They talked of Ascott, as being the most convenient mutual subject; and Miss Leaf expressed the grat.i.tude which her nephew felt, and she earnestly hoped would ever show, toward his kind G.o.dfather.
Mr. Ascott looked pleased.
"Um--yes, Ascott"s not a bad fellow--believe he means well: but weak, ma"am, I"m afraid he"s weak. Knows nothing of business--has no business habits whatever. However, we must make the best of him; I don"t repent any thing I"ve done for him."
"I hope not," said Miss Leaf, gravely.
And then there ensued an uncomfortable pause, which was happily broken by the opening of the door, and the sweeping in of a large, goodly figure.
"My sister, Mr. Ascott; my sister Selina."
The little stout man actually started, and, as he bowed, blushed up to the eyes.
Miss Selina was, as I have stated, the beauty of the family, and had once been an acknowledged s...o...b..ry belle. Even now, though nigh upon forty, when carefully and becomingly dressed, her tall figure, and her well featured, fair complexioned, unwrinkled face, made her still appear a very personable woman. At any rate, she was not faded enough, nor the city magnate"s heart cold enough to prevent a sudden revival of the vision which--in what now seemed an almost antediluvian stage of existence--had dazzled, Sunday after Sunday, the eyes of the grocer"s lad. If there is one pure spot in a man"s heart--oven the very worldliest of men--it is usually his boyish first love.
So Peter Ascott looked hard at Miss Selina, then into his hat, then, as good luck would have it, out of the window, where he caught sight of his carriage and horses. These revived his spirits, and made him recognize what he was--Mr. Ascott, of Russell Square, addressing himself in the character of a benevolent patron to the Leaf family.
"Glad to see you, Miss. Long time since we met--neither of us so young as we have been--but you do wear well, I must say."
Miss Selina drew back; she was within an inch of being highly offended, when she too happened to catch a glimpse of the carriage and horses. So she sat down and entered into conversation with him; and when she liked, n.o.body could be more polite and agreeable than Miss Selina. So it happened that the handsome equipage crawled round and round the Crescent, or stood pawing the silent Sunday street before No. 15, for very nearly an hour, even till Hilary came home.
It was vexatious to have to make excuses for Ascott: particularly as his G.o.dfather said with a laugh, that "young fellows would be young fellows," they needn"t expect to see the lad till midnight, or till to-morrow morning.
But though in this, and other things, he somewhat annoyed the ladies from s...o...b..ry, no one could say he was not civil to them--exceedingly civil. He offered them Botanical Garden tickets--Zoological Garden tickets; he even, after some meditation and knitting of his s.h.a.ggy grey eyebrows, bolted out with an invitation for the whole family to dinner at Russell Square the following Sunday.
"I always give my dinners on Sunday. I"ve no time any other day,"
said he, when Miss Leaf gently hesitated. "Come or not, just as you like."
Miss Selina, to whom the remark was chiefly addressed, bowed the most gracious acceptance. The visitor took very little notice of Miss Hilary. Probably, if asked, he would have described her as a small, shabbily-dressed person, looking very like a governess. Indeed, the fact of her governess-ship seemed suddenly to recur to him; he asked her if she meant to set up another school, and being informed that she rather wished private pupils, promised largely that she should have the full benefit of his "patronage" among his friends. Then he departed, leaving a message for Ascott to call next day, as he wished to speak to him.
"For you must be aware, Miss Leaf, that though your nephew"s allowance is nothing--a mere drop in the bucket out of my large income--still, when it comes year after year, and no chance of his shifting for himself, the most benevolent man in the world feels inclined to stop the supplies. Not that I shall do that--at least not immediately: he is a fine young fellow, whom I"m rather proud to have helped a step up the ladder, and I"ve a great respect"--here he bowed to Miss Selina--"a great respect for your family. Still there must come a time when I shall be obliged to shut up my purse-strings. You understand, ma"am."
"I do," Miss Leaf answered, trying to speak with dignity, and yet with patience, for she saw Hilary"s face beginning to flame. "And I trust, Mr. Ascott, my nephew will soon cease to be an expense to you.
It was your own voluntary kindness that brought it upon yourself, and I hope you have not found, never will find, either him or us ungrateful."
"Oh, as to that, ma"am, I don"t look for grat.i.tude. Still, if Ascott does work his way into a good position--and he"ll be the first of his family that ever did, I reckon--but I beg your pardon, Miss Leaf.
Ladies, I"ll bid you good day. Will your servant call my carriage?"
The instant he was gone Hilary burst forth--
"If I were Ascott, I"d rather starve in a garret, break stones in the high road, or buy a broom and sweep a crossing, than I"d be dependent on this man, this pompous, purse-proud, illiterate fool!"
"No, not a fool," reproved Johanna. "An acute, clear-headed, nor, I think, bad-hearted man. Coa.r.s.e and common, certainly; but if we were to hate every thing coa.r.s.e or common, we should find plenty to hate.
Besides, though he does his kindness in an unpleasant way, think how very, very kind he has been to Ascott."
"Johanna, I think you would find a good word for the de"il himself, as we used to say," cried Hilary, laughing. "Well, Selina; and what is your opinion of our stout friend?"
Miss Selina, bridling a little, declared that she did not see so much to complain of in Mr. Ascott. He was not educated, certainly, but he was a most respectable person. And his calling upon them so soon was most civil and attentive. She thought, considering his present position, they should forget--indeed, as Christians they were bound to forget--that he was once their grocer"s boy, and go to dine with him next Sunday.
"For my part, I shall go, though it is Sunday. I consider it quite a religious duty--my duty towards my neighbor."
"Which is to love him as yourself. I am sure, Selina, I have no objection. It would be a grand romantic wind-up to the story which s...o...b..ry used to tell--of how the "prentice boy stared his eyes out at the beautiful young lady; and you would get the advantage of "my house in Russell Square," "my carriage and servants," and be able to elevate your whole family. Do, now! set your cap at Peter Ascott."
Here Hilary, breaking out into one of her childish fits of irrepressible laughter, was startled to see Selina"s face in one blaze of indignation.
"Hold your tongue, you silly chit, and don"t chatter about things you don"t understand."
And she swept majestically out of the room.
"What have I done? Why she is really vexed. If I had thought she would have taken it in earnest I would never have said a word. Who would have thought it!"
But Miss Selina"s fits of annoyance were so common that the sisters rarely troubled themselves long on the matter. And when at tea-time she came down in the best of spirits, they met her half-way, as they always did, thankful for these brief calms in the family atmosphere, which never lasted too long. It was a somewhat heavy evening. They waited supper till after ten; and yet Ascott did not appear. Miss Leaf read the chapter as usual; and Elizabeth was sent to bed, but still no sign of the absentee.
"I will sit up for him. He cannot be many minutes new," said his Aunt Hilary, and settled herself in the solitary parlor, which one candle and no fire made as cheerless as could possibly be. There she waited till midnight before the young man came in. Perhaps he was struck with compunction by her weary white face--by her silent lighting of his candle, for he made her a thousand apologies.
""Pon my honor, Aunt Hilary, I"ll never keep you up so late again.
Poor dear auntie, how tired she looks!" and he kissed her affectionately. "But if you were a young fellow, and got among other young fellows, and they over-persuaded you."
"You should learn to say, No."
"Ah"--with a sigh--"so I ought, if I were as good as my Aunt Hilary."
CHAPTER XII.
Months slipped by; the trees in Burton Crescent had long been all bare; the summer cries of itinerant vegetable dealers and flower sellers had vanished out of the quiet street.--The three sisters almost missed them, sitting in that one dull parlor from morning till night, in the intense solitude of people who, having neither heart nor money to spend in gayeties, live forlorn in London lodgings, and knowing n.o.body, have n.o.body to visit, n.o.body to visit them.
Except Mr. Ascott, who still called, and occasionally stayed to tea.
The hospitalities, however, were all on their side. The first entertainment--to which Selina insisted upon going, and Johanna thought Hilary and Ascott had better go too--was splendid enough, but they were the only ladies present; and though Mr. Ascott did the honors with great magnificence, putting Miss Selina at the head of his table, where she looked exceedingly well, still the sisters agreed it was better that all further invitations to Russell Square should be declined. Miss Selina herself said it would be more dignified and decorous.
Other visitors they had none. Ascott never offered to bring any of his friends; and gradually they saw very little of him. He was frequently out, especially at meal times, so that his aunts gave up the struggle to make the humble dinners better and more to his liking, and would even have hesitated to take the money which he was understood to pay for his board, had he ever offered it, which he did not. Yet still whenever he did happen to remain with them a day, or an evening, he was good and affectionate, and always entertained them with descriptions of all he would do as soon as he got into practice.
Meantime they kept house as economically as possible upon the little ready money they had, hoping that more would come in--that Hilary would get pupils.
But Hilary never did. To any body who knows London this will not be surprising.--The wonder was in the Misses Leaf being so simple as to imagine that a young country lady, settling herself in lodgings in an obscure metropolitan street, without friends or introduction, could ever expect such a thing. No thing but her own daring, and the irrepressible well-spring of hope that was in her healthy youth, could have sustained her in what, ten years after, would have appeared to her, as it certainty was, downright insanity. But Heaven takes care of the mad, the righteously and unselfishly mad, and Heaven took care of poor Hilary.
The hundred labors she went through--weariness of body and travail of soul, the risks she ran, the pitfalls she escaped--what need to record here? Many have recorded the like, many more have known them, and acknowledged that when such histories are reproduced in books how utterly imagination fades before reality. Hilary never looked back-upon that time herself without a shuddering wonder how she could have dared all and gone through all. Possibly she never could, but for the sweet old face, growing older yet sweeter every day, which smiled upon her the minute she opened the door of that dull parlor, and made even No. 15 look like home.
When she told, sometimes gayly, sometimes with burning, bursting tears, the tale of her day"s efforts and day"s failures, it was always comfort to feel Johanna"s hand on her hair Johanna"s voice whispering over her, "Never mind, my child, all will come right in time All happens for good."
And the face, withered and worn, yet calm as a summer sea, full of the "peace which pa.s.seth all understanding," was a living comment on the truth of these words.
Another comfort Hilary had--Elizabeth.--During her long days of absence, wandering from one end of London to the other, after advertis.e.m.e.nts that she had answered, or governess inst.i.tutions that she had applied to the domestic affairs fell almost entirely into the hands of Elizabeth. It was she who bought in, and kept a jealous eye, not unneeded, over provisions; she who cooked and waited, and sometimes even put a helping hand, coa.r.s.e, but willing, into the family sewing and mending. This had now become so vital a necessity that it was fortunate Miss Leaf had no other occupation, and Miss Selina no other entertainment, than st.i.tch, st.i.tch, st.i.tch, at the ever-beginning, never-ending wardrobe wants which a.s.sail decent poverty every where, especially in London.
"Clothes seem to wear out frightfully fast," said Hilary one day, when she was putting on her oldest gown, to suit a damp, foggy day, when the streets were slippery with the mud of settled rain.
"I saw such beautiful merino dresses in a shop in Southampton Row,"
insinuated Elizabeth; but her mistress shook her head.