This wasn"t the first time she"d been in trouble. Back in New York, Skye had thought for certain that she was facing death. The memory of cold rain, of constant pain, flashed through her mind.
He hadn"t come to me then.
"Ten years is a long time," she said. She hated the softness of her voice. Why couldn"t she act as if the past didn"t matter to her? "A lot can change over all those years."
"And a lot can stay the same." His fingers curled under her jaw. "I want you just as much now as I did then. When I saw you in my office, the same need hit me. l.u.s.t tore through me the way it always does when I"m near you."
Her hands were trembling. She lifted them and put her palms on his chest. Skye wasn"t sure if she wanted to pull him closer or shove him away.
"l.u.s.t was never a problem for us, though, was it?" Skye whispered. His eyes were on her mouth.
Memories of their past flashed through her mind. She could almost taste him.
"I was your first."
Heat flushed her cheeks.
"I thought about you over the years..."
His confession jolted her.
"I wondered what you were doing...who you were with..."
His gaze was still on her mouth. Still hot. Her hyperawareness of him pushed the aches and pains from her mind. "You don"t get to wonder about that." Not when he"d been the one to tell her to hit the curb. He didn"t have that right.
"There are some things you can"t control." His head bent toward her. "The way I feel about you is one of those things."
She wanted his mouth. She wanted to run from him. "Trace..."
His lips feathered over hers. Not taking. Not demanding. Soft. Gentle.
"I can"t have what I want tonight, I know that," his words were whispered against her lips. "But you came back to me. And you should know...that changes everything. I let you go once. You can"t expect me to do that again."
Let her go? She pushed against him now. "You told me to get the h.e.l.l out of your life." Skye stumbled as she hurried away from him.
"I knew what your dreams were. I wasn"t going to stand in your way. You wanted the stage. You wanted to dance."
His words froze her.
She looked back at him.
"I gave you what you wanted." A muscle jerked in his jaw. "Isn"t that what I"ve always done? Given you every d.a.m.n thing that you want."
"No. You haven"t." Because there was one thing she"d wanted desperately but never gotten.
The faint lines near his eyes tightened. His face was a dangerous mask in the firelight. "What did you want?"
You. He was the thing she"d wanted most, more than dancing, more than New York, more than getting out of the h.e.l.l that her life had been when she"d been a teenager.
But Trace hadn"t given her a choice. He"d taken her choices away.
"What. Did. You. Want?"
He was coming toward her again.
Escape.
"Where"s my room?" Her gaze flew frantically around the penthouse. "I-I need to lie down."
He kept coming. "You can"t sleep. I have to keep you awake. Those were the doctor"s orders. She gave me a whole list of rules for you to follow."
"I won"t sleep." I need s.p.a.ce. She spun away from him. Her head was throbbing again. She hurried down the darkened hallway.
He was right behind her.
She threw open the first door that she saw.
Not the guest room.
This room was masculine. Filled with heavy, cherry wood furniture. A ma.s.sive bed. She could even see Trace"s suit coat flung on the end of the bed- She darted back around and found him in her path. His arms were up, blocking the door.
"You have to stay where I can keep an eye on you," he told her, voice rumbling.
"Y-you agreed to find the man who is-who is-"
"Stalking you?" Trace finished. "Because that"s what he"s doing, Skye. He"s focused on you. He started by watching you, then by sneaking into your apartment. Tonight, he took things to the next level. He came for you. He touched you-"
Her breath rushed out.
"He"s dangerous. He hurt you tonight, and I won"t let him hurt you again."
"I just want to rest." To stop reliving the past and the pain and everything.
He took her hand in his. Lead her to the bathroom. "Take off your clothes. You"ll find an extra robe waiting inside."
She hesitated.
"No seduction tonight, I give you my word."
She went into the bathroom. A robe was waiting, all right. Silk. Beautiful, emerald green. Skye slipped out of her workout clothes and into the robe. She returned to him a few moments later, almost hating the feel of that silk against her skin. "I guess this got left behind by-"
"I arranged to have it brought here for you. Just like I"ve ordered my men to bring your clothes here. I want you to feel safe."
He"d changed while she was in the bathroom. Ditched his clothes. Now Trace wore only a pair of black pajama pants that clung low on his hips.
Her gaze darted over him. Wide shoulders. Strong chest. Way more than a six pack.
Don"t go there, don"t!
Trace lifted his hand toward her. "Trust me, Skye."
She did.
She put her fingers in his.
He led her to the bed. Eased her down on the mattress. Then he wrapped his body around hers. "I won"t let you sleep, but I will let you rest. Stop being afraid. Nothing can hurt you here."
She wanted to believe that.
She wanted to, so badly. But there was something she hadn"t told him. She"d tried to tell the police in New York, tried to tell the doctors there, but no one had believed her.
"I"ll watch you through the night."
Her heart stilled at those words. It wasn"t the first time he"d told her that.
The first night she"d met him, he"d told her the same thing.
After Parker had- Shut it out.
She slammed the door before the past could hit her.
But she remembered Trace"s words.
That long ago night, she"d been so scared. And he"d said...
I"ll watch you through the night.
Skye didn"t close her eyes, but her breath came easier as Trace held her in his arms.
The illusion of safety was a lie. Deep inside, she knew it. Physically, she could trust him-he wouldn"t hurt her. But there were worse things in this world than just physical pain.
Much, much worse.
Alex Griffin tossed his coat over his chair and keyed up his computer.
Trace Weston. Having that guy in the picture changed f.u.c.kin" everything.
Trace Weston had plenty of money. Plenty of power.
And plenty of secrets.
The man had burst onto the security scene a few years ago, seemingly coming from nowhere.
His eyes were wrong. Whenever Trace had looked at Skye, the guy"s eyes had changed. There had been need in his stare, l.u.s.t, anger...
Possession.
The fellow looked at Skye Sullivan as if the woman were his, when Skye had sure been singing a different story when he"d questioned her about any relationships she might have in the city.
"I heard about the attack on Ms. Sullivan," his partner said as he came toward him. Joe Harris had been a cop for twenty years. He"d seen plenty of h.e.l.l on the beat during those years. His grizzled face reflected his worry. "s.h.i.t, I was sure hoping things wouldn"t get that bad."
Because their hands had been tied. The woman"s feelings- her gut instincts-those hadn"t been enough for them to go on. And whoever had been accessing her apartment had slipped in and out without leaving any trace behind.
Except for the small signs meant to torment Skye.
Alex stared up at Joe. Light glinted off the top of his partner"s shaved head. "She"s got security now. Weston Securities."
Joe whistled. "How much is she paying for that set-up?"
The woman"s bank account was empty, so she couldn"t be paying anything.
So maybe I"ve checked a little deeper into Skye"s life than my partner realizes.
But...
When Skye Sullivan had talked to him, she"d been afraid. He hated to see fear in a woman"s eyes.
"I don"t think she is paying him," Alex muttered as he leaned forward and went back to typing on his keyboard. "Seems she and Trace Weston are old friends."
Bulls.h.i.t. They were ex-lovers. He knew exactly what they"d been.
"I don"t trust him," Alex said flatly. Skye had just looked so breakable at the hospital, while Trace had been too eager to get her out of there. And away from me.
"Be careful with him," Joe warned him. "That"s not a man you want for an enemy. h.e.l.l, if he wanted, Weston could probably have your badge-and mine-with one phone call."
Alex wasn"t scared of Trace Weston.
But he was determined to uncover his secrets.
Chapter Three.
"Tell me what happened in New York."
Skye glanced over at Trace. They were in his kitchen-a giant monstrosity that seemed to swallow them both. His cook-he had a personal chef!-had made them breakfast, and she"d never tasted pancakes so perfectly fluffy in her life.
Sure, at her peak in New York, she"d been able to afford some of the finer things, but she was sure realizing that Trace had flown way out of her league.
The boy she"d remembered was long gone.