Miss Prudence

Chapter 33

"Marjorie,"--the kitchen door was opened suddenly,--"I"m going to take your mother home with me. Is the key in the right place."

"Everything is all right, Mrs. Rheid," replied Morris. "You bolt that door and we will go out this way."

The door was closed as suddenly and the boy and girl stood silent, looking at each other.

"Your Morris Kemlo is a fine young man," observed Mrs. Rheid as she pushed the bolt into its place.

"He is a heartease to his mother," replied Mrs. West, who was sometimes poetical.

"Does Marjorie like him pretty well?"

"Why, yes, we all do. He is like our own flesh and blood. But why did you ask?"

"Oh, nothing. I just thought of it."

"I thought you meant something, but you couldn"t when you know how Hollis has been writing to her these four years."

"Oh!" e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed Hollis" mother.

She did not make plans for her children as the other mother did.

The two old ladies crossed the field toward the substantial white farmhouse that overlooked the little cottage, and the children, whose birthday it was, walked hand in hand through the yard to the footpath along the road.

"Must you keep on writing to Hollis?" he asked.

"I suppose so. Why not? It is my turn to write now."

"That"s all nonsense."

"What is? Writing in one"s turn?"

"I don"t see why you need write at all."

"Don"t you remember I promised before you came?"

"But I"ve come now," he replied in a tone intended to be very convincing.

"His mother would miss it, if I didn"t write; she thinks she can"t write letters. And I like his letters," she added frankly.

"I suppose you do. I suppose you like them better than mine," with an a.s.sertion hardly a question in his voice.

"They are so different. His life is so different from yours. But he is shy, as shy as a girl, and does not tell me all the things you do. Your letters are more interesting, but _he_ is more interesting--as a study.

You are a lesson that I have learned, but I have scarcely begun to learn him."

"That is very cold blooded when you are talking about human beings."

"My brain was talking then."

"Suppose you let your heart speak."

"My heart hasn"t anything to say; it is not developed yet."

"I don"t believe it," he answered angrily.

"Then you must find it out for yourself. Morris, I don"t want to be _in love_ with anybody, if that"s what you mean. I love you dearly, but I am not in love with you or with anybody."

"You don"t know the difference," he said quickly.

"How do you know the difference? Did you learn it before I was born?"

"I love my mother, but I am in love with you; that"s the difference."

"Then I don"t know the difference--and I do. I love my dear father and Mr. Holmes and you,--not all alike, but I need you all at different times--"

"And Hollis," he persisted.

"I do not know him," she insisted. "I have nothing to say about that.

Morris, I want to go with Miss Prudence and study; I don"t want to be a housekeeper and have a husband, like Linnet! I have so much to learn; I am eager for everything. You see you _are_ older than I am."

"Yes," he said, disappointedly, "you are only a little girl yet. Or you are growing up to be a Woman"s Rights Woman, and to think a "career" is better than a home and a man who is no better than other men to love you and protect you and provide for you."

"You know that is not true," she answered quietly; "but I have been looking forward so long to going to school."

"And living with Miss Prudence and becoming like her!"

"Don"t you want me to be like her?"

"No," he burst out. "I want you to be like Linnet, and to think that little house and house-keeping, and a good husband, good enough for you.

What is the good of studying if it doesn"t make you more a perfect woman?

What is the good of anything a girl does if it doesn"t help her to be a woman?"

"Miss Prudence is a perfect woman."

Marjorie"s tone was quiet and reasonable, but there was a fire in her eyes that shone only when she was angry.

"She would be more perfect if she stayed at home in Maple Street and made a home for somebody than she is now, going hither and thither finding people to be kind to and to help. She is too restless and she is not satisfied. Look at Linnet; she is happier to-day with her husband that reads only the newspapers, the nautical books, and his Bible, than Miss Prudence with all her lectures and concerts and buying books and knowing literary people! She couldn"t make a Miss Prudence out of Linnet, but she will make a Miss Prudence twice over out of you."

"Linnet is happy because she loves Will, and she doesn"t care for books and people, as we do; but we haven"t any Will, poor Miss Prudence and poor Marjorie, we have to subst.i.tute people and books."

"You might have, both of you!" he went on, excitedly; "but you want something better, both of you,--_higher_, I suppose you think! There"s Mr. Holmes eating his heart out with being only a friend to Miss Prudence, and you want me to go poking along and spoiling my life as he does, because you like books and study better!"

Marjorie laughed; the fire in Morris" blue eyes was something to see, and the tears in his voice would have overcome her had she not laughed instead. And he was going far away, too.

"Morris, I didn"t know you were quite such a volcano. I don"t believe Mr.

Holmes stays here and _pokes_ because of Miss Prudence. I know he is melancholy, sometimes, but he writes so much and thinks so much he can"t be light-hearted like young things like us. And who does as much good as Miss Prudence? Isn"t she another mother to Linnet and me? And if she doesn"t find somebody to love as Linnet does Will, I don"t see how she can help it."

"It isn"t in her heart or she would have found somebody; it is what is in peoples" hearts that makes the difference! But when they keep the brain at work and forget they have any heart, as you two do--"

"It isn"t Miss Prudence"s brain that does her beautiful work. You ought to read some of the letters that she lets me read, and then you would see how much heart she has!"

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