"I"m in no hurry," Mrs. Mudge replied, "and you don"t seem to be in any. Thank you; this is not the bit I want; you needn"t trouble; I can order a paper myself." The next day there was a Standard for Mrs. Mudge, who with some malice immediately offered it to Mr.
Goacher. Mrs. Poulter glared at him, and after a little hesitation he expressed his obligation but preferred to wait, as he had a letter to write which must be dispatched immediately. Mrs. Poulter never forgot Mrs. Mudge"s spite, as she called it; the Standard reminded her of it daily.
Mr. Goacher agreed with Mrs. Poulter that, for the reasons she gave, it would be desirable to remove from Russell House. He also felt that, as a clergyman, he would do wisely in leaving, for he could not ascribe the disappearance of "the domestic" to anything but a consciousness of guilt.
Miss Taggart considered that Mrs. Mudge"s conduct was due to defective training. As to Helen, Miss Taggart added that "you never feel yourself secure against moral delinquency in the cla.s.ses from which servants are drawn. They have no basis."
"I understand," said Mrs. Poulter, "that Helen is a Dissenter."
Miss Taggart, as the reader has been told, was not particularly fond of Mrs. Poulter and Mr. Goacher, but to stay with Mrs. Mudge and Miss Everard was impossible. She had also once or twice received a hint from Miss Toller that perhaps she had better suit herself elsewhere, as the minute attention she demanded to her little needs, of which there were many, was trying both to mistress and servant.
Miss Toller was promptly informed that three of her lodgers were going at the end of the month.
"I hope, Mrs. Poulter, that you are not dissatisfied. I have no doubt I shall soon be able to obtain a.s.sistance."
Mrs. P. "Our reasons, Miss Toller, had better not be communicated; they are sufficient. Against you personally we have nothing to object."
Miss T. "Have you searched the box which I understand has been left?"
Miss Toller. "Have you missed anything, ma"am?"
Miss T. "Not at present. I might discover my loss when it was too late."
Mr. G. "It would be better for the protection of all of us."
Miss Toller. "I couldn"t do it for worlds; you"ll pardon me for saying so. I"d sooner you left me without paying me a farthing.
Helen may have her faults, but she is as honest as--." Miss Toller"s voice trembled and she could not finish the sentence.
Mrs. P. "Have you any reason to suspect any--any improper relationship?"
Miss Toller. "I do not quite understand you."
Mr. G. "Pardon me, Mrs. Poulter, it is my duty to relieve you of that inquiry. Mrs. Poulter cannot be explicit. Do you surmise that Helen is compelled to conceal?--you will comprehend me, I am sure.
I need not add anything more."
The poor landlady, habitually crushed by the antic.i.p.ation of quarter-day into fear of contradiction or offence, flamed up with sudden pa.s.sion. "Sir," she cried, "Helen is my friend, my dearest friend. How dare you!--you a clergyman! I let you and Mrs. Poulter know that she is as pure and good as you are--yes, and a thousand times better than you are with your hateful insinuations. I shalt be thankful to see the last of you!" and she flung herself out of the room.
"What do you think of that?" said Mrs. Poulter. "It is beyond comment. We cannot remain another night." Mr. Goacher and Miss Taggart agreed, and Miss Taggart was commissioned at once to engage rooms. When she had gone Mr. Goacher was compelled to explain that he was in a difficulty.
"Of course, my dear Mrs. Poulter, after this open insult I must go at once, but unhappily I am rather behind-hand in my payments to Miss Toller. Remittances I expected have been delayed."
"How much do you owe her?"
"I believe it is now about fifteen pounds. Her disgraceful conduct discharges us from any liability beyond to-day. Might I beg the loan of twenty pounds from you?--say for a fortnight. It is a favour I could not dream of soliciting from anybody but Mrs.
Poulter."
It was most inconvenient to Mrs. Poulter to advance twenty pounds at that moment. But she had her own reasons for not wishing that Mr.
Goacher should imagine she was straitened.
"I believe I can a.s.sist you."
Mr. Goacher dropped on his knees and took the lady"s hand, kissing it fervently.
"My dear madam, may I take this opportunity, in this position, of declaring what must be obvious to you, that my heart--yes, my heart- -has been captured and is yours? Ident.i.ty of views on almost every subject, social and religious, personal attachment beyond that felt to any other woman I ever beheld--have we not sufficient reasons, if you can but respond to my emotion, to warrant an Eden for us in the future?"
"Mr. Goacher, you take me by surprise. I cannot conceal my regard for you, but you will not expect an answer upon a matter of such moment until I have given it most mature consideration. Miss Taggart will be here directly: I think I hear the bell."
Mr. Goacher slowly rose: Miss Taggart appeared and announced that the rooms were secured.
To end this part of the story, it may be added that in about a fortnight Mr. Goacher"s throat was quite well, and he announced to Mrs. Poulter his intention of resuming active work in the Church.
The marriage, therefore, was no longer delayed.
A little while afterwards Mrs. Goacher discovered that her husband had been a missionary in the service of the Church Missionary Society and had consequently been Low, that he had been returned a little damaged in character; and that resumption of active work was undesirable.
Mrs. Mudge had lunch and tea with a friend. When she came back Miss Toller told her what had happened.
"I dare say you"ll blame me. It was wrong to let my temper get the better of me, but I could not help it."
"Help it? The wonder to me is you"ve stood it so long. I couldn"t stand them; I should have left if they hadn"t. Have they paid you?"
"Yes."
"What, that Goacher? Then he borrowed it!" and Mrs. Mudge laughed till she cried.
The day wore on and no carrier came for the box. After dinner Miss Toller told Mrs. Mudge she must go out for a few minutes to get a charwoman; that she would take the latch-key, and that n.o.body would call. She had gone about a quarter of an hour when there was a ring at the bell. Mrs. Mudge went to the door and, behold, there was Helen!
"The Lord have mercy on us! Why did you run away so suddenly?"
"Don"t ask me. Never you say a word about it to me. I"m a sinner: where"s Miss Toller?"
Helen listened in silence as Mrs. Mudge told her the eventful history of the last twelve hours. She went upstairs: Miss Toller"s bedroom door was open, and on the drawers she saw a little packet tied up with blue silk.
It was addressed "for dear Helen." She tore it open, and there was a locket and in it was her beloved mistress"s hair--the mistress to whom she had been so cruel, who had so n.o.bly defended her. She threw herself on the bed and her heart almost broke. Suddenly she leaped up, flew down into the kitchen, and began washing up the plates and dishes. Miss Toller was away for nearly an hour; her search for a charwoman was unsuccessful, and she came back dejected.
Helen rushed to meet her and they embraced one another.
"O Miss Toller, forgive me! When I saw you sitting with that Poulter and that Goacher, the Devil got the better of me, but--"
"Hush, my dear; I oughtn"t to have gone, and never any more from this day call me Miss Toller. Call me Mary, always from this day-- you promise me?" and Miss Toller kissed Helen"s quivering lips.
Miss Toller did all she could to get other boarders, but none came and she had a hard time. It was difficult for her sometimes to find a dinner for herself and Helen. Good Mrs. Mudge was delicately considerate and often said, "that meat need not come up again," and purposely ordered more than she and Miss Everard could eat, but the butcher"s bill and the milk bill were not paid so regularly as heretofore. Worse than privation, worse than debt, was the vain watching for inquiries and answers to her advertis.e.m.e.nt. What would become of her? Where could she go? Three more boarders she must have or she could not live, and there was no prospect of one. If by great good luck she could obtain three, they might not stay and the dismal struggle would begin again. Lodging-house keepers are not the heroines of novels and poems, but if endurance, wrestling with adversity, hoping in despair, be virtues, the eternal scales will drop in favour of many underground bas.e.m.e.nts against battlefields.
At last, after one or two pressing notices from landlord and rate- collector, Mrs. Mudge and Miss Everard were informed that Russell House was to be given up. She and Helen must seek situations as servants.
Mrs. Mudge and Miss Everard went away at the end of the month. On the dining-room table after they had gone Miss Toller found two envelopes directed to her. Inside were some receipts. Mrs. Mudge had paid all the rent due to the end of Miss Toller"s term, and Miss Everard the taxes. Next week Miss Toller had the following letter from her father
"MY DEAR MARY,--This is to tell you that your stepmother departed this life last Tuesday fortnight. She was taken with a fit on the Sunday. On Tuesday morning she came to herself and wished us to send for the parson. He was here in an hour and she made her peace with G.o.d. I did not ask you to the funeral as you had been so long away. My dear Mary, I cannot live alone at my age. I was sixty- five last Michaelmas, and I want you back in the old house. Let bygones be bygones. I shall always be, your affectionate father,
"THOMAS TOLLER.
"PS.--You can have the same bedroom you had when your own mother was alive."