"You have been. I shouldn"t have said that. But, Aunt Maude, it hasn"t been easy to eat the bread of dependence."
"You are feeling that now," said the old lady shrewdly, "because you are ready for the great adventure of being poor with your young Richard.
Well, try it. You"ll wish more than once that you were back with your old--plum tree."
Flash of eye met flash of eye. "I shall never ask for another penny," Eve declared.
"I shall buy your trousseau, of course, and set you up in housekeeping, but when a woman is married her husband must take care of her." And Aunt Maude sailed away with her bag and her spectacles and her morning paper, and Eve was left alone in the black and white breakfast room, where Pats slept on her green cushion, the Polly-parrot swung in her ring, and the flame-colored fishes hung motionless in the clear water.
Eve ate no breakfast. She sat with her chin in her hand and tried to think it out. Aunt Maude had not proved tractable, and Richard"s income would be small. Never having known poverty, she was not appalled by the prospect of it. Her imagination cast a glamour over the future. She saw herself making a home for Richard. She saw herself inviting Pip and Winifred Ames and Tony to small suppers and perfectly served little dinners. She did not see herself washing dishes or cooking the meals.
Knowing nothing of the day"s work, how could she conceive its sordidness?
She roused herself presently to go and write notes to her friends.
Triumphant notes which told of her happiness.
Her note to Pip brought him that night. He came in white-faced. As she went toward him, he rose to meet her and caught her hands in a hard grip, looking down at her. "You"re mine, Eve. Do you think I am going to let any one else have you?"
"Don"t be silly, Pip."
"Is it silly to say that there will never be for me any other woman? I shall love you until I die. If that is foolishness, I never want to be wise."
He was kissing her hands now.
"Don"t, Pip, _don"t_."
She wrenched herself away from him, and stood as it were at bay. "You"ll get over it."
"Shall I? How little you know me, Eve. I haven"t even given you up. If I were a story-book sort of hero I"d bestow my blessing on you and Brooks and go and drive an ambulance in France, and break my heart at long distance. But I shan"t. I shall stay right here on the job, and see that Brooks doesn"t get you."
"Pip, I didn"t think you were so--small."
The telephone rang. Eve answered it. "It was Winifred to wish me happiness," she said, as she came in from the hall.
She was blushing faintly. He gave her a keen glance. "What else did she say?"
"Nothing."
"You"re fibbing. Tell me the truth, Eve."
She yielded to his masterfulness.
"Well, she said--"I wanted it to be Pip.""
"Good old Win, I"ll send her a bunch of roses." He wandered restlessly about the room, then came back to her. "Why, Eve, I planned the house--our house. It was to have the sea in front of it and a forest behind it, and your room was to have a wide window and a balcony, and under the balcony there was to be a rose garden."
"How sure you were of me, Pip."
"I have never been sure. But what I want, I--get. Remember that, dear girl. When I shut my eyes I can see you at the head of my table, in a high gold chair--like a throne."
She stared at him in amazement. "Pip, it doesn"t sound a bit like you."
"No. What a man thinks is apt to be--different. On the surface I"m a rather practical sort of fellow. But when I plan my future with you I am playing king to your queen, and I"m not half bad at it."
And now it was she who was restless. "If I married you, what would I get out of it but--money?"
"Thank you."
"You know I don"t mean it that way. But I like to think that I can help Richard--in his career."
"You"re not made of that kind of stuff. You want your own good time.
Women who help men to achieve must be content to lose their looks and their figures and to do without pretty clothes, and you wouldn"t be content. You want to live your own life, and be admired and petted and envied, Eve."
She faced him, blazing. "You and Aunt Maude and Win are all alike. You think I can"t be happy unless I live in the lap of luxury. Well, I can tell you this, I"d rather have a crust of bread with Richard than live in a palace with you, Pip."
He stood up. "You don"t mean it. But you needn"t have put it quite that way, and some day you"ll be sorry, and you"ll tell me that you"re sorry.
Tell me now, Eve."
He put his hands on her shoulders, holding her with a masterful grip. Her eyes met his and fell. "Oh, I hate your--sureness."
"Some day you are going to love it. Look at me, Eve."
She forced herself to do so. But she was not at ease. Then almost wistfully she yielded. "I--am sorry, Pip."
His hands dropped from her shoulders. "Good little girl."
He kissed both of her hands before he went away. "I am glad we are friends"--that was his way of putting it--"and you mustn"t forget that some day we are going to be more than that," and when he had gone she found herself still shaken by the sureness of his att.i.tude.
Pip on his way down-town stopped in to order Winifred"s roses, and the next day he went to her apartment and unburdened his heart.
"If it was in the day of duels I"d call him out. Just at this moment I am in the mood for pistols or poison, I"m not sure which."
"Why not try--patience?"
He glanced at her quickly. "You think she"ll tire?"
"I think--it can never happen. For Richard"s sake I--hope not."
"Why for his sake?"
Winifred smiled. "I"d like to see him marry little Anne."
"The school-teacher?"
"Yes. Oh, I am broken-hearted to think he"s spoiling Nancy"s dreams for him. There was something so idyllic in them. And now he"ll marry Eve."
"You say that as if it were a tragedy."
"It is, for him and for her. Eve was never made to be poor."
"Don"t tell her that. She took my head off. Said she"d rather have a crust of bread with Richard----"