I jumped. As I did it I heard the crash of a hatchet through bone, and the pounding of a great body heaving down upon its knees. I turned.
Pemaou"s hatchet was in Pierre"s brain, and my giant, my man who had lived with me, was crumpled down on hands and knees, looking at me and dying.
I called out like a mad thing, and insanity gave me power. I tore the red hatchet from Pemaou"s hands and pinioned him. My fingers dug into his throat, and I threw him to the ground. He bared his wolf"s teeth and began his death song. But I raved at him, and choked him to silence. "You are not to die now!" I shouted at his glazing eyes.
"You shall live. I shall torture you. You shall live to be tortured."
I carried rope around my waist, and I took it and bound him. How I did it is not clear, for I had a weak shoulder and he was muscular. But now he seemed palsied and I a giant. It was done. I bound him till he was rigid and helpless.
And then I fell to my knees beside Pierre. He was dead. I had lost even the parting from him. My giant was dead. He had taken the blow meant for me.
Pierre was dead, and Simon and Labarthe and Leclerc. I had brought them to the wilderness because I believed in a western empire for France. I left Pierre and went on.
But I had not gone far when a cry rose behind me. It was louder than the calls of the dying. It was the wail of an Indian woman for her dead. I ran back. Singing Arrow lay stretched on Pierre"s body.
I looked at her. I did not ask myself how she came there, though I had thought her safe in the Malhominis village. So she had loved the man enough to follow secretly. I left her with him and went on.
I stepped over men who were mangled and scalped. Some of them were not dead, and they clutched at me. But I went on my way.
Indians and troops were gathered at the north of the camp. The warfare was over. Corpses were stacked like logs, and the savages were binding their captives and chanting of their victories. The French stood together, leaning on their muskets. I saw Cadillac unhurt, and went to him.
"Is the bugler alive? Have him sound the call."
The commandant turned at sound of my voice. He was elated and would have embraced me, but seeing my face his mood altered. He gave the order.
The bugle restored quiet, and I raised my sword for attention. I asked each tribe in turn if they had seen a white woman. Then I asked the French. I gained only a storm of negatives.
I went on with the orders to the tribes. All captives were to be treated kindly and their wounds dressed. This was because they were to be adopted, and it was prudent to keep them in good condition. The argument might restrain the savages. I was not sure.
And all the time that I was speaking I wondered if I looked and talked as other men did. Would the savages obey me as they had done when I was a live, breathing force, full of ardor and belief? They seemed to see no difference. I finished my talk to them and turned to Cadillac.
"You do not need me now. You will be occupied caring for the wounded and burying the dead. The Indians will not attempt torture to-day. I am going to the woods."
"To the woods?"
"The woman is in the woods. She must have gone at the first alarm. I cannot find her here."
"Ask the captives. They will know."
"It is useless to ask them. They will not speak now. It is a code. I am going to the woods. Send what soldiers you can to search with me."
"Shall I send Indians with you, too?"
"Not now. They are useless now. They could trail nothing. Let me go."
He followed like a father. "You will come back?"
"Yes, I will come back."
But I had three things to do before I was free to go to the woods. To go to the woods where I would find the woman.
I searched for the Miami slave woman. She was dead. That cut my last hope of news.
I saw that Pemaou was still well bound, and I had him carried into a hut to await my orders.
I went to Pierre"s body. Singing Arrow still wailed beside it, and cried out that it should not be moved. I told her the soldiers would obey her orders, and carry it where she wished.
But there was a fourth matter. I spoke to Dubisson, and my tongue was furry and cold.
"See that watch is kept on the bags of scalps for European hair."
Then I went to the woods.
CHAPTER x.x.xI
THE UNDESERVED
There were birds in the woods, and soft breezes. Squirrels chattered at me, and I saw flowers. And sometimes I saw blood on trampled moss where fugitives had been before.
I called, and fired my arquebus. I whistled, for that sound carried far. Since that day the sound of a whistle is terrible to me. It means despair.
Soldiers, grave-faced, respectful, followed me.
They were faint for food, and sore and sick from warfare, but they came with me without protest. They gave me the deference we show a mourner in a house of death. I turned to them in a rage.
"Make more noise. Laugh. Talk. Be natural. I command you."
We divided the woods among us, like game-beaters in a thicket, and went over the ground foot by foot. We found nothing. The birds sang and the sun went higher. Though the woods were pure and clean I could smell blood everywhere. In time a man dropped from exhaustion. At that I gave the word to go back to camp.
The camp itself was less terrible than the memories that had been with me as I walked through the unsullied woods. The wounded were cared for and the dead buried. The Indians were gathered around their separate fires, chanting, feeding, bragging, and sleeping. The French had made a camp at one side, and they, too, were seeking comfort through food and sleep. Life was progressing as if the mutilated dead had never been.
We had succeeded, Cadillac a.s.sured me. All the Senecas were dead or captured and our total loss, French and savage, was only seventy-five men. We had but few wounded, and the surgeon said they would recover.
I nodded, took food, and went alone to eat. I sat there a long time.
Cadillac came toward me once as if to speak, but looked at me and turned away.
At last I had made up my mind, and I went to the hut where I had left Pemaou. It had taken time to fight down my longing for even combat with him, but I knew that I must not risk that, for I needed to keep my life for a time. So I would try for speech with him first, and then he should die. And since he must die helpless, he must die as painlessly as possible. Physical revenge had become abominable to me. It was inadequate.
I entered the hut. Pemaou"s figure lay, face downward, on the floor.
It had a rigidity that did not come from the thongs that bound it. I turned it over. The Indian"s throat was cut. Life had flowed out of the red, horrible opening.
I think that I cursed at the dead man. Corpse that he was, he had tricked me again, for I had hoped, against reason, to force information from him. Death had not dignified his wolfish face. He had died, as he had lived, a snarling animal, whose sagacity was that of the brute.
And I had lost with him this time, as I had lost before, by taking thought, and so losing time. An animal does not hesitate, and he is a fool who deliberates in dealing with him. I tasted desolation as I stood there.
A moccasin stepped behind me. "I killed him," said Singing Arrow"s voice.
I turned. She was terrible to look at. Life had given this savage woman strength of will and soul without training to balance it. She was Nemesis incarnate. Yet blood-stained and tragic as was her face, her words were calm.