Six weeks after our marriage, Lucy and I paid Willow Cove a visit, where we pa.s.sed a very pleasant week. To my surprise, I received a visit from Squire Van Ta.s.sel, who seemed to bear no malice. Marble made peace with him, as soon as he paid back the amount of his father"s bond, princ.i.p.al and interest, though he always spoke of him contemptuously to me in private. I must confess I was astonished at the seemingly forgiving temper of the old usurer; but I was then too young to understand that there are two principles that govern men"s conduct as regards their a.s.sociations; the one proceeding from humility and Christian forgiveness, and the other from an indifference to what is right. I am afraid the last produces more of what is called a forgiving temper than the first; men being often called vindictive, when they are merely honest.
Marble lost his mother about a twelvemonth after we returned from our unfortunate voyage in the Dawn. A month or two earlier, he lost his niece, little Kitty, by a marriage with the son of "neighbour Bright." After this, he pa.s.sed much of his time at Clawbonny, making occasional visits to us, in Chamber street, in the winter. I say in Chamber street, as trade soon drove us out of Lucy"s town residence in Wall street. The lot on which the last once stood is still her property, and is a small fortune of itself. I purchased and built in Chamber street, in 1805, making an excellent investment. In 1825, we went into Bleecker street, a mile higher up town, in order to keep in the _beau quartier;_ and I took advantage of the scarcity of money and low prices of 1839, to take up new ground in Union Place, very nearly a league from the point where Lucy commenced as a house-keeper in the good and growing town of Manhattan.
After Marble found himself an orphan again, he complained that he was little better off than a "b.l.o.o.d.y hermit" at Willow Cove, and began to talk about seeing the world. All of a sudden, he made his appearance at Clawbonny, bag and baggage, and announced an intention to look for a mate"s berth, in some East Indiaman. I heard his story, kept him a day or two with me, while I superintended the masons who were building _my_ addition to the house, which was then nearly-completed, and then we proceeded to town in company. I took Moses to the ship-yards, and carried him on board a vessel that was just receiving her spars, (she was coppered and copper-fastened, A. No. 1, of live-oak frame, and southern pine decks, &c.,) asking him how he liked her. He hoped she had a good name. "Why, she is called the Smudge," I answered. "I hope you fancy it." Moses jerked a finger over his shoulder, as much as to say he understood me, and inquired where I intended to send the craft. "To Canton, with you for master." I saw that my old mate was touched with this proof of confidence, and that his self-esteem had so much risen with the discovery of his origin that he made no objections to the trust. I did not intend to go regularly into commerce, but I kept the Smudge running many years, always under Marble, and made a vast deal of money by her. Once she went to Europe, Lucy and I going in her as pa.s.sengers. This was after the death of my dear old guardian, who made such an end, as became his virtuous and Christian life.
We, that is Lucy and I, remained abroad several years, returning home in the Smudge, on the last voyage she ever made as belonging to me. Neb had often been out in the ship, just to vary the scene; and he came to Havre in her, as a matter of course, when "Ma.s.ser Mile," "Miss Lucy," and their two "young Ma.s.sers," and two "young Missuses," were ready to come home. I was a good deal shocked at meeting my old friend, Moses, on this occasion, for he was breaking up fast, being now hard on upon seventy; a time of life when most seamen are unfit for their calling. Moses, however, had held on, with a determination to convey us all back to Clawbonny.
Three days after we had sailed, the man of stone had to give up, and take to his berth. I saw that his days were numbered, and felt it to be a duty to let him know his real situation. It was an unpleasant office, but became less so by the resigned and manly manner in which the invalid heard me. It was only when I ceased speaking, that he made an attempt to reply.
"I have known that the v"y"ge of life was pretty near up, Miles," he then answered, "for many a day. When the timbers complain and the new tree-nails. .h.i.t only decayed wood, it is time to think of breaking up the hull for the craft"s copper, and old iron. I"ve pretty much worn out the Smudge, and the Smudge has pretty much worn out me. I shall never see Ameriky, and I now give up charge of the craft to you. She is your own, and n.o.body can take better care of her. I own I should like to be cased in something that once belonged to her. There"s the bulk-head that was taken down, to alter the state-rooms for your family--it would make as comfortable a coffin as a body could want."
I promised the old man all should be done, as he desired. After a short pause, it struck me the present might be a favourable moment to say a ward on the subject of the future. Marble was never a vicious man, nor could he be called a particularly wicked man, as the world goes. He was thoroughly honest, after making a few allowances for the peculiar opinions of seamen, and his sins were princ.i.p.ally those of omission. But, of religious instruction he had literally known none, in early life. That which he had picked up in his subsequent career, was not of the most orthodox character. I had often thought Marble was well disposed on such subjects, but opportunity was always wanting to improve this hopeful disposition.
Accordingly, I now spoke plainly to him, and I could see his still keen eyes turned wistfully towards me, more than once, as he listened with an absorbed attention.
"Ay, ay, Miles," he answered, when I was through, "this may all be true enough, but it"s rather late in the day for me to go to school. I"ve heard most of it before, in one shape or another, but it always came so much in sc.r.a.ps and fragments, that before I could bend one idee on to another, so as to make any useful gear of the whole, some of the pieces have slipped through my fingers. Hows"ever, I"ve been hard at work at the good book, the whole of this v"y"ge, and you know it"s been a long one; and I must say that I"ve picked up a good deal that seems to me to be of the right quality. Now I always thought it was one of the foolishest things a man could do, to forgive one"s enemies, my rule having been to return broadside for broadside, as you must pretty well know; but, I now see that it is more like a kind natur" to pardon, than to revenge."
"My dear Moses, this is a very hopeful frame of mind; carry out this feeling in all things, leaning on the Saviour alone for your support, and your dying hour may well be the happiest of your life."
"There"s that b.l.o.o.d.y Smudge, notwithstanding; I hardly think it will be expected of me to look upon him as anything but a "long-sh.o.r.e pirate, and a fellow to be disposed of in the shortest way possible. As for old Van Ta.s.sel, he"s gone to square the yards in a part of the univa.r.s.e where all his tricks will be known; and I hold it to be onreasonable to carry spite ag"in a man beyond the grave. I rather think I have altogether forgiven him; though, to speak the truth, he desarved a rope"s-ending."
I understood Marble much better than he understood himself. He felt the sublime beauty of the Christian morality, but, at the same time, he felt there were certain notions so rooted in his own heart, that it exceeded his power to extract them. As for Smudge, his mind had its misgivings concerning the propriety of his own act, and, with the quickness of his nature, sought to protest itself against its own suggestions, by making an exception of that wretch, as against the general mandates of G.o.d. Van Ta.s.sel he probably could, in a manner, pardon, the mischief having been in a measure repaired; though it was a forgiveness that was strangely tinctured with his own deep contempt for the meanness of the transgressor.
Our conversation lasted a long time. At length Lucy joined in it, when I thought it wisest to leave the old tar in the hands of one so well fitted by nature and education to be the instrument, under the providence of G.o.d, of bringing him to a more healthful view of his condition. I had the ship to take care of, and this was a good excuse for not interfering much with what pa.s.sed between the dying man and her who might almost be termed his ministering angel. I overheard many of their conferences, and was present at some of their prayers, as were my sons and daughters; being thus enabled to understand the progress that was made, and the character of the whole procedure.
It was an admirable sight, truly, to see that still lovely woman, using all the persuasion of her gentle rhetoric, all the eloquence of her warm feelings and just mind, devoting herself for days and days, to the labour of leading such a spirit as that of Marble"s to entertain just and humble view"s of his own relation to the Creator and his Son, the Saviour of men.
I will not say that complete success crowned the pious efforts of the single-hearted woman it was my blessed fortune to call my wife: this, perhaps, was not to be expected. It required a power exceeding hers to guide the human heart at seventy, after a seaman"s life, to a full repentance of its sins; but, by the grace of G.o.d, so much seemed to be accomplished, as to give us all reason to hope that the seed had taken root, and that the plant might grow under the guidance of that Spirit in whose likeness the most lowly of the race has been created.
The pa.s.sage was long, but very tranquil, and there was ample time for all that has been related. The ship was still to the eastward of the Grand Banks, when Marble ceased to converse much; though it is evident his thoughts were intently musing. He fell away fast, and I began to look forward to his final departure, as an event that might occur at any hour.
He did not seem to suffer, but his hold of life gradually gave way, and the spirit was about to take its departure, purely on account of the decayed condition of the earthly tenement in which it had so long dwelt, as the stork finally deserts the tottering chimney.
About a week after this change, my son Miles came to me on deck, and informed me his dear mother desired to see me in the cabin. On going below, I was met by Lucy, with a face that denoted how solemn she felt was the character of the intelligence she had to communicate.
"The moment is at hand, dear Miles," she said.--"Our old friend is about to be called away."
I felt a pang at this speech, though I had long expected the result. Many of the earlier and more adventurous years of my life pa.s.sed rapidly in review before me, and I found the image of the dying man blended with nearly all. Whatever may have been his peculiarities, to me he had always been true. From the hour when I first shipped, as a runaway boy, on board the John, down to that hour, Moses Marble had proved himself a firm and disinterested friend to Miles Wallingford.
"Is he conscious?" I asked, anxiously. "When I last saw him, I thought his mind wandered a little."
"Perhaps it did; but he is now more collected, if not entirely so. There is reason to think he has at length felt some of the influence of the Redeemer"s sacrifice. For the last week, the proofs of this have been increasing."
No more pa.s.sed between Lucy and me, on the subject, at that time; but I entered the cabin in which the cot of Marble had been slung. It was a s.p.a.cious, airy room, for a ship; one that had been expressly fitted by my orders, for the convenience of Lucy and her two daughters, but which those dear, self-denying creatures had early and cheerfully given up to the possession of their old friend.
As yet, I have not particularly spoken of these two girls, the eldest of whom was named Grace, and the youngest Lucy. At that time, the first was just fifteen, while her sister was two years younger. By a singular coincidence, Grace resembled the women of my family most; while the latter, the dear, ingenuous, frank, pretty little thing, had so much likeness to her mother, when at the same time of life, that I often caught her in my arms, and kissed her, as she uttered some honest sentiment, or laughed joyously and melodiously, as had been the practice of her who bore her, twenty years before. On those occasions, Lucy would smile, and sometimes a slight blush would suffuse her face; for I could see she well understood the impulse which would so suddenly carry me off to the days of my boyhood and boyish affection.
On the present solemn occasion both the girls were in the cabin, struggling to be calm, and doing all that lay in their power to solace the dying man. Grace, the oldest, was the most active and efficient, of course, her tender years inducing diffidence in her sister; still, that little image of her mother could not be kept entirely in the back-ground, when the heart and the desire to be useful were urging her to come out of herself, in order to share in her sister"s duties.
I found Marble quite sensible, and the anxious manner in which he slowly examined all the interested faces that were now gathered about his bed, proved how accurately he noted the present and the absent. Twice did he go over us all, ere he spoke in the husky tones that usually precede death--
"Call Neb," he said--"took leave of my mates, and of all the rest of the men, yesterday; but I consider Neb as one of the family, Miles, and left him for the last."
This I knew to be true, though I purposely absented myself from a scene that I well understood would have to be repeated in my case. Neb was summoned accordingly, not a syllable being uttered among us, until the black stood just without the circle of my own wife and children. Moses watched the arrangement jealously, and it seems he was dissatisfied at seeing his old shipmate keeping so much aloof at that solemn and absorbing moment.
"You are but a n.i.g.g.e.r, I know, Neb," the old seaman got out, "but your heart would do honour to a king. It"s next to Miles"s, and that"s as much as can be said of any man"s. Come nearer, boy; none here will grudge you the liberty."
Little Lucy drew back in an instant, and fairly pulled Neb into the place she herself had just before occupied.
"Bless you for that, young "un," said Marble. "I didn"t know your mother when she was of your age, but I can see that one cat-block is not more like another than you are like what she was at your age; keep that likeness up, my dear, and then your father will be as happy and fortunate in his darter as he has been in his wife. Well, n.o.body desarves his luck better than Miles--Providential luck, I mean, my dear madam Wallingford,"
interpreting a sorrowful expression of Lucy"s eyes aright; "for, thanks to your teaching, I now understand there is a divine director of all our fortins, whether ash.o.r.e, or afloat, black or white."
"There is not a sparrow falls, Captain Marble," said the gentle, earnest voice of my wife, "that he does not note it."
"Yes, so I understand it, now, though once I thought little of such things. Thus, when we were wracked in the Dawn, Neb, it was by G.o.d"s will, and with a design, like, to bring us three all on to our present fortin, and present frame of mind; should I ever use the word luck, ag"in, which I may be likely enough to do from habit, you are all to understand I mean what I call Providential luck. Yes, madam Wallingford, I comprehend it parfectly, and shall never forget _your_ kindness, which has been to me the best turn of Providential luck that has ever happened. I"ve sent for you, Neb, to have a parting word, and to give you the advice of an old man before I quit this world altogether."
Neb began to twist his fingers, and I could see tears glistening in his eyes; for his attachment to Marble was of very long standing and of proof.
When men have gone through, together, as much as we three had experienced in company, indeed, the most trifling griefs of everyday life get to appear so insignificant, that our connection seems to be one of a nature altogether stronger than the commoner ties.
"Yes, sah, Cap"in Marble, sah; what please to be your wish, sah?" asked the negro, struggling to subdue his grief.
"To say a few words of advice, Neb, to take leave of my friends, and then to be struck off the shipping articles of life. Old age and hard sarvice, Neb, has made me veer cable to the better end. The stopper is working loose, and a few more surges will leave the hulk adrift. The case is different with you, who are in your prime,--and a prime chap be you, on a yard or at the wheel. My parting advice to you, Neb, is, to hold out as you"ve begun. I don"t say you"re without failin"s, (what n.i.g.g.e.r is?) but you"re a good fellow, and as sartain to be found in your place as the pumps. In the first place, you"re a married man; and, though your wife is only a negress, she"s your wife, and you must stick to her through thick and thin. Take your master as an example, and obsarve how he loves and cherishes your mistress," [here Lucy pressed, gently, closer to my side;]
"and then, as to your children, bring "em up according" to the advice of Madam Wallingford. You can never sail under better instructions than hern, as I know, by experience. Be particular to make that Hector of yours knock off from swearing: he"s begun, and what"s begun in sin is pretty sartain to have an indin". Talk to him, first, and, if that won"t do, rope"s-end it out of him. There"s great vartue in ratlin stuff, among boys. As for yourself, Neb, hold on as you have begun, and the Lord will have marcy on you, before the v"y"ge is up."
Here Marble ceased from exhaustion; though he made a sign to Neb not to move, as he had more to say. After resting a little, he felt under his pillow, whence he produced a very old tobacco-box, fumbled about until he had opened it, took a small bite, and shut the box again. All this was done very slowly, and with the uncertain, feeble movements of a dying man.
When the lid was replaced, Marble held the box towards Neb, and resumed his address.
"Use that for my sake, Neb," he said. "It is full of excellent tobacco, and the box has the scent of thirty years in it--that being the time it has sailed in my company. That box has been in nine fights, seven wracks, and has seen more boat-sarvice than most London watermen, or any Whitehaller of "em all. Among other explites, it has been round the world four times, besides having run the Straits of Magellan in the dark, as might be; as your master and you know as well as I do. Take that box, therefore, lad, and be particular, always, to put none but the best of pig-tail in it--for it"s used to that only. And now, Neb, a word about a little duty you"re to do for me, when you get in. Ask your master, first, for leave, and then go up to Willow Cove, and carry my blessin" to Kitty and her children. It"s easy done, if a man sets about it in the right spirit. All you have to do is to go up to the Cove, and say that I prayed to G.o.d to bless "em all, before I died. Do you think you can remember that?"
"I try, Cap"in Marble, sah--yes, sah, I try all I can, dough I"m no scholar."
"Perhaps you had better confide this office to me," said the musical voice of my wife.
Marble was pleased, and he seemed every way disposed to accept the offer.
"I didn"t like to trouble you so much," he answered, "though I feel grateful for the offer. Well, then, Neb, you may leave the blessin"
unsaid, as your mistress is so kind--hold on a bit: you can give it to Chloe and her little family; all but Hector, I mean--but not to him, unless he knocks off swearing! As soon as he does that, why let him have his share. Now, Neb, give me your hand. Good bye, boy: you"ve been true to me, and G.o.d bless you for it. You are but a n.i.g.g.e.r, I know; but there"s One in whose eyes your soul is as precious as that of many a prince and priest."
Neb shook hands with his old commander, broke out of the circle, rushed into the steerage, and blubbered like a baby. In the meantime Marble paused to recover his own self-possession, which had been a little disturbed by the feeling manifested by the black. As soon as he felt himself a little composed, he hunted about his cot until he found two small paper boxes, each of which contained a very pretty ring, that it seemed he had purchased for this express purpose when last in port. These rings he gave to my daughters, who received the presents sobbing, though with strong natural exhibitions of the friendly sentiments they entertained for him.
"Your father and I have gone through many hardships and trials together,"
he said, "and I love you all even more than I love my own relations. I hope this is not wrong, madam Wallingford, for it"s out of my power to help it. I"ve already given my keep-sakes to the boys, and to your parents, and I hope all of you will sometimes remember the poor old sea-dog that G.o.d, in his wisdom, threw like a waif in your way, that he might be benefited by your society. There"s your polar star, young "uns,"
pointing to my wife. "Keep G.o.d in mind always, and give to this righteous woman the second place in your hearts; not that I say a word, or think anything ag"in your father, who"s a glorious fellow in his way, but, a"ter all, young women should copy a"ter their mothers, when they"ve such a mother as your"n, the best of fathers fallin" far astern, in gentleness and other vartues."
The girls wept freely, and Marble, after waiting a few minutes took a solemn leave of all my children, desiring everybody but Lucy and myself to quit the cabin. An hour pa.s.sed in discourse with us two, during which Moses frequently exhorted me to give ear to the pious counsels of my wife, for he manifested much anxiety for the future welfare of my soul.
"I"ve generalized a great deal over that affair of Smudge, the whole of this v"y"ge," he continued, "and I"ve had sore misgivings consarning the explite. Madam Wallingford, however, has eased my mind on that score, by showing me how to lay the burthen of this, with all the rest of the load of my sins, on the love of Christ. I am resigned to go, Miles, for it is time, and I"m getting to be useless. It"s wicked to wish to run a ship after her frame has worked loose, and nothing now fastens me to life but you. I own it"s hard to part, and my mind has had some weakness on the matter. However, Miles, my dear boy, for boy you are still in my eyes, there is comfort in looking ahead. Go by your wife"s rules, and when the v"y"ge is up, we shall all find ourselves in the same haven."
"It gives me much happiness, Moses, to find you in this frame of mind," I answered. "Since you must quit us, you will not leave one behind of the name of Wallingford, that will not rejoice at this prospect for the future. As for your sins, G.o.d has both the power and the will to lighten you of their weight, when he finds you disposed to penitence, and to make use of the mediation of his blessed Son. If there is anything you desire to have done, hereafter, this is a very proper time to let me know it."
"I"ve made a will, Miles, and you"ll find it in my desk. There are some trifles given to you and yourn, but you want not gold, and the rest all goes to Kitty and her children. There is a p"int, however, on which my mind is very ondetarmined, and I will now lay it before you. Don"t you think it more becoming for a seaman to be buried in blue water, than to be tuck"d up in a church-yard? I do not like tombstones, having had too much of them in "arly youth, and feel as if I want sea-room. What is your opinion, Miles?"
"Decide for yourself. Your wishes will be our law."