(In _Suburban Sketches_)
It was long past the twilight hour, which has been already mentioned as so oppressive in suburban places, and it was even too late for visitors, when a resident, whom I shall briefly describe as a contributor to the magazines, was startled by a ring at his door. As any thoughtful person would have done upon the like occasion, he ran over his acquaintance in his mind, speculating whether it were such or such a one, and dismissing the whole list of improbabilities, before he laid down the book he was reading and answered the bell. When at last he did this, he was rewarded by the apparition of an utter stranger on his threshold,--a gaunt figure of forlorn and curious smartness towering far above him, that jerked him a nod of the head, and asked if Mr. Hapford lived there. The face which the lamplight revealed was remarkable for a harsh two days" growth of beard, and a single bloodshot eye; yet it was not otherwise a sinister countenance, and there was something in the strange presence that appealed and touched. The contributor, revolving the facts vaguely in his mind, was not sure, after all, that it was not the man"s clothes rather than his expression that softened him toward the rugged visage: they were so tragically cheap; and the misery of helpless needle-women, and the poverty and ignorance of the purchaser, were so apparent in their shabby newness, of which they appeared still conscious enough to have led the way to the very window, in the Semitic quarter of the city, where they had lain ticketed, "This n.o.bby suit for $15."
But the stranger"s manner put both his face and his clothes out of mind, and claimed a deeper interest when, being answered that the person for whom he asked did not live there, he set his bristling lips hard together, and sighed heavily.
"They told me," he said, in a hopeless way, "that he lived on this street, and I"ve been to every other house. I"m very anxious to find him, Cap"n,"--the contributor, of course, had no claim to the t.i.tle with which he was thus decorated,--"for I"ve a daughter living with him, and I want to see her; I"ve just got home from a two years" voyage, and"--there was a struggle of the Adam"s-apple in the man"s gaunt throat--"I find she"s about all there is left of my family."
How complex is every human motive! This contributor had been lately thinking, whenever he turned the pages of some foolish traveller,--some empty prattler of Southern or Eastern lands, where all sensation was long ago exhausted, and the oxygen has perished from every sentiment, so has it been breathed and breathed again,--that nowadays the wise adventurer sat down beside his own register and waited for incidents to seek him out. It seemed to him that the cultivation of a patient and receptive spirit was the sole condition needed to insure the occurrence of all manner of surprising facts within the range of one"s own personal knowledge; that not only the Greeks were at our doors, but the fairies and the genii, and all the people of romance, who had but to be hospitably treated in order to develop the deepest interest of fiction, and to become the characters of plots so ingenious that the most cunning invention were poor beside them. I myself am not so confident of this, and would rather trust Mr. Charles Reade, say, for my amus.e.m.e.nt than any chance combination of events. But I should be afraid to say how much his pride in the character of the stranger"s sorrows, as proof of the correctness of his theory, prevailed with the contributor to ask him to come in and sit down; though I hope that some abstract impulse of humanity, some compa.s.sionate and unselfish care for the man"s misfortunes as misfortunes, was not wholly wanting. Indeed, the helpless simplicity with which he had confided his case might have touched a harder heart. "Thank you," said the poor fellow, after a moment"s hesitation. "I believe I will come in. I"ve been on foot all day, and after such a long voyage it makes a man dreadfully sore to walk about so much. Perhaps you can think of a Mr. Hapford living somewhere in the neighborhood."
He sat down, and, after a pondering silence, in which he had remained with his head fallen upon his breast, "My name is Jonathan Tinker," he said, with the unaffected air which had already impressed the contributor, and as if he felt that some form of introduction was necessary, "and the girl that I want to find is Julia Tinker." Then he added, resuming the eventful personal history which the listener exulted, while he regretted, to hear: "You see, I shipped first to Liverpool, and there I heard from my family; and then I shipped again for Hong-Kong, and after that I never heard a word: I seemed to miss the letters everywhere. This morning, at four o"clock, I left my ship as soon as she had hauled into the dock, and hurried up home. The house was shut, and not a soul in it; and I didn"t know what to do, and I sat down on the doorstep to wait till the neighbors woke up, to ask them what had become of my family. And the first one come out he told me my wife had been dead a year and a half, and the baby I"d never seen, with her; and one of my boys was dead; and he didn"t know where the rest of the children was, but he"d heard two of the little ones was with a family in the city."
The man mentioned these things with the half-apologetical air observable in a certain kind of Americans when some accident obliges them to confess the infirmity of the natural feelings. They do not ask your sympathy, and you offer it quite at your own risk, with a chance of having it thrown back upon your hands. The contributor a.s.sumed the risk so far as to say, "Pretty rough!" when the stranger paused; and perhaps these homely words were best suited to reach the homely heart. The man"s quivering lips closed hard again, a kind of spasm pa.s.sed over his dark face, and then two very small drops of brine shone upon his weather-worn cheeks. This demonstration, into which he had been surprised, seemed to stand for the pa.s.sion of tears into which the emotional races fall at such times. He opened his lips with a kind of dry click, and went on:--
"I hunted about the whole forenoon in the city, and at last I found the children. I"d been gone so long they didn"t know me, and somehow I thought the people they were with weren"t over-glad I"d turned up.
Finally the oldest child told me that Julia was living with a Mr.
Hapford on this street, and I started out here to-night to look her up.
If I can find her, I"m all right. I can get the family together, then, and start new."
"It seems rather odd," mused the listener aloud, "that the neighbors let them break up so, and that they should all scatter as they did."
"Well, it ain"t so curious as it seems, Cap"n. There was money for them at the owners", all the time; I"d left part of my wages when I sailed; but they didn"t know how to get at it, and what could a parcel of children do? Julia"s a good girl, and when I find her I"m all right."
The writer could only repeat that there was no Mr. Hapford living on that street, and never had been, so far as he knew. Yet there might be such a person in the neighborhood: and they would go out together and ask at some of the houses about. But the stranger must first take a gla.s.s of wine; for he looked used up.
The sailor awkwardly but civilly enough protested that he did not want to give so much trouble, but took the gla.s.s, and, as he put it to his lips, said formally, as if it were a toast or a kind of grace, "I hope I may have the opportunity of returning the compliment." The contributor thanked him; though, as he thought of all the circ.u.mstances of the case, and considered the cost at which the stranger had come to enjoy his politeness, he felt little eagerness to secure the return of the compliment at the same price, and added, with the consequence of another set phrase, "Not at all." But the thought had made him the more anxious to befriend the luckless soul fortune had cast in his way; and so the two sallied out together, and rang doorbells wherever lights were still seen burning in the windows, and asked the astonished people who answered their summons whether any Mr. Hapford were known to live in the neighborhood.
And although the search for this gentleman proved vain, the contributor could not feel that an expedition which set familiar objects in such novel lights was altogether a failure. He entered so intimately into the cares and anxieties of his protege that at times he felt himself in some inexplicable sort a shipmate of Jonathan Tinker, and almost personally a partner of his calamities. The estrangement of all things which takes place, within doors and without, about midnight may have helped to cast this doubt upon his ident.i.ty;--he seemed to be visiting now for the first time the streets and neighborhoods nearest his own, and his feet stumbled over the accustomed walks. In his quality of houseless wanderer, and--so far as appeared to others--possibly worthless vagabond, he also got a new and instructive effect upon the faces which, in his real character, he knew so well by their looks of neighborly greeting; and it is his belief that the first hospitable prompting of the human heart is to shut the door in the eyes of homeless strangers who present themselves after eleven o"clock. By that time the servants are all abed, and the gentleman of the house answers the bell, and looks out with a loath and bewildered face, which gradually changes to one of suspicion, and of wonder as to what those fellows can possibly want of _him_, till at last the prevailing expression is one of contrite desire to atone for the first reluctance by any sort of service. The contributor professes to have observed these changing phases in the visages of those whom he that night called from their dreams, or arrested in the act of going to bed; and he drew the conclusion--very proper for his imaginable connection with the garroting and other adventurous brotherhoods--that the most flattering moment for knocking on the head people who answer a late ring at night is either in their first selfish bewilderment, or their final self-abandonment to their better impulses. It does not seem to have occurred to him that he would himself have been a much more favorable subject for the predatory arts than any of his neighbors, if his shipmate, the unknown companion of his researches for Mr. Hapford, had been at all so minded. But the faith of the gaunt giant upon which he reposed was good, and the contributor continued to wander about with him in perfect safety. Not a soul among those they asked had ever heard of a Mr. Hapford,--far less of a Julia Tinker living with him. But they all listened to the contributor"s explanation with interest and eventual sympathy; and in truth,--briefly told, with a word now and then thrown in by Jonathan Tinker, who kept at the bottom of the steps, showing like a gloomy spectre in the night, or, in his grotesque length and gauntness, like the other"s shadow cast there by the lamplight,--it was a story which could hardly fail to awaken pity.
At last, after ringing several bells where there were no lights, in the mere wantonness of good-will, and going away before they could be answered (it would be entertaining to know what dreams they caused the sleepers within), there seemed to be nothing for it but to give up the search till morning, and go to the main street and wait for the last horse-car to the city.
There, seated upon the curbstone, Jonathan Tinker, being plied with a few leading questions, told in hints and sc.r.a.ps the story of his hard life, which was at present that of a second mate, and had been that of a cabin-boy and of a seaman before the mast. The second mate"s place he held to be the hardest aboard ship. You got only a few dollars more than the men, and you did not rank with the officers; you took your meals alone, and in everything you belonged by yourself. The men did not respect you, and sometimes the captain abused you awfully before the pa.s.sengers. The hardest captain that Jonathan Tinker ever sailed with was Captain Gooding of the Cape. It had got to be so that no man could ship second mate under Captain Gooding; and Jonathan Tinker was with him only one voyage. When he had been home awhile, he saw an advertis.e.m.e.nt for a second mate, and he went round to the owners". They had kept it secret who the captain was; but there was Captain Gooding in the owners"
office. "Why, here"s the man, now, that I want for a second mate," said he, when Jonathan Tinker entered; "he knows me."--"Captain Gooding, I know you "most too well to want to sail under you," answered Jonathan.
"I might go if I hadn"t been with you one voyage too many already."
"And then the men!" said Jonathan, "the men coming aboard drunk, and having to be pounded sober! And the hardest of the fight falls on the second mate! Why, there isn"t an inch of me that hasn"t been cut over or smashed into a jell. I"ve had three ribs broken; I"ve got a scar from a knife on my cheek; and I"ve been stabbed bad enough, half a dozen times, to lay me up."
Here he gave a sort of desperate laugh, as if the notion of so much misery and such various mutilation were too grotesque not to be amusing.
"Well, what can you do?" he went on. "If you don"t strike, the men think you"re afraid of them; and so you have to begin hard and go on hard. I always tell a man, "Now, my man, I always begin with a man the way I mean to keep on. You do your duty and you"re all right. But if you don"t"--Well, the men ain"t Americans any more,--Dutch, Spaniards, Chinese, Portuguee, and it ain"t like abusing a white man."
Jonathan Tinker was plainly part of the horrible tyranny which we all know exists on shipboard; and his listener respected him the more that, though he had heart enough to be ashamed of it, he was too honest not to own it.
Why did he still follow the sea? Because he did not know what else to do. When he was younger, he used to love it, but now he hated it. Yet there was not a prettier life in the world if you got to be captain. He used to hope for that once, but not now; though he _thought_ he could navigate a ship. Only let him get his family together again, and he would--yes, he would--try to do something ash.o.r.e.
No car had yet come in sight, and so the contributor suggested that they should walk to the car-office, and look in the "Directory," which is kept there, for the name of Hapford, in search of whom it had already been arranged that they should renew their acquaintance on the morrow.
Jonathan Tinker, when they had reached the office, heard with const.i.tutional phlegm that the name of the Hapford for whom he inquired was not in the "Directory." "Never mind," said the other; "come round to my house in the morning. We"ll find him yet." So they parted with a shake of the hand, the second mate saying that he believed he should go down to the vessel and sleep aboard,--if he could sleep,--and murmuring at the last moment the hope of returning the compliment, while the other walked homeward, weary as to the flesh, but, in spite of his sympathy for Jonathan Tinker, very elate in spirit. The truth is,--and however disgraceful to human nature, let the truth still be told,--he had recurred to his primal satisfaction in the man as calamity capable of being used for such and such literary ends, and, while he pitied him, rejoiced in him as an episode of real life quite as striking and complete as anything in fiction. It was literature made to his hand.
Nothing could be better, he mused; and once more he pa.s.sed the details of the story in review, and beheld all those pictures which the poor fellow"s artless words had so vividly conjured up: he saw him leaping ash.o.r.e in the gray summer dawn as soon as the ship hauled into the dock, and making his way, with his vague sea-legs unaccustomed to the pavements, up through the silent and empty city streets; he imagined the tumult of fear and hope which the sight of the man"s home must have caused in him, and the benumbing shock of finding it blind and deaf to all his appeals; he saw him sitting down upon what had been his own threshold, and waiting in a sort of bewildered patience till the neighbors should be awake, while the noises of the streets gradually arose, and the wheels began to rattle over the stones, and the milk-man and the ice-man came and went, and the waiting figure began to be stared at, and to challenge the curiosity of the pa.s.sing policeman; he fancied the opening of the neighbor"s door, and the slow, cold understanding of the case; the manner, whatever it was, in which the sailor was told that one year before his wife had died, with her babe, and that his children were scattered, none knew where. As the contributor dwelt pityingly upon these things, but at the same time estimated their aesthetic value one by one, he drew near the head of his street, and found himself a few paces behind a boy slouching onward through the night, to whom he called out, adventurously, and with no real hope of information,--
"Do you happen to know anybody on this street by the name of Hapford?"
"Why, no, not in this town," said the boy; but he added that there was a street of the same name in a neighboring suburb, and that there was a Hapford living on it.
"By Jove!" thought the contributor, "this is more like literature than ever"; and he hardly knew whether to be more provoked at his own stupidity in not thinking of a street of the same name in the next village, or delighted at the element of fatality which the fact introduced into the story; for Tinker, according to his own account, must have landed from the cars a few rods from the very door he was seeking, and so walked farther and farther from it every moment. He thought the case so curious, that he laid it briefly before the boy, who, however he might have been inwardly affected, was sufficiently true to the national traditions not to make the smallest conceivable outward sign of concern in it.
At home, however, the contributor related his adventures and the story of Tinker"s life, adding the fact that he had just found out where Mr.
Hapford lived. "It was the only touch wanting," said he; "the whole thing is now perfect."
"It"s _too_ perfect," was answered from a sad enthusiasm. "Don"t speak of it! I can"t take it in."
"But the question is," said the contributor, penitently taking himself to task for forgetting the hero of these excellent misfortunes in his delight at their perfection, "how am I to sleep to-night, thinking of that poor soul"s suspense and uncertainty? Never mind,--I"ll be up early, and run over and make sure that it is Tinker"s Hapford, before he gets out here, and have a pleasant surprise for him. Would it not be a justifiable _coup de theatre_ to fetch his daughter here, and let her answer his ring at the door when he comes in the morning?"
This plan was discouraged. "No, no; let them meet in their own way. Just take him to Hapford"s house and leave him."
"Very well. But he"s too good a character to lose sight of. He"s got to come back here and tell us what he intends to do."
The birds, next morning, not having had the second mate on their minds either as an unhappy man or a most fortunate episode, but having slept long and soundly, were singing in a very sprightly way in the wayside trees; and the sweetness of their notes made the contributor"s heart light as he climbed the hill and rang at Mr. Hapford"s door.
The door was opened by a young girl of fifteen or sixteen, whom he knew at a glance for the second mate"s daughter, but of whom, for form"s sake, he asked if there were a girl named Julia Tinker living there.
"My name"s Julia Tinker," answered the maid, who had rather a disappointing face.
"Well," said the contributor, "your father"s got back from his Hong-Kong voyage."
"Hong-Kong voyage?" echoed the girl, with a stare of helpless inquiry, but no other visible emotion.
"Yes. He had never heard of your mother"s death. He came home yesterday morning, and was looking for you all day."
Julia Tinker remained open-mouthed but mute; and the other was puzzled at the want of feeling shown, which he could not account for even as a national trait. "Perhaps there"s some mistake," he said.
"There must be," answered Julia: "my father hasn"t been to sea for a good many years. _My_ father," she added, with a diffidence indescribably mingled with a sense of distinction,--"_my_ father "s in State"s Prison. What kind of looking man was this?"
The contributor mechanically described him.
Julia Tinker broke into a loud, hoa.r.s.e laugh. "Yes, it"s him, sure enough." And then, as if the joke were too good to keep: "Mis" Hapford, Mis" Hapford, father"s got out. Do come here!" she called into a back room.
When Mrs. Hapford appeared, Julia fell back, and, having deftly caught a fly on the doorpost, occupied herself in plucking it to pieces, while she listened to the conversation of the others.
"It"s all true enough," said Mrs. Hapford, when the writer had recounted the moving story of Jonathan Tinker, "so far as the death of his wife and baby goes. But he hasn"t been to sea for a good many years, and he must have just come out of State"s Prison, where he was put for bigamy.
There"s always two sides to a story, you know; but they say it broke his first wife"s heart, and she died. His friends don"t want him to find his children, and this girl especially."
"He"s found his children in the city," said the contributor gloomily, being at a loss what to do or say, in view of the wreck of his romance.
"Oh, he"s found "em, has he?" cried Julia, with heightened amus.e.m.e.nt.
"Then he"ll have me next, if I don"t pack and go."
"I"m very, very sorry," said the contributor, secretly resolved never to do another good deed, no matter how temptingly the opportunity presented itself. "But you may depend he won"t find out from _me_ where you are.
Of course I had no earthly reason for supposing his story was not true."