Back to the mansion, TianTian had her own struggles... The attack experience she had made her realized that she no longer hated the beast...especially after she saw how the beast protected her and got hurt because of her, now the only thing she could think about was why the beast was not coming home yet...She couldn"t relax and wandering around the front hall of mansion. All servants noticed it, even Aunt Ma tried to calm her,
"Don"t worry too much, Tian Er... Young Master will be alright, but you...you should take a rest now...You haven"t eat since back, why don"t you eat dinner first?" Aunt Ma advised.
"But he got hurt a lot... Why hasn"t he come back yet?...It really worrying me...Don"t you worry too, Aunt Ma?"
TianTian looked at Aunt Ma.
Aunt Ma smiled a little, she glad to see how TianTian started to care of her Master...
"Well, I worry too but this is not the first time Young Master got hurt...so we all here kind of get used to it..."
"What do you mean?"
Aunt Ma took TianTian to sit, and then she told TianTian how in the past, when the beast was young and rebelled, even active joined with the triads, at that time, almost every week he went home, covered with wounds and blood. Thanks to the white fox, Mr YuFang that always be with him and protected him, no matter in any conditions, the beast could return to his home.
From the story Aunt Ma told, TianTian started to understand more about the beast...
"So LiMingHu grew in a hard time, no wonder he became so fierce and cold...like a beast..."
"...and he really made us all worried even Young Miss Shu..." Aunt Ma suddenly stopped after she almost mentioned the ShuShu name. "Ah...look at me, already old and reckless...never know when to stop if already talking...."
But too late, TianTian had heard it,
"Young Miss Shu? Is it Shu Shu? Aunt Ma, I ever heard LiMingHu mentioned that name in his dream...do you know who she is?"
Aunt Ma was hesitated, the name supposed shouldn"t be mentioned especially in front of TianTian...
"Please Aunt Ma...tell me..."
Aunt Ma sighed, she could see TianTian already curious about the name, soon or later, she would found out about it. Beside Aunt Ma also felt unfair for TianTian if she never know about ShuShu.
"Young Miss ShuShu...is Young Master Li"s...fiancee, she grew up with Young Master since they were in primary"
"Fiancee?..LiMingHu has a fiancee?" This fact gave a shock to TianTian, suddenly she couldn"t think of anything, she just felt confused....
"If he has fiancee...why? why did he after me? He...??!" And her feeling turned into an upset feeling... she felt disappointing with the King... "What an unfaithful man he is!!". And TianTian felt hurt in her heart, she felt be lied all these time..." If he has a fiancee but he still want...to me? Then he is really a b.a.s.t.a.r.d!!"
Seeing non-expression from TianTian, Aunt Ma was really worried, she knew the fact about Young Miss ShuShu would shocked TianTian, but she didn"t know that it shocked TianTian that much.
"Tian Er...are you okay?" Aunt Ma patted her hands with worry and it awoke TianTian,
"Ah...eh...so...ShuShu...is his fiancee...how come he..ah nevermind...but Aunt Ma, where is she now? Why she never come here?"
"Young Miss ShuShu...she is sick and already in coma for many years... TianEr, Aunt Ma doesn"t want you to be misunderstanding Young Master... Although she is his fiancee...believe me, they are more like a brother-sister relationship... Young Master never...never really fall on her, it is you, the first woman he loves..I can see it" Aunt Ma looked at her to convince her with her words...she hoped she didn"t make any trouble in her Master"s romance life.
Hearing the coma condition of a fiancee, suddenly TianTian felt guilty for her... She curious why the girl was in coma..but she doesn"t have will to ask about it...TianTian was filled by anger more than a curiosity.
"I...don"t know, Aunt Ma...maybe you are wrong...He selfishly pushed and took me here, threaten me to follow what he wants....I think he just toyed with me...it isn"t real love..."
"Tian Er..I know the way he did was harsh and...sometimes wrong, but he is really care about you...I never see he cares other women like he cares you more...he was even willing to get hurt to protect you, right? He just don"t know how to show his love..."
Aunt Ma kept persuaded her but TianTian doesn"t want to hear anything more,
"I am tired, I want to sleep..." She walked to upstairs, ignoring Aunt Ma that still want to talk...so Aunt Ma just could looked at her in sad.
In the room, TianTian doesn"t sleep at all...she still mad and felt frustasted after knowing about ShuShu...what made her so frustasted was she realized now for sure that she already fell on the beast for a quite time...maybe since she got used to be kissed by the beast, and how her body always reacted to him in pa.s.sion... tears started to flow, she felt herself was very dumb to easily fell for such a b.a.s.t.a.r.d...she cried silently.
In that moment, the sound of engine came...Aunt Ma immediately opened the front door and saw LiMingHu had returned, he walked into the mansion and looked around...looking for TianTian, he looked still sober, but the alcohol smell could easily detected by Aunt Ma, "Looks like Young Master has drink a lot..."
"Aunt Ma...where is she?"
Realizing whom that her Master looking for, Aunt Ma answered softly in worry,
"Miss TianTian is in her room, she might taking a rest right now..."
"Sleeping already? Didn"t she care about my wounds before?" LiMingHu felt upset about it, "Fine, I also want to sleep..." He was going to walk to his room when Aunt Ma stopped him,
"Ehmm..Young Master..."
"What is it, Aunt Ma?"
"Actually Miss TianTian was kept waiting for Young Master return just now...but then Miss TianTian asked about Young Miss ShuShu and...I told her....and then after that, Miss ShuShu just returned to her room..."
"She knows about ShuShu?" LiMingHu surprised, but then he remembered he ever mentioned the name accidentally in his dream. Maybe TianTian really heard it at that time.
"Please forgive this old lady, I didn"t think that Miss TianTian would be very shocked after know about Young Miss ShuShu..." Aunt Ma didn"t stop to show how she regretted it.
"She is shocked?" Aunt Ma nodded.
"I see.." LiMingHu changed his mind to go to his room, instead he is headed to TianTian"s room.