"MOM..."Ms Tian is giving a disappointing face, "You are a filial daughter...you give a shame in this family...."
"DAD..."
Mrs Tian closes his eyes, shook his head, "I don"t have a daughter like you. You chose wealth upon this family..."
" BROTHER TIANw.a.n.g.."
" I can"t believe it, TianTian. I regretted to protect you from that b.a.s.t.a.r.d..."
"BROTHER TIANKANG.."
" After what he did to us??! Didn"t you know how he beat us so badly...how could you...?"
"TIANLANG.."
" For all these years, I never know that you are so materialistic, Sister Tian. How disappointing...let go, everyone..."
"Noooo,...its not true....I love you all, I did it to protect you all.....I am sorry...please...please don"t leave me alone...PLEASE COME BACK....!"
TianTian cries and kneels down, seeing all disappear from her sight...
"Now..now...who makes my TianEr cry so badly?"
TianTian looks up and can"t believe who she sees.
"Grandpa...Hikkkhikk...Grandddpaa..."
TianTian fold her elbows around Grandpa"s shoulders so tightly and then cries... suddenly she turns into a small child and they are at house yard of Grandpa"s house like in the past.
"Don"t cry, My TianEr..." Grandpa pats little TianTian"s back gently.
"You didn"t do anything wrong in your heart, right? Remember, as long you keep your heart right, don"t fear and be strong! No one can really really defeat you and you will find a way...There is always a way for the one who has a strong heart..."
"Hik....hik...yes Grandpa Hik..."
TianTian opened her eyes. Turns out it just a dream, but she felt it so real. TianTian sat on her bed,
"Grandpa is right...I must be strong and not give up, not yet..." Her Grandpa reminded her what is important.
She looked at the clock wall, it was almost 11 pm. She had sleep almost all day. Then she heard her stomach"s sounding loud, demanding a food. TianTian decided to go out from her room and tried to find food at the kitchen.
When TianTian stepped downstairs, she already could smelled the yummy flavours came from the kitchen. Aunt Ma who noticed her coming, smiled and welcomed her to sit at the dinner room.
"Please sit here, Ms TianTian. I am glad you are awake at the right time. The dinner will be served soon. Please wait a little bit more..."
"Dinner? at 11 pm? Is it cooked for me only or...?"
Aunt Ma seemed knowing her mind, she explained more,
"Mr Li will come home soon and he want to have a dinner with you."
"As I thought...but what then? I am afraid that beast will not satisfy by just eating the dinner..." TianTian sudden felt her body became so tense, she folded her arms. She knew what could be happened later and she was not ready yet...so not ready...
A car arrived at the outside of house, Aunt Ma immediately rushed to the front door, opened it and welcomed the homecoming of the master of this house like usual.
"Welcome back, Mr Li..."
"Aunt Ma, where is she?" LiMingHu gave her coat to Aunt Ma.
"Ms.TianTian just wake up from her sleep and now she is waiting at the dinner room." Aunt Ma answered.
"I see..." LiMingHu loosen his tie, and walked straight to the dinner room.
"He has back!" TianTian"s heart was beating so hard,...she clenched her hands, she didn"t know how to express her feeling in her face, angry? yes; scare? yes; hurted? also yes; disgust? maybe a little...
LiMingHu was so please to see TianTian still in his house. In this last month, how many times he imagined this scene, able to see TianTian when he went home.
He then came closer to TianTian , standing at her back and held her shoulders while he kissed TianTian"s right cheek softly. Then he sat beside TianTian"s right side,
"Aunt Ma, Is the food not ready yet?" He held TianTian"s right hand tightly on the table. He looked to her closely, "Are you waiting for me to eat?" He purposely whispered to TianTian"s right ear, " That"s good, I can wait to "eat" also...", it was making TianTian"s ears turns red and she felt tinkling on her body.
TianTian tried to take off her hand but LiMingHu"s grip became more tight, he didn"t want to let her hand go.
"I am not going anywhere. Let go my hand..."
"...I don"t want to...you said it yesterday, you are mine... this hand is mine now..."
He raised TianTian"s right hand closer to his lips, and kissed it.
"Crazy...crazy beast!!" TianTian just can shouted in her mind as her face had turned red.
In that moment, Aunt Ma came and led other servants to serve the food. Once again TianTian was distracted and temped with the food coz once again ,all the food served were her favourite food.
"If you don"t let my hand go, how can I eat?"
"I can feed you..." LiMingHu took a fork of meat slice and then put it in front of TianTian"s mouth, gesturing her to open her mouth and eat it.
"Now he treats me as like i am his pet!!!"
Some servant who watched it couldn"t held their smiles and giggling. It embarra.s.sed TianTian. She stared angrily to LiMingHu,
"I can eat by myself. If you do this, I won"t eat at all..."
LiMingHu laughed a little, He didn"t p.i.s.sed at all coz he liked to see the rebelled TianTian, the part which makes her so attractive to the king. He put down the fork and finally freed her hand.
"I won"t bother you anymore...let"s just eat..." Then he started enjoying his own food.
TianTian didn"t know how to respond him after all. Her tummy sounded louder again so she just concentrated with her own food. In a next few minutes, both of them didn"t talk at all and just enjoyed their own food. But Aunt Ma could see, that her master"s appet.i.te today was much better than this last month.
As time pa.s.sed on, LiMingHu had finished his food meanwhile TianTian was purposely not to finish her food yet.
She tried to eat slowly as she could. But it didn"t bother LiMingHu. After drinking his water, LiMingHu just stayed on his seat and enjoyed looking at TianTian. He stared on her eyes, her lips, her body... its so intense that made TianTian felt uncomfort.
The food was almost finish. It was a few spoons more. TianTian kept thinking for her next move...
"What should I do?...After this...I don"t have any reason to reject him...I can"t run nor fight him back...He is too strong..."
TianTian ate the last spoon of food. Now her plate was finish of food and then she drank her water slowly till she managed to drink all water in the gla.s.s.
LiMingHu sudden gave a signal, and the servants immediately cleaned all plates on the table and another servant came and served a bottle of wine with two empty wine gla.s.ses. Then Aunt Ma instructed all servants to leave the dinner room and in a second, there were no one except TianTian and LiMingHu in that room.
TianTian stared confusedly to LiMingHu, while LiMingHu opened the wine and pour it to the wine gla.s.ses. He then gave one wine gla.s.s into TianTian"s right hand. While he took another gla.s.s and made a small tap sound with the gla.s.ses. He drank it till the gla.s.s was empty and then gesturing TianTian to drink it too. His body slowly bent closer to TianTian, he put his left hand on TianTian"s shoulder.
"Drink it with me...I want to celebrate our first night..." Once again he whispered it to TianTian"s ear while his right hand grabbed TianTian"s right hand which holding the wine gla.s.s and guided it smoothly but firm that made TianTian couldn"t not stop herself from drinking that wine. LiMingHu kept locking his eyes on her eyes.
TianTian could felt her heart"s beating so fast...she admitted that somehow her body seemed being hypnotised by LiMingHu"s charm eyes and his smooth gestures but she was still not giving up.
"Ughh..." Sudden she bent her body and her left hand touched her stomach...
It surprised LiMingHu,...
"What happens?"
"My stomach hurts..." TianTian hoped that her acts could fooled LiMingHu. "I need to go to the bathroom" She then took a chance to go to the living room, where there is a bathroom and then she closed the door before LiMingHu could responded.
At first, LiMingHu felt worry but after some minutes, TianTian didn"t come out and he didn"t hear any sound from inside bathroom. Then LiMingHu realized that this woman once again tried to run away from him. He smiled.
Meanwhile in the bathroom, TianTian was thinking hard to survive at least for this night, she couldn"t stay all night in the bathroom...she only could tried anyway...
A knocking made TianTian put her aware. She knew it was LiMingHu,
"TianTian, are you okay?"
"I...I am...not okay....I ...I think I eat too much....uughh...my stomach is really hurt... Why don"t you go sleep first.... it will take a while..don"t wait for me..."
"Please...please just go...just leave me alone for tonight..." TianTian prayed inside her mind.
"..." LiMingHu didn"t answer immediately,
"Very well, if that so, I am leaving now..."
Then silent.
"Did he really go? Did I fool him?"
TianTian was not sure ,but she was hearing no sound at all outside. For a minute she waited, then she slowly opened the door. She just took one step out of the bathroom then suddenly a hand pulled her and carried her on.
LiMingHu was lying. He actually just waited patiently till TianTian went out from the bathroom. Then he carried her on and walked upstairs to TianTian"s bedroom.
"No...no...put me down..." TianTian tried to fight back but useless...
LiMingHu entered the bedroom and threw her down on the bed.
"You can"t do this...!! We still have a contract!!!" TianTian arose and tried to remind the three month contract, hoping LiMingHu could stopped.
LiMingHu pushes her back laying on the bed and he was being on her,
"The contract is not applicable since you run away to your family, remember?! Stop fighting, TianTian! You are mine. Since beginning you are always be mine. Why do you play so hard?!!" LiMingHu started to kissed her again and again; his hands sealed TianTian"s hand, so she couldn"t pushed him back.
"Because I don"t love you...I don"t want!!!"
LiMingHu stopped, he couldn"t believe he became so anger to hear those words... He never cared before about "love", No he didn"t! It just a l.u.s.t that he wanting TianTian fully.
"So what,...I"ll giving you a love pleasure right now, TianTian...you don"t need to love me...but I want you..." After that, LiMingHu became so rough in kissing and bitting TianTian"s body, giving a lot of hickeys around TianTian"s collarbones. He ripped off TianTian"s cloth; and started to knead TianTian"s b.o.o.bs and kissing it. It made TianTian felt weird, she couldn"t stopped to moan...
it was hurt...but some how she felt aroused. She also felt weak to fight back.
"No..noo...aaaahh..aaah.no.."
While he put his tongue inside TianTian"s mouth, kissing her pa.s.sionately, LiMingHu didn"t waste the time to take off his pants, and also finding a way to touch TianTian"s hole below. He could felt that below part of TianTian had became wet,
"What is it? So you are enjoying too,...you are so wet...let me enter you, TianTian"
"No..." TianTian cried, she didn"t ready yet...
But when LiMingHu looked to his hand... he stopped.
"Sh*t", He suddenly turned away from TianTian...then he put his pants back and went out from the room...
"What?...What happened...why suddenly he stopped?" TianTian confused, but also relieved. Suddenly she was really feeling hurt in her below stomach,
"Auch..." Something wet at her below part, she checked it; Turned out she got her menstruation... the bedcover became full of dirty blood.
She now understood why the beast left the room.
"Thanks G.o.d....he stopped...hik...hik..."
A knocking came from outside, it was Aunt Ma,
"Miss TianTian, Mr Li asked me to help you clean up..." She saw the blood and understood..."Oh no need to cry, Ms TianTian...It just a bad time...wait until your period ended, both of you still can do it again any times..."
While LiMingHu was taking a shower also in his own bedroom. He punched the bathroom wall to express his disappointing.
"d.a.m.n! Why did she must having menstruation at this moment...I felt terrible doing it while she is in that condition..."
He calmed himself...recalling the words from TianTian, *Because I don"t love you, I don"t want* His heart felt uncomfort again.
"I don"t believe that I can"t make you surrender, TianTian....Maybe next time...yeah, next time....I can wait..."