""He is dead. His heart has ceased to beat."
"I don"t know exactly what happened after that. I think I fainted, for I have a dim recollection of some one thrusting a handkerchief strong with ammonia into my face. But the first thing I rightly recollect is striding hand in hand with Randolph over the downs toward the bridge, where Moses was in waiting with the two horses.
"I was conscious of a hurried parting with d.i.c.k, of his saying that of course he could never come back, and that I must not think the less of him for what he had done, and that we must never forget one another. And then he leaped on Azam"s back and galloped away in the direction of Boston with Moses riding hard behind him, just as the sun burst red above the roofs of Harvard College through the mist.
"I stood there for a moment and then I ran, ran anywhere, until I thought that I should drop; until the pain in my side seemed eating me up; and when I really came to my senses I found myself wandering on the high road hard by Lexington. I sneaked into the back door of a farmhouse and asked for some milk and bread, but the woman refused me and, I thought, looked at me with suspicion. Probably they were already arranging for my arrest and a warrant had been issued. Visions of a trial as an accessory for murder in the East Cambridge court house, and of a judge with a black cap--a _hanging_ judge--nearly crazed me with apprehension. But I had only myself to blame. I could have prevented it.
He could not have fought alone. And I remember feeling rather sorry for Watkins--that he hadn"t been such a bad fellow, after all. I lay under a tree most of the afternoon, and I can"t say which emotion was uppermost, fear or regret. It never entered my mind that I should escape with anything less than a long term in State"s prison.
"It came back to me again and again throughout that interminable afternoon, how, as I was hurrying with d.i.c.k across the downs after the fatal shot, and the sun had jumped above the roofs before us, I had turned for an instant and seen the doctor and Scott still bending over Watkins"s body. Then, somehow realizing that flight was impossible, and feeling so utterly wretched that I cared nothing for what became of me, I begged a lift from a pa.s.sing teamster most of the way back to Cambridge, and shortly after nine o"clock stealthily entered the College Yard. The dismantled room opened bare and empty like a sepulcher before me, and in its gravelike silence my steps echoed loudly as I crossed the floor and threw myself upon the window seat. With a rush the vanished happiness of our life together came over me. Never had any days been half so sweet as those we had pa.s.sed in this very room. And now he had fled--a murderer--leaving me, his accomplice, to face the consequences alone.
"Presently a group of fellows came strolling up the walk and seated themselves upon the step by the window, where d.i.c.k and I had always sat.
I resented their presence, for it only served to heighten my desolation.
One of them was evidently telling a funny story. For a moment or two I purposely paid no attention; then like a douche of cold water I recognized the voice. The revulsion of feeling almost sickened me.
""Yes," the jubilant Watkins was saying, "didn"t I always say he was an a.s.s? Why, the trick would"ve been impossible on any less of a fool.
Curtis can"t be much better. When the pistols were produced Scott merely turned his back and had no difficulty in reloading them with graphite bullets, for the mist was pretty thick, and he says Curtis was shivering like a wet dog. All I had to do was a little play-acting and, while I a.s.sure you it is easier to play dead than to play doctor, Hunt carried out his part to perfection. In fact, the whole thing went off like a full-dress rehearsal. Randolph must be half-way to Virginia by this time. I reckon they"ll make him colonel of a regiment when they hear he"s killed a Yankee in a duel!""
Mr. Curtis spoke with a shade of asperity in his voice, and from where I sat I could see disappointment in Ralph"s face.
"Why go further?" continued Mr. Curtis. "I brazened it out as best I could and denounced the whole wretched performance as a piece of unmitigated cowardice which should brand Watkins forever as unworthy the society of self-respecting men. The college, as a whole, however, did not take that position, although I never suffered very heavily for my part in the proceeding.
"And now, boys, you"ve had the whole story, and you know, in part at least, something of what Randolph was like."
"I bet I know that Watkins!" exclaimed Ralph. "Was his name _Samuel J._ Watkins? There"s a fellow in our cla.s.s named Samuel J. Watkins, Jr. He makes me tired. Sometimes his father comes out to see him--an old fellow with bedspring whiskers. He looks just mean enough to put up a trick like that."
"That was Watkins"s name," admitted Mr. Curtis. "But he wasn"t a bad fellow, after all, and later we became good friends." He took out his watch. "Heavens, it"s half-past twelve! And to think I"ve been sitting here, the night before one of your examinations probably, dreaming away three hours and a half and boring you chaps to death. I had no idea it was so late."
"I am awfully glad you did," said Ralph. "I tell you we don"t have men like that nowadays. At least I don"t know of any. But what became of Randolph--afterwards?"
"d.i.c.k got it at Antietam!" he answered.
Both of us felt very much embarra.s.sed. But then, as Mr. Curtis lit another cigar, picked up his hat and cane, and held out his hand, Ralph"s insatiable curiosity got the better of him.
"And Moses--was that he with you to-day at the memorial service? We saw you, you know."
"Yes," replied Mr. Curtis. "After Mrs. Randolph"s death Moses came North to live with me."
I thought Ralph had gone far enough, but I was rather glad afterwards that, as he took our guest"s hand in parting, he said impulsively:
"I think Mr. Randolph was a splendid gentleman!"
THE END