and praying for their children"s future; seldom fathers, before whom are ever the counting-house in the City, the bargains to be made in the mart or on the exchange, the accommodation to be had at the bankers".
Hinchford thought like a woman; he was a clerk whose business thoughts ended when he came home at night, and he was alone in the world with one hope. All the old worldly thoughts lay apart from him, and the affections of paternity were stronger within him in consequence. He lived for Sid, not for himself.
He was still in a brown study, when the shuffling feet of Mrs. Wesden, being a.s.sisted up-stairs by her husband to the top back room, disturbed him for an instant; then the rustle of a dress, and the light footfall of the daughter, a.s.sured him of Harriet"s retirement. All was still in that crowded house which he had wished to exchange a year ago for a house in the suburbs, suitable to the united salaries of himself and boy. He thought of that wish, and sighed to think it had not been carried out, for, after all, he was not quite satisfied with the turn affairs had taken.
The door opened suddenly and startled his nerves. He turned a scared face towards the intruder, who jumped a little at the sight of him sitting before the grate, black, yawning and uninviting at that hour.
"I thought you had gone, Mr. Hinchford," said Mattie; "I came for the supper tray and to tidy up a bit here, and save time in the morning."
"How"s Ann?" he asked absently.
"Better, I think," replied Mattie, still standing at the door.
"You can clear away--I"m going in a minute. How"s the evening school, girl?"
"Why, I have left it this twelvemonth!"
"To be sure--I had forgotten that you had learned all that they could teach you, and had become too much of a woman. Why, we shall hear of you being married next."
"Who"s going to be married _now--Mr. Sidney_?"
"Confound you! how sharp you are," said Mr. Hinchford a little dismayed; "no, I never said so--mind I never said a word, so don"t let us have any ridiculous tattling."
"I never tattle," said Mattie in an offended tone. "Oh! Mr. Hinchford,"
she added suddenly, "you can always trust _me_ with anything."
"I hope so, Mattie--I hope so."
"And if Mr. Sidney thinks of marrying our Harriet, you may trust me not to let the people round here know a word about it. Not a word, sir!" she repeated, with pursed lips.
Mr. Hinchford ran his hands through his hair, and loosened his stock again. He was confused, he had betrayed his hand, and made a mess of it, or else Mattie knew more than he gave her credit for, it was doubtful which.
"Mattie," he said, after a while, when that young woman, rapid in her movements, had packed the tray and was proceeding to retire with it.
"Yes, sir."
She left the table and came nearer to him.
"Whatever made you think that my dear boy was likely to--to take a fancy to Harriet?"
"I"ve noticed that he talks to her a good deal, and comes into the back parlour a great deal, and brightens up when she speaks to him, and you can see his eyes dancing away behind the little spectacles he"s taken to--and very becoming they are, sir."
"Very," a.s.serted the old gentleman.
"And he"s always dull when she"s out, and fidgets till he knows where she has gone, and tries to make me tell; and so I"ve fancied, oh! ever so long, that Harriet and he would make a match of it some day."
He was amazed at this girl ascertaining the truth before himself, but he retained his cool demeanour.
"Some long day hence, mayhap--who can tell?"
"Love"s as uncertain as life--isn"t it, sir?"
"Ahem--yes."
"At least, I"ve read so," corrected Mattie. "It"s a thing I shall never understand, Mr. Hinchford."
"Time enough--time enough, my girl."
"But our Harriet, she"s pretty, she"s a lady, she"s meant to be loved by everybody she meets, and she"s the only one that"s good enough to marry _him_."
She lowered her voice at the last word, and made a quick movement with her hand in the direction of the adjoining room.
"You are very fond of Harriet, Mattie?" said Mr. Hinchford, curiously.
"As I need be, sir, surely."
"Ah! surely--she is amiable and kind."
"Always so, I think."
"A little thoughtless, perhaps--eh?"
He was curious concerning Harriet Wesden now--no match-making mother could have taken more indirect and artful means to elicit the truth concerning her child"s elect.
"Why, that"s it!" exclaimed Mattie; "that"s why Mr. Sidney ought to marry her."
"Oh! is it?"
"You"ll see, sir," said Mattie, suddenly drawing a chair close to Mr.
Hinchford, and a.s.suming a position on the edge thereof; "you"ll soon see, sir, what I mean by that."
"Yes--yes."