Publishedat 29th of July 2019 06:26:55 AMChapter 22.2
“Talk about what…?”
Kai was taken aback by his master’s sudden serious face .
“I wanted, to tell you, about my past… . ”
“…Before Leonorsama came to the academy…?”
“…Un, that’s right… . ”
Kai was holding his breath, since he had never seen that kind of serious expression his master was making right now .
Finally, Leonora was trying to tell someone about what happened in the past, by her own volition .
Kai was feeling a warm sensation in his chest .
He was the first person, that she was ever going to tell this to… and yet… .
(Why I’m feeling happy about this…)
And, unable to to keep his emotions in check, Kai grabbed Leo’s hands .
“Leonorsama…!”
“Oh, umm, yes… . ”
“I consider myself your friend! You can tell anything to me!”
Apparently, Kai was grabbing Leo’s hands a bit too tightly, so Leo tried to loosen his grip a bit, but Kai noticed it and released his hands .
“Ah! U-umm, uh, s-sorry!”
“It’s, alright… . ”
Although his master said so, she is supposed to be scared of men .
“Leonorsama, please, don’t think of me as a man, I’m nothing but your servant . ”
‘Don’t think of me as a man… . ‘ – At this moment, Kai felt heart broken by his own words .
It’s wrong for Kai to see his own master “That” way, so he was trying to suppress it by any means necessary………… even by hurting himself while doing it .
But those words only worked as a deception . Leonora’s amethyst eyes probably had already seen the truth about Kai’s feelings a long time ago .
“You… probably can’t believe me, but my loyalty will always be yours, Leonorsama . ”
“Un… . ”
“And believe me when I say this… those were only the remnants of my first love . ” (Tl/n:He’s talking about holding her hands earlier)
Kai tried to avoid talking about it, but if he wanted to build a strong relations.h.i.+p with Leonora… his master… he at least needed to tell her the truth .
“First, love…?”
“Yes… and I’m afraid to say, but… you were my first love, Leonorsama . I was totally fascinated by your kindness and altruism . ”
Leo was in shock, he didn’t know what to say .
“A person’s “First Love” is something that will, in time, fade away . And I’m no different . Someday, my own first love will fade away too and only my loyalty will remain . ”
“Are you, sur–”
“–I am . ”
‘Are you, sure, about that…?’ – The answer came so fast, that Leo couldn’t even finish his sentence .
(This is bad…)
Leo couldn’t believe, that one of his little brothers had fallen victim of Leena’s beauty .
(But… when?)
That’s what Leo wanted to know .
But he at least had an answer .
It was probably the fault of the magic Leena had cast on him, the one were he had to speak using polite language in a cute and feminine way .
(But… the first person to ever confess his love to me, was actually a man… I think that as a man, I lost something really precious right now…)
Why would someone even fall in love with him anyway… .
The only way for Leo to fall in love with another man, was for him to be made out of gold, or to be covered in gold………… no no no, that’s a bit extreme even for Leo!
(Not good… to think I would fall in love with a golden statue, even if it were to be shaped as a man!)
Leo was overheating for a bit there .
Now Leo knew Kai’s anguish over his first love . After all, Leo’s golden statue was just in his imagination . (Tl/n: ……(O-O)……Really? A statue?)
(I can understand you, Kai!)
But this secret……… Leo would take it to his grave with him .
“I’m sorry, Leonorsama… it must be shocking for you… but that’s the truth . ”
Leo didn’t know where to go from here .
“Ah, uh, that… . ”
“You were going to tell me what happened with you, right? Before you came to the academy…?”
“Uh, that, umm, yes… but… . ”
What should I do . What do I talk about?
(Ah! That’s it! I can talk about that!)
Leo had a sudden idea .
“I want to, talk about, my real, personality… . ”
“Leonorsama’s…?”
“Yes… . ”
Leo couldn’t tell Kai about being a man, but he could deny the part about being “Altruistic . ”
“I’m not an, altruistic person . In fact, I’m very, very greedy… . ”
“Huh……?”
Kai couldn’t understand what Leo was trying to say .
Leo then retrieved the gold coin that he was using as a pendant . Albert was kind enough to give the coin back to him after Leo returned to the academy .
“I love Kar-sama… I will never give it to someone else… I will treasure it for the rest of my life… I don’t need anything else besides Kar-sama . ” (Tl/n: Karlheinz Raimund Gold Coin-sama, but Leo always use Kar-sama for short)
Leo would always choose gold over something else .
That’s why he is a dry and pathetic person… .
“Leonorsama…… . ”
But Kai could see that his master was on the verge of tears while saying that . She missed her mother so much, to the point were nothing else would matter, if she could feel her mother’s warmth one more time .
(She never forgot about Claudisama . And even if she inherited the same beauty, the same intelligence and the kind personality of her mother, she can never have what she truly wants… it’s like she was forsaken by the spirits…)
But above all else, Kai just wanted to be able to comfort his master . He couldn’t, because he was male .
“Leonorsama, I…!”
Kai had never regretted being born as a man, till this day .
(Why I was born with this body…!)
‘If only I was born as a girl!’ – Kai thought .
If I had soft arms and a womanly body, I could hug the girl in front of me and say: “It’s going to be alright, I’m here for you . ”
Leonora only wanted to feel the warmth of her mother one more time…… .
The anguish Leonora was feeling right now, coupled with Kai’s devotion toward her and his unrequited love, led to–
“–I wish I was born as a woman!”
…
…
…
“Huh!?”
Leo didn’t know what to say to his, to be, little brother…… well, his sister in this case .
(How the h.e.l.l it ended up like this!?)
The only good thing that came out of this conversation, was the new found trust between Kai and Leo .
lastfenix . wordpress . com is the original translator .
lastfenix . wordpress . com is the original translator .
It was evening, the day after Kai and Leo had “That” conversation .
Leonora’s grandparents were waiting anxiously for the daily letter .
A servant then knocked on the door before entering the room, he was holding a five page letter .
And after delivering the letter, the servant exited the room .
“–………!!!!!!”
Lord Harkenberg, the man feared on the battlefield because of his scary face, was now staring at the letter his servant had brought him, with bloodshot eyes .
Emilia von Harkenberg, who is always lady-like, was the first to stand up and go to her husband’s side .
Next, the head maid and the head butler entered the room, without knocking on the door and went to their usual positions behind Lord Harkenberg .
The location?
Lord Harkenberg’s private room . A place no servant would dare to enter without knocking first……… except the head butler and his wife, the head maid .
And as Lord Harkenberg was reading the letter out loud, he suddenly froze before reading the next sentence .
“You a**hole! Whys did you stop reading!?”
Shouted Emilia, shaking her husband by the shoulder .
“What is wrong!? Is my angel alright!?”
Shouted the head butler . But the angel he was speaking about… wasn’t Kai, of course… .
But they both didn’t notice Lord Harkenberg’s shocked expression .
“E-emilia… t-this . ”
He pointed to the letter, his shaking finger .
“What is it? Why are you shaking… like…… this… . ”
Emilia was shaking .
It was rare to see both Lord Harkenberg and his wife shaking like this .
The head butler and the head maid didn’t know why both of them were like this .
So Kai’s father, the Head Butler Fabian, grabbed the letter and examined it .
And ten seconds later, he understood why they were both shaking .
The contents stated that, “Leonorsama wants to be the host for her first tea party, but she doesn’t know the formalities for such an occasion . She then asks if Lady Emilia von Harkenberg would be able to teach her about such things . ”
Fabian too, was shaking .
The head maid too, after reading the letter, started to shake .
“I’m happy to be alive… . ”
Said Fabian, shedding a tear .
“What a rare occasion, I agree with you… . ”
Said Lord Harkenberg, crying like a fountain .
Emilia too, was shedding a tear because of the happy occasion .
And after closing her eyes for a while, her husband said something a Marquis would never say .
“Emilia, where are those invitations that Leonora received from those foreign kings and princes?” (Tl/n: Invitations for a ball and the like)
“Stored in the archives, why?”
“Yosh, let’s burn those and throw it away . ”
These two were well known figures of the n.o.ble society all over the world . So they could burn those invitations without any consequences .
“Leonora is our precious granddaughter . An event like this, needs to be big . ” – Emilia .
“It’s Leonorsama’s debut after all . ” – Head Maid .
“We need to find the best teacher for her too . ” – Emilia .
“I agree . ” – Head Maid .
“And if any bug try to approach her in the middle of the ball–” – Fabian
“”–We castrate the f***er . ”” – Lord Harkenberg and Emilia .
However, no one expected to see the always well mannered Lady Emilia say those things .
“””Huh…?”””
Three people were s.h.i.+vering .
Two, from fear .
One, from excitement .
Emilia was making an evil smile .
“No one will approach my cute Leonora . ”
It wasn’t a well mannered Lady standing there, but a demon .
The three felt all of their hairs standing up .
Two, from fear .
One, from excitement .
“B-but you see, Emilisama . When my angel–”
“–MY angel you meant, right? There’s a fine line between a delusion and reality, remember that . ”
It was a clean cut . No blood flowed out, but the cut was deep . So deep, that it actually reached Fabian’s soul .
“B-but–”
“Shut up, Fabian . ”
Said the head maid in a cold tone . She is like this all the time with him, so there’s no problem .
But, as Fabian received the cold shoulder of Emilia and his wife, something snapped inside him and he finally said his ultimate desire .
“I want to escort my angel until the altar on the day of her marriage, because I never got the chance to do it with Claudisama–!”
It was just his selfishness showing, as usual .
“But she’s not even related by blood with you… . ”
It was a straight punch . Strong enough to bring him to his knees .
(I know that… I know… but…)
Fabian always treated Claudia as his own little sister . And when she disappeared, his heart crumbled to pieces . It was his dream, to be able to escort her until the altar .
Lord Harkenberg knew of this, so he asked his wife: “Can’t you be a bit more understanding to him?”
But Emilia had her own reasons as well, she was ignoring the marriage letters Leonora received and stored it in the archives . She wanted the best for her granddaughter .
But the question was, who would marry Leonora?
Emilia didn’t have anyone in mind, worth enough, of her granddaughter .
“I know who should be good enough . ”
Every one looked toward the Head Maid Teresa . (Tl/n: Finally, I thought the author wouldn’t give her a name)
She had the usual s.a.d.i.s.tic smile of when she’s “Playing” with her husband .
“Since we’re declining all of the invitations so far, it would be wise to invite them to her social debut . But if it’s a social debut…… it should be a ball, right?”
“Hoooh, I’m liking it, do continue Teresa . ”
Lord Harkenberg had spent his youth in the most terrifying battlefields . But the smile his wife was making right now… was the only thing that could make him feel real fear .
“But not any ball… we should invite every king and prince from the surrounding countries . ”
“Just the royalty… I see . ”
Two demons plotting on how to destroy the world… well, not really… but it was close to that .
And speaking of royalty–
“–We have an Emperor and an Empress really close by, right?”
Emilia looked straight into Teresa’s eyes and laughed . Not because it was a dumb plan, but because she understood what Teresa meant by that .
“The Emperor and Empress will be invited to her debut as well . But since Leonorsama asked for a small party…… the ones present will be of the finest quality… just royalty . And if we’re lucky, she’ll have a good fiance by the end of the day . ”
Royalty… in other words, the probability of Albert and Leonora meeting during the ball is really high .
“–………!!!!!!!!!”
Emilia opened her eyes wide .
“Emilisama, the only person worth enough… is that prince!”
He is the student council president at the Weiz Magic Academy and the crown prince .
Every girl wanted a piece of him . His magical apt.i.tude was high and he had a good personality .
He was the best candidate for Leonora .
“Now, we just need to think of a way for them to be together during the ball . ”
Emilia and Teresa… back then, when these two were younger, they used to be called, “The Twin Demons . ” Because when they’re together… no one can stop them .
“He’s still seventeen years old, the perfect age for marriage . If we use the best makeup for Leonora and order the best Savarin dress… then we can make him fall for her . ”
It was the perfect plan .
But the only thing they didn’t know… was that the prince had already fallen in love with her .
“And even if the prince decides to annul the engagement, he’d have fulfilled his role as insect repellent for Leonorsama . ”
“E-emilia… . ”
Lady Emilia von Harkenberg .
She’s usually kind and gentle, but she would show her concealed evil side just to protect her granddaughter .
Lord Harkenberg and the Head Butler? They were nearly fainting because of the fear .
And at this time, Leo didn’t know yet, that his “Normal” tea party, had become the most extravagant ball the world had ever seen .
lastfenix . wordpress . com is the original translator .