Chapter 340: Who Am I?
Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
Hurt her?
In what way?
Xiang Wan felt a rush of heat to her ears. She was fl.u.s.tered!
She did not know what Bai Muchuan was going through, but she could feel the unusual atmosphere in the air.
Heavy and repressed!
Having known each other for so long, Bai Muchuan had never described things so seriously…
By telling her so directly like this…
That could only mean one thing: he might not be able to control himself anymore…
What kind of agony was that?
Xiang Wan lifted her head to look at the tiny dots of light.
It must be these things that were wreaking havoc!
They might be disseminating the drug.
They were also the cameras filming their actions…
It must be them!
Xiang Wan’s pupils shrank as she delivered a punch against a light spot on the wall.
Ouch! Her hand hurt.
She also felt dizzy that the light spot suddenly seemed enlarged…
The light spots felt like eyes staring at them.
“Xiang Wan… if I hurt you, you must try to protect yourself and stay away from me…”
Bai Muchuan suddenly turned around to give her an embrace.
As he said so, he also thought of the difference in their physical strength and the fact that there was nothing else in this empty s.p.a.ce for Xiang Wan to protect herself with…
Bai Muchuan then felt around his waist and took a bunch of keys he gave to Xiang Wan with his trembling hands…
“Take it! Find one… Open it…”
Bai Muchuan’s voice sounded weak and soft.
Even giving an explanation seemed to be a difficult task for him.
Xiang Wan quietly felt around as well and took the keys from him slowly in the dark.
The keys felt normal to her, and she was a little puzzled.
“What is this for?”
“One of them… there’s a b.u.t.ton!” Bai Muchuan tried to explain. “You can push it. It’s very sharp…”
It was too dark for her!
In Bai Muchuan’s low panting sounds, she searched for a long time before she felt a very different key.
It felt slightly longer and bigger than the rest of the keys.
On the key, there was a b.u.t.ton where one could press down like a ballpoint pen.
She pressed down hard and a sharp thorn of around two centimeters long appeared at the front end of the key.
It certainly felt sharp.
Her finger accidentally brushed past it, and she could already feel some pain piercing through her skin.
She quickly moved it away. “What’s this for?”
“… If I hurt you, use this to protect yourself!”
Bai Muchuan’s voice was low, but he still sounded firm. His words made Xiang Wan’s scalp numb.
She shook her head. “I won’t do that…”
“You must!”
“Bai Muchuan!”
“Xiang Wan!” Bai Muchuan gritted his teeth; his hands clasped hers tightly. “Do as I say!”
This time, he used a lot of strength.
He was so strong—he couldn’t control it.
A sudden unknown flame suddenly sprung up inside his chest.
Anxiety, yearning, violence…
His fingers grabbed onto Xiang Wan’s shoulder mercilessly as if he wanted to squeeze into her flesh.
Afterward, he lowered his head and kissed her lips.
This was too sudden!
Xiang Wan’s head fell back and hit the wall. Ouch!
Her back was also against the wall, there was nowhere else for her to escape…
She closed her eyes and tried to calm down, convincing herself to accept what’s happening.
So what if there were cameras?
She shouldn’t bother with that!
She did not care about that!
She did not want to care about all these anymore!
There were two voices arguing rather fiercely inside her head. However, Bai Muchuan could not hear them.
His ragged breathing was like that of a hungry beast; he was indulging himself in her lips, losing himself in her fresh. He relished on her sweet breath, unable to pull himself out of it… That awakened the beast thriving under the effect of the drug…
“Bai Muchuan…” Xiang Wan felt pain on her lips as he kissed her.
No!
He was biting her rather than kissing her.
He was biting her wildly!
He was never like this before in their history of intimacy.
Bai Muchuan was clean and pure… in terms of feelings and in terms of matters related to their relationship.
He would always embrace and kiss her appropriately. He was also especially tender towards her and took great care of her.
Even if there was an occasional out of the norm behavior, he would tease her about it to see her reaction before deciding what to do.
As of now, he was using all of his strength to kiss her, as if he wished to kill her…
He was never like this!
Xiang Wan felt dizzy and her stomach felt uncomfortable; her tipsy state was getting stronger…
At this moment, even if she wanted to resist, she couldn’t do so.
This scene must be beautiful to that lunatic, right? She thought to herself.
Meng Chi claimed that this would be his most successful, pa.s.sionate love and death film…
Coming from an artistic angle, it might really be the case.
After all, what could be more convincing than a real and actual scene of death?
What kind of death had more impact than real death?!
… Hmm, this could be the best performance he wanted.
It was the performance of both herself and Bai Muchuan!
Xiang Wan contemplated over this with sarcasm when she felt a pang of pain on her lips.
Bai Muchuan bit her again.
That pain made her gradually muddled state of mind awaken once again…
“Bai Muchuan… Hmm…”
She frowned and attempted to push him away, but he caught her hand in no time.
“Don’t move!” He was very focused on kissing her.
Intense, violent, obsessed…
This was certainly not the usual Bai Muchuan.
Xiang Wan stared at him with eyes wide-opened. Through the darkness, she could make out the contour of his face.
He had completely lost himself!
She felt that he was letting out all those grievances he had suffered over the past twenty years of suffering at this moment.
He caught both of her hands and lifted them over her head, pressing them against the wall…
Then he was back to kissing her in a crazed manner that it was unsettling.
Xiang Wan was unable to free her hands from his grasp. She could only let his kisses continue… he moved down her neck to her collarbone where he lingered for a moment before he started to move down slowly…
Below the neck…
Below the neck…
The warm kiss moved slowly.
Xiang Wan was so nervous that she arched her body; she felt gooseb.u.mps all over her body while her mind went blank.
She closed her eyes tightly, but she couldn’t stop her tears from flowing…
She did not want to cry!
However, she couldn’t help it…
It was not that she was unwilling, nor was she complaining.
It was the fact that they had to do it before the camera that made her broke down in tears… she was upset because she was powerless against the situation.
“You’re crying?”
The lips of the man suddenly stopped moving.
He didn’t continue as what Xiang Wan had thought he would…
Xiang Wan did not reply.
Bai Muchuan raised his head slowly and stared at her in the darkness. The hand that had grabbed both of her arms suddenly let go…
And grabbed her neck instead!
“You’re unwilling?” He was totally like a changed person as he spoke in a deep, gruff voice.
He seemed angry and fierce!
Xiang Wan could not find the shadow of her beloved Little Bai in his ferocious tone.
“… What happened to you? Bai Muchuan, what exactly is going on?” Xiang Wan felt miserable.
She was not afraid of hardship, pain, or even death. However, she was afraid of Bai Muchuan who was like a changed person. It made her feel that all those things that she had relied on had crumbled because of his peculiar behavior, and she would never get them back.
Such pain was worse than death.
“Why are you crying? You’re unwilling, right?”
Bai Muchuan’s frosty tone was even more hostile than earlier!
She felt as though he would break her the next second!
Xiang Wan shook her head desperately; unfortunately, he couldn’t see that amidst the darkness…
“Didn’t you say you’re willing? Woman, why are you so fickle-minded?”
Bai Muchuan questioned her coldly; the strength of his hand that was grabbing her neck was getting stronger as if he wanted to strangle her to death.
Xiang Wan shook her head desperately; she was suffocating and whimpering…
She was unable to speak.
She felt despair and desperation!
He felt and touched her face in the darkness before he suddenly tore off her coat…
“Xiang Wan, you need to fulfill your promise now!”
He said coldly and bent down to kiss her neck.
“Bai Muchuan… Bai Muchuan…”
Xiang Wan’s hand which was holding the key was trembling.
She was quivering and struggling, but she did not stab him.
Her voice had a crying tone. “… Don’t be like this! Even if we die, I don’t want you to become like this…”
“It’s too late!” Bai Muchuan patted her face twice. He took off his coat and flung it onto the floor.
Then, in the next moment, before Xiang Wan could react, he hugged her tightly and carried her to a corner of the wall, and pinned her onto the floor.
The cold, chilly floor was made of steel…
Yet Bai Muchuan’s hands felt colder than the floor.
When Xiang Wan felt his hands on her, she could not help but tremble!
He hurt her!
There were several times that she felt like poking him with that sharp key.
Perhaps it would make him sober a little, even if it could only sober him a little…
So he could be gentler with her, even if it was only a little…
“… Why aren’t you crying? Don’t you like to cry? Cry louder!”
His rough and rude demand was like a stranger who unleashed his malice.
“The more you cry, the more excited I get!”
“…”
Xiang Wan’s pair of listless eyes opened wide. She wanted to look at what was happening to him.
However, she couldn’t see his expression…
Somehow, she had a feeling… It was a pair of eyes that was spitting fire.
… It was a pair of devilish eyes. It was not her Bai Muchuan.
She knew what was going on.
It was because of the drug; the new drug Meng Chi said. It was his experiment.
However, she was puzzled why she did not react as strongly to the drug?
“Bai Muchuan… Tell me… Who am I?”
In the struggle, Xiang Wan was panting as she asked that!
This was her final and only bottom line.
At the very least, she wanted him to know who she was.
He must know who she was!
She wanted him to know that!
Otherwise, she would not be able to rest in peace!
Bai Muchuan did not reply for he was burning in desire; how would he be able to think properly…?
He held her neck like a wild beast and uttered a comfortable sigh. “You… are mine… You’re mine… Mine…”
“… Who am I… to you? Who am I?”
Xiang Wan asked slowly and clearly.
Nevertheless, Bai Muchuan still did not reply to her.
He was like a violent beast, gnawing at his own food…
At this moment, he could care less about the emotions of his “food”, as well as the feeling of his “food”…
Not to mention… if the food was a rabbit or a goat!
No!
It shouldn’t be like this!
Xiang Wan was shouting inside her heart. A strong feeling of sorrow had overcome her.
“… Little Xiang Wan, have you ever played ‘escape the room’… real-life version?”
Suddenly, she heard a faint, deep voice in her ear.
That gave Xiang Wan’s confused brain a jolt of shock.