I"m cut down in my sin!
O death, will you not spare me?"
But the little black train rolled in.
When she"d sung that much, Donie Carawan laughed like before, deep and bantering. Jeth the dance-caller made a funny sound in his bull throat.
"What I don"t figure," he said, "was how you all made the train sound like coming in, closer and closer."
"Just by changing the music," I said. "Changing the pitch."
"Fact," said the mouth-harp man. "I played the change with him."
A woman laughed, nervous. "Now I think, that"s true. A train whistle sounds higher and higher while it comes up to you. Then it pa.s.ses and goes off, sounding lower and lower."
"But I didn"t hear the train go away in the song," allowed a man beside her. "It just kept coming." He shrugged, maybe he shivered.
"Donie," said the woman, "reckon I"ll go along."
"Stay on, Lettie," began Donie Carawan, telling her instead of asking.
"Got a right much walking to do, and no moon," said the woman. "Reuben, you come, too."
She left. The man looked back just once at Donie Carawan, and followed. Another couple, and then another, went with them from the firelight. Maybe more would have gone, but Donie Carawan snorted, like a horse, to stop them.
"Let"s drink," she said. "Plenty for all, now those folks I reckoned to be my friends are gone."
Maybe two-three others faded away, between there and the barrel. Donie Carawan dipped herself a drink, watching me over the gourd"s edge. Then she dipped more and held it out.
"You drink after a lady," she whispered, "and get a kiss."
I drank. It was good stump-hole wlusky. "Tasty," I said.
"The kiss?" she laughed. But the dance-caller didn"t laugh, or either the mouth-harp man, or either me.
"Let"s dance," said Donie Carawan, and I picked "Sourwood Mountain" and the mouth-harp moaned.
The dancers had got to be few, just in a short while. But the trees they danced through looked bigger, and more of them. It minded me of how I"d heard, when I was a chap, about day-trees and night-trees, they weren"t the same things at all; and the night-trees can crowd all round a house they don"t like, pound the shingles off the roof, bust in the window gla.s.s and the door panels; and that"s the sort of night you"d better never set your foot outside . . ..
Not so much clapping at the end of "Sourwood Mountain." Not such a holler of "More!" Folks went to take another drink at the barrel, but the mouth-harp man held me back.
"Tell me," he said, "about that business. The noise sounding higher when the train comes close."
"It was explained out to me by a man I know, place in Tennessee called Oak Ridge," I said. "It"s about what they call sound waves, and some way it works with light, too. Don"t rightly catch on how, but they can measure how far it is to the stars thataway."
He thought, frowning. "Something like what"s called radar?"
I shook my head. "No, no machinery to it. Just what they name a principle. Fellow named Doppler-Christian Doppler, a foreigner-got it up."
"His name was Christian," the mouth-harp man repeated me. "Then I reckon it"s no witch stuff."
"Why you worrying it?" I asked him.
"I watched through the dog-trot while we were playing the black train song, changing pitch, making it sound like coming near," he said. "Looky yonder, see for yourself "
I looked. There was a streaky shine down the valley. Two streaky shines, though nary moon. I saw what he meant-it looked like those pulled-up rails were still there, where they hadn"t been before.
"That second verse Miss Donie sang," I said. "Was it about-"
"Yes," he said before I"d finished. "That was the verse about Cobb Richardson. How he prayed for G.o.d"s forgiveness, night before he died."
Donie Carawan came and poked her hand under my arm. I could tell that good strong liquor was feeling its way around her insides. She laughed at almost nothing whatever. "You"re not leaving, anyway," she smiled at me.
"Don"t have any place special to go," I said.
She upped on her pointed toes. "Stay here tonight," she said in my ear. "The rest of them will be gone by midnight."
"You invite men like that?" I said, looking into her blue eyes. "When you don"t know them?"
"I know men well enough," she said. "Knowing men keeps a woman young." Her finger touched my guitar where it hung behind my shoulder, and the strings whispered a reply. "Sing me something, John."
"I still want to learn the black train song."
"I"ve sung you both verses," she said.
"Then," I told her, "I"ll sing a verse I"ve just made up inside my head." I looked at the mouth-harp man.
"Help me with this."
Together we played, raising pitch gradually, and I sang the new verse I"d made, with my eyes on Donie Carawan.
Go tell that laughing lady All filled with worldly pride, The little black train is coming, Get ready to take a ride, With a little black coach and engine And a little black baggage car, The words and deeds she has said and done Must roll to the judgment bar.
When I was through, I looked up at those who"d stayed. They weren"t more than half a dozen now, bunched up together like cows in a storm; all but Big Jeth, standing to one side with eyes stabbing at me, and Donie Carawan, leaning tired-like against a tree with hanging branches.
"Jeth," she said, "stomp his guitar to pieces."
I switched the carrying cord off my neck and held the guitar at my side. "Don"t try such a thing, Jeth," I warned him.
His big square teeth grinned, with dark s.p.a.ces between them. He looked twice as wide as me.
"I"ll stomp you and your guitar both," he said.
I put the guitar on the ground, glad I"d had but the one drink. Jeth ran and stooped for it, and I put my fist hard under his ear. He hopped two steps away to keep his feet.
Shouldn"t anybody name me what he did then, and I hit him twice more, harder yet. His nose flatted out under my knuckles and when he pulled back away, blood trickled.
The mouth-harp man grabbed up my guitar. "This here"ll be a square fight!" he yelled, louder than he"d spoken so far. "Ain"t a fair one, seeing Jeth"s so big, but it"ll be squarer just them two in it, and no more!"
"I"ll settle you later," Jeth promised him, mean.
"Settle me first," I said, and got betwixt them.
Jeth ran at me. I stepped sidewise and got him under the ear again as he went shammocking past. He turned, and I dug my fist right into his belly-middle, to stir up all that stump-hole whisky he"d been drinking, then the other fist under the ear yet once more, then on the chin and the mouth, under the ear, on the broken nose-ten licks like that, as fast and hard as I could fetch them in, and eighth or ninth he went slack, and the tenth he just fell flat and loose, like a coat from a nail. I stood waiting, but he didn"t move.
"Gentlemen," said the drunk man who"d fetched me, "looky yonder at Jeth laying there! Never figured to see the day! Maybe that stranger-man calls himself John is Satan, after all!"
Donie Carawan walked across, slow, and gouged Jeth"s ribs, with the pointy toe of her high-heeled shoe. "Get up," she bade him.
He grunted and mumbled and opened his eyes. Then he got up, joint by joint, careful and sore, like a sick bull. He tried to stop the blood from his nose with the back of his big hand. Donie Carawan looked at him and then she looked at me.
"Get out of here, Jeth," she ordered him. "Off my place."
He went, cripply-like, with his knees bent and his hands swinging and his back humped, the way you"d think he carried something heavy.
The drunk man hiccupped. "I reckon to go, too," he said, maybe just to himself.
"Then go!" Donie Carawan yelled at him. "Everybody can go, right now, this minute! I thought you were my friends-now I see I don"t have a friend among the whole bunch! Hurry up, get going! Everybody!"
Hands on hips, she blared it out. Folks moved off through the trees, a sight faster than Jeth had gone.
But I stood where I was. The mouth-harp man gave me back my guitar, and I touched a chord of its strings. Donie Carawan spun around like on a swivel to set her blue eyes on me.
"You stayed," she said, the way she thought there was something funny about it.
"It"s not midnight yet," I told her.
"But near to," added the mouth-harp man. "Just a few minutes off. And it"s at midnight the little black train runs."
She lifted her round bare shoulders. She made to laugh again, but didn"t.
"That"s all gone. If it ever was true, it"s not true any more. The rails were taken up-"
"Looky yonder through the dog-trot," the mouth-harp man broke in. "See the two rails in place, streaking along the valley."
Again she swung around and she looked, and seemed to me she swayed in the light of the dying fires.
She could see those streaky rails, all right.
"And listen," said the mouth-harp man. Don"t you all hear something?"
I heard it, and so did Donie Carawan, for she flinched. It was a wild and lonely whistle, soft but plain, far down valley.
"Are you doing that, John?" she squealed at me, in a voice gone all of a sudden high and weak and old.
Then she ran at the house and into the dog-trot, staring down along what looked like railroad track.
I followed her, and the mouth-harp man followed me. Inside the dog-trot was a floor of dirt, stomped hard as brick. Donie Carawan looked back at us. Lamplight came through a window, to make her face look bright pale, with the painted red of the mouth gone almost black against it.
"John," she said, "you"re playing a trick, making it sound like-"
"Not me," I swore to her.
It whistled again,woooooeeeee! And I, too, looked along the two rails, shining plain as plain in the dark moonless night, to curve off around a valley-bend. A second later, the engine itself sounded, chukchukchukchuk , and the whistle,woooooeeeee !
"Miss Donie," I said, close behind her, "you"d better go away."
I pushed her gently.
"No!" She lifted her fists, and I saw cordy lines on their backs-they weren"t a young woman"s fists.
"This is my house and my land, and it"s my railroad!"
"But-" I started to say.
"If it comes here," she broke me off, "where can I run to from it?"
The mouth-harp man tugged my sleeve. "I"m going," he said. "You and me raised the pitch and brought the black train. Thought I could stay, watch it and glory in it. But I"m not man enough."
Going, he blew a whistle-moan on his mouth-harp, and the other whistle blew back an answer, louder and nearer.
And higher in the pitch.
"That"s a real train coming," I told Donie Carawan, but she shook her yellow head.
"No," she said, dead-like. "It"s coming, but it"s no real train. It"s heading right to this dog-trot. Look, John. On the ground."
Rails looked to run there, right through the dog-trot like through a tunnel. Maybe it was some peculiar way of the light. They lay close together, like narrow-gauge rails. I didn"t feel like touching them with my toe to make sure of them, but I saw them. Holding my guitar under one arm, I put out my other hand to take Donie Carawan"s elbow. "We"d better go," I said again.
"I can"t!" She said it loud and sharp and purely scared. And taking hold of her arm was like grabbing the rail of a fence, it was so stiff and unmoving.
"I own this land," she was saying. "I can"t leave it."
I tried to pick her up, and that couldn"t be done. You"d have thought she"d grown to the ground inside that dog-trot, sprang between what looked like the rails, the way you"d figure roots had come from her pointy toes and high heels. Out yonder, where the trackmarks curved off, the sound rose louder, higher, chukehukchukchuk-woooooeeeee! And light was coming from round the curve, like a headlight maybe, only it had some blue to its yellow.
The sound of the coming engine made the notes of the song in my head:
Go put your house in order For thou shalt surely die-