He tried his best to protect all the good things in the world, but the experience repeatedly disappointed him again and again. He sadly discovered that he could not find the motivation for his persistence.
The interests were above everything else. Each tried to cheat one another. The morality decayed. Human hearts were not what they were in the old days. The conspiracy was incomprehensible...
He tried hard to wield the knife over and over again like a lonely defender… He fought alone in order to defend the last pure land in his heart, seeming to be incompatible with this world.
This negative emotion acc.u.mulated in a long term was like a volcano that kept acc.u.mulating energy. Once it erupted, it could blow everyone into pieces--including himself.
Ling Yun was very clear that Liu Junwei"s appearance was just a trigger for the outburst of his emotion, and the culprit was actually herself, because he had always regarded her as the bright side of the world.
The more hopeful he was, the more disappointed he would be. When he saw that the bright side of the world which he had tried hard to guard was finally degraded and betrayed him in this materialistic society, he was angry, sad, disappointed, even desperate!
He was just like a devout Buddhist who suddenly discovered that the Buddha he had always believed in was doing something sleazy. The sorrow caused by the collapse of his faith would make him so desperate that he even wanted to destroy the world.
Therefore, he naturally lost control, letting loose the devil in his heart to tearing everything and destroying everything.
Otherwise, he would never hurt her. No one knew better than her about how much Ding Ning loved and spoiled her.
Ling Yun had faintly discovered long ago that Ding Ning had a very serious mental illness. It was a kind of spiritual cleanliness. He was so cynical that he could not sit watching the filthy reality pollute his heart.
People often said that life was like being raped. If you couldn"t resist it, then enjoyed it!
Unfortunately, he was a genuine perfectionist. He was not willing to compromise with the reality, but could not change the world and his fate with his own meager strength. He could only try to protect the perfection in his heart.
The faith of guarding the perfection was almost devout, even abnormally devout. However, ruthless frustration had completely destroyed all his faith.
She was the perfection cherished by Ding Ning. The thing was caused by her, and must be ended by her.
It was better to release it than leave it there. She must help Ding Ning release the hatred in his heart, move him with her gentleness and let him know that good things had always been waiting for him in the same place and never disappeared.
She stretched her arms around his neck, held his head, and used all her strength to pull him down. With her soft lips pressed on his lips, she ignored the pain of her body to cater to him.
She wanted to use her pa.s.sion, her tenderness and her love to heal his inner desire to destroy, calm his hatred, extinguish the anger in his heart and comfort his scarred heart.
A deep kiss seemed to have comforted Ding Ning"s uncontrollable emotion and made him slow down.
Ling Yun was like a submissive kitten, kissing his face, his nose, his eyebrows, his eyes and his lips...
After a long time, Ding Ning seemed to find a way to vent his inner repression, so his anger was gradually extinguished, the scarlet in his eyes slowly faded away, and he seemed to regain consciousness.
When Ling Yun was finally able to speak, she whispered with a relieved and relaxed smile on her face.
"Ding Ning, I love you, always. Believe it or not, I have never betrayed you, and I have never changed. I"ve just lost my virginity to you. I... I am too tired, and I"ll have a short sleep now!"
Before finishing her words, she felt her eyelids heavy and fell asleep with slight snore.
The long-lasting wild intensity like squally showers was overwhelming even for her with the physical quality of fourth Dan Taekwondo black belt.
Although there were still many doubts in his heart, Ding Ning believed what she said. He could tell the sincerity from her tired eyes, and the prominent red on the sheet and the platinum necklace n her neck were also the most powerful evidence.
He covered his face in pain, feeling his eyes dry and painful and his view blurred with blood. The pain made him completely awake. He looked at Ling Yun, who was covered with bruises all over, feeling extremely ashamed.
With deep self-blame and guiltiness, he kept asking himself what he was doing and why he hurt her like that.
He had said that he would protect and care for her forever? Why did he do that? Why? Why? Ding Ning, who always thought of himself as high and pure, was actually a jerk.
He kept asking himself, but failed to find an answer. Especially when he saw Ling Yun frown in pain in her sleep, he was so distressed that he even couldn"t breathe.
He was crazy, indeed. How could he do such a terrible thing to Ling Yun? He slept with her by force in such a rude and cruel way.
He shuddered and constantly imported all his True Qi into Ling Yun"s body to heal her.
It was not until he healed Ling Yun completely that he exhausted his True Qi. Feeling everything going black in front of him, he fell asleep weakly.
As the stone man emitted faint red light, the superpower ran back and forth in his body, restoring his meridians and disordered spiritual strength damaged due to his going into the devil way.
When he woke up, he felt relaxed and energetic, and a soft body clinging to him.
When he opened his eyes, he saw her watching him with deep affection in her big bright eyes and a happy and satisfied smile at the corners of her mouth.
It caused his illusion that they were an affectionate couple who stared at each other tenderly when waking up from a nap, which lifted a warm smile at the corners of his mouth.
"My little follower, you wake up!"
Ling Yun was as gentle as she woke up in his arms two years ago, without mentioning what had happened.
However, she could forget what had happened, while Ding Ning couldn"t do that. With deep guiltiness across his eyes, he muttered, "Ling Yun, I..."
"Don"t mention it. Anyway, you have already taken possession of me, and you are the master instead of a little follower now. I am your girl. You must be nice to me all your life, and never think about getting away from me."
Ling Yun pretended to be negligent, while squeezing herself into his arms, seemingly relying on him. However, the thoroughly red ear roots had betrayed her inner shyness.
Ding Ning burst with joy like sunshine after rain. Until now, he realized that he was so deeply in love with this woman.
He tightly held this woman whom he had lost and found again as if he wanted to melt her into his body. He announced seriously as if he was swearing or promising.
"Yun will always be my girl. I want to stay with you for a lifetime and never leave without you."
"Well, I trust you! Me, too. I will always stay with you, my little follower, and never leave without you!"
Ling Yun comfortably curled up in his arms like a kitten, holding his waist tightly, with a charming and moving smile on her face.
The great mood made Ding Ning thrilled. Feeling her incredibly flexible body, he suddenly felt an impulse.
Ling Yun immediately noticed his intention. She was frightened and said in a timid voice like a frightened deer, "No, I"ve almost plagued by you to death."
Ding Ning immediately felt guilty. Stroking her hair, he blamed himself softly. "It"s all my fault. I..."
"Don"t mention it. I"m happy. After looking forward to it for so many years, I finally give myself to you as a present. I got a great bargain that I can rely on you for a lifetime."
Ling Yun considerately stopped his confession in time and wrinkled her cute nose. She looked so shy and gentle as if she had turned into someone else.
Ding Ning couldn"t suppress the pity and affection in his heart. He approached her to gently kissed her soft lips. Ling Yun did not resist it, responded with enthusiasm.
Just when Ding Ning hastily touched her with his breath getting increasingly heavy, about to have s.e.x with her again, they heard Chu Xiuyun knocking on the door and saying, "Yunyun, get up for breakfast."
They suddenly quivered. With their desire disappearing, they were stiffened there and holding their breath.
Ling Yun took a deep breath and forced herself to calm down. She shouted in a sleepy voice, "I know. I will get up now."
"What should I do? What should I do? It"s all your fault. Can"t you be gentle to me? My pajamas have been torn into pieces by you. What should I do? Ah..."
Ling Yun held the pajamas that had been torn into pieces, and snarled in a low voice.
Ding Ning looked at her with a happy smile. He thought that it was good. At least he won the world back. Every capillary all over him stretched out and conveyed a message -- comfortable.
However, under Ling Yun"s increasingly fierce eyes, he immediately showed the eagerly attentive att.i.tude of a competent little follower who shouldered his master"s burden.
"It seems that sneak attack is the only way."
"How?" Ling Yun looked confused.
Ding Ning said with a wicked smile, "Knock your mom out, and then wake her up after you change your clothes."
"We have to do that since it"s the only way. Will there be any sequelae? She is my mother anyway."
Ling Yun impatiently pushed away his hands, and was somewhat worried that Ding Ning would do that for revenge.
With his face glowing, Ding Ning snorted arrogantly, "She"s your mother, so what? I am your man."
"Humph, look at your intoxicated face. My mom will be your mother-in-law later. I warn you, don"t bully my mother. She isn"t opposed to our relationship now, and you should be nice to her from now on. Have you heard that?"
Ling Yun put her hands in front of her chest to guard against Ding Ning"s sneak attack, and seriously warning him.
"Do not worry. Your mother used to hate me so much, but I"ve always been respectful to her."
Ding Ning curled his lip and seemed to be unconvinced, "Your mother said that she isn"t opposed to our relationship, but I"m still unconvinced. She is so..."
"Okay, stop talking about this. I will go to work right away, or I will be late. I will tell you later when I come back in the evening. If I don"t go out, my mom should urge me again. Now deal with her in a hurry."
Ling Yun rolled her cute eyes, suddenly grabbed his erected p.e.n.i.s and pinched it hard. It was not until he grimaced in pain and kept begging for mercy that she loosened her grip, kicked on his b.u.t.t and smugly said, "Be obedient, or I will get rid of you. Hurry to do your job."
In the face of the fierce means of Ling Yun who was violent, Ding Ning was defeated. He suddenly felt that he seemed to have dug a hole to bury himself. How didn"t he realize that she was so ruthless?
He quietly slipped out of the room. See Chu Yunxiu busy doing something in the kitchen with her back to him, he quietly shot a silver needle at her. When she fainted and was about to fall, he stepped forward to hold her.
"You little b.a.s.t.a.r.d, you even dare to take liberties with my mother. I saw that."
Ling Yun who followed him kicked away Doudou who kept barking at him. She bristled with anger and fiercely cursed him in a low voice with her hands on her waist.
With a sad whimper, pitiful Doudou hid behind the sofa with its tail between its legs, lay on the ground piteously and looked at Ling Yun with its innocent eyes. It did not know how it had offended this horrifying violent woman.
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