He saw a picture in one of my magazines of a girl driving one of these things, and here I am. You don"t think they"ll charge me a special license, do you?" Oh, she"s all right. Don"t you worry about her. Then she said: "What I don"t like about it is the Captain can"t ride in it.
I"m not going to keep it," she said."
"That was for effect," remarked Lee.
"Don"t be nasty, Mrs. Congdon. You can"t look into her big serious eyes and say such things."
Lee looked at Alice. "Oh, well, if it comes down to "big serious eyes,"
then all criticism is valueless. Aren"t men curious? Character is nothing, intellect is nothing--it"s all a question of whether we"re good-lookin" or not. Sometimes I"m discouraged. An artist husband is so hard to please."
"I didn"t use to be, dovey," he replied, with a mischievous gleam.
"He means when he took me. I"m used to his slurs. Just think, Alice, I accepted this man fresh from Paris, with all his sins of omission and commission upon him, and now he reviles me to my teeth." She patted the hand he slipped round her neck. "Tell us more about Mrs. Haney. How was she dressed?"
"In perfect good taste--almost too good. She looked like one of Joe Meyer"s early posters. Gee! but she was snappy in drawing. She carries that sort of thing well--she"s so clean and nifty in line. If she could have a year in Paris--wow!--well, us to Fifth Avenue, sure thing!"
"All depends on what is at the bottom of that girl"s soul," retorted Lee, sententiously. "A light woman with money is a flighty combination.
I don"t pretend to say what your little Mrs. Haney is at bottom. Thus far I like her. I talk about her freely, but I defend her in public.
But, at the same time, fifty thousand dollars a year is a corrupting power."
Congdon gravely a.s.sented to this. "You"re perfectly right; that"s the reason I keep our income down to fifteen hundred. I"d hate to see you look like a ready-made cloak advertis.e.m.e.nt."
Alice rose rather wearily. "Thursday night, you said?"
"Yes; and I guess, following the latest bulletin concerning Mr. Haney, we better put on our swellest ginghams."
Alice, on her way home, continued to think of Mrs. Haney; indeed, she was seldom out of her mind. And she had a feeling of having known her for a long time--since girlhood; and yet less than a year had pa.s.sed since that dinner at Lee Congdon"s. Spring was coming; the hint of it was in the sweet air, and in the clear piping of a prairie lark in a vacant lot. Spring! And how long it had been since Ben had referred to their marriage! Perhaps he took it for granted. "Perhaps he sees in me only failing health, and dares not speak."
She was not gaining; that she knew, and so did Lee. She had stayed too long in the raw climate of her native city. "He must not marry me!" she despairingly cried. "I must not let him ruin his life in that way!" And she sank back in the corner of her carriage with wrinkled, pallid face, and quivering lips; for Bertha was pa.s.sing up the avenue, driving a smart-stepping cob, in her cart, and in the seat beside her, as radiant as herself, sat Ben Fordyce.
CHAPTER XIV
THE JOLLY SEND-OFF
The Mrs. Haney who came to Alice Heath"s dinner at the Antlers was in outward seeming an entirely different person from the constrained young wife who stepped into Lee Congdon"s home that night of her first dinner.
She was gowned now in that severe good taste which betokens a high-priced "ladies" tailor" combined with very judicious criticism. Her critic she had found in Miss Franklin, a young lady from the university who had pa.s.sed easily and naturally from teaching history and etiquette up to the higher function of advising as to the cut and color of gowns.
Bertha"s black velvet was this time a close-clasping sheath which revealed her slender figure, and delicately and modestly disclosed the growing grace of her bosom. She wore, too, some jewels of diamond and turquoise--not showy (her mentor had taken great pains to warn her of all that). And she was not merely irreproachable, she was radiant, as she slowly entered with the Captain, who, having submitted like a martyr to evening dress, was uneasy as a colt in harness, and more than usually uncertain of step.
Ben"s eyes expanded with surprise and his heart warmed with pride as he greeted her. "You are beautiful!" he exclaimed to her, and the tone of his exclamation as well as the words exalted her. Her brain filled with a mist of gold. She hardly felt the floor beneath her feet. To be called beautiful--and by him--had been outside the circle of her most daring hope, and the repet.i.tion of this word in her mind was like the clash of musical bells--entrancing her. Mechanically she took her place at his right hand, silently, and with a far-away look, listening to the merry clamor of the table. She hardly knew what she ate or what any one said--except when Ben spoke to her. But she was aware of the Captain down at Alice"s right, and wondered vaguely how he was getting on with his napkin and his fork.
The first words that really roused her and stopped the musing smile on her lips were spoken by Ben in a lower voice--half-laughing, but tender also. "You mustn"t stay away too long. I"ll feel as if I weren"t earning my salary while you"re gone."
"I wish you were going too," she said. She had thought this many times, but had not permitted herself to utter it. "Why can"t you--and Alice--come with us?"
"I can"t afford it, for one thing. The Captain spoke of it, but it"s out of the question."
"He"ll pay you wages just the same."
"I wouldn"t want pay. No, it isn"t that; but Alice isn"t able to go, and I can"t think of going without her."
This was a good reason, and Bertha, looking towards Alice, saw in her face the pain which masks itself in color and movement. The dinner-table was exquisite and the company gay, and Bertha felt herself a part of the great world of dignity and beauty, where eating is made to seem a graceful art, and wine is only a bit of color and not a lure. She vaguely comprehended that this little party was of a tone and quality of the best the world over--that it was of a part and interfused with the dining customs of London and Paris and New York. "It will be _au fait_,"
Miss Franklin had said, sententiously, "for Alice Heath _knows_."
Mrs. Crego, who sat nearly opposite, stared at the girl in stupefaction.
"She makes me feel dowdy," she had confessed to Lee in the dressing-room. "Why didn"t you warn me to come in my best? Who has been coaching her? Alice Heath, I suppose." She now wondered as sharply over the girl"s manner; for Bertha, carried out of herself by Ben"s word of praise, felt no desire to drink or to eat, and her reticence and the delicacy of her appet.i.te conferred a distinction which concealed her lack of small talk, and protected her from the criticism to which exuberance of manner ordinarily exposed her.
She was deeply impressed, too, with Ben"s management of the waiters, and with the ease and skill with which he supported Alice in carrying forward the courses. It was a revelation of training which instructed her absurdly, for her mind was quick to link and compare. It leaped so swiftly and so subtilely along connecting lines of thought that a hint alone sufficed to set in motion a hundred latent memories and inherited apt.i.tudes. Her father had been a man of native refinement, and she possessed unstirred deeps of character, as Alice now well understood.
And from her end of the table she glanced often at the sweetly smiling girl-wife whose beauty abashed Haney. At last she said to him: "Your wife is very lovely to-night, Captain."
He hesitated a moment; then replied, slowly: "She is. She"s as fine as anny queen!" Then after another pause, added: "And the more shame to me, being what I am! She"s a good girl, miss, true as steel. Never a word of complaint or a frown. She bears with me like an angel."
"You"re doing a great deal for her."
His face lightened. "So she says. I mean to do more. I mean to show her the world. That"s the only comfort I have; my money is giving her nice clothes and a home as good as anny, and to-night I feel "tis giving her friends."
"But she is worth while, even without the money."
"True," he quickly said. "But I take comfort in the consideration that had I not carried her away she"d be in Sibley Junction this night."
"Sibley Junction! Can this radiant young creature sitting there at the head of my table be the clerk of the Golden Eagle Hotel?" thought Alice.
"Money is magical! No wonder we all work for it--and worship it!"
The dinner was both early and short, in order that Bertha and the Captain might take the train at ten o"clock. And as they were to have the drawing-room in the sleeping-car (Ben"s suggestion), they went directly to the coach in their party clothes. And so it happened that this little woman, who had never occupied a berth in a Pullman, entered her compartment in the robes of a princess.
Alice had suggested a maid, but Bertha would not hear to that; but she was willing that their coachman should go along to help the Captain. Ben had interposed here, and said: "You need some one used to travelling. I know a colored fellow who is out of service just now, and would like to come to you. He"s a good, reliable man, and a fine nurse." So she had engaged him. He was on the platform as they drove up--a slight, quiet man, of gentle speech and indeterminable age, who took charge of the Captain at once, as if he had been his servant for years.
Alice said good-bye at the carriage door, but Ben went with them into the coach. And in the excitement of getting to the train and into the car Bertha had been able to forget the sick feeling about her heart. But now, as he turned and said, "It"s nearly time to start," and held out his hand in parting, a desolation, a loneliness, a helpless hunger swept over her, the like of which had never anguished her before.
"I wish you were going too!" she faltered, her speech broken and full of sad cadences.
He, too, was tense with emotion as he answered: "I wish I were, but I can"t--I must not!" Then, with the gesture of a brother, he bent and kissed her and turned away, blind to everything else but his pain, and, so stumbling and shaken, vanished from her sight.
For a moment she remained standing in the aisle, the touch of his lips still clinging to her cheek, surprised, full of bewildered defence; then, as reckless of on-lookers as he had been, she rushed to the window in swift attempt to catch a final glimpse of him. But in vain; he had hurried away without looking back, her look of wonder and surprise still dazzling him with its significance. A kiss with him, as with her, had never been a thing lightly given or received, and this caress, so simple to others, sprang from an impulse that was elemental. That he had both shocked and angered her he fully believed; but the arch of her brows, the wistful curve of her lips, and the pretty, almost childish, push of her hands against his breast were still so appealingly vivid that he entered the carriage and took his seat beside Alice with a kind of rebellious joy hot in his blood.
However, as his pa.s.sion ebbed his uneasiness deepened, and he went to his room that night with a feeling that his connection with the Haneys, so profitable and so pleasant, was in danger of being irremediably broken off. "She will be justified in refusing ever to see me again," he groaned. And in this spirit of self-condemnation and loneliness he took up his work next day.
Bertha"s self-revelation was slower. She was so young and so innately honest and good that no sense of guilt attached to the pleasure she felt in the sudden revelation that this splendid young man loved her--a pleasure which grew as the first shock of the parting, the pain, and the surprise wore away. "He likes me! He said I was beautiful! He kissed me!" These were the rounds in the ladder of her ascent, and she was carried high, only to fall into despair. For was she not leaving him and all the pleasant people she had come so recently to know--hurrying away into darkness with a crippled man, old before his time, out into a world of which she knew little--for which, at this moment, she cared nothing?
She went back, a few moments later, with this sorrow written on her face, to find Lucius, the colored man, deftly preparing the Captain for bed. The old borderer looked up with a smile, in which shame and sadness mingled. "Well, Bertie, I didn"t think I"d come to this--me, that could once sit in me saddle and pick a dollar out o" the dust. But so it is."
"I"ll take care of you!" she cried, in swift contrition. Turning almost fiercely to the valet, she said: "You can go, I"ll "tend to him!"
The Captain stopped her gently. "No, darlin", Ben"s right; I"m too clumsy and heavy for you. I need just such a handy man. Now, now! Let be!... Go ahead, Lucius, strip off these monkey-fixens, and dom the man that gets me into them again."
Efficient as she was, the girl could not but admit that Lucius was better able to serve her husband than herself. He was both deft and strong; and though the swaying of the car troubled his master, he steadied him and guided him and stowed him away as featly as if it were the fiftieth instead of the first time; then, with a few words of explanation to the wife, he quietly withdrew, and shut the door with a final touch of considerate care which was new to her.