"Of course he was. And work--and only work--will put him quite back where he was before the breakdown. I fully believe, Mrs. Burns, that labour is a condition of healthy life. And of the two evils, too much labour or too much idleness, the latter is the greater."
"You make me feel a drone," Ellen declared.
Amy gave her a quick, understanding glance.
"You? Oh, no, Mrs. Burns. You do the prettiest work in the world, and the most necessary."
"But yours is fine--wonderful."
"Not fine, nor wonderful. Dr. Burns"s work is that. Mine is just--supplementary."
"But absolutely essential. How many times has he told me what he has owed you all these years for perfection of detail. He says he doubts if he himself could secure such perfection if it all depended upon his care."
Amy Mathewson bent suddenly over a strange looking instrument, whose parts she had been examining before putting them into the bag. Her fair cheek flushed richly. "I am glad to give him the best I can do," she said, quietly, yet Ellen could detect an odd little thrill in her voice.
Within herself Ellen understood the truth, which she had long ago guessed. And with it came a fresh revelation. This was the reason why Amy Mathewson could see, unmoved, the departure of Leaver, who had been so closely thrown with her all that strange summer. With the deep loyalty of a few rare natures, having once given her love, even though she received nothing but friendship in return, she could care for no future which did not include that friendship, dearer than the love of other men.
Ellen was still in the office, held there by a curious fascination of interest in Amy"s rapid, skillful preparations. It meant so much, this operating at a country house, she explained to Ellen. It meant the working out of all manner of difficult details, that the final conditions might as closely as possible resemble those which were to be had, ready to hand, in the operating-room of any hospital.
"It"s a serious handicap to a surgeon"s best work," she a.s.serted, "when he has to do it at a home. With all my precautions, I can never feel so sure of giving him perfect cleanliness of surroundings."
"You can, if any one can," Ellen said, feeling for the first time as she spoke, a curious little twinge of envy of the one whom her husband had long called, with affectionate familiarity, his "right-hand man."
Often as she had seen the two drive away together it seemed to her to-day that she looked at them with new eyes. Just as Amy set out the closed hand-bags, with a box and a bundle beside them, and donned hat and driving-coat, the Green Imp came rushing up the road and stopped in front of the house. Burns ran in, fired half a dozen rapid questions at Amy, nodding his head with approval at her answers, said, "All right, we"re off," and picked up the hand-bags. Then he dropped them, s.n.a.t.c.hed off his cap and strode over to his wife.
"We"re in a mess of a hurry," he apologized, and kissed her as if he were thinking of something else, as he undoubtedly was. Then he seized the bags, Amy the box and bundle, and the two hurried out. A moment later Ellen saw the car start, getting under headway in twice its own length, and disappearing down the road in a cloud of dust.
"She would rather stay where she can help him than go away to a home of her own with any other man," Ellen said to herself; and the little twinge of envy became almost a pang. She stood staring out of the window, her dark eyes heavy with her thoughts, her lips taking on a little twist of pain. Then, presently, she lifted her head. "She will never, never let him know. He will never discover it for himself. But if she can find happiness in being of use to him, and he can reward her by being her good friend, why should I mind? Can"t I be generous enough for that, when I know I have his heart? Her love for him won"t hurt him. She can"t take it back, but she will never let it show so that he can feel more of it than is good for him. It is so little for me to spare her--so much for her to have. I will be glad, I _will_ be glad!"
She smiled at Bobby Burns, running up the walk, but, being a woman, she smiled through tears.
The little lad ran in. "Oh, Auntie Ellen," he cried, "do you care "cause I gave my new ball away? It was a new boy came to school, all patched.
He"d never had a ball in his life. Uncle Red said I had to be good to other boys, "cause I"ve got so much more"n some of them. I sort o" wanted to keep the ball, too," he added, regretfully. "It was a dandy ball."
"But it was nice to give it away, too, wasn"t it, Bob?"
He nodded, looking curiously up at her. "You"re cryin", Auntie Ellen," he said, anxiously. "Does sumpin" hurt you?"
"Nothing that ought to hurt, dear. It"s too bad that being generous does hurt sometimes. But it ought not to hurt, when we have so much more than some of the others, ought it, Bob?"
CHAPTER XV
FLASHLIGHTS
"Please tilt your parasol back the least bit more, Miss Austin. That"s it! Now walk toward me, up this path, till you reach the rosebush."
Miss Austin, a tall, thin young woman clad in white muslin and wearing also a prim expression with which her photographer had been struggling for some time in vain, obeyed these directions to the letter. Her lips in lines of order and discretion, her skirts hanging in perfect folds, she advanced up the straggling path, the picture of maidenly composure.
The nearer she drew to the rosebush the more fixed became the look of meeting a serious obstacle and overcoming it by sheer force of will.
Charlotte Ruston, standing by her camera focussed on the spot of path beside the rosebush, drew a stifled, impatient breath. "I"m going to scream at her in a minute," she thought, "or fall in a faint. I wonder which would startle her out of herself most."
"Do you mind," she said aloud, "if I tell you how perfectly charming you look?"
Miss Austin"s lips tightened into a little set smile, more artificial than ever. But just as she reached the rosebush a motor car rushed up the street and came to a standstill before the gate in Charlotte"s hedge. Out of the car--a conspicuous affair of a strong yellow colour, and hitherto unseen in the town--descended a figure in a dust-coat, a figure upon which Miss Edith Austin had never set eyes before. Pausing by the rosebush she looked toward the scene at the gate, and her face relaxed into an expression of alert interest.
The camera clicked unnoticed. Quicker than a flash Charlotte had gone through a series of motions and had made a second exposure, smiling delightedly to herself.
"It"s a gentleman to see you," called Miss Austin, softly, as the heavily built figure in the dust-coat opened the gate and advanced up the path.
Miss Ruston made all secure about her camera, and turned to meet the full and smiling gaze of the newcomer, standing, cap in hand, just behind her. He was a man who might have been thirty or forty--it would not have been easy for a stranger to tell which at first glance, for his fair hair was thick upon his head, his face fresh and unwrinkled, and his eyes bright. Yet about him was an air of having been encountering men and things for a long time, and of understanding them pretty well.
"Mr. Brant!" Charlotte"s tone was that of complete surprise.
"You were not expecting me?" He shook hands, gazing at her in undisguised pleasure. He was not much taller than she, and the afternoon sun was at his back, so he had the advantage.
"I certainly was not. How does it happen? A business journey?"
"A most luckily opportune one--for me. It brought me within a hundred miles, and my descriptions to my friend of an interesting region did the rest."
His eyes swerved to the figure of Miss Edith Austin, standing tensely by the rosebush, an observer whose whole aspect denoted eager absorption in the meeting before her. Charlotte presented him. Miss Austin expressed herself as a.s.sured of his being a stranger to the town the moment her eyes fell upon him.
"And a very dusty and disreputable one, I"m afraid," Mr. Brant declared.
"I should have stopped at some hotel and made myself presentable," he explained to Charlotte, "if I had not been afraid I should lose a minute out of the short time Van Schoonhoven agrees to leave me here."
Charlotte took him to the house and left him politely trying to converse with her grandmother--at tremendous odds, for he was not a rival of Red Pepper Burns in his fondness for old ladies, not to mention deaf ones.
The photographer returned to her sitter.
"I have several pictures of you now, Miss Austin," she said, "and I think among them we shall find one you will like."
"But aren"t you going to have one of this last pose?" Miss Austin inquired, anxiously. "Of course, I know you have company now--"
"That doesn"t matter. But I have two exposures, by the rosebush, and I think they are both good. I have kept you standing for quite a long time, and I want you to see proofs of these before we try any more."
"I haven"t once known when you were taking me. I can"t help feeling that if you just let me know when you were going to take the picture I could be better prepared."
"One can be a bit too much prepared. The best one I ever had made of me was done an instant after I had carelessly taken a seat where the operator requested. I looked up and asked, "How do you want me to sit?"
He answered, "Just as pleases you. I have already taken the picture.""
"Dear me! How methods change! Our best photographer here is always so careful about every line of drapery, and just how you hold your chin I don"t see how you can just snap a person and be sure of an artistic result."
"You can"t. And perhaps you won"t like these at all. But I will show you proofs to-morrow. And if they are not right we"ll try again, if you are willing."
Miss Austin went away, parasol held stiffly above her head, though the sun was behind her. She was wondering, as she went, who the man was who had come to see Miss Ruston, and she arrived without much difficulty at the conclusion that he was probably going to marry her. His speech about being in such haste to reach her that he couldn"t take time to go to a hotel and make himself neat seemed to her sure evidence that the two were upon a footing more intimate than that of mere friendship.
"If you are not too proud," said Miss Ruston to Mr. Eugene Brant, "you may come into the kitchen and wash your hands and face. Afterward you may stroll about my garden while I get supper."