"What did you find out about Captain Vorventa?" Mark tried another line.
"The link was short, and not too sinister. His younger brother was my Galactic Operations supervisor"s adjutant. These are not disloyal men, you understand."
"So . . . what have you done?"
"About Captain Edwin, nothing. It"s too late. The information about Miles is now out on the Vorish net, as whispers and gossip. Beyond damage control. Young Vorventa has been transferred and demoted. Leaving an ugly hole in my staffing. He was good at his job." Illyan did not sound very grateful to Mark.
"Oh." Mark paused. "Vorventa thought I did something to the Count. Is that out on the gossip net too?"
"Yes."
Mark winced. "Well . . . at least you you know better," he sighed. He glanced up at Illyan"s stony face, and felt a nauseated alarm. "Don"t you, sir?" know better," he sighed. He glanced up at Illyan"s stony face, and felt a nauseated alarm. "Don"t you, sir?"
"Perhaps. Perhaps not."
"How not?! You have the medical reports!"
"Mm. The cardiac rupture certainly appeared natural. But it could have been artificially created, using a surgical hand-tractor. The subsequent damage to the cardiac region would have masked its traces."
Mark shuddered in helpless outrage. "Tricky work," he choked. "Extremely precise. How did I make the Count hold still, and not notice, while I was doing this?"
"That is one problem with the scenario," Illyan agreed.
"And what did I do with the hand tractor? And the medical scanner, I"d have needed one of those, too. Two or three kilos of equipment."
"Ditched them in the woods. Or somewhere."
"Have you found them?"
"No."
"Have you looked?"
"Yes."
Mark rubbed his face, hard, and clenched and unclenched his teeth. "So. You have all the men you need to quarter and re-quarter several square kilometers of woods looking for a hand tractor that isn"t there, but not enough to send to Jackson"s Whole to look for Miles, who is. I I see." No. He had to keep his temper, or he"d lose everything. He wanted to howl. He wanted to beat Illyan"s face in. see." No. He had to keep his temper, or he"d lose everything. He wanted to howl. He wanted to beat Illyan"s face in.
"A galactic operative is a highly-trained specialist with rare personal qualities," said Illyan stiffly. "Area-searches for known objects can be conducted by low-level troopers, who are more abundant."
"Yes. I"m sorry." He He was apologizing? was apologizing? Your goals. Remember your goals. Your goals. Remember your goals. He thought of the Countess, and drew a deep, calming breath. He drew several. He thought of the Countess, and drew a deep, calming breath. He drew several.
"I do not hold this as a conviction," Illyan said, watching his face. "I hold it merely as a doubt."
"Thank-you-I-think," Mark snarled.
He sat for a full minute, trying to marshall his scattered thoughts, his best arguments. "Look," he said at last. "You are wasting your resources, and one of the resources you are wasting is me. Send me me back to Jackson"s Whole. I know more about the entire situation than any other agent you have. I have some training, an a.s.sa.s.sin"s training only maybe, but some. Enough to lose your spies three or four times on Earth! Enough to get this far. I know Jackson"s Whole, visceral stuff you can only acquire growing up there. And you wouldn"t even have to pay me!" He waited, holding his breath in the courage of his terror. back to Jackson"s Whole. I know more about the entire situation than any other agent you have. I have some training, an a.s.sa.s.sin"s training only maybe, but some. Enough to lose your spies three or four times on Earth! Enough to get this far. I know Jackson"s Whole, visceral stuff you can only acquire growing up there. And you wouldn"t even have to pay me!" He waited, holding his breath in the courage of his terror. Go back? Go back? Blood sprayed through his memory. Blood sprayed through his memory. Going to give the Bharaputrans a chance to correct their aim? Going to give the Bharaputrans a chance to correct their aim?
Illyan"s cool expression did not change. "Your track record so far in covert ops is not notably impressive for its successes, Lord Mark."
"So, I"m not a brilliant combat field commander. I am not Miles. We all know that by now. How many of your other agents are?"
"If you are as, ah, incompetent as you have appeared, sending you would be a further waste. But suppose you are more sly than even I think. All your thrashing around here, a mere smokescreen." Illyan could deliver the veiled insults too. Stiletto-sharp, right between the ribs. "And suppose you get to Miles before we do. What happens then?"
"What do you mean, what happens then?"
"If you return him to us as a room-temperature corpse, fit only for burying, instead of a cryo-stat hopeful-how will we know that was the way you found him? And you will inherit his name, his rank, his wealth, and his future. Tempting, Mark, to a man without an ident.i.ty. Very tempting."
Mark buried his face in his hands. He sat crushed, infuriated, and wildly frustrated. "Look," he said through his fingers, "look. Either I"m the man who, by your theory, succeeded in half-a.s.sa.s.sinating Aral Vorkosigan and was so good I left no trace of proof-or I"m not. You can argue that I"m not competent enough to send. Or you can argue that I"m not trustworthy enough to send. But you can"t use both arguments at once. Pick one!"
"I await more evidence." Illyan"s eyes were like stones.
"I swear," Mark whispered, "excess suspicion makes us bigger fools than excess trust does." It had certainly been true in his case. He sat up suddenly. "So fast-penta me."
Illyan raised his brows. "Mm?"
"Fast-penta me. You never have. Relieve your suspicions." Fast-penta interrogations could be excruciatingly humiliating experiences, by all reports. So what. What was one more humiliation in his his life? Warm and familiar, that was what. life? Warm and familiar, that was what.
"I have longed to, Lord Mark," Illyan admitted, "but your, ah, progenitor has a known idiosyncratic response to fast-penta that I a.s.sume you share. Not the usual allergy, exactly. It creates an appalling hyperactivity, a great deal of babble, but alas, no overwhelming compulsion to tell the truth. It is useless."
"In Miles." Mark seized the hope. "You a.s.sume? You don"t know! My metabolism is demonstrably not like Miles"s. Can"t you at least check?"
"Yes," said Illyan slowly, "I can do that." He pushed himself off from the wall, and exited the cubicle, saying, "Carry on. I"ll be back shortly."
Tense, Mark rose and paced the little room, two steps each way. Fear and desire pulsed in his brain. The memory of the inhuman chill of Baron Bharaputra"s eyes clashed with hot rage in his throat. If you want to find something, look where you lost it. If you want to find something, look where you lost it. He"d lost it all on Jackson"s Whole. He"d lost it all on Jackson"s Whole.
Illyan returned at last. "Sit down and roll up your left sleeve."
Mark did so. "What"s that?"
"Patch test."
Mark felt a burr-like p.r.i.c.kle, as Illyan pressed the tiny med-pad onto the underside of his forearm, then peeled it away. Illyan glanced at his chrono, and leaned on the comconsole, watching Mark"s arm.
Within a minute, there was a pink spot. Within two, it was a hive. Within five, it had grown to a hard white welt surrounded by angry red streaks that ran from his wrist to his elbow.
Illyan sighed disappointment. "Lord Mark. I highly recommend that you avoid fast-penta at all costs, in your future."
"That was an allergic reaction?"
"That was a highly allergic reaction."
"s.h.i.t." Mark sat and brooded. And scratched. He rolled down his sleeve before he drew blood. "If Miles had been sitting here, reading these files, making these same arguments, would you have listened to him?"
"Lieutenant Vorkosigan has a sustained record of successes that compels my attention. Results speak for themselves. And, as you yourself have repeatedly repeatedly pointed out, you are not Miles. You can"t use both arguments at once," he added icily. "Pick one." pointed out, you are not Miles. You can"t use both arguments at once," he added icily. "Pick one."
"Why did you even bother letting me in here, if nothing I say or do can make any difference?" Mark exploded.
Illyan shrugged. "Aside from Gregor"s direct order-at least I know where you are and what you are doing."
"Like a detention cell, except that I enter it voluntarily. If you could lock me in a cell without a comconsole, you"d be even happier."
"Frankly, yes."
"Just. So." Blackly, Mark switched the comconsole back on. Illyan left him to it.
Mark jumped out of his chair, stumbled to the door, and stuck his head out. Illyan"s retreating back was halfway down the corridor.
"I have my own name now, Illyan!" Mark shouted furiously.
Illyan glanced back over his shoulder, raised his brows, and walked on.
Mark tried reading another report, but it seemed to turn to gibberish somewhere between his eyes and his brain. He was too rattled to continue his a.n.a.lysis today. He gave up at last, and called Pym for a pick-up. It was still light out. He stared into the sunset, glimpsed between the buildings on the way home to Vorkosigan House, till his eyes burned.
It was the first time that week he had returned from ImpSec in time to join the Countess for dinner. He found her and Bothari-Jesek dining casually in a ground-floor nook that looked onto a sheltered corner of the garden, densely arranged with autumn flowers and plants. Spot lighting kept the display colorful in the gathering dusk. The Countess wore a fancy green jacket and long skirt, a Vor matron"s town wear; Bothari-Jesek wore a similar costume in blue obviously borrowed from the Countess"s wardrobe. A place was set for him at the table despite the fact that he hadn"t shown up for the meal for four straight days. Obscurely touched, he slid into his seat.
"How was the Count today?" he asked diffidently.
"Unchanged," the Countess sighed.
As was the Countess"s custom, there was a minute of silence before they plowed in, which the Countess used for an inward prayer that Mark suspected involved more this day than calling blessings upon the bread. Bothari-Jesek and he waited politely, Bothari-Jesek meditating G.o.d-knew-what, Mark rerunning his conversation with Illyan in his head and evolving all the smarter things he should have said, too late. A servant brought food in covered dishes and departed to leave them in privacy, which was the way the Countess preferred it when not dining formally with official guests. Family style. Huh. Family style. Huh.
In truth, Bothari-Jesek had been lending the Countess the support of a daughter in the days since the Count"s collapse, accompanying her on her frequent trips to the Imperial Military Hospital, running personal errands, acting as confidant; Mark suspected the Countess had revealed more of her real thoughts to Bothari-Jesek than to anyone else, and felt a little inexplicable envy. As their favorite Armsman"s only child, Elena Bothari had been practically the Vorkosigans" foster-daughter; Vorkosigan House had been the home in which she had grown up. So if he was really Miles"s brother, did that make Elena his foster-sister too? He would have to try the idea on her. And prepare to duck. Some other time.
"Captain Bothari-Jesek," Mark began, after he"d swallowed the first couple of bites, "what"s going on with the Dendarii at Komarr? Or does Illyan keep you in the dark too?"
"He"d better not," said Bothari-Jesek. To be sure, Elena had allies that outranked even the ImpSec commander. "We"ve done a little re-shuffling. Quinn retained the chief eyewitnesses to your, um, raid-" kind of her, not to use some more forthright term, like debacle debacle, "Green Squad, part of Orange and Blue Squads. She"s sent everyone else off in the Peregrine Peregrine under my second, to rejoin the fleet. People were getting itchy, cooped up in orbit with no downside leave and no duties." She looked distinctly unhappy at this temporary loss of her command. under my second, to rejoin the fleet. People were getting itchy, cooped up in orbit with no downside leave and no duties." She looked distinctly unhappy at this temporary loss of her command.
"Is the Ariel Ariel still at Komarr, then?" still at Komarr, then?"
"Yes."
"Quinn of course . . . Captain Thorne? Sergeant Taura?"
"All still waiting."
"They must be pretty itchy themselves, by now."
"Yes," said Bothari-Jesek, and stabbed her fork so hard into a chunk of vat protein that it skittered across her plate. Itchy. Yes.
"So what have you learned this week, Mark?" the Countess asked him.
"Nothing you don"t already know, I"m afraid. Doesn"t Illyan pa.s.s you reports?"
"Yes, but due to the press of events I"ve only had time to glance at his a.n.a.lysts" synopses. In any case, there"s only one piece of news I really want to hear."
Right. Encouraged, Mark began to detail his survey to her, including his data-triage and his growing convictions.
"You seem to have been quite thorough," she remarked.
He shrugged. "I now know roughly what ImpSec knows, if Illyan has been honest with me. But since ImpSec frankly doesn"t know where Miles is, it"s all futile. I swear . . ."
"Yes?" said the Countess.
"I swear swear Miles is still on Jackson"s Whole. But I can"t get Illyan to focus down. His attention is spread all over h.e.l.l and gone. He has Cetagandans on the brain." Miles is still on Jackson"s Whole. But I can"t get Illyan to focus down. His attention is spread all over h.e.l.l and gone. He has Cetagandans on the brain."
"There are sound historical reasons for that," said the Countess. "And current ones too, I"m afraid, though I"m sure Illyan has been cagey about confiding to you any of ImpSec"s troubles not directly connected to Miles"s situation. To say he"s had a bad month would be a gross understatement." She hesitated too, for rather a long time. "Mark . . . you are, after all, Miles"s clone-twin. As close as one human being can be to another. This conviction of yours has a pa.s.sionate edge. You seem to know. know. Do you suppose . . . you really do know? On some level?" Do you suppose . . . you really do know? On some level?"
"Do you mean, like, a psychic link?" he said. What an awful idea.
She nodded, faintly flushed. Bothari-Jesek looked appalled, and gave him a strange beseeching look, Don"t you dare mess with her mind, you-! Don"t you dare mess with her mind, you-!
This is the true measure of her desperation. "I"m sorry. I"m not psychic. Only psychotic." Bothari-Jesek relaxed. He slumped, then brightened slightly with an idea. "Though it might not hurt to let "I"m sorry. I"m not psychic. Only psychotic." Bothari-Jesek relaxed. He slumped, then brightened slightly with an idea. "Though it might not hurt to let Illyan Illyan think that you think so." think that you think so."
"Illyan is too st.u.r.dy a rationalist." The Countess smiled sadly.
"The pa.s.sion is only frustration, ma"am. No one will let me do anything."
"What is it that you wish to do?"
I want to run away to Beta Colony. The Countess would probably help him to. The Countess would probably help him to.
. . . No. I am never running away again.
He took a breath, in place of a courage he did not feel. "I want to go back to Jackson"s Whole and look for him. I could do as good a job as Illyan"s other agents, I know I could! I tried the idea on him. He wouldn"t bite. If he could, he"d like to lock me in a security cell."
"It"s days like these poor Simon would sell his soul to make the world hold still for a while," the Countess admitted. "His attention isn"t just spread right now, it"s splintered. I have a certain sympathy for him."
"I don"t. I wouldn"t ask Simon Illyan for the time of day. Nor would he give it to me." Mark brooded. "Gregor would hint obliquely where I might look for a crono. You . . ." his metaphor extended itself, unbidden, "would give me a clock."
"If I had one, son, I"d give you a clock factory," the Countess sighed.
Mark chewed, swallowed, stopped, looked up. "Really?"
"R-" she began positively, then caution caught up with her. "Really what?"
"Is Lord Mark a free man? I mean, I"ve committed no crime within the Barrayaran Empire, have I? There being no law against stupidity. I"m not under arrest."
"No . . ."
"I could go to Jackson"s Whole myself! Screw Illyan and his precious resources. If-" ah, the catch-he deflated slightly, "if I had a ticket," he ran down. His whole wealth, as far as he knew, was seventeen Imperial marks left from a twenty-five note the Countess had given him for spending money earlier in the week, now wadded up in his trouser pocket.
The Countess pushed her plate away and sat back, her face drained. "This does not strike me as a very safe idea. Speaking of stupidity."
"Bharaputra"s probably got an execution contract out on you now, after what you did," Bothari-Jesek put in helpfully.
"No-it"s on Admiral Naismith," Mark argued. "And I wouldn"t be going back to Bharaputra"s." Not that he didn"t agree with the Countess. The spot on his forehead where Baron Bharaputra had counted coup burned in secret. He stared urgently at her. "Ma"am . . ."
"Are you seriously asking me to finance your risking your life?" she said.