"Well, good-bye," he said, after hesitating a moment with his eyes on the kitchen floor, and extending his hand. "I will speak to her when I come back."
"The Lord bless you," she answered fervently.
Just then Marjorie ran lightly down-stairs singing a morning hymn, entering the kitchen as he closed the door and went out.
"Hollis just went," said her mother.
"Why didn"t he stay to breakfast?" she asked, without embarra.s.sment.
"He had to meet his friends early," replied her mother, averting her face and busying herself at the sink.
"He will have to eat breakfast somewhere; but perhaps he expects to take a late breakfast on the fish he has caught. Mother, Linnet and I are to be little girls, and go berrying."
"Only be happy, children; that"s all I want," returned Mrs. West, her voice breaking.
While Marjorie fried the fish for breakfast her mother went to her chamber to kneel down and give thanks.
XXVII.
ANOTHER WALK AND ANOTHER TALK.
"We are not to lead events but to follow them."--_Epictetus_.
Marjorie was so happy that she trembled with the joy of it. The relief from her burden, at times, was almost harder to bear than the burden itself. She sang all day hymns that were the outpouring of her soul in love to Christ.
"What a child you are, Marjorie," her mother said one day. "You were as doleful as you could be, and now you are as happy as a bird."
"Do you remember what Luther says?"
"Luther says several wise and good things."
"And this is one of them; it is one of Aunt Prue"s favorite sayings: "The Christian should be like a little bird, which sits on its twig and sings, and lets G.o.d think for it.""
"That"s all very well for a bird; but we have to _do_," replied her mother sharply.
"We have to _do_ what G.o.d _thinks_, though," returned Marjorie quickly.
"Child, you are your father all over again; he always wanted to wait and see; but mine was the faith that acted."
"But now can we act, until we wait and see?" persisted Marjorie. "I want to be sure that G.o.d means for us to do things."
"Many a thing wouldn"t have happened if I hadn"t pushed through--why, your father would have been willing for Linnet to be engaged years and years."
"So would I," said Marjorie seriously.
A week later, one afternoon towards dusk, Marjorie was walking home from her grandfather"s. Her happy face was shaded by a brown straw hat, her hands were sunburned, and her fingers were scratched with numerous berrying expeditions. There was a deepened color in the roundness of her cheeks; she was a country maiden this afternoon, swinging an empty basket in her hand. She was humming to herself as she walked along, hurrying her steps a little as she remembered that it was the mail for her long, foreign letter. This afternoon she was as happy as she wanted to be. Within half a mile of home she espied a tall figure coming towards her,--a figure in a long linen duster, wearing a gray, low-crowned, felt hat. After an instant she recognized Hollis and remembered that to-day he was expected home. She had not thought of it all day.
"Your mother sent me to meet you," he said, without formal greeting.
Instantly she detected a change in his manner towards her; it was as easy as if he were speaking to Linnet.
"I"ve been off on one of my long walks."
"Do you remember our walk together from your grandfather"s--how many years ago?"
"When I appealed to your sympathies and enlisted you in my behalf?"
"You were in trouble, weren"t you? I believe it is just seven years ago."
"Physiologists tell us we are made over new every seven years, therefore you and I are another Hollis and another Marjorie."
"I hope I am another Hollis," he answered gravely.
"And I am _sure_ I am another Marjorie," she said more lightly. "How you lectured me then!"
"I never lectured any one."
"You lectured me. I never forgot it. From that hour I wanted to be like your cousin Helen."
"You do not need to copy any one. I like you best as yourself."
"You do not know me."
"No; I do not know you; but I want to know you."
"That depends upon yourself as well as upon me."
"I do not forget that. I am not quick to read and you are written in many languages."
"Are you fond of the study--of languages? Did you succeed in French?"
"Fairly. And I can express my wants in German. Will you write to me again?"
There was a flush now that was not sunburn; but she did not speak; she seemed to be considering.
"Will you, Marjorie?" he urged, with gentle persistence.
"I--don"t know."
"Why don"t you know."
"I have not thought about it for so long. Let me see--what kind of letters did you write. Were they interesting?"
"_Yours_ were interesting. Were you hurt because--"