"And to change occupations."
"Yes, for Mr. Miller is a clergyman, his son a lawyer, and Mr. Angelo has become a foreigner."
The pencil was moving again and the amused, attentive eyes were steadfastly following.
"The persons inside the coach were Mr. Miller; a clergyman, his son; a lawyer, Mr. Angelo; a foreigner, his lady, and a little child."
Marjorie uttered an exclamation; it was so funny!
"Now, Mr. Miller"s son is a clergyman instead of himself, Mr. Angelo is a lawyer, and n.o.body knows whether he is a foreigner or not, and we don"t know the foreigner"s name, and he has a wife and child."
Miss Prudence smiled over the young eagerness, and rewrote the sentence once again causing Mr. Angelo to cease to be a lawyer and giving the foreigner a wife but no little child.
"O, Miss Prudence, you"ve made the little thing an orphan all alone in a stage-coach all through the change of a comma to be a semi-colon!"
exclaimed Marjorie in comical earnestness. "I think punctuation means ever so much; it isn"t dry one bit," she added, enthusiastically.
"You couldn"t enjoy Mrs. Browning very well without it," smiled Miss Prudence.
"I never would know what the "Cry of the Children" meant, or anything about Cowper"s grave, would I? And if I punctuated it myself, I might not get all _she_ meant. I might make a meaning of my own, and that would be sad."
"I think you do," said Miss Prudence; "when I read it to you and the children, there were tears in your eyes, but the others said all they liked was my voice."
"Yes," said Marjorie, "but if somebody had stumbled over every line I shouldn"t have felt it so. I know the good there is in studying elocution. When Mr. Woodfern was here and read "O, Absalom, my son! My son, Absalom!" everybody had tears in their eyes, and I had never seen tears about it before. And now I know the good of punctuation. I guess punctuation helps elocution, too."
"I shouldn"t wonder," replied Miss Prudence, smiling at Marjorie"s air of having discovered something. "Now, I"ll give you something to do while I close my eyes and think awhile."
"Am I interrupting you?" inquired Marjorie in consternation. "I didn"t know how I could any more than I can interrupt--"
"G.o.d" was in her thought, but she did not give it utterance.
"I shall not allow you," returned Miss Prudence, quietly. "You will work awhile, and I will think and when I open my eyes you may talk to me about anything you please. You are a great rest to me, child."
"Thank you," said the child, simply.
"You may take the paper and change the number of people, or relationship, or professions again. I know it may be done."
"I don"t see how."
"Then it will give you really something to do."
Seating herself again on the yellow floor of the porch, within range of Miss Prudence"s vision, but not near enough to disturb her, Marjorie bit the unsharpened end of her pencil and looked long at the puzzling sentences on the foolscap. With the att.i.tude of attentiveness she was not always attentive; Mr. Holmes told her that she lacked concentration and that she could not succeed without it. Marjorie was very anxious to "succeed." She scribbled awhile, making a comma and a dash, a parenthesis, an interrogation point, an asterisk and a line of asterisks!
But the sense was not changed; there was n.o.body new in the stage-coach and n.o.body did anything new. Then she rewrote it again, giving the little child to the foreigner and lady; she wanted the child to have a father and mother, even if the father were a foreigner and did not speak English; she called the foreigner Mr. Angelo, and imagined him to be a brother of the celebrated Michael Angelo; making a dive into the shallow depths of her knowledge of Italian nomenclature she selected a name for the child, a little girl, of course--Corrinne would do, or it might be a boy and named for his uncle Michael. In what age of the world had Michael Angelo lived? At the same time with Petrarch and Galileo, and Ta.s.so and--did she know about any other Italians? Oh, yes. Silvio Pellico,--wasn"t he in prison and didn"t he write about it? And was not the leaning tower of Pisa in Italy? Was that one of the Seven Wonders of the World? And weren"t there Seven Wise Men of Greece? And wasn"t there a story about the Seven Sleepers? But weren"t they in Asia? And weren"t the churches in Revelation in Asia? And wasn"t the one at Laodicea lukewarm?
And did people mix bread with lukewarm water in summer as well as winter?
And wasn"t it queer--why how had she got there? But it _was_ queer for the oriental king to refuse to believe and say it wasn"t so--that water couldn"t become hard enough for people to walk on it! And it was funny for the East Indian servant to be alarmed because the b.u.t.ter was "spoiled," just because when they were up in the mountains it became hard and was not like oil as it was down in Calcutta! And that was where Henry Martyn went, and he dressed all in white, and his face was so lovely and pure, like an angel"s; and angels _were_ like young men, for at the resurrection didn"t it say they were young men! Or was it some other time? And how do you spell _resurrection_? Was that the word that had one _s_ and two _r"s_ in it? And how would you write two _r"s?_ Would punctuation teach you that? Was _B_ a word and could you spell it?
"Well, Marjorie?"
"Oh, dear me!" exclaimed Marjorie. "I"ve been away off! I always do go away off! I don"t remember what the last thing I thought of was. I never shall be concentrated," she sighed. "I believe I could go right on and think of fifty other things. One thing always reminds me of some thing else."
"And some day," rebuked Miss Prudence, "when you must concentrate your thoughts you will find that you have spoiled yourself."
"I have found it out now," acknowledged Marjorie humbly.
"I have to be very severe with myself."
"I ought to be," Marjorie confessed with a rueful face, "for it spoils my prayers so often. I wouldn"t dare tell you all the things I find myself thinking of. Why, last night--you know at the missionary meeting they asked us to pray for China and so I thought I"d begin last night, and I had hardly begun when it flashed into my mind--suppose somebody should make me Empress of China, and give me supreme power, of course. And I began to make plans as to how I should make them all Christians. I thought I wouldn"t _force_ them or destroy their temples, but I"d have all my officers real Christians; Americans, of course; and I thought I _would_ compel them to send the children to Christian schools. I"d have such grand schools. I had you as princ.i.p.al for the grandest one. And I"d have the Bible and all our best books, and all our best Sunday School books translated into Chinese and I _would_ make the Sabbath a holy day all over the land. I didn"t know what I would do about that room in every large house called the Hall of Ancestors. You know they worship their grandparents and great-great-grandparents there. I think I should have to let them read the old books. Isn"t it queer that one of the proverbs should be like the Bible? "G.o.d hates the proud and is kind to the humble." Do you know all about Buddha?"
"Is that as far as you got in your prayer?" asked Miss Prudence, gravely.
"About as far. And then I was so contrite that I began to pray for myself as hard as I could, and forgot all about China."
"Do you wander off in reading the Bible, too?"
"Oh, no; I can keep my attention on that. I read Genesis and Exodus last Sunday. It is the loveliest story-book I know. I"ve begun to read it through. Uncle James said once, that when he was a sea-captain, he brought a pa.s.senger from Germany and he used to sit up all night and read the Bible. He told me last Sunday because he thought I read so long. I told him I didn"t wonder. Miss Prudence," fixing her innocent, questioning eyes upon Miss Prudence"s face, "why did a lady tell mother once that she didn"t want her little girl to read the Bible through until she was grown up? It was Mrs. Grey,--and she told mother she ought not to let me begin and read right through."
"What did your mother say?"
"She said she was glad I wanted to do it."
"I think Mrs. Grey meant that you might learn about some of the sin there is in the world. But if you live in the world, you will be kept from the evil, because Christ prayed that his disciples might be thus kept; but you must know the sin exists. And I would rather my little girl would learn about the sins that G.o.d hates direct from his lips than from any other source. As soon as you learn what sin is, you will learn to hate it, and that is not sure if you learn it in any other way. I read the Bible through when I was about your age, and I think there are some forms of sin I never should have hated so intensely if I had not learned about them in the way G.o.d thinks best to teach us his abhorrence of them. I never read any book in which a sin was fully delineated that I did not feel some of the excitement of the sin--some extenuation, perhaps, some glossing over, some excuse for the sinner,--but in the record G.o.d gives I always intensely hate the sin and feel how abominable it is in his sight.
The first book I ever cried over was the Bible and it was somebody"s sin that brought the tears. I would like to talk to Mrs. Grey!" cried Miss Prudence, her eyes kindling with indignation. "To think that G.o.d does not know what is good for his children."
"I wish you would," said Marjorie with enthusiasm, "for I don"t know how to say it. Mother knows a lady who will not read Esther on Sunday because G.o.d isn"t in it"
"The name of G.o.d, you mean," said Miss Prudence smiling. "I think Esther and Mordecai and all the Jews thought G.o.d was in it."
"I will try not to build castles," promised Marjorie often a silent half minute. "I"ve done it so much to please Linnet. After we go to bed at night she says, "Shut your eyes, Marjie, and tell me what you see," Then I shut my eyes and see things for us both. I see ourselves grown up and having a splendid home and a real splendid husband, and we each have three children. She has two boys and one girl, and I have two girls and one boy. And we educate them and dress them so nice, and they do lovely things. We travel all around the world with them, and I tell Linnet all we see in Europe and Asia. Our husbands stay home and send us money. They have to stay home and earn it, you know," Marjorie explained with a shrewd little smile. "Would you give that all up?" she asked disappointedly.
"Yes, I am sure I would. You are making a disappointment for yourself; your life may not be at all like that. You may never marry, in the first place, and you may marry a man who cannot send you to Europe, and I think you are rather selfish to spend his money and not stay home and be a good wife to him," said Miss Prudence, smiling.
"Oh. I write him splendid long letters!" said Marjorie quickly. "They are so splendid that he thinks of making a book of them."
"I"m afraid they wouldn"t take," returned Miss Prudence seriously, "books of travel are too common nowadays."
"Is it wrong to build castles for any other reason than for making disappointments?" Marjorie asked anxiously.
"Yes, you dwell only on pleasant things and thus you do not prepare yourself, or rather un-prepare yourself for bearing trial. And why should a little girl live in a woman"s world?"
"Oh, because it"s so nice!" cried Marjorie.
"And are you willing to lose your precious childhood and girlhood?"
"Why no," acknowledged the child, looking startled.
"I think you lose a part of it when you love best to look forward to womanhood; I should think every day would be full enough for you to live in."
"To-day is full enough; but some days nothing happens at all."