"I don"t know how," hesitated Marjorie.
"Answer his questions, that"s all," explained Linnet promptly. "I"ve told him all I know and now it"s your turn."
"I don"t like to answer questions," said Marjorie, still doubtfully.
"Oh, only your age and what you study and--if--you are a Christian."
"And he tells you how if you don"t know how," said Marjorie, eagerly; "that"s what he"s for."
"Yes," replied her mother, approvingly, "run in and let him talk to you."
Very shyly glad of the opportunity, and yet dreading it inexpressibly, Marjorie hung her school clothing away and laid her satchel on the shelf in the hall closet, and then stood wavering in the closet, wondering if she dared go in to see Evangelist. He had spoken very kindly to Christian. She longed, oh, how she longed! to find the Wicket Gate, but would she dare ask any questions? Last Sabbath in church she had seen a sweet, beautiful face that she persuaded herself must be Mercy, and now to have Evangelist come to her very door!
What was there to know any better about? She did not care if Linnet had laughed. Linnet never cared to read _Pilgrim"s Progress_.
It is on record that the first book a child reads intensely is the book that will influence all the life.
At ten Marjorie had read _Pilgrim"s Progress_ intensely. Timidly, with shining eyes, she stood one moment upon the red mat outside the parlor door, and then, with sudden courage, turned the k.n.o.b and entered. At a glance she felt that there was no need of courage; Evangelist was seated comfortably in the horse-hair rocker with his feet to the fire resting on the camp stool; he did not look like Evangelist at all, she thought, disappointedly; he reminded her altogether more of a picture of Santa Claus: ma.s.sive head and shoulders, white beard and moustache, ruddy cheeks, and, as the head turned quickly at her entrance, she beheld, beneath the s.h.a.ggy, white brows, twinkling blue eyes.
"Ah," he exclaimed, in an abrupt voice, "you are the little girl they were expecting home from school."
"Yes, sir."
He extended a plump, white hand and, not at all shyly, Marjorie laid her hand in it.
"Isn"t it late to come from school? Did you play on the way home?"
"No sir; I"m too big for that"
"Doesn"t school dismiss earlier?"
"Yes, sir," flushing and dropping her eyes, "but I was kept in."
"Kept in," he repeated, smoothing the little hand. "I"m sure it was not for bad behavior and you look bright enough to learn your lessons."
"I didn"t know my lessons," she faltered.
"Then you should have done as Stephen Grellet did," he returned, releasing her hand.
"How did he do?" she asked.
n.o.body loved stories better than Marjorie.
Pushing her mother"s spring rocker nearer the fire, she sat down, arranged the skirt of her dress, and, prepared herself, not to "entertain" him, but to listen.
"Did you never read about him?"
"I never even heard of him."
"Then I"ll tell you something about him. His father was an intimate friend and counsellor of Louis XVI. Stephen was a French boy. Do you know who Louis XVI was?"
"No, sir."
"Do you know the French for Stephen?"
"No, sir."
"Then you don"t study French. I"d study everything if I were you. My wife has read the Hebrew Bible through. She is a scholar as well as a good housewife. It needn"t hinder, you see."
"No, sir," repeated Marjorie.
"When little Etienne--that"s French for Stephen--was five or six years old he had a long Latin exercise to learn, and he was quite disheartened."
Marjorie"s eyes opened wide in wonder. Six years old and a long Latin exercise. Even Hollis had not studied Latin.
"Sitting alone, all by himself, to study, he looked out of the window abroad upon nature in all her glorious beauty, and remembered that G.o.d made the gardens, the fields and the sky, and the thought came to him: "Cannot the same G.o.d give me memory, also?" Then he knelt at the foot of his bed and poured out his soul in prayer. The prayer was wonderfully answered; on beginning to study again, he found himself master of his hard lesson, and, after that, he acquired learning with great readiness."
It was wonderful, Marjorie thought, and beautiful, but she could not say that; she asked instead: "Did he write about it himself?"
"Yes, he has written all about himself."
"When I was six I didn"t know my small letters. Was he so bright because he was French?"
The gentleman laughed and remarked that the French were a pretty bright nation.
"Is that all you know about him?"
"Oh, no, indeed; there"s a large book of his memoirs in my library. He visited many of the crowned heads of Europe."
There was another question forming on Marjorie"s lips, but at that instant her mother opened the door. Now she would hear no more about Stephen Grellet and she could not ask about the Wicket Gate or Mercy or the children.
Rising in her pretty, respectful manner she gave her mother the spring rocker and pushed an ottoman behind the stove and seated herself where she might watch Evangelist"s face as he talked.
How the talk drifted in this direction Marjorie did not understand; she knew it was something about finding the will of the Lord, but a story was coming and she listened with her listening eyes on his face.
"I had been thinking that G.o.d would certainly reveal his will if we inquired of him, feeling sure of that, for some time, and then I had this experience."
Marjorie"s mother enjoyed "experiences" as well as Marjorie enjoyed stories. And she liked nothing better than to relate her own; after hearing an experience she usually began, "Now I will tell you mine."
Marjorie thought she knew every one of her mother"s experiences. But it was Evangelist who was speaking.
The little girl in the brown and blue plaid dress with red stockings and b.u.t.toned boots, bent forward as she sat half concealed behind the stove and drank in every word with intent, wondering, unquestioning eyes.
Her mother listened, also, with eyes as intent and believing, and years afterward, recalled this true experience, when she was tempted to take Marjorie"s happiness into her own hands, her own unwise, haste-making hands.
"My wife had been dead about two years," began Evangelist again, speaking in a retrospective tone. "I had two little children, the elder not eight years old, and my sister was my housekeeper. She did not like housekeeping nor taking care of children. Some women don"t. She came to me one day with a very serious face. "Brother," said she, "you need a wife, you must have a wife. I do not know how to take care of your children and you are almost never at home." She left me before I could reply, almost before I could think what to reply. I was just home from helping a pastor in Wisconsin, it was thirty-six degrees below zero the day I left, and I had another engagement in Maine for the next week. I _was_ very little at home, and my children did need a mother. I had not thought whether I needed a wife or not; I was too much taken up with the Lord"s work to think about it. But that day I asked the Lord to find me a wife. After praying about it three days it came to me that a certain young lady was the one the Lord had chosen. Like Peter, I drew back and said, "Not so, Lord." My first wife was a continual spiritual help to me; she was the Lord"s own messenger every day; but this lady, although a church member, was not particularly spiritually minded. Several years before she had been my pupil in Hebrew and Greek. I admired her intellectual gifts, but if a brother in the ministry had asked me if she would be a helpful wife to him, I should have hesitated about replying in the affirmative. And, yet here it was, the Lord had chosen her for me.
I said, "Not so, Lord," until he a.s.sured me that her heart was in his hand and he could fit her to become my wife and a mother to my children.
After waiting until I knew I was obeying the mind of my Master, I asked her to marry me. She accepted, as far as her own heart and will were concerned, but refused, because her father, a rich and worldly-minded man, was not willing for her to marry an itinerant preacher.