Oh, I remember; I got a cut over the head--one of their hatchet men. Did they hurt you?"
"They got the loot," she growled. "Filthy vermin! And just to make everything pleasant, the schooner"s sinking."
VIII. A RUN FOR LAND
"SINKING!" exclaimed Wilbur.
Moran was already on her feet. "We"ll have to beach her," she cried, "and we"re six miles out. Up y"r jib, mate!" The two set the jib, flying-jib, and staysails.
The fore and main sails were already drawing, and under all the spread of her canvas the "Bertha" raced back toward the sh.o.r.e.
But by the time she was within the head of the bay her stern had settled to such an extent that the forefoot was clear of the water, the bowsprit pointing high into the heavens. Moran was at the wheel, her scowl thicker than ever, her eyes measuring the stretch of water that lay between the schooner and the sh.o.r.e.
"She"ll never make it in G.o.d"s world," she muttered as she listened to the wash of the water in the cabin under her feet. In the hold, empty barrels were afloat, knocking hollowly against each other. "We"re in a bad way, mate."
"If it comes to that," returned Wilbur, surprised to see her thus easily downcast, who was usually so indomitable--"if it comes to that, we can swim for it--a couple of planks--"
"Swim?" she echoed; "I"m not thinking of that; of course we could swim."
"What then?"
"The sharks!"
Wilbur"s teeth clicked sharply together. He could think of nothing to say.
As the water gained between decks the schooner"s speed dwindled, and at the same time as she approached the sh.o.r.e the wind, shut off by the land, fell away. By this time the ocean was not four inches below the stern-rail. Two miles away was the nearest sand-spit. Wilbur broke out a distress signal on the foremast, in the hope that Charlie and the deserters might send off the dory to their a.s.sistance. But the deserters were nowhere in sight.
"What became of the junk?" he demanded suddenly of Moran. She motioned to the westward with her head. "Still lying out-side."
Twenty minutes pa.s.sed. Once only Moran spoke.
"When she begins to go," she said, "she"ll go with a rush. Jump pretty wide, or you"ll get caught in the suction."
The two had given up all hope. Moran held grimly to the wheel as a mere matter of form. Wilbur stood at her side, his clinched fists thrust into his pockets. The eyes of both were fixed on the yellow line of the distant beach. By and by Moran turned to him with an odd smile.
"We"re a strange pair to die together," she said. Wilbur met her eyes an instant, but finding no reply, put his chin in the air as though he would have told her she might well say that.
"A strange pair to die together," Moran repeated; "but we can do that better than we could have"--she looked away from him--"could have LIVED together," she finished, and smiled again.
"And yet," said Wilbur, "these last few weeks here on board the schooner, we have been through a good deal--together. I don"t know," he went on clumsily, "I don"t know when I"ve been--when I"ve had--I"ve been happier than these last weeks. It is queer, isn"t it? I know, of course, what you"ll say. I"ve said it to myself often of late. I belong to the city and to my life there, and you--you belong to the ocean. I never knew a girl like you--never knew a girl COULD be like you. You don"t know how extraordinary it all seems to me. You swear like a man, and you dress like a man, and I don"t suppose you"ve ever been a.s.sociated with other women; and you"re strong--I know you are as strong as I am. You have no idea how different you are to the kind of girl I"ve known.
Imagine my kind of girl standing up before Hoang and those cutthroat beach-combers with their knives and hatchets. Maybe it"s because you are so unlike my kind of girl that--that things are as they are with me. I don"t know. It"s a queer situation. A month or so ago I was at a tea in San Francisco, and now I"m aboard a shark-fishing schooner sinking in Magdalena Bay; and I"m with a girl that--that--that I--well, I"m with you, and, well, you know how it is--I might as well say it--I love you more than I imagined I ever could love a girl."
Moran"s frown came back to her forehead.
"I don"t like that kind of talk," she said; "I am not used to it, and I don"t know how to take it. Believe me," she said with a half laugh, "it"s all wasted. I never could love a man. I"m not made for men."
"No," said Wilbur, "nor for other women either."
"Nor for other women either."
Wilbur fell silent. In that instant he had a distinct vision of Moran"s life and character, shunning men and shunned of women, a strange, lonely creature, solitary as the ocean whereon she lived, beautiful after her fashion; as yet without s.e.x, proud, untamed, splendid in her savage, primal independence--a thing untouched and unsullied by civilization.
She seemed to him some Bradamante, some mythical Brunhilde, some Valkyrie of the legends, born out of season, lost and unfamiliar in this end-of-the-century time. Her purity was the purity of primeval glaciers.
He could easily see how to such a girl the love of a man would appear only in the light of a humiliation--a degradation. And yet she COULD love, else how had HE been able to love her? Wilbur found himself--even at that moment--wondering how the thing could be done--wondering to just what note the untouched cords would vibrate. Just how she should be awakened one morning to find that she--Moran, sea-rover, virgin unconquered, without law, without land, without s.e.x--was, after all, a woman.
"By G.o.d, mate!" she exclaimed of a sudden. "The barrels are keeping us up--the empty barrels in the hold. Hoh! we"ll make land yet."
It was true. The empty hogsheads, destined for the storage of oil, had been forced up by the influx of the water to the roof of the hold, and were acting as so many buoys--the schooner could sink no lower. An hour later, the quarterdeck all awash, her bow thrown high into the air, listing horribly to starboard, the "Bertha Millner" took ground on the sh.o.r.e of Magdalena Bay at about the turn of the tide.
Moran swung herself over the side, hip deep in the water, and, wading ash.o.r.e with a line, made fast to the huge skull of a whale half buried in the sand at that point.
Wilbur followed. The schooner had grounded upon the southern horn of the bay and lay easily on a spit of sand. They could not examine the nature of the leak until low water the next morning.
"Well, here we are," said Moran, her thumbs in her belt. "What next? We may be here for two days, we MAY be here for two years. It all depends upon how bad a hole she has. Have we "put in for repairs," or have we been cast away? Can"t tell till to-morrow morning. Meanwhile, I"m hungry."
Half of the stores of the schooner were water-soaked, but upon examination Wilbur found that enough remained intact to put them beyond all fear for the present.
"There"s plenty of water up the creek," he said, "and we can snare all the quail we want; and then there"s the fish and abalone. Even if the stores were gone we could make out very well."
The schooner"s cabin was full of water and Wilbur"s hammock was gone, so the pair decided to camp on sh.o.r.e. In that torrid weather to sleep in the open air was a luxury.
In great good spirits the two sat down to their first meal on land.
Moran cooked a supper that, barring the absence of coffee, was delicious. The whiskey was had from aboard, and they pledged each other, standing up, in something over two stiff fingers.
"Moran," said Wilbur, "you ought to have been born a man."
"At all events, mate," she said--"at all events, I"m not a girl."
"NO!" exclaimed Wilbur, as he filled his pipe. "NO, you"re just Moran, Moran of the "Lady Letty.""
"And I"ll stay that, too," she said decisively.
Never had an evening been more beautiful in Wilbur"s eyes. There was not a breath of air. The stillness was so profound that the faint murmur of the blood behind the ear-drums became an oppression. The ocean tiptoed toward the land with tiny rustling steps. The west was one gigantic stained window, the ocean floor a solid shimmer of opalescence. Behind them, sullen purples marked the horizon, hooded with mountain crests, and after a long while the moon shrugged a gleaming shoulder into view.
Wilbur, dressed in Chinese jeans and blouse, with Chinese wicker sandals on his bare feet, sat with his back against the whale"s skull, smoking quietly. For a long time there was no conversation; then at last:
"No," said Moran in a low voice. "This is the life I"m made for. In six years I"ve not spent three consecutive weeks on land. Now that Eilert"
(she always spoke of her father by his first name), "now that Eilert is dead, I"ve not a tie, not a relative, not even a friend, and I don"t wish it."
"But the loneliness of the life, the solitude," said Wilbur, "that"s what I don"t understand. Did it ever occur to you that the best happiness is the happiness that one shares?"
Moran clasped a knee in both hands and looked out to sea. She never wore a hat, and the red light of the afterglow was turning her rye-hued hair to saffron.
"Hoh!" she exclaimed, her heavy voice pitched even lower than usual.
"Who could understand or share any of my pleasures, or be happy when I"m happy? And, besides, I"m happiest when I"m alone--I don"t want any one."