"Yes, she"s nice enough. She"s not a beauty; eh, John? and she won"t set the Thames on fire."
"I don"t wish her to do so; but I think she"d look after the girls, and do her duty."
"I dare say; unless she has taken to run after prayer-meetings every hour of her life."
"They don"t often do that after they"re married, sir."
"Well; I know nothing against her. I never thought much of her brothers, and I never cared to know them. One"s dead now, and as for the other, I don"t suppose he need trouble you much. If you"ve made up your mind about it, I think you might as well ask her at once."
From all which it may be seen that Miss Mackenzie had been invited to the Cedars with a direct object on the part of Mr Ball.
But though the old gentleman thus strongly advised instant action, nothing was done during Christmas week, nor had any hint been given up to the end of the year. John Ball, however, had not altogether lost his time, and had played the part of middle-aged lover better than might have been expected from one the whole tenor of whose life was so thoroughly unromantic. He did manage to make himself pleasant to Miss Mackenzie, and so far ingratiated himself with her that he won much of her confidence in regard to money matters.
"But that"s a very large sum of money?" he said to her one day as they were sitting together in his father"s study. He was alluding to the amount which she had lent to Messrs Rubb and Mackenzie, and had become aware of the fact that as yet Miss Mackenzie held no security for the loan. "Two thousand five hundred pounds is a very large sum of money."
"But I"m to get five per cent, John." They were first cousins, but it was not without some ceremonial difficulty that they had arrived at each other"s Christian names.
"My dear Margaret, their word for five per cent is no security. Five per cent is nothing magnificent. A lady situated as you are should never part with her money without security--never: but if she does, she should have more than five per cent."
"You"ll find it"s all right, I don"t doubt," said Miss Mackenzie, who, however, was beginning to have little inward tremblings of her own.
"I hope so; but I must say, I think Mr Slow has been much to blame.
I do, indeed." Mr Slow was the attorney who had for years acted for Walter Mackenzie and his father, and was now acting for Miss Mackenzie. "Will you allow me to go to him and see about it?"
"It has not been his fault. He wrote and asked me whether I would let them have it, before the papers were ready, and I said I would."
"But may I ask about it?"
Miss Mackenzie paused before she answered:
"I think you had better not, John. Remember that Tom is my own brother, and I should not like to seem to doubt him. Indeed, I do not doubt him in the least--nor yet Mr Rubb."
"I can a.s.sure you that it is a very bad way of doing business," said the anxious lover.
By degrees she began to like her cousin John Ball. I do not at all wish the reader to suppose that she had fallen in love with that bald-headed, middle-aged gentleman, or that she even thought of him in the light of a possible husband; but she found herself to be comfortable in his company, and was able to make a friend of him.
It is true that he talked to her more of money than anything else; but then it was her money of which he talked, and he did it with an interest that could not but flatter her. He was solicitous about her welfare, gave her bits of advice, did one or two commissions for her in town, called her Margaret, and was kind and cousinly. The Cedars, she thought, was altogether more pleasant than she had found the place before. Then she told herself that on the occasion of her former visit she had not been there long enough to learn to like the place or the people. Now she knew them, and though she still dreaded her uncle and his cross sayings, and though that driving out with her aunt in the old carriage was tedious, she would have been glad to prolong her stay there, had she not bound herself to take Susanna back to school at Littlebath on a certain day. When that day came near--and it did come very near before Mr Ball spoke out--they pressed her to prolong her stay. This was done by both Lady Ball and by her son.
"You might as well remain with us another fortnight," said Lady Ball during one of these drives. It was the last drive which Miss Mackenzie had through Twickenham lanes during that visit to the Cedars.
"I can"t do it, aunt, because of Susanna."
"I don"t see that at all. You"re not to make yourself a slave to Susanna."
"But I"m to make myself a mother to her as well as I can."
"I must say you have been rather hasty, my dear. Suppose you were to change your mode of life, what would you do?"
Then Miss Mackenzie, blushing slightly in the obscure corner of the carriage as she spoke, explained to Lady Ball that clause in her agreement with her brother respecting the five hundred pounds.
"Oh, indeed," said Lady Ball.
The information thus given had been manifestly distasteful, and the conversation was for a while interrupted; but Lady Ball returned to her request before they were again at home.
"I really do think you might stop, Margaret. Now that we have all got to know each other, it will be a great pity that it all should be broken up."
"But I hope it won"t be broken up, aunt."
"You know what I mean, my dear. When people live so far off they can"t see each other constantly; and now you are here, I think you might stay a little longer. I know there is not much attraction--"
"Oh, aunt, don"t say that! I like being here very much."
"Then, why can"t you stay? Write and tell Mrs Tom that she must keep Susanna at home for another week or so. It can"t matter."
To this Miss Mackenzie made no immediate answer.
"It is not only for myself I speak, but John likes having you here with his girls; and Jack is so fond of you; and John himself is quite different while you are here. Do stay!"
Saying which Lady Ball put out her hand caressingly on Miss Mackenzie"s arm.
"I"m afraid I mustn"t," said Miss Mackenzie, very slowly. "Much as I should like it, I"m afraid I mustn"t do it. I"ve pledged myself to go back with Susanna, and I like to be as good as my word."
Lady Ball drew herself up.
"I never went so much out of my way to ask any one to stay in my house before," she said.
"Dear aunt! don"t be angry with me."
"Oh no! I"m not angry. Here we are. Will you get out first?"
Whereupon Lady Ball descended from the carriage, and walked into the house with a good deal of dignity.
"What a wicked old woman she was!" virtuous readers will say; "what a wicked old woman to endeavour to catch that poor old maid"s fortune for her son!"
But I deny that she was in any degree a wicked old woman on that score. Why should not the two cousins marry, and do very well together with their joint means? Lady Ball intended to make a baronet"s wife of her. If much was to be taken, was not much also to be given?
"You are going to stay, are you not?" Jack said to her that evening, as he wished her good-night. She was very fond of Jack, who was a nice-looking, smooth-faced young fellow, idolised by his sisters over whom he tyrannised, and bullied by his grandfather, before whom he quaked.
"I"m afraid not, Jack; but you shall come and see me at Littlebath, if you will."
"I should like it, of all things; but I do wish you"d stay: the house is so much nicer when you are in it!"
But of course she could not stay at the request of the young lad, when she had refused the request of the lad"s grandmother.
After this she had one day to remain at the Cedars. It was a Thursday, and on the Friday she was to go to her brother"s house on her way to Littlebath. On the Thursday morning Mr Ball waylaid her on the staircase, as she came down to breakfast, and took her with him into the drawing-room. There he made his request, standing with her in the middle of the room.
"Margaret," he said, "must you go away and leave us?"
"I"m afraid I must, John," she said.