"I"ve discharged myself from the case," he said. He spoke quietly, but his voice vibrated with feeling. "It was the only thing to do. No man could keep on with a case where the family were secretly following the consultant"s directions, instead of those of the physician in charge.
But,--for your sake, little wife, I"ve done something I never would have believed I"d do."
She sat up, her eyes fixed on the dim outlines of his face. "Tell me!"
she urged.
"To begin with, I had it out with them, and let them know I understood the situation perfectly--and had understood it all along. That I couldn"t stay with people who had lost faith in me. That if I were out of it they could have the full benefit of Van Horn"s orders, and the nurses would be relieved of a mighty difficult situation. I suppose you don"t know--few people do--that it"s a bad breach of professional ethics for a consultant to conduct himself so that he throws doubt on the ability of the man in charge? In this case it was a piece of outrageous--" He caught himself up. "I can"t get going on that, or--those fires won"t stay banked!"
She had his hand in both hers, and she lifted it to her lips. He drew a smothered breath or two, and went on.
"They were glad enough to see me out of it. Van Horn was--also glad!
You see,--within the last few hours the patient had lost ground--Van"s prognosis was being verified. But, when it came to taking leave of the patient, there was the d.i.c.kens to pay. His pulse jumped and his temperature went up, and there was trouble for fair. He begged me not to leave him. From the start his faith has been pinned tight to me. The family hadn"t reckoned with that. They found themselves obliged to reckon with it. They saw I must be kept, or the game would be up in short order."
"Oh, then you _had_ to stay!"
"Yes, I had to stay--but--I couldn"t! Van Horn was in charge, and the family wanted him in charge."
"But the patient would die if you didn"t stay. You couldn"t let professional etiquette--"
"Couldn"t you, though? You"ve got to observe the rules of the game, Ellen, or you"ll be in a worse mess than if you disregard them. After I had resigned the case, unless Van Horn took himself out of it I could have no recognized place in the house. He could have invited me, in the emergency, to share responsibility equally with himself--but would he do that? Never! There was just one thing I could do,--let the patient think I was still in charge, and continue to see him, while Van Horn ran things and so satisfied the family."
"Oh, Red, they couldn"t ask you to do that?"
"That was what they did ask. I saw "red" then, for a minute, I can tell you. You can"t understand just what a humiliation that would be,--it"s more than you could expect of any man--"
"But with the patient needing you--"
"I know,--but it"s an anomalous position, just the same--an unbearable one. Not one man in a thousand would consider it for an instant. But it"s the one I"ve accepted--for you!"
He drew her into his arms, and had his reward. He had not known she would be so deeply touched, and his heart grew very warm.
"Bless you!" he murmured. "Do you care so much about seeing those fires banked? They would never burn _you_!"
"Care? Oh, how I care! But, Red, you haven"t accepted an "anomalous position." It"s a clearly defined one,--the position of the man who is big enough to take second place, because it is his duty. And I"m so proud of you--so proud! And prouder yet because you"ve controlled that fiery temper."
"Don"t praise me yet,--it may break out again. The test is coming in the next forty-eight hours."
"You will stand it,--I know you will."
"You would put backbone into a feather-bed," said Red Pepper, with conviction, and they laughed and clung together, in the early dawn.
Two days later Burns came home again as the first light of the morning was breaking over the summer sky. It had been the third consecutive night which he had spent at the bedside of the patient who would not let him go,--the patient who, every time his weary eyes lifted, during the long stretches of the night, wanted to rest them upon a halo of coppery red hair against the low-burning light. The sick man had learned what it meant to feel now and then, in a moment of torture, the pressure of a kind, big hand upon his, and to hear the sound of a quiet, rea.s.suring voice--_"Steady--steady--better in a minute!"_
As he entered his office his eyes were heavy with his vigils, but his heart was very light. He looked at a certain old leather chair, into which he had often sunk when he came in at untimely hours, too weary to take another step toward bed. But now he pa.s.sed it by and noiselessly crossed the hall into the living-room, where stood the roomy and luxurious couch which Ellen had provided with special thought of hours like these.
He softly opened the windows, to let in the morning breeze and the bird-songs of the early risers outside, then threw himself upon the couch, and almost instantly was sound asleep.
Two hours later, before the household was astir, Ellen came down. She was in flowing, lacy garments, her hair in freshly braided plaits hanging over her shoulders, her eyes clear and bright with the invigoration of the night"s rest. As if she had known he would be there, she came straight to her husband"s side, and stood looking down at him with her heart in her eyes.
He looked almost like a big boy, lying there with one arm under his head, the heavy lashes marking the line of the closed eyes, the face unbent from the tenser moulding of waking hours, the whole strong body relaxed into an att.i.tude of careless ease. Even as she looked, though she had made scarcely a breath of noise, his eyes unclosed. He was the lightest of sleepers, even when worn out with work. He lay staring up at her for a minute while she smiled down at him, then he held out his arms.
"He"s pa.s.sed the danger point," he exulted, and he took hold of the two long plaits and wound them about her head. Then he sat up and began deliberately to unbraid her hair, while she submitted laughing.
"At two this morning he had a bad turn," said he, his fingers having their way with the dusky locks. "The nurse gave him Van Horn"s drugs,--he grew worse. I rose up and took charge." He laughed at the thought. "We had things doing there that would have made Van"s hair curl. Everybody"s hair curled but mine. Mine stood up straight. I waved my arms like a semaph.o.r.e. I said _"Do this!"_ and they did it. I sent every one of Van"s emergency orders to thunder and tried my own. They were radical--but they worked. The patient pulled out,--he"ll live now,--I"ll warrant him.
They got Van there just as the thing was over. He and I looked each other in the eye--and I won. _Ah--h!--it was worth it!_"
He drew her hair all over her face, like a veil; then he gently parted it and kissed her happy lips.
"Oh, but I"m the hungry boy," said he. "Can"t we have breakfast--_now_?"
CHAPTER V
MORE THAN ONE OPINION
"I want an opinion," said Burns, one night at dinner, "that shall coincide with mine. Where do you suppose I"m going to find it?"
He had been more or less abstracted during the entire dinner. He now offered, in a matter-of-fact tone, this explanation of his abstraction much as he might have observed that he would like a partridge, if it had happened to be in season.
"What"s a ""pinion," Uncle Red?" inquired his small ward, Bob. Bob"s six-year-old brain seemed to be always at work in the attempt to solve problems.
"It"s what somebody else thinks about a thing when it agrees with what you think. When it doesn"t agree it"s a prejudice," replied Burns. He forestalled further questioning from Bob by refilling his plate with the things the boy liked best, and by continuing, himself:
"Grayson"s idea about a certain case of mine is prejudice--pure prejudice. Van Horn"s is bl.u.s.ter. Field"s is non-committal. Buller would like to back me up--good old Buller--but is honestly convinced that I"m making an awful mess of it. I want an opinion--a distinguished opinion."
"Why don"t you send for it?" his wife asked.
Burns frowned. "That"s the trouble. The more distinguished the opinion I get the more my patient will have to pay for it, and he can"t afford to pay a tin dollar. At the same time--By George! There"s Leaver! I heard the other day that Leaver was at a sanitorium not a hundred miles away,--there for a rest. I"ll wager he"s there with a patient for a few days--at a good big price a day. Leaver never rests. He"s made of steel wires. I believe I"ll have him up on the long-distance and see if I can"t get him to run over."
"Is it Dr. John Leaver of Baltimore you speak of?"
"It surely is. Do you happen to know him?"
"Slightly, and by reputation--a great reputation."
"Great? I should say so. Jack"s been sawing wood without resting for ten years. We were great chums in college, though he was two cla.s.ses ahead of me. I was with him again for a winter in Germany, when we were both studying there. If I can get him over here for a day, I"ll have an opinion worth respecting, whether it happens to agree with mine or not.
And if it doesn"t, I"ll not call it prejudice."
He left the table to put in a long-distance call. Between the salad and the dessert he was summoned to talk with his friend. Presently he returned, chuckling.
"It must be fully ten minutes since I thought of Leaver, and now I have him promised for to-morrow. I"ll meet him in the city, give him the history of the case at luncheon at the Everett, take him to the hospital afterward, bring him out here to discuss things, and give him one of your dinners. Then for a fine evening at our fireside. He"s agreed to stay overnight. I didn"t expect that. He"s usually in too much of a hurry to linger long anywhere."
"He has never seemed in a hurry, when I have seen him," Ellen observed.
"He has such a quiet manner, and such a cool, calm way of looking at one, I always thought he must have a wonderful command of himself."