But the most dexterous soother of qualms and scruples was Mrs. Lenoir.
Her matter-of-fact treatment of the joint excursion shamed Winnie out of making too much of it. What reason was there to suppose that Bertie would fall in love? A pleasant pa.s.sing flirtation perhaps--and why not?
Moreover--here the subject was treated in a more general way, though the special application was not obscure--suppose he did! What did it matter?
Men were always falling in love, and falling out of it again. A slight shrug of still shapely shoulders reduced these occurrences to their true proportions. Finally she took occasion to hint that Bertie Merriam was not what he himself would call "pious." He accepted the religion of his caste and country as he found it; he conformed to its observances and had an honest uninquiring belief in its dogmas. It was to him a natural side of life and an integral part of regimental discipline--much, in fact, as church-going was to Alice Aikenhead, at school. But there was no reason to suppose that he would carry it to extremes, or consider that it could ask more of him than the law asked. So far as the law went, all objections would vanish in a few months. Strong in her influence over the General, Mrs. Lenoir foresaw, in the event of the falling in love coming to pa.s.s, a brief trouble and a happy ending. The second was well worth the first. In fact she was by now set on her project--on the fresh start and the good match for Winnie. She was ready to forward it in every way she could, by diplomacy, by hard fighting if need be, by cajolery, and, finally, by such an endowment for Winnie as would remove all hindrances of a financial order. Though most of her money was sunk in an annuity, she could well afford to make Winnie"s income up to four hundred a year--not a despicable dower for the wife of a regimental officer. With three sons in the army the General was not able to make very handsome allowances; the four hundred would be welcome with a bride.
She would have been interested to overhear a conversation which took place between the General and his son while they were dining together at Bertie"s club two days before the expedition was to set out. The General filled his gla.s.s of port and opened the subject.
"Bertie, my boy, you ought to get married," he said. "A C.O., as you will be soon, ought to have a wife. It"s good for the regiment, in my opinion--though some men think otherwise, as I"m aware--and it makes it much less likely that a man will get into any sc.r.a.pe on his own account--a thing a bachelor"s always liable to do, and in these days a much more serious matter than it used to be."
The General, at least, did not sound unpracticably "pious." Mrs. Lenoir might take comfort.
Bertie Merriam blushed a little through his tan. "Well, to tell the truth, I have been just sort of thinking about it--in a kind of way, you know."
"Anybody special in your eye?" asked the General.
"It"s rather early days to give it away," Bertie pleaded.
"Yes, yes. I quite see, my boy. I beg your pardon. But I"m very glad to hear what you say. I know you"ll choose a good girl--and a pretty one too, I"ll lay odds! I won"t ask any more. A little bit of money wouldn"t hurt, of course. Take your own time, Bertie, and I"ll wait." Thus the General ostensibly pa.s.sed from the subject. But after finishing his gla.s.s and allowing it to be refilled, he remarked, "I"m looking forward to our jaunt, Bertie. It was a happy idea of mine, wasn"t it? I shall enjoy talking to Clara--I always do--and you"ll be happy with little Miss Wilson. I like her--I like her very much. Of course, twenty years ago it wouldn"t have been wise for Clara to chaperon her, but at this time of day it"s all forgotten. Only old fogies like me remember anything about it. It oughtn"t to prejudice the girl in any sensible man"s eyes."
He exchanged a glance with his son. Nothing explicit was said. But a question had been answered which Bertie had desired to put. It was now quite clear to him that, if he were desirous of courting Miss Winnie Wilson, he need expect no opposition from the General.
"I"m quite with you there, father. It would be very unfair to Miss Wilson."
With what mind would Mrs. Lenoir--and Miss Wilson--have overheard the conversation? Might they have recognized that they were not giving quite such fair treatment as was being accorded to them? Or would Winnie"s theories and her ability to launch a staggering _tu quoque_, and Mrs.
Lenoir"s practical points of difficulty, still have carried the day? It is probable that they would. Taken all together, they were very powerful, and Stephen Aikenhead"s atavistic "public-school" idea of honour could hardly have prevailed.
Father and son walked home, arm in arm. The talk of his son"s marriage, the prospect of his son"s commanding his regiment, moved the old soldier to unwonted feeling.
"I shall be a proud man when I can boast of two Colonels--and if that scamp George"ll stick to work, he ought to give me a third before many years are over. There"s no finer billet in the world than the command of a regiment--no position in which you can do more good, in my opinion, or serve the King to better purpose. And a good wife can help you, as I said--help you a lot."
He pressed his son"s arm and added, "Only you mustn"t let her interfere with your work. The regiment must still come first in everything, Bertie--aye, even before your wife! That"s the rule of the Service."
CHAPTER XX
AN HEROIC OFFER
Bob Purnett spent nearly two months in Ireland; it was much longer than he had intended, but he liked the hunting there, and, when that was over, found excellent quarters and amusing society at the house of a squire whom his prowess in the field had won to friendship and who maintained the national tradition in the matter of good claret. Bob had no cause for hurry; his year"s work was done. A holiday on the Riviera was the next item in his annual programme.
He arrived in London two days before the expedition to Madeira was to start. Of it he knew nothing. He had written a couple of friendly breezy letters to Winnie (under the idea that she might be down-hearted), and the answer to the first--she had not answered the second--told him where she was and conveyed the impression that she still found life bearable.
Where she was possessed a certain significance in his eyes; he nodded his head over it. It was a factor--precisely how important he could not say--in answering the question he had been, not with oppressive frequency yet from time to time, asking himself in the intervals of hunting and of drinking his host"s good claret. "Why shouldn"t she?" was the form the question a.s.sumed in his thoughts. If she had with G.o.dfrey Ledstone--not much of a chap after all!--why shouldn"t she with somebody else? True, Winnie had always puzzled him. But there was the line of division--a fixed line surely, if anything was fixed? She had crossed it once. He could not see why, with the proper courtesies observed, she should not make another transit. Yet, because she had always puzzled him, he was, as he told himself, stupidly nervous about making the proposition. People who do things, and yet do not seem to be the sort of people who generally do them, occasion these doubts and hesitations, confusing psychology and perplexing experience. Yet, finally, he was minded to "chance it"--and, let it be said, not without such a sense of responsibility as it lay in his nature to feel. She had crossed the line, but he knew that she did not regard herself as a denizen of the other side. He was ready to concede that, to allow for it, to be very much on his good behaviour. Above all, no hint of the mercantile! He had the perception to see not only how fatal, but how rude and unjustifiable such a thing would be. He was (in a sentence) prepared to combine a charming companionship with an elevating influence. Permanently? Ah, well! If bygones are to be bygones, futurities may, by a parity of treatment, be left to the future.
He called at the flat in Knightsbridge on Friday afternoon. In the drawing-room neighbourhood no signs of the impending expedition were visible; invaluable Emily restricted the ravages of packing to the bedrooms and their immediate vicinity. Mrs. Lenoir and Winnie were together, drinking tea. Winnie received him with glad cordiality; in the hostess he felt vaguely a hint of reserve. Mrs. Lenoir, full of her new project, did not see why Bob Purnett should come. She had nothing against him, but he was irrelevant; if her scheme succeeded, he would naturally drop out. She was distantly gracious--the "grand manner" made its appearance--and, after giving him a cup of tea, went back to her packing, concerning which neither she nor Winnie had said a word--Winnie waiting for a lead from her friend, and her friend not being minded to give it.
Winnie had not thought of Bob for weeks, but her heart warmed to him.
"He saved my life that first night," was her inward utterance of grat.i.tude. She lounged back on the sofa, and let him talk. But he did not talk idly for long; Bob Purnett took his fences; after all, he had made a thorough inspection of this particular "teaser" before he mounted his horse.
"I"ve been thinking a lot about you, since I"ve been away."
"Flattered, Mr. Purnett."
"Oh, rot. I mean, hoping you weren"t unhappy, and so on, you know."
Winnie moved her small hands in a gesture expressive of a reasoned endurance.
"But, I say, pretty quiet here, isn"t it?"
"Oh yes, but I don"t mind that."
"Don"t want to sit down here all your life, do you?"
"That is rather a large order, isn"t it? Have you anything else to suggest?"
"You"ve begun to laugh at a fellow already!"
"Already? Good gracious, is there anything tremendous coming?"
Bob got up from his chair, moved across the hearthrug, and stood by her.
He cleared his throat and lit a cigarette. Winnie began to be curious; she smiled up at him. "I believe you"ve got something on your mind. Out with it." A sudden idea flashed into her head. "You"ve not come from G.o.dfrey? Because that"s utterly impossible."
"What do you take me for? I haven"t seen the fellow. I say, what made you think that?"
"Oh, I beg your pardon--I"m sorry. But you asked whether I wanted to stay here; that was like suggesting I should go somewhere else, wasn"t it? So I thought you might mean that I should go--go back, you know. I"d sooner kill myself."
"Oh, please drop it. I wasn"t talking about that. I"m off to Monte Carlo on Tuesday." He looked down at his well-polished broad-welted brown boots; he was always admirably shod. Yet he seemed to find no inspiration, or not a very happy one. "Got over it, haven"t you?"
Winnie shrank into her sh.e.l.l. "I think I prefer your dumb sympathy. How can you expect me to talk about it?"
"Put my foot in it?"
"Well, yes, rather." Her right hand beat a tattoo on the arm of her chair.
"Always do," remarked Bob reflectively, his eyes still on his boots. He was not surprised that she thought his question badly phrased--necessary preliminary as it was in substance.
"Oh, nonsense. You"re a dear. But have you really anything you"re trying to say?"
He must jump now--or he must refuse. He saw it, and courage came with the need for it.
"I say, could you think of coming with me to Monte?" He raised his eyes, and looked her full in the face as he put the question. He had courage--but the puzzle was terribly persistent. "Will she come, or will she kick me out?"--is a brief summary of his inward questioning; he thought it about equal betting.
"Come with you?"
"Yes. Have a bit of fun, you know. We"d have a rare time." He was down at his boots again. "And everything just as you like, honour bright, Winnie, till--till you saw what you wanted, don"t you know?"
Winnie sat quite still for a few moments. She looked at Bob Purnett with an inquiring glance. He was a very good fellow. That she knew. Was he quite sane? He was certainly funny--so funny that indignation refused to adorn the situation. Slowly a smile bent the lines of her mouth. Here was a pretty contrast to d.i.c.k Dennehy"s heartfelt appeal to her to "take care of herself"; and not less to Bertie Merriam"s respectfully cautious attentions. Aye, and to Mrs. Lenoir"s schemes! She was aware that Bob had never grasped the true significance of her action in regard to G.o.dfrey Ledstone. But to think that he had missed it so tremendously as this! And there were the trunks packed, not for Monte Carlo, but for Madeira--trunks redolent of respectability. She might be amused, but her amus.e.m.e.nt could not be devoid of malice; she might smile, but Bob must suffer--well, just a little, anyhow. She looked up at him, smiling still in treacherous amiability.