There was silence. Neither moved. Each continued to look at the other, as if at some strange, mysterious being. Then he spoke.
"Are you a ghost?--I think not. I fancy you"re material. But I haunt this place so constantly myself--defying Jim Baker"s charge of lead--that I should not be one whit surprised if your spirit actually did appear to keep me company. Do you believe in telepathy?"
"I don"t know what it is."
"Do you believe that A, by dint of taking thought, can induce B to think of him? or--more--can draw, B to his side? I"m not sure that I believe; but it certainly is queer that I should have been thinking of you so strenuously just then, longing for you, and should turn and find you here. I thought you were over the hills and far away, haunting the sh.o.r.es of the Italian lakes."
"On Wednesday we came away from Como."
"On Wednesday? That"s still stranger. It was on Wednesday my fever came to a head. I rushed down here, bent, if I could not be with you, on being where you had been. Since my arrival I"ve longed--with how great a longing--to use all sorts of conjurations which should bring you back to Exham; and, it seems, I conjured wiser than I knew."
"I left Como because I could no longer stay."
"From Exham? or from me? Speak sweetly; see how great my longing is."
"I had to return to say good-bye."
"To both of us? That"s good; since our goodbyes will take so long in saying. Come and see what I have done." She went to the tree. There, newly cut in the bark, plain in the moonlight, were letters and figures.
"Your initials and mine, joined by the date on which we met--beneath this tree. I brought my hunting knife out with me to do it--you see how sharp a point and edge it has." She saw that he held a great knife in his hand.
"As I cut the letters you can believe I thought--I so thought of you with my whole heart and soul that you"ve come back to me from Como."
"Did I not say I"ve returned to say good-bye?"
"What sort of good-bye do you imagine I will let you say, now that you"ve returned? That tree shall be to us a family chronicle. The first important date"s inscribed on it; the others shall follow; they"ll be so many. But the trunk"s of a generous size. We"ll find room on it for all. That"s the date on which I first loved you. What"s the date on which you first loved me?"
"I have not said I ever loved you."
"No; but you do."
"Yes; I do. Now I know that I do. No, you must not touch me."
"No need to draw yourself away; I do not mean to, yet. Some happinesses are all the sweeter for being a little postponed. And when did the knowledge first come to you? We must have the date upon the tree."
"That you never shall. Such tales are not for trees to tell, even if I knew, which I don"t. I"m afraid to think; it"s all so horrible."
"Love is horrible? I think not."
"But I know. You don"t understand--I do."
"My dear, I think it is you who do not understand."
"Nor must you call me your dear; for that I shall never be."
"Not even when you"re my wife?"
"I shall never be your wife!"
"Lady, these are strange things of which you speak. I would rather that, just now, you did not talk only in riddles."
"It is the plain truth--I shall never be your wife."
"How"s that? Since my love has brought you back from Como, to tell me that you also love? Though, mind you, I do not stand in positive need of being told. Because, now that I see you face to face, and feel you there so close to me, your heart speaks to mine--I can hear it speaking; I can hear, sweetheart, what it says. So that I know you love me, without depending for the knowledge on the utterance of your lips."
"Still, I shall never be your wife."
"But why, sweetheart, but why?"
"Because--I am a wife already."
CHAPTER X
THE TALE WHICH WAS TOLD
They were silent. To her it seemed that the silence shrieked aloud. He looked at her with an expression on his face which she was destined never to forget--as if he were hard of hearing, or fancied that his senses played him a trick, or that she had indulged in some ill-timed jest.
"What did you say?"
"I said that I am a wife already."
His look had become one of inquiry; as if desirous of learning if she were really in earnest. She felt her heart beating against her ribs, or seeming to--a habit of which it had been too fond of late. When it behaved like that it was only with an uncomfortable effort that she could keep a hold upon her consciousness; being fearful that it might slip away from her, in spite of all that she might be able to do. When he spoke again his tone had changed; as if he were puzzled. She had a sudden feeling that he was speaking to her as he might have spoken to a child.
"Do you know what you are saying? and do you mean what you say?"
"Of course I do."
"But--pardon me--I don"t see the of course at all. Do you--seriously--wish me to understand that you"re--a married woman?"
"Whether you understand it or not, I am."
"But you are scarcely more than a child. How old are you?"
"I am twenty-two."
"And how long do you wish me to understand that you"ve been married?"
"Two years."
"Two years? Then--you were married before you came here?"
"Of course."
"Of course? But everyone here has always spoken to me of you as Miss Arnott."
"That is because no one who knows me here knows that I am married."