Systematically Billy avoided Cyril these days. She could not forget his promise to make many things clear to her some day. She thought she knew what he meant--that he would try to convince her (as she had tried to convince herself) that she would make a good wife for him.
Billy was very sure that if Cyril could be prevented from speaking his mind just now, his mind would change in time; hence her determination to give his mind that opportunity.
Billy"s avoidance of Cyril was the more easily accomplished because she was for a time taking a complete rest from her music. The new songs had been finished and sent to the publishers. There was no excuse, therefore, for Cyril"s coming to the house on that score; and, indeed, he seemed of his own accord to be making only infrequent visits now.
Billy was pleased, particularly as Marie was not there to play third party. Marie had taken up her teaching again, much to Billy"s distress.
"But I can"t stay here always, like this," Marie had protested.
"But I should like to keep you!" Billy had responded, with no less decision.
Marie had been firm, however, and had gone, leaving the little house lonely without her.
Aside from her work in the garden Billy as resolutely avoided Bertram as she did Cyril. It was natural, therefore, that at this crisis she should turn to William with a peculiar feeling of restfulness. He, at least, would be safe, she told herself. So she frankly welcomed his every appearance, sung to him, played to him, and took long walks with him to see some wonderful bracelet or necklace that he had discovered in a dingy little curio-shop.
William was delighted. He was very fond of his namesake, and he had secretly chafed a little at the way his younger brothers had monopolized her attention. He was rejoiced now that she seemed to be turning to him for companionship; and very eagerly he accepted all the time she could give him.
William had, in truth, been growing more and more lonely ever since Billy"s brief stay beneath his roof years before. Those few short weeks of her merry presence had shown him how very forlorn the house was without it. More and more sorrowfully during past years, his thoughts had gone back to the little white flannel bundle and to the dear hopes it had carried so long ago. If the boy had only lived, thought William, mournfully, there would not now have been that dreary silence in his home, and that sore ache in his heart.
Very soon after William had first seen Billy, he began to lay wonderful plans, and in every plan was Billy. She was not his child by flesh and blood, he acknowledged, but she was his by right of love and needed care. In fancy he looked straight down the years ahead, and everywhere he saw Billy, a loving, much-loved daughter, the joy of his life, the solace of his declining years.
To no one had William talked of this--and to no one did he show the bitterness of his grief when he saw his vision fade into nothingness through Billy"s unchanging refusal to live in his home. Only he himself knew the heartache, the loneliness, the almost unbearable longing of the past winter months while Billy had lived at Hillside; and only he himself knew now the almost overwhelming joy that was his because of what he thought he saw in Billy"s changed att.i.tude toward himself.
Great as was William"s joy, however, his caution was greater. He said nothing to Billy of his new hopes, though he did try to pave the way by dropping an occasional word about the loneliness of the Beacon Street house since she went away. There was something else, too, that caused William to be silent--what he thought he saw between Billy and Bertram.
That Bertram was in love with Billy, he guessed; but that Billy was not in love with Bertram he very much feared. He hesitated almost to speak or move lest something he should say or do should, just at the critical moment, turn matters the wrong way. To William this marriage of Bertram and Billy was an ideal method of solving the problem, as of course Billy would come there to the house to live, and he would have his "daughter"
after all. But as the days pa.s.sed, and he could see no progress on Bertram"s part, no change in Billy, he began to be seriously worried--and to show it.
CHAPTER x.x.xIV
CLa.s.s DAY
Early in June Billy announced her intention of not going away at all that summer.
"I don"t need it," she declared. "I have this cool, beautiful house, this air, this sunshine, this adorable view. Besides, I"ve got a scheme I mean to carry out."
There was some consternation among Billy"s friends when they found out what this "scheme" was: sundry of Billy"s humbler acquaintances were to share the house, the air, the sunshine, and the adorable view with her.
"But, my dear Billy," Bertram cried, aghast, "you don"t mean to say that you are going to turn your beautiful little house into a fresh-air place for Boston"s slum children!"
"Not a bit of it," smiled the girl, "though I"d like to, really, if I could," she added, perversely. "But this is quite another thing. It"s no slum work, no charity. In the first place my guests aren"t quite so poor as that, and they"re much too proud to be reached by the avowed charity worker. But they need it just the same."
"But you haven"t much spare room; have you?" questioned Bertram.
"No, unfortunately; so I shall have to take only two or three at a time, and keep them maybe a week or ten days. It"s just a sugar plum, Bertram.
Truly it is," she added whimsically, but with a tender light in her eyes.
"But who are these people?" Bertram"s face had lost its look of shocked surprise, and his voice expressed genuine interest.
"Well, to begin with, there"s Marie. She"ll stay all summer and help me entertain my guests; at the same time her duties won"t be arduous, and she"ll get a little playtime herself. One week I"m going to have a little old maid who keeps a lodging house in the West End. For uncounted years she"s been practically tied to a doorbell, with never a whole day to breathe free. I"ve made arrangements there for a sister to keep house a whole week, and I"m going to show this little old maid things she hasn"t seen for years: the ocean, the green fields, and a summer play or two, perhaps.
"Then there"s a little couple that live in a third-story flat in South Boston. They"re young and like good times; but the man is on a small salary, and they have had lots of sickness. He"s been out so much he can"t take any vacation, and they wouldn"t have any money to go anywhere if he could. Well, I"m going to have them a week. She"ll be here all the time, and he"ll come out at night, of course.
"Another one is a widow with six children. The children are already provided for by a fresh-air society, but the woman I"m going to take, and--and give her a whole week of food that she didn"t have to cook herself. Another one is a woman who is not so very poor, but who has lost her baby, and is blue and discouraged. There are some children, too, one crippled, and a boy who says he"s "just lonesome." And there are--really, Bertram, there is no end to them."
"I can well believe that," declared Bertram, with emphasis, "so far as your generous heart is concerned."
Billy colored and looked distressed.
"But it isn"t generosity or charity at all, Bertram," she protested.
"You are mistaken when you think it is--really! Why, I shall enjoy every bit of it just as well as they do--and better, perhaps."
"But you stay here--in the city--all summer for their sakes."
"What if I do? Besides, this isn"t the real city," argued Billy, "with all these trees and lawns about one. And another thing," she added, leaning forward confidentially, "I might as well confess, Bertram, you couldn"t hire me to leave the place this summer--not while all these things I planted are coming up!"
Bertram laughed; but for some reason he looked wonderfully happy as he turned away.
On the fifteenth of June Kate and her husband arrived from the West. A young brother of Mr. Hartwell"s was to be graduated from Harvard, and Kate said they had come on to represent the family, as the elder Mr. and Mrs. Hartwell were not strong enough to undertake the journey. Kate was looking well and happy. She greeted Billy with effusive cordiality, and openly expressed her admiration of Hillside. She looked very keenly into her brothers" face, and seemed well pleased with the appearance of Cyril and Bertram, but not so much so with William"s countenance.
"William does NOT look well," she declared one day when she and Billy were alone together.
"Sick? Uncle William sick? Oh, I hope not!" cried the girl.
"I don"t know whether it"s "sick" or not," returned Mrs. Hartwell. "But it"s something. He"s troubled. I"m going to speak to him. He"s worried over something; and he"s grown terribly thin."
"But he"s always thin," reasoned Billy.
"I know, but not like this--ever. You don"t notice it, perhaps, or realize it, seeing him every day as you do. But I know something troubles him."
"Oh, I hope not," murmured Billy, with anxious eyes. "We don"t want Uncle William troubled: we all love him too well."
Mrs. Hartwell did not at once reply; but for a long minute she thoughtfully studied Billy"s face as it was bent above the sewing in Billy"s hand. When she did speak she had changed the subject.
Young Hartwell was to deliver the Ivy Oration in the Stadium on Cla.s.s Day, and all the Henshaws were looking eagerly forward to the occasion.
"You have seen the Stadium, of course," said Bertram to Billy, a few days before the antic.i.p.ated Friday.
"Only from across the river."
"Is that so? And you"ve never been here Cla.s.s Day, either. Good! Then you"ve got a treat in store. Just wait and see!"
And Billy waited--and she saw. Billy began to see, in fact, before Cla.s.s Day. Young Hartwell was a popular fellow, and he was eager to have his friends meet Billy and the Henshaws. He was a member of the Inst.i.tute of 1770, D. K. E., Stylus, Signet, Round Table, and Hasty Pudding Clubs, and nearly every one of these had some sort of function planned for Cla.s.s-Day week. By the time the day itself arrived Billy was almost as excited as was young Hartwell himself.
It rained Cla.s.s-Day morning, but at nine o"clock the sun came out and drove the clouds away, much to every one"s delight. Billy"s day began at noon with the spread given by the Hasty Pudding Club. Billy wondered afterward how many times that day remarks like these were made to her:
"You"ve been here Cla.s.s Day before, of course. You"ve seen the confetti-throwing!... No? Well, you just wait!"