The old voice and the old pet name; no one thought of calling her "Mousie" but Hollis Rheid.
Her mother said she was noisier than she used to be; perhaps he would not call her Mousie now if he could hear her sing about the house and run up and down stairs and shout when she played games at school. That time when she was so quiet and afraid of everybody seemed ages ago; ages ago before Hollis went to New York. He had returned home once since, but she had been at her grandfather"s and had not seen him. Springing to the ground, he caught her in his arms, this tall, strange boy, who had changed so much, and yet who had not changed at all, and lifted her into the back of the open wagon.
"Will you squeeze in between us--there"s but one seat you see, and father"s a big man, or shall I make a place for you in the bottom among the bags?"
"I"d rather sit with the bags," said Marjorie, her timidity coming back.
She had always been afraid of Hollis" father; his eyes were the color of steel, and his voice was not encouraging. He thought he was born to command. People said old Captain Rheid acted as if he were always on shipboard. His wife said once in the bitterness of her spirit that he always marched the quarter-deck and kept his boys in the forecastle.
"You don"t weigh more than that bag of flour yourself, not as much, and that weighs one hundred pounds."
"I weigh ninety pounds," said Marjorie.
"And how old are you?"
"Almost fourteen," she answered proudly.
"Four years younger than I am! Now, are you comfortable? Are you afraid of spoiling your dress? I didn"t think of that?"
"Oh, no; I wish I was," laughed Marjorie, glancing shyly at him from under her broad brim.
It was her own bright face, yet, he decided, with an older look in it, her eyelashes were suspiciously moist and her cheeks were reddened with something more than being lifted into the wagon.
Marjorie settled herself among the bags, feeling somewhat strange and thinking she would much rather have walked; Hollis sprang in beside his father, not inclined to make conversation with him, and restrained, by his presence, from turning around to talk to Marjorie.
Oh, how people misunderstand each other! How Captain Rheid misunderstood his boys and how his boys misunderstood him! The boys said that Hollis was the Joseph among them, his father"s favorite; but Hollis and his father had never opened their hearts to each other. Captain Rheid often declared that there was no knowing what his boys would do if they were not kept in; perhaps they had him to thank that they were not all in state-prison. There was a whisper among the country folks that the old man himself had been in prison in some foreign country, but no one had ever proved it; in his many "yarns" at the village store, he had not even hinted at such a strait. If Marjorie had not stood quite so much in fear of him she would have enjoyed his adventures; as it was she did enjoy with a feverish enjoyment the story of thirteen days in an open boat on the ocean. His boys were fully aware that he had run away from home when he was fourteen, and had not returned for fourteen years, but they were not in the least inclined to follow his example. Hollis" brothers had all left home with the excuse that they could "better" themselves elsewhere; two were second mates on board large ships, Will and Harold, Sam was learning a trade in the nearest town, he was next to Hollis in age, and the eldest, Herbert, had married and was farming on shares within ten miles of his father"s farm. But Captain Rheid held up his head, declaring that his boys were good boys, and had always obeyed him; if they had left him to farm his hundred and fifty acres alone, it was only because their tastes differed from his. In her lonely old age, how his wife sighed for a daughter!--a daughter that would stay at home and share her labors, and talk to her, and read to her on stormy Sundays, and see that her collar was on straight, and that her caps were made nice. Some mothers had daughters, but she had never had much pleasure in her life!
"Like to come over to your grandfather"s, eh?" remarked Captain Rheid, looking around at the broad-brimmed hat among the full bags.
"Yes, sir," said Marjorie, denting one of the full bags with her forefinger and wondering what he would do to her if she should make a hole in the bag, and let the contents out.
She rarely got beyond monosyllables with Hollis" father.
"Your uncle James isn"t going to stay much longer, he tells me,"
"No, sir," said Marjorie, obediently.
"Wife and children going back to Boston, too?"
"Yes, sir."
Her forefinger was still making dents.
"Just come to board awhile, I suppose?"
"I thought they _visited_" said Marjorie.
"Visited? Humph! _Visit_ his poor old father with a wife and five children!"
Marjorie wanted to say that her grandfather wasn"t poor.
"Your grandfather"s place don"t bring in much, I reckon."
"I don"t know," Marjorie answered.
"How many acres? Not more"n fifty, and some of that _made_ land. I remember when some of your grandfather"s land was water! I don"t see what your uncle James had to settle down to business in Boston for--_that"s_ what comes of marrying a city girl! Why didn"t he stay home and take care of his old father?"
Marjorie had nothing to say. Hollis flushed uncomfortably.
"And your mother had to get married, too. I"m glad I haven"t a daughter to run away and get married?"
"She didn"t run away," Marjorie found voice to answer indignantly.
"O, no, the Connecticut schoolmaster had to come and make a home for her."
Marjorie wondered what right he had to be so disagreeable to her, and why should he find fault with her mother and her uncle, and what right had he to say that her grandfather was poor and that some of his land had once been water?
"Hollis shan"t grow up and marry a city girl if I can help it," he growled, half good-naturedly.
Hollis laughed; he thought he was already grown up, and he did admire "city girls" with their pretty finished manners and little ready speeches.
Marjorie wished Hollis would begin to talk about something pleasant; there were two miles further to ride, and would Captain Rheid talk all the way?
If she could only have an errand somewhere and make an excuse to get out!
But the Captain"s next words relieved her perplexity; "I can"t take you all the way, Sis, I have to branch off another road to see a man about helping me with the hay. I would have let Hollis go to mill, but I couldn"t trust him with these horses."
Hollis fidgeted on his seat; he had asked his father when they set out to let him take the lines, but he had replied ungraciously that as long as he had hands he preferred to hold the reins.
Hollis had laughed and retorted: "I believe that, father."
"Shall I get out now?" asked Marjorie, eagerly. "I like to walk. I expected to walk home."
"No; wait till we come to the turn."
The horses were walking slowly up the hill; Marjorie made dents in the bag of flour, in the bag of indian meal, and in the bag of wheat bran, and studied Hollis" back. The new navy-blue suit was handsome and stylish, and the back of his brown head with its thick waves of brownish hair was handsome also--handsome and familiar; but the navy-blue suit was not familiar, and the eyes that just then turned and looked at her were not familiar either. Marjorie could get on delightfully with _souls_, but bodies were something that came between her soul and their soul; the flesh, like a veil, hid herself and hid the other soul that she wanted to be at home with. She could have written to the Hollis she remembered many things that she could not utter to the Hollis that she saw today.
Marjorie could not define this shrinking, of course.
"Hollis has to go back in a day or two," Captain Rheid announced; "he spent part of his vacation in the country with Uncle Jack before he came home. Boys nowadays don"t think of their fathers and mothers."
Hollis wondered if _he_ thought of his mother and father when he ran away from them those fourteen years: he wished that his father had never revealed that episode in his early life. He did not miss it that he did not love his father, but he would have given more than a little if he might respect him. He knew Marjorie would not believe that he did not think about his mother.
"I wonder if your father will work at his trade next winter," continued Captain Rheid.
"I don"t know," said Marjorie, hoping the "turn" was not far off.
"I"d advise him to--summers, too, for that matter. These little places don"t pay. Wants to sell, he tells me."
"Yes, sir."
"Real estate"s too low; "tisn"t a good time to sell. But it"s a good time to buy; and I"ll buy your place and give it to Hollis if he"ll settle down and work it."