"I was so sorry, the other day, that it happened you didn"t meet Mrs.
Burns"s friend, such an interesting young woman. She is coming here to open a photographic studio in this old house--as an experiment."
"A professional photographer?"
"I believe not--as yet. She would still call herself an amateur, but from the pictures she showed us she would seem an expert. I never saw anything like them. Dr. Burns--he had never met her--was very much taken with them, especially with one of the little old lady, her grandmother, whom she is to bring here."
They strolled along the moss-grown path, past the house, aside into the garden, its tangle of flowers and shrubbery rich with neglected bloom and sweet with all manner of scents--sweet-william, larkspur, clove-pink.
Leaver, stooping, picked a spicy-smelling, fringe-bordered pink, and sniffed its sun-warmed fragrance.
"It takes me back to my boyhood," he said, "when I used to think a visit at my grandfather"s old country place the greatest thing that could happen to me. There was a big bed of these flowers under my window. When the sun was hot upon them they rivalled the spices of Araby."
Miss Mathewson stood looking back at the house. From the garden, which lay at the side and behind it, it showed all of its forlornness and few of its possibilities.
"What will she make of living there, even for the year she means to stay?" she wondered, aloud. "Now, if it were I, it wouldn"t seem strange; I am used to living in a little old house. But such a girl as Miss Ruston--I can hardly imagine her here. She thinks the house and the old garden will make fine backgrounds for her work. I suppose they will."
"Miss Ruston?" Dr. Leaver repeated. "Was that the name?"
"Miss Charlotte Ruston, of South Carolina, I believe. I never heard the name before, have you?"
"It is an unusual one. I have known only one person of that name." Leaver walked slowly over to a decayed and tumbling bench beneath an apple-tree, whose boughs had been so long untrimmed that they spread almost to the earth. He sat down upon it, rather heavily, and lifted the clove-pink to his nostrils again. His dark brows contracted slightly. He looked at the house. "It will have to have a good deal done to it before it is fit for any one," he observed. "You said there was an old lady to come, too?"
"A most beautiful little old lady, whom Miss Ruston seemed to be very anxious over, lest she suffer any harm. Dr. Burns, when he heard of it, insisted on coming over here to make sure the house could be made perfectly dry and comfortable for her."
"He was right. Little old ladies must be taken care of, and young women are apt to think any place that is picturesque is safe."
Miss Mathewson, seeing him apparently more interested in the subject than he was apt to be in the topics she brought up to amuse him, except as he a.s.sumed interest for her sake, went on with this one, and told him all she knew about Miss Ruston"s plans, ending with a description of the photographs she had shown.
"But I should like to see one of herself," she added. "She has such a--brilliant face. I can"t think of any other word to describe it!
When she looks at you she looks as if she--cared so much to see what you were like!" She laughed at her own attempt to make her description clear. "Not as if she were curious, you know, but as if she were interested--attracted. Can you imagine the expression?"
Leaver leaned his head back against the apple-tree trunk, and closed his eyes. The spice-pink, still held at his nostrils, shielded his lips. He looked rather white, his nurse noticed, but she had become accustomed to seeing these moments come upon him--they pa.s.sed away again, and Dr. Burns had said that no notice need be taken of them unless they were long in pa.s.sing. In spite of his pallor, he spoke naturally enough.
"Yes, I have seen such a face. But many women--Southern women, especially--have that look of being absorbed in what one is saying; it is a pretty trick of theirs. Won"t you sit down, too, on this old bench? It is so warm yet, we may as well rest a little and walk when it is dusk and cooler."
She sat down beside him, a pleasant picture to look at in her white lawn in which, at Ellen"s suggestion, she now made of herself, in the afternoons, a figure less severe than in her uniform. She had even added a touch of turquoise to the chaste whiteness of the dress, a colour which brought out the beauty of her deep blue eyes and fair cheeks and even lent warmth to the pale hues of her hair.
"If you want to sit here, Dr. Leaver, I might run across and bring the book we are reading. Would you like to hear a chapter?"
"Thank you, not to-night. It"s a great book, and stirs the blood with its attempt to tell the story of a war whose real story can never be told by any one, no matter what skill the historian brings to the telling. But I"m not in the mood for it to-night. I wonder if, instead, you won"t tell me a bit about yourself. You"ve never said a word about the work you do with my friend, Dr. Burns. Do you like it?"
She hesitated. Was this a safe subject, she wondered, for a surgeon who, she understood, had broken down from overwork? But the question had been asked.
"Very much," she answered, quietly. "One could hardly help liking work under Dr. Burns."
"Why? Do you think him a fine operator?"
"Very fine. He is considered the best in the city, now, I believe, even though his office is out here in the village. Of course it is not a great city, but his reputation extends out into the towns around."
"He is an enthusiast in his profession, I know. And you are one in yours, I see."
"Do you see it, Dr. Leaver? I thought I spoke quite moderately."
"So moderately that I recognized the restraint. You a.s.sist Dr. Burns whenever he operates?"
"Yes--if I am free."
"He can"t have been doing much lately, then."
She glanced at him. He was still leaning back against the apple-tree trunk, but his eyes were open and regarding her rather closely. They were eyes whose powers of discernment, as Burns had said, one could not hope easily to elude.
"He is so interested in your recovery, Dr. Leaver, that he is willing, anxious, to spare me. There are other capable a.s.sistants, plenty of them."
"But none trained to his hand, as you are trained."
In spite of herself, the quick colour rose in a wave and bathed her face in its tell-tale glow. He smiled.
"I see. It"s worth everything to an operator to have a right-hand man--or woman--like that. One doesn"t often find a woman capable of taking the part, but, when one is, she is like a second brain to the operator. Well, I"ll soon release you. I don"t need to be coddled now, though it"s very pleasant. I shall remember these walks and talks and hours with books. If one must be disabled, it"s much to be looked after by one who seems a friend."
"But--Dr Leaver!--" She spoke in some alarm. "You mustn"t talk of dismissing me like this--unless you are dissatisfied with me. I know Dr.
Burns is taking great satisfaction in having me give my time to you. If I am helping you at all--"
"You are. But--I must help myself.... Never mind." He closed his eyes again. "Tell me about yourself--as Dr. Burns"s a.s.sistant. Do you enjoy making things ready for him?"
She saw that he would have it, so she answered. "Yes, I suppose I take pride in having everything as he will want it. I know quite well what he wants, by this time."
"Yes. And he can depend on you. When the time comes for the start, you have yourself well in hand? No quick pulse--short breath?"
"Why, it would not be possible, I suppose, to be so self-controlled as that. Even Dr. Burns is not. He has told me, more than once, that his heart is pounding like an engine when he goes into an operation, or when he faces an unexpected emergency, in the course of it."
"Ah!... But it doesn"t affect his work--or yours--this racing of the engine?"
"One forgets it, I think, when one is once at work. Dr. Leaver, look at that squirrel! Out on the roof of the house--at the back. Do you see him peering over at us? Inquisitive little creature!"
"Like myself. Yes, I see his small majesty. Well, tell me, please, why you like the work so much? You wouldn"t give it up?"
She drew a quick breath. "Oh, no!"
"And the reason why you like it--am I too curious? Do you mind telling me?"
"Why, not at all. I can--hardly tell you, though, what it is that makes me like it. Of course, I"m happy to have a hand, even though it"s only an a.s.sistant"s hand, in saving life. But--the life isn"t always saved. I suppose, the real secret of it is one likes to be doing the thing one can do best."
"That"s it!" He drew a heavy breath. "The thing one can do best.
And when that thing is the setting poor, disabled human machinery straight--making it run smoothly again! One can hardly imagine turning one"s hand to--book-binding, making things in bra.s.s, dressing dolls, to take up one"s time, occupy one"s mind, keep one"s hands busy, after having known the practice of a profession like that!"
He got up from the bench and strode a few paces with a quick, impatient step, such as she had never seen him take. Then, wheeling suddenly, he came back to the bench and dropped upon it, breathing short. She had instantly to his support a small bottle of strong salts which she always carried, but for a moment she feared that this might not be stimulant enough to a heart still inclined to be erratic upon small provocation.
She laid anxious fingers upon his pulse, but found it already steadying.
"This will be over in a minute," she said quietly. "Soon, you will have got above such bothersome minutes. I shouldn"t have let you talk about a thing which means so much to you."